I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 191 Cracks
He Wufei looked at the call interface that was suddenly hung up, and had the urge to hold his forehead and sigh.

Today's young people are developing too fast.

It's really scary.

He thought about it carefully and sent a kind reminder.

It’s really not that he just takes carrots and doesn’t worry about it, but an adult still needs to remind him about this kind of thing, so that young people don’t lose their sense of proportion and make big mistakes.

Although in terms of emotional issues, He Wufei is really not a senior.

Secret love has run through his entire life so far, and will continue to do so in the future.

He turned off his phone and looked up at the newly hung photos on the wall.

It was a photo taken after an Arbor Day class activity in high school that Su Chengyi went to school to contact the teacher to find for him.

After Xu Zhihan's accident, the school carried out a thorough cleaning campaign.

Almost all written materials, photos and videos containing her personal information were cleared.

It was as if he was deliberately erasing all traces of her existence.

Su Chengyi spent a lot of effort to get through the back door of Wang Tingting and Li Lu, and used the centenary commemoration event as an excuse to sneak into the school reference room and look through dozens of folders.

It was not easy to find such a photo from that year.

He originally planned to make a copy, but then he thought about it, the only person in the world who still cares about Xu Zhihan is He Wufei.

It should have been left to him to keep.

So I took it away boldly.

Facts have proved that without such a photo, no one in the school would notice or care.

In the photo, Xu Zhihan and He Wufei are standing very close to each other, one in the first row from the bottom and the other in the second row from the bottom.

Xu Zhihan thought that he was already a little isolated at this time.

The people next to her deliberately stayed away from her, squeezing in other people to stand, as if she were some kind of savage beast.

Only He Wufei refused to give way and stood in front of her with an upright face.

Behind him, Xu Zhihan smiled brightly. The moment she pressed the shutter, she quietly raised her hand to make a pair of bunny ears on his head.

If it weren't for the class photo, this would look like a couple made for each other.

But He Wufei had never seen this photo. The event gathering photos at that time were all handed over directly to the school for safekeeping, and students would not receive the photos.

So when Su Chengyi gave him the photo in the glass frame, he thought it was some high-tech AI synthesized photo.

After recalling the scene, his hands holding the photo frame were shaking.

He Wufei thought about what Su Chengyi added unintentionally after giving the photo frame to him:
"Have you ever thought that she actually knows that you like her?"

I think it should be.

That's enough.

The lyrics of "Contentment" say: Those memories are so enough, enough for me to taste loneliness every day.

He Wufei's eyes lingered on the photo for a few more seconds, then he closed his eyes and lay down.

"Another day has passed. Xu Zhihan, good night."

Is it another day closer to me seeing you?

the other side.

Su Chengyi looked at the phone screen and read out what He Wufei added after hanging up the phone:

"Remember the safety measures."

Chen Jinzhi's face was calm, but the chill radiating around her made Su Chengyi, who was drunk by alcohol, briefly sober up.

He quickly turned off the phone screen and lay back honestly.

Even if he closed his eyes, he could still feel Chen Jinzhi's eyes resting on a certain position on his face.

"Don't you want me to talk to you?"

Chen Jinzhi's voice sounded leisurely.

Pretending to be asleep, Su Chengyi had no choice but to open his eyes again.

"Why do you drink so much?"

Chen Jinzhi's tone of questioning was as serious as a traffic policeman who routinely checks for drunk driving.

"Not much."

Su Chengyi, like every drunk person, mainly talks about one thing.

I can still drink it!I'm not drunk yet!
"Then explain what the quantum Hall effect is."

Chen Jinzhi thought for a while and asked a physics question.

She had accidentally seen this question in Su Chengyi's notebook before. He had written a lot of summaries and thoughts on related theories, but Chen Jinzhi just glanced at it and skipped it all.

It seems like something that has little to do with high school physics.

Unexpectedly, Su Chengyi answered without even thinking:
"The quantum Hall effect means that when a low temperature and strong magnetic field is used, the Hall resistance no longer changes continuously with the magnetic field, but a constant value platform that does not change with the magnetic field appears at some special values. These platforms appear at the Landau energy level and are filled with integers of electrons. time. The interesting thing about this is..."

Before he could finish speaking, his mouth was covered.

"Ok?"

With her lips covered by Chen Jinzhi's soft palm, Su Chengyi asked a question in a daze.

The other person's face says "Yeah yeah yeah that's interesting but no one wants to hear it".

Chen Jinzhi looked at his clear eyes and suddenly felt that this kind of professional knowledge was probably engraved in his mind. He didn't need to think about it, he just needed conditioned reflex to answer it.

So she thought for a while, why not ask some questions that adults often use to test elementary school students.

"Which is the heaviest dinosaur?"

"Brachiosaurus."

"What's the dumbest dinosaur?"

"Stegosaurus. Because its overall size is about the same as that of an elephant, but its brain is only as big as a walnut."

Su Chengyi said while making gestures with his hands.

Forget it, Su Chengyi seems to be very interested in dinosaurs and other prehistoric creatures.

Chen Jinzhi decided to change the geographical issue.

"The longest mountain range in the world."

