I am a small factory doctor re-walking my life.

Li Tang's words left He Jianjun speechless.

One sentence is based on work, and the other is dissatisfaction with other cities and towns. The company should try its best to pursue fair treatment and accelerate the coordinated development of all cities in the province.

This makes it impossible for people to answer the phone!

How can you say that you don't care about his life or death in other places?

These words could not come out of He Jianjun's mouth.

Seeing that he remained silent for a long time, Li Tang smiled slightly, picked up his tea cup on the coffee table and gestured.

"Director He, this is the Autumn Tea Biluochun that I just came back from. I know you love tea. Try it and see how it tastes."

"Haha, Director Li still remembers that I love to drink tea. When I first started working, I was so happy to have a cup of tea."

He Jianjun smiled and picked up the teacup in front of him. He smelled the taste first, then looked at the shape, then took a sip. After swallowing, he nodded and said, "Well... Director Li, this tea..."

……

At the same time, Guan Xiaoze, the current vice president of operations of the Second Affiliated Hospital, met a pair of special patients in Clinic No. 3 on the second floor of the outpatient clinic.

The former vice-president of the Second Affiliated Hospital was Sun Hongwei. When something happened at the First Affiliated Hospital in Qinshan, almost the entire hospital management was dismissed. He was appointed to take over the post of president of the First Affiliated Hospital.

The position of vice president of business affairs of the Second Affiliated Hospital went to Guan Xiaoze.

Just now, he was receiving treatment in his own clinic on the first floor. He was invited to the second floor. The person who called him was Xie Xiaojie, who was in clinic No. 3 on the second floor and was also the floor director on the second floor of the outpatient clinic.

At this moment, Guan Xiaoze looked at the pair of young patients in Clinic No. 3 and felt a little headache.

To be precise, the pair of patients he was facing now were indeed sick, and their illness was not serious. However, they were not patients from their Second Affiliated Hospital.

These two people didn't come here to see a doctor today, they just came for consultation.

Also coming with them were the woman's parents, and another person who had studied at the Second Affiliated Hospital, but eventually left because he failed to pass the exam twice. Now he is a doctor in the Traditional Chinese Medicine Department of Zhou County Hospital below the provincial capital. .

Failure to pass the exam twice at Qin Yao Affiliated Hospital does not mean that this person cannot be a doctor, as long as a hospital is willing to hire you.

In fact, many people who have been eliminated from the affiliated hospital in recent years can find jobs in other hospitals.

The sick young man and woman and the woman's parents were brought here by him.

The young man and woman were said to be sick because they both had Down syndrome, also known as Down syndrome.

They are not here to see a doctor today. There is nothing Chinese medicine can do about Down syndrome. Even if Li Tang comes here, it will be the same. He has treated a child with Down syndrome and has been practicing medicine for so many years. When faced with this disease, his first For the first time, I felt a deep sense of powerlessness that was beyond human control.

And the purpose of these people coming here today is to consult. What are they consulting for?

The female patient with Down syndrome is pregnant, and it belongs to the male patient next to her. They are a couple and have received certificates.

To be honest, Guan Xiaoze was quite surprised that two people with Down syndrome got married, and now they are even pregnant. This...

And they came here today because everyone and all the hospitals advised them to give up the child, but they, the young patients, and the woman's parents wanted to give birth.

The doctor who was eliminated from the affiliated hospital was called Chai Xiaolin, who was related to the woman's family. He brought these people here today just to see if it was possible to give birth to a healthy child.

Guan Xiaoze felt that his temples were beating loudly, and his brain was in severe pain.

Is this a question of whether the child is healthy or not?
The female patient not only suffered from Down syndrome, she also suffered from congenital heart disease, diabetes, and asthma.

To be honest, it was not easy for her to live to be in her twenties. Now she is still pregnant and wants to have a baby. This is not giving birth to a baby. This is obviously risking her life.

She is pregnant now. Whether she can carry the pregnancy to full term is a question. It is very likely that she will leave halfway.

After working in the hospital for a long time, Guan Xiaoze has seen all kinds of patients. What he dislikes the most is the kind that he doesn't know how many days he can live, but still desperately wants to give birth to a child, hoping to show his greatness. maternal love.

Every time he sees a patient with this kind of mentality, Guan Xiaoze wants to spit.

It's not that he is cold-blooded, but that this kind of parent is too selfish. He only thinks about himself and not the future of his children.

I only thought about showing great maternal love, but I didn’t think about it. After you gave birth to the child, you simply left. What should I do with the child?
This child will face the loss of his mother as soon as he is born, and will grow up in an environment lacking maternal love. Even when he is born, he will have to bear a heavy yoke, that is... your mother died to give birth to you.

And this child will have to bear this shackles for his whole life, and it is inevitable that someone will use this to PUA him.

How strong this child's psychology must be in order to grow up healthily.

Now, the same is true for this female patient. Although her intelligence is somewhat low, she also wants to embody selfless maternal love.

After hearing this, Guan Xiaoze just thought about it!
"Chai Xiaolin, you are also a doctor