I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 233 The road to the future is bright and splendid
Su Chengyi suddenly turned over and sat up from the bed.

This was too sudden, and my bad habit of not keeping track of days finally came back.

You should give gifts on birthdays.

Su Chengyi turned on her phone and started thinking about what to give.

It is definitely too late to place an order on a certain shopping software, so you have to go to the mall to buy it yourself.

No, she is locked up in the training base now. She can’t give gifts even if she buys them, and she can’t see her in person.

Is it possible to just make a phone call?
No, that would be too insincere.

Su Chengyi suddenly remembered that during the previous chat, she accidentally mentioned a birthday-related topic.

At that time, he happened to see a paper investigating psychopathic behavior. Chen Jinzhi looked behind him and read a few paragraphs. He smiled and said that one point was quite accurate.

Su Chengyi asked what point it was, and Chen Jinzhi said that there might be a period of special sobriety between serious episodes of mental illness.

Because her mother's symptoms were particularly severe for a period of time, she frequently engaged in self-harm.

Chen Jinzhi, who was still young, had no choice but to ask a neighbor to help tie her hands and feet.

It was almost like treating an animal, but otherwise, she would have cut herself all over.

Because of this incident, Chen Jinzhi couldn't concentrate on anything during the day, and couldn't sleep at night. He just hid in the closet and listened to the sounds in the next room.

Fortunately, it was already summer vacation at that time, otherwise I would definitely be criticized by the teacher, and maybe I wouldn't get the reward at the end of the semester.

One afternoon after that, Chen Jinzhi had to go out because there was no rice at home.

I ran to the nearest rice store, but it was not open.

So she had to go to another house. Even though she took a shortcut, she still wasted a lot of time.

There was no rest at all on the road, but when I got home, I still saw the most worrying scene.

The rope that tied my mother was loose and scattered randomly, and the person was gone.

Chen Jinzhi was almost scared out of his wits. Countless bad pictures suddenly appeared in his mind, and he stumbled downstairs to look for it.

But I couldn't find it anywhere. It was a working day, the neighbors were at work, and no one could help.

She had no choice but to find Tianhei alone, but she was still nowhere to be seen.

When I returned home full of despair, I saw a candlelight flickering on the dining table.

On the table was a crooked birthday cake.

Chen Jinzhi was in a daze for a while, and then he remembered that it was her birthday.

"I don't know if it was her daughter's birthday that made her sober, or the first thing she thought about after she woke up was her daughter's birthday."

In the afternoon in the classroom, Chen Jinzhi squinted his eyes slightly in the sunshine, and with a gentle curve at the corner of his mouth, he talked about this memory that smelled of dust.

Since her mother passed away, no one has celebrated her birthday.

To the north, the more Su Chengyi thought about it, the more he felt uneasy.

So he didn't hesitate anymore and directly ordered a ticket to Hangzhou.

The most recent trip was in the early hours of tonight.

Su Chengyi simply packed her luggage, took her mobile phone, computer, wallet, keys, and hurried out the door.

After going through the formalities at the airport and sitting in the waiting hall, he started thinking about what to give as a birthday gift again.

In fact, if we want to meet, it doesn't seem to be completely impossible.

As the main film of the program was updated, the station ladies responsible for distributing materials on Weibo took advantage of the popularity and also updated it.

Station sisters refer to fans who follow their idols’ schedules and take photos.

Although "Idol 101" is a closed-recording program, the contestants' journey from the dormitory to the convenience store can be photographed outside the venue.

Su Chengyi clicked on the homepage and looked at a set of photos she updated five minutes ago.

Unlike other trainees who mostly wore hats and masks and left in a hurry, Chen Jinzhi noticed that the camera's reaction was to bow.

Although her eyes looked as tired as the others, she still smiled.

Under the streetlight, her whole body was shrouded in halo, exuding the light of a true star.

Perhaps this is the self-cultivation of idols.

Su Chengyi couldn't help but sigh, and then liked the Weibo post.

The comments section clearly agrees with his thoughts.

"Jin Zhi laughed so hard that my heart melted."

"Today is the goddess without makeup. All natural beauties welcome everyone to pick."

"We Iris must take the flower path, wuwuwu."

"Can the show crew open your eyes and see the world? Where have you damn people hidden all the photos of beautiful women?!"

