I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 520: The Prelude to the Long Snow

Away from the air conditioning in the house, the balcony has the temperature of a summer night, with the evening breeze blowing gently.

Su Chengyi leaned lazily on the railing, waiting patiently for Jeon Eun-yeon, who looked serious, to speak.

After a long while, she finally calmed down and said seriously:

"Su Chengyi."

"Ah."

Su Chengyi always felt that even if this girl pretended to be serious, she always had a kind of childishness that was common in her middle school years. It was probably because she had been protected too well since she was a child.

Although she is also a young lady, Chu Qingmian does not give people this kind of impression. It is probably because she has a slightly abnormal mother and is forced to mature early.

"You have to treat Jinzhi unnie well, you know? She is the most beautiful girl in the world."

Jeon Eun-yeon said this with a firm tone.

Su Chengyi was amused by her words and wanted to laugh, but he still nodded.

"I know that."

"Besides, she is also the girl who likes you the most in the whole world."

At this point, Jeon Eun-yeon couldn't help but grit her teeth, feeling quite resentful that her favorite sister had been taken away by a sword.

Su Chengyi felt that she was so jealous that she almost wanted to chew the iron railings with her teeth.

In order to avoid the teeth of jealousy gnawing at him, he quickly responded.

"Ok."

"it is true!"

Jeon Eun-yeon slapped the railing, and the iron railing made a buzzing sound.

"Su Chengyi, you haven't seen the old Jin Zhi-unnie, so you don't know how much she has changed now."

"Like what changes?"

Hearing this, Su Chengyi put away the thought of dealing with the child and asked back.

His understanding of Chen Jinzhi in the past was indeed very limited, because she rarely mentioned things from that time. When she occasionally talked about it, she would just briefly mention it and not say much.

"Has Nishiki ever told you how we became friends?"

Jeon Eun-yeon leaned on the railing, curious about this.

Su Chengyi thought about it and nodded.

"She said that she often didn't eat well at that time. One time, she fainted due to hypoglycemia during a dance class, and you took her to the hospital. After a few rounds of this, you two became so-called close friends."

Thinking of this, Su Chengyi couldn't help but feel grateful to Jeon Eun-yeon again.

In a foreign country, it can almost be said that you are lucky to meet someone who is kind enough to lend a helping hand.

"She probably noticed me at that time, but I knew her much earlier. Even though it was one-sided on my part!"

“I didn’t think about becoming a trainee at first, but my father is the boss of an entertainment company, so everyone naturally thought that I should go down this path.

I'll take it then, since I don't like studying anyway. Oh, I heard from Jinzhi Ouni that your grades seem to be very good?"

"so so."

Su Chengyi replied without changing his expression.

"Don't be so modest. You obviously have a face that is good at science."

Jeon Eun-yeon shook her head and sighed, and said in the tone of a gossipy old woman who loves to matchmake young people when she has nothing to do:

"As expected, Jinzhiunnie still likes the type of man who can easily relate to numbers."

After expressing her feelings, she returned to the topic.

"I was already in junior high school at that time, and I couldn't even figure out a quadratic equation. But I went to a very good school, and I was always ranked first, second, or last.

This would be such a blow to my confidence. I thought carefully, if I listened to my father and became a trainee, with my looks, I wouldn't be the last one, right? "

"In the end, I still got the last place. It turns out that I have no talent for studying or being an idol."

Speaking of this, Jeon Eun-yeon's expression was like a pool of stagnant water.

Su Chengyi resisted the urge to laugh and consoled him:

"Look at the bright side. You do have some strengths after all."

"for example?"

A glimmer of hope ignited in Jeon Eun-yeon's eyes.

Su Chengyi pondered and gave an answer.

"Uh, family background?"

"?! What kind of advantage is this? Is it the ability to reincarnate?"

Jeon Eun-yeon's eyes widened and she knocked her chin on the railing in annoyance.

"In short, after coming to the company for an interview, I realized, why are there so many people with outstanding looks in this world?
Although I am not bad among them in terms of appearance, these people are all super hardworking, so naturally I am ranked last.

Hey, Su Chengyi, this can't be considered my fault, right? "

“It’s not wrong.”

Su Chengyi thought about it and answered mercilessly:
"But it's indeed your own fault."

"! Although it is true, please be more tactful at this time! Are you usually so straightforward with Jin Zhiuni?!"

Jeon Eun-yeon couldn't help but yell.

Her protest was so loud that the people in the house turned their heads and looked towards the balcony.

Su Chengyi looked inside through the floor-to-ceiling window. Chen Jinzhi lowered her eyebrows and blinked at him. The reflection of the glass made her look so beautiful that it seemed unreal.

Lin Tong lowered his head to drink water, seeming a little nervous.

Before Su Chengyi had time to think more, Quan Enyan calmed down and continued:

"Anyway! After knowing the results of the interview test, I don't want to work hard anymore. Let's destroy it!