"The Andes Mountains span seven countries, with a total length of about [-] kilometers."

"What is karst landform?"

"Limestone and other carbonate rocks on the surface are landforms formed after the dissolution of water and carbon dioxide. It was first discovered in the karst area on the Adriatic Sea."

Okay, change history.

"How many dragons are there on the emperor's dragon robe?"

"Nine golden dragons. Ancient emperors admired the saying that the Nine Fives are supreme. On the Nine Fives, flying dragons are in the sky, which is good for seeing adults. But there was an exception in the Ming Dynasty."

It seemed that Su Chengyi wanted to elaborate, so Chen Jinzhi simply followed his words and asked:
"Which emperor reigned the longest in the Ming Dynasty?"

"Emperor Wanli, Zhu Yijun."

Now Chen Jinzhi really suspected that this person had an encyclopedia search engine installed in his head.

Su Chengyi, who was lying on his back, looked at her deflated look and suddenly raised the corners of his mouth.

He actually looked a little proud.

Is this person drunk?

Now even Chen Jinzhi was a little suspicious.

She moved closer, reached out and pinched his face.

Su Chengyi's face was sharp and angular, but there wasn't much flesh to be pinched.

But pinching the face is obviously one of the actions that he will not accept easily.

At this time, he was still giggling and had no other reaction, so he was probably still drunk.

So Chen Jinzhi also raised the corner of his mouth and started asking again:

"What did you eat this morning?"

"Can not remember."

"what is your horoscope?"

".Not sure. It seems to be Scorpio."

Su Chengyi frowned and thought seriously.

"I even asked for your own zodiac sign."

"Yeah, but I don't know."

"You're a Scorpio, idiot."

Chen Jinzhi smiled and sighed, and before Su Chengyi could express his surprise, he asked the next question:
"When did you first see me?"

"Well, I don't know."

Chen Jinzhi asked this question unintentionally, but Su Cheng was thinking about the first time he saw an Iris advertisement in his previous life. Of course, he couldn't remember it long ago.

It was a great shame and humiliation for Su Chengyi to fail to answer three questions in a row.

His expression was triumphant just a moment ago, but in an instant he was frowning again.

Chen Jinzhi was secretly amused, cleared his throat, and decided not to embarrass him.

"Let's change the type. Three-year-old me or 30-year-old me, if we have the chance to meet briefly, which one would you rather see?"

The question type has been changed to multiple choice questions.

Su Chengyi looked at Chen Jinzhi's face and fell into deep thought.

"Why, is it so difficult to choose?"

Chen Jinzhi raised his eyebrows and pretended to be serious.

Because she thinks most people will choose the future.

The past is past and there is no way to change it, so what the future will look like is even more curious.

"I choose three-year-old Chen Jinzhi."

Unexpectedly, Su Chengyi's answer was different from what she thought.

"why?"

"Although she was very beautiful at the age of 30, I wanted to see Chen Jinzhi at the age of three. And then I told her at that time that she would become a big star that everyone is looking for in the future."

Su Chengyi seemed to be torn between this option for a while, but in the end he preferred this answer.Because he had already met Chen Jinzhi, who was nearly 30 years old.

Chen Jinzhi looked at his determined expression and still didn't understand why he was so sure that he could become a star.

But his answer still touched her heart.

"Okay, the answer is correct."

After suppressing her emotions for a while, she asked again:
"Which one do you choose between only seeing me in 100 years or not seeing me in a year?"

Su Chengyi thought for a while and analyzed rationally:

"If I die naturally, I can probably live for about 60 years. If I can't see you for one of these 60 years, it should be acceptable."

"."

Chen Jinzhi was silent.

Su Chengyi was still minding his own business and continued to analyze.

"A year is calculated as 360 five days. If it is divided evenly over 60 years, there will only be six days in a year where I can't see you, less than a week. If it is divided into months, I can only miss half a day in a month. You. If you spread it over weeks."

"Then let's start calculating from now on."

Chen Jinzhi got up and left.

".Then I choose the first one."

Su Chengyi quickly grabbed her wrist and changed her words.

"You have already handed in your paper."

"The answer sheets haven't been handed in yet."

Su Chengyi pulled her back to her original position.

Chen Jinzhi glanced at him and said nothing.

Although the answer is unsatisfactory, it can be seen from this question that Su Chengyi is the former of the two types of drunken people: "tell the truth after drinking" and "men are drunk enough to act until you cry".

"Any question?"

Su Chengyi raised his face and asked.

He vaguely felt that he didn't answer the question well.

But I don’t know why it’s not good. I just feel that the person who asked the question is not satisfied with the answer.

If you answer a question incorrectly, answer a few more questions.

This is a reaction engraved in the DNA of top academics.

Chen Jinzhi lowered his head and glanced at the two people's hands that were still intertwined.

Su Chengyi's fingers have distinct joints and are slender and beautiful.

The old-fashioned quartz watch on the wrist looks a bit old. The stainless steel strap reflects the light, reflecting the lines of the arm and the cyan blood vessels.

"Yes, I have."

Chen Jinzhi suddenly raised his head, looked at him and smiled.

"do you like me?"