"Thanks to the station sister for sharing. I can't see anyone in the main film of the show, so I can only watch it here."

It seems that the program team does not have a tradition of celebrating the contestants' birthdays. Even the station lady squatting nearby does not know that tomorrow is her birthday.

Su Chengyi raised his eyes and glanced at the departure time, feeling more and more that he had to go this time.

There was still some time before take-off, and it was really boring to sit there. With the idea of ​​knowing oneself and the enemy, Su Chengyi started watching the program from the beginning again.

Thinking this way, he read this issue much more seriously than the first issue.

Many players have a first impression in his mind.

Lin Yishui and Quan Eunyan have known each other for a long time. One uses the show as a stepping stone to gain familiarity for future acting, and the other is the daughter of the boss of NS Company. Both are heavyweight royal families.

And they both have characteristics that attract fans. Quan Eun-yeon is a cute girl, and Lin Yishui has a mixed-race appearance and sings well. Coupled with a lot of scenes and capital support, they almost firmly occupy the debut position.

Nan Yun was chosen by the mentor as a typical bad guy in the first episode. She is a gentle, kind-hearted, non-competitive big sister type. It seems that her popularity is pretty good at the moment, and there is a certain possibility of her debut.

But none of the above are on the same track as Chen Jinzhi.

Su Chengyi did some research and found that the only player who had a chance to compete with her for the C position was the player named Zhong Xingyue.

Her company is very powerful and she looks very rich, so she has a lot of scenes.

I have been practicing for six years, and my strength cannot be underestimated. When I appeared on the stage, many players exclaimed:
"Zhong Xingyue actually came to participate in the show?? I want to quit the competition."

And she is the kind of person who doesn’t hide her ambition to be in the C position at all. She said it bluntly during the interview:

"I came to this show just to get the C position."

She also sat directly at the top position in the first period. At the same time, she received unanimous praise from the instructors and received an A grade on the first stage.

It seems difficult to deal with this one.

Su Chengyi held his chin and thought.

After watching two episodes of the program, it’s time to register.

However, it rained all night, and the departure time was actually delayed.

Su Chengyi was silent for a few seconds while carrying her bag, and then went to handle the upgrade business.

Speaking of which, he has never flown in first class. In the past, he usually flew in business class when traveling on business, so this time he bought an economy class ticket out of habit.

Although he moved to the VIP lounge, he couldn't rest quietly on such an occasion, so he had to turn on the computer and continue writing the plan for Disco Elysium.

When the time came to be notified to board the plane, it was already four o'clock in the morning.

It's almost morning when we arrive.

Su Chengyi yawned and walked into the VIP aisle under the guidance of the staff.

There seems to be a difference between first class and business class, but not as big a difference as economy class.

It's just that the location is wider and the screen for playing videos is larger.

As soon as Su Chengyi sat down, a flight attendant came over with a list and asked him what services he needed.

"Need not to be disturbed."

I slept for more than two hours. When I arrived in Hangzhou, the morning light was dim.

It seemed that it had just rained in Hangzhou a few days ago, and the temperature was suitable. It was even a bit cool with the dewy wind in the morning.

Su Chengyi leaned at the exit and searched for the address of the program's training base on the map.

Boy, that's real suburbia.

It takes more than an hour to drive from the city, which is almost the same time it takes me to get from Tang'an to Hangcheng.

Is this set up to prevent players from escaping?
Su Chengyi randomly found a breakfast shop on the roadside and ordered a basket of crab roe dumplings and a bowl of duck blood vermicelli.

The crab roe soup is rich and has the unique delicious taste of crab.

A is honey, B is arsenic.People who don't like it may hate this taste, but Su Chengyi used to live in the Magic City, so he is used to the sweet taste here.

I wonder if Chen Jinzhi can get used to it.

In the video, she was so thin that she looked like she was about to be blown away by the wind.

While eating breakfast, Su Chengyi carefully studied the video materials sent by the station sisters in the past.

There is no close contact. At most, you can only shout from a distance. Whether you can hear or not depends on fate.

Although he suspected that those who couldn't hear were deliberately pretending not to hear, the echo was loud enough in such an empty venue.

But because there are layers of fences, gifts can’t be sent in.