At that time, I always knew that there was a very famous girl among our trainees, but no one called her by her name, everyone just called her 'the very beautiful foreign trainee'.

I always thought they were exaggerating. Who wouldn’t stand out from the crowd if they were trainees? Until I finally saw her in class.”

“?! (Holy shit, is this true?!)”

Jeon Eun-yeon can still recall the scene when she first met Chen Jinzhi.

"Everyone was standing in a row in that dance class, and she seemed to have something to do that day so she was late.

Facing everyone's gaze, she walked into the classroom while tying her hair up, and the angle of the sunlight was just right for her.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Jeon Eun-yeon shouted "Great!" three times in a row, her excitement beyond words.

This kind of reaction might be a bit exaggerated if it happened to someone else, but because the target was Chen Jinzhi, Su Chengyi felt that it was normal.

Seeing her face in this situation, no matter how exaggerated the reaction is, it would not be excessive.

"No kidding, our whole class was stunned at that moment. My sleepiness disappeared instantly, and my mind was full of thoughts: what would it feel like to live with this face every day? I really want to experience it."

"So that day, I silently memorized her name, Chen Jinzhi."

"Humans all like beautiful creatures. After that, I would always find a seat next to her in every class. If there was someone next to her, I would quietly ask that person to leave."

Jeon Eun-yeon stuck out her tongue, seeming a little embarrassed by her unreasonable behavior.

"Of course she remembered my name and me at that time. But I still clearly felt that she didn't want to be friends with me.

Su Chengyi, do you understand what you said?
She did smile at me, greet me, and even complimented me on how beautiful my makeup was. But she didn’t treat me as a friend.”

"Understandable."

Su Chengyi nodded.

Jeon Eun-yeon's feeling is obviously correct. Chen Jinzhi treats most people in this world with this attitude.

Very gentle and friendly, but also distant.

"You know what happened later. Because I always chose the seat next to her on purpose, I always had to send her to the hospital when she had hypoglycemia. But the first time, I was really scared."

"She looked fine at first, but she suddenly fell to the ground the next second. When I helped her up, her face was pale and she was as light as a piece of paper."

Jeon Eun-yeon still feels frightened when she talks about this.

"It was then that I realized that someone could disguise themselves so well. When the mask was removed, they looked like a completely different person.

She was very cold and didn't care about her body at all. She had no emotions at all and didn't care even if she was sick. When the doctor was testing her and inserting an injection, she didn't even blink.

When encountering kindness, the first reaction is suspicion, and the second reaction is avoidance. "

"If I hadn't been so persistent and pestering her every day, and if I really just wanted to be friends with her, she would definitely not have had any contact with me."

Jeon Eun-yeon leaned over the railing, frowned, and sighed. "But despite this, I still felt that she kept a certain distance from me. Maybe a little closer than others, but still a safe distance. She could abandon me as a friend at any time.

Besides, there was no way I could get any closer to her.”

"So, after the agency did that to her, she didn't choose to contact me. When I figured out what happened, she had already made her decision, terminated the contract, and returned home.

I know she doesn't want to cause me trouble, but if we are true friends, we will definitely help each other."

Su Chengyi also knew the inside story of this part.

Quan Enyan was right. Chen Jinzhi didn't want to implicate her because of his own affairs.

Ultimately, it is because she always takes the relationship between people lightly.

"I originally thought that Jin Zhi-unnie was just like that and there was no way she could change. But when I saw her again, she had changed."

Quan Enyan paused and continued:
"Because she met you."

"Have you ever heard a saying? It's like a closed valley suddenly opens up, and the wind blows in endlessly."

"That's how she felt to me at that time. Every time she mentioned you, she would laugh unconsciously, and would lose her mind because of you.

I never thought I would see Chen Jinzhi with such real emotions, and it's all because of you."

Jeon Eun-yeon turned her head and looked at Su Chengyi seriously.

"So, please cherish her and don't let her be sad. If you think about it, she has already suffered enough hurt in her life."

Before coming to the balcony, Su Chengyi didn't expect this conversation to be so heavy, nor did he know that the seemingly childish Jeon Eun-yeon would hide so much sincerity.

After a while, he just nodded slightly.

"it is good."

Finally finishing the serious topic, Jeon Eun-yeon took a breath and rubbed her chin, which had been resting on the railing, leaving a red mark.

Suddenly she thought of something and continued:

"However, even though I have explained it so clearly, there is still one thing that you will never understand."

"whats the matter?"

Su Chengyi tilted his head slightly and his eyes fell on Chen Jinzhi in the room.

She had just switched songs on Jeon Eun-yeon's phone because the automatic playback just switched to a very loud dance music. She must have been worried that the front desk would knock on the door later.

Looking at her from this angle, she had a smile on her lips, her hair that had not yet dried fell by her ears, and the curve of her profile was very gentle.

"To love others you must first love yourself, you know this truth, right?

Jeon Eun-yeon sighed heavily and asked.

"Ah."