Before Su Chengyi could recover from her dazzlingly beautiful smile, she was hit by the sudden question that made her dizzy again.

"."

The drunkenness surged up again. In this atmosphere, everyone knew what to answer.

There is another opposite to telling the truth while drunk - it's all drunken talk, and there are countless things you can do.

So whatever the answer is, alcohol is a good excuse.

Looking at Chen Jinzhi's peach blossom eyes like flowing clouds covering the moon, Su Chengyi almost blurted out the words on his lips.

But at this moment, he suddenly thought of another pair of bright and clear eyes.

That is also a sincerity that cannot be let down.

So he could only watch as the smile on her lips gradually cooled down because of his silence at the moment.

"I do not know."

That was all he could answer.

Xu Yang's words came to mind again at the wine table tonight.

No matter who you like, just go ahead and give it a try.How do you know who you really like if you don't try?
At that time, I readily agreed, but the question was, how to try this?
At least he hasn't been able to ignore another person's feelings and just do what he wants.

After receiving the answer, Chen Jinzhi lowered her head again, and a few strands of hair fell to her eyes with her movements.

Their palms were still holding each other, but Su Chengyi felt that her fingertips had become cold again and were no longer infected by his body temperature.

Wrong answer again
If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't ask.

Su Cheng thought.

He reached out and fiddled with Chen Jinzhi's hair that fell in front of his eyes. This action felt like a sign of goodwill in his heart at this time.

But in Chen Jinzhi's eyes, it was probably a provocation with ill intentions.

She immediately wanted to take her hand out of his, but she didn't expect that Su Chengyi deliberately tried his best and refused to let go.

"Relax, I'm going to bed."

Chen Jinzhi had no choice but to try to reason with him.

"hold on."

"What else are you doing?"

Even though he had already guessed that asking such a question would lead to such an answer, Chen Jinzhi was still inevitably affected.

An alcoholic may not be able to say a lot of things, but even if he is drunk, he still cannot say anything pleasant, which may be able to explain some things in reverse.

"I want to hear you sing."

Su Chengyi said truthfully.

Chen Jinzhi's singing is very personal and he likes to listen to it very much.

But there is no chance to hear it in school.

"What do you want to hear?"

Chen Jinzhi wanted to get out as soon as possible. At this time, she needed to be alone.

The self-protection mechanism has been down for too long and needs to be reactivated.

"It's okay, you can sing whatever you want."

Su Chengyi got the answer and became happy again. He even wanted to move the pillow and sit up straight.

"Lie down and don't move."

Chen Jinzhi stopped his movement and asked him to lie down.

"Close your eyes."

Her tone allowed no room for discussion, and Su Chengyi had no choice but to obey.

"After singing, you can sleep well."

"Ah."

Su Chengyi nodded without opening his eyes.

Chen Jinzhi looked at his lips that pursed slightly in anticipation, then turned sideways and took his cell phone from the coffee table.

Because Su Chengyi refused to let go of her hand, it was very difficult for her to perform this simple action.

She could only operate her phone with one hand, so she randomly searched for an online accompaniment.

It sounds a bit inferior and has a lot of noise.

Afraid of disturbing Su Chengyi, he turned down the accompaniment volume slightly.

Chen Jinzhi looked at the lyrics and sang along with the beat without opening his voice:

"I have long forgotten what it feels like to think about you,
Because you are occupied in my heart every minute.

Your every move is involved in the cracks of my life,

Who can tell me how free I will be without you.

Don't be careful with me,
Don't let me underestimate you,

Follow me bravely.

Don't try to persuade me to change my mind,
This is not cheap love,

Look at me and tell me you really love me. "

Her voice was gentle and a little hoarse, and seemed to have a calming effect on her mind.

After half the song was finished, the person on the sofa had obviously fallen asleep.

Chen Jinzhi turned off the accompaniment and gently put the phone back on the coffee table.

After staring at his peaceful sleeping face for a long time, I felt sad for no reason.

I knew it was such a stumbling block, so how could I not know each other?

Chen Jinzhi wanted to take out her hand and leave, but the person who fell into a deep sleep held her hand tightly. She tried to force it, but it still didn't move.

Instead, it prompted him to pull his hand closer to his arms.

Forget it, let’s just make do with it.

No longer thinking about struggling, Chen Jinzhi saw the hard and painful watch on his wrist and tried to help him take it off with his left hand.

Su Chengyi turned over slightly in his sleep, perhaps because she was itching when she removed the watch strap.

"Crack bang."

As he turned, something unknown on his body was pressed against him, causing a loud noise.

How many things are you carrying on your body?

He doesn't seem to be a sleepy person.

Worried that he would get injured at night, Chen Jinzhi had to give up taking off his watch and reached out to touch his trousers pocket.

I touched a plastic object that was slightly warmed by body temperature. It had obviously been carried for a long time.

Chen Jinzhi's heart sank inexplicably and he pulled gently.

It was a white mask.

Crushed by his movement just now, an obvious crack spread out, cutting the complete lipstick mark in the lower left corner into two halves.

　Thanks to book friend Low Power, Mango Jam for the reward, and thank you all for your subscription and voting support.

　　
　
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