They should also have rules as trainees, not accepting gifts from fans.

Difficult.

Su Chengyi sighed, lowered his head and sent a message to NS-Iris' account.

"Are you going to the convenience store tonight?"

I originally thought she wouldn't reply because the two hadn't contacted each other for a while.

Unexpectedly, it seemed that it happened to be the time point for her to go online, and the other party sent back a message:
"Yes, there are fans waiting."

So it wasn't because I had something to buy, but because I was afraid that fans would have to wait in vain for me to go there.

Su Chengyi was silent for a moment. "What's wrong?"

Chen Jinzhi sent another message.

"It's okay, I saw the video taken by the station sister."

Su Chengyi thought for a while and decided not to tell her yet.

“I didn’t expect elderly people to still surf the Internet.”

"If you can watch the video, I will put on makeup tonight."

"Let's go practice."

Chen Jinzhi sent a bunch of messages in a row, and it seemed that he was in a hurry.

".Eat well."

Su Chengyi thought about it for a long time and only replied like this.

When I opened the door of the breakfast shop and walked out, the sun had already broken through the clouds.

I don't know if it was because of a few words with Chen Jinzhi, but I didn't know what gift to choose, so my anxious mood calmed down a lot.

At least now they are breathing the air of the same city.

After closing his eyes and feeling the warmth of the sun, Su Chengyi suddenly thought of a way.

He lowered his head and started searching: "Hangcheng Fireworks and Firecrackers Management Regulations".

When I jumped out of the car with a large bag of dangerous goods, I saw the big pink signboard of the "Idol 101" program team.

Many fans have gathered nearby, most of them carrying professional camera equipment.

Those who had the foresight also brought stools and picnic cloths, and those who supported the same player usually sat together.

There is quite a tendency for the world to be divided into many parts and for the feudal lords to segregate themselves.

Su Chengyi wore a hat and a mask, and was carrying a large bag of things, so he was very conspicuous.

But as he walked over, no one looked up at him, they were all focused on what they were doing.

Some people are editing pictures of their idols, some are editing and updating materials, and some are frantically switching accounts to vote.

Sometimes I feel that this kind of love from fans is really inexplicable and selfless.

Su Chengyi was amazed. He had never worked so hard in the college entrance examination.

When I walked to the area closest to the fence, I saw a cyan banner with the words "Iris was born with a C position".

Compared with the scattered ones before, her place seems to be the largest, with a specially erected pergola, folding chairs and mineral water that can be used at will.

Someone who looked like an organizer was handing out homemade support banners in the pergola.

Su Chengyi stood aside and looked at it for a long time. He felt a little tempted and mustered up the courage to walk over. He was interrupted just as he opened his mouth to ask.

"Excuse me."

"I'm sorry, but we have already applied. From here to the yellow line in front of the fence, you can use it freely."

The organizer spoke coldly.

Su Chengyi paused for a moment, and then he realized—good guy, he thought he was a security guard who came to chase someone away.

He quickly waved his hand and explained:
"No, I just wanted to ask if you could give me a banner?"

Now it was the organizer's turn to be stunned.

"Are you a fan?"

"Correct."

"A fan of Iris?"

"Ah."

She took a deep breath and suddenly shouted louder:
"Sisters! We have a male fan in our house! Come and see everyone!!!"

"???"

After being cross-examined, Su Chengyi's identity became:
Growing up, he was a straight man who was not interested in anything in the entertainment industry.

I accidentally saw Iris's official photo and fell in love at first sight and couldn't help myself.

So he came to Hangzhou from the far north just to give Iris a small gift that he sincerely prepared.

Although some true northerners questioned his southern accent, most people easily believed him.

At the same time, he said that he would help him implement the plan together.

Great.

Suddenly there was such a group of allies.

While Su Chengyi felt happy, she suddenly felt like she was on the same side as the fans.

This is completely different from the "passer-by and big star" feeling in the previous life.

As night falls, players who have finished practice are heading to the convenience store one after another.

When the ladies standing nearby saw their little idol, they all shouted hoarse.

"Quan Eunyan's mother loves you!"

"Eunyan! Eat less snacks and sleep more!"

Can she really understand what she is saying in Chinese? Su Chengyi couldn't help but curse.