This is a sentence that every emotional master will repeat, and Su Chengyi has seen it in various inspirational stories.

"But, among all the girls in the world, only Chen Jinzhi fell in love with you first before she started to learn how to love herself."

After Su Chengyi was called out by Jeon Eun-yeon, Lin Tong, who stayed in the living room, looked a little nervous.

This was exactly what he had been worried about in the past few days, facing Chen Jinzhi alone.

Until just now, his mind was occupied by the new crisis - Jeon Eun-yeon's inexplicable attack, and now he was finally back to the old crisis.

Chen Jinzhi heard the balcony door being closed, stood up and poured himself another glass of water, turned around and asked:
"Does Lin Tong want some water?"

"Ah, no, no, I still have some here."

Lin Tong hurriedly raised the cup in his hand to signal.

"Ok."

Chen Jinzhi returned to his seat and drank water slowly.

She looked very relaxed, and from time to time she would hum a few lines along with the songs playing on the speakers.

Lin Tong's nerves were extremely tense, and he unknowingly bit the edge of the plastic water cup and left a row of tooth marks.

At this time, a very loud shout was heard from the balcony, which seemed to be Jeon Eun-yeon's angry voice.

Chen Jinzhi looked up at the balcony and made eye contact with Su Chengyi.

Lin Tong had no time to care about it. He just lowered his head and bit the water cup silently.

"Student Lin Tong."

Chen Jinzhi suddenly spoke.

Lin Tong shivered with fear, and the remaining half cup of water swayed in the cup.

Chen Jinzhi smiled lightly and continued:

"You don't have to be nervous."

Having said this, she paused, as if considering how to word it.

When Lin Tong heard her say this, he was even more frightened and felt like he would vomit his whole heart out in the next second.

At this moment, Jeon Eun-yeon's mobile phone connected to Bluetooth in the living room randomly played a very dynamic dance music.

Lin Tong covered his chest and coughed several times. He felt that he really had to buy a bottle of quick-acting heart pills in a few days and carry them with him, taking one from time to time, otherwise he would be scared to death sooner or later.

Chen Jinzhi quickly put the cup of water in his hand on the coffee table and stood up to change the song.

The sound system returned to a steady and peaceful tune.

Chen Jinzhi returned to his seat, and said with a smile:

"During this period of time, has he caused you some pressure? I'm sorry."

Even though Lin Tong's heart was beating abnormally just now, it suddenly came to a halt.

It just shut down.

Although she said it very tactfully, a quick translation will tell you what she meant: I know everything, so stop pretending, you double agent!

Lin Tong looked at Su Chengyi outside the window with a bitter face.

Mr. Yi, it’s not that we didn’t work hard, it’s just that the enemy is too strong.

"But, with me, you can relax a little. You don't have to worry about psychological burdens.

After all, it is not fair for you to bear all this unnecessary pressure."

Chen Jinzhi said this calmly, paused for a moment, and still had a smile on his face.

"But in front of him, please just pretend for the time being."

Lin Tong froze in place, and unknowingly had deformed the plastic cup in his hand.

He had thought of many scenarios of face-to-face conversations with Chen Jinzhi, but he had never imagined that she would say something like this in the end.

"Luckily, he has a friend like you around him who can share his burden. If he were alone, the situation would definitely be much worse."

There was a faint smile in Chen Jinzhi's eyes and his tone was gentle.

"Anyway, Lin Tong, thank you very much."

"So, you don't have to feel guilty about me.

No matter what the final outcome is between him and me, I am very grateful for everything you have done for him as a friend during this period of time. "

"Finally, apart from these, well, this idiot, I can't be with him most of the time."

"If possible, I hope you can take better care of him. No matter now or in the future, please."

When she said these words, her tone was always polite and smiling.

However, every word hit Lin Tong's heart like a heavy hammer. He felt it was difficult to breathe for a moment. He could not imagine what kind of mood she was in when she said these words.

Others find it unbearable just to hear this. Is there really someone in the world who could humble himself to this extent?

Lin Tong guessed that Chen Jinzhi might have known the truth for a long time, but why, facing such a cruel truth, could she still maintain such a smile?

Could it be that I have already become numb? I no longer feel anything about this?
Lin Tong tried to convince herself with this reason that she was a very smart person and must know best how to make herself feel better.

After a while, he was worried that it would be impolite to remain silent for too long, so he raised his head with difficulty, preparing to answer her vaguely.

But after looking at her, Lin Tong felt more and more as if there was something stuck in his throat and he couldn't speak.

The corners of Chen Jinzhi's mouth were still curved upwards, but her eyes were slightly wrinkled, like ripples on a calm lake.

A small wet mark had appeared on the carpet at some point.

Lin Tong had imagined the scene after she knew the truth countless times, but she had never thought of this.

The cruelest reality is that she was always sober when facing all this and said those words soberly.

Lin Tong felt that he was now between Su Chengyi and Chen Jinzhi, as if he was watching the prelude to a long and heavy snowfall.

(End of this chapter)