As if to answer his words, Quan Enyan jumped up and down and made a big gesture to Sister Zhan.

"Nanyun, you are great! Believe in yourself!"

"You can definitely make your debut! We will work hard with you!"

Nan Yun's fans are probably the kind of people with the strongest hearts. Su Chengyi turned his head and glanced, thinking about whether to bring Xu Yang a banner of her support back.

This guy is voting for her every day.

Speaking of which, Nan Yun’s appearance is really the same as Han Bing’s.
When Nan Yun heard the shouting, she turned around and bowed before leaving.

At the end of the day, only Zhong Xingyue’s camp, which was competing against Chen Jinzhi’s fan camp, had not waited for anyone.

Su Chengyi observed it and saw that the fans showed no signs of anxiety at all.

"Jin Zhi will definitely come, but she practices until late every day. So she has to wait a little longer."

The person next to me had been carrying the camera for a long time, and it seemed that he was not tired at all and still had the energy to explain to Su Chengyi.

Su Chengyi nodded, and then glanced at the camp next to her with disdain.

"That's not necessarily the case for others. I've never seen them wait for others. They are star-chasing in a masochistic way. It's so funny."

Su Chengyi paused and did not answer.

If you talk like this, will you really not get into a fight if you are heard? !
It wasn't until the night got darker, around ten o'clock, that a long-haired figure finally appeared in the distance.

The fans nearby squatted down every day and had already experienced it, and they instantly became excited.

She didn't know whether it was because she was too far away to see clearly, or whether she hadn't seen him for a long time. It wasn't until she walked under the nearest streetlight that Su Chengyi confirmed that it was really Chen Jinzhi.

Chen Jinzhi smiled slightly, stood still at a distance, and bowed first as usual.

He shouldn't be able to see himself, Su Chengyi thought to himself, there are so many people, and he is wearing a hat and a mask.

"Jin Zhi, please wait!"

Seeing her turning around to walk into the convenience store, the lady in the front row immediately shouted.

So Chen Jinzhi really stopped and waited patiently.

Then someone elbowed Su Chengyi.

"Brother! Hurry up and light the fire!"

Su Chengyi said "Oh" before reacting and motioning for the crowd to move back to a safe distance.

The fuse had been arranged in advance. While lighting it, Su Chengyi raised his eyes and glanced at Chen Jinzhi in the distance, and said softly in his heart:
"Happy birthday."

After a brief silence, lively fireworks suddenly burst into bloom in the sky.

Chen Jinzhi raised his face and looked up. At this moment, she was illuminated by the bright fireworks, like a goddess coming out of a magnificent dream.

The sound of fireworks exploding and the sound of the camera shutter rang out simultaneously.

After Su Chengyi lit the fuse, he retreated to the edge of the crowd.

Everyone was watching the fireworks, but he was the only one who looked quietly at Chen Jinzhi in the distance.

She missed the fireworks at the graduation party, so I made up for it as a birthday gift.

Although it was a bit regretful that she couldn't say happy birthday in person, I don't know if she realized that it was a birthday gift.

But it doesn't matter, as long as she sees with her own eyes what she has prepared.

Su Chengyi was thinking this.

However, under the dim street lights, the brilliant fireworks, and the focus of countless cameras, Chen Jinzhi's eyes suddenly turned to him in the corner without warning.

With just one look at each other, Su Chengyi knew that she had recognized him before he could be stunned.

She suddenly smiled, her eyes as gentle as a pool of spring water, which only made the fireworks in the sky lose their color in an instant, turning her into a foil for this man who has conquered the country and the city.

Su Chengyi heard the exclamations of the cameramen in the crowd who successfully captured this moment.

Su Chengyi suddenly understood why it is said that life is not a lifetime, but a few moments.

Because of this moment, he unilaterally announced that he had reconciled with all the regrets and misses of this summer.

In any case, both he and Chen Jinzhi have overcome their illness and moved towards a new life.

Even though they are separated by tens of millions of people, their eyes will eventually meet like at this moment, looking at each other from afar.

So the past is dark and cannot be traced back, and the future is bright and brilliant.

　Thanks to Mr. Power, the cold wind blows the snow, and the reward of blue is hidden deeply.Thank you everyone for subscribing and voting!
　　
　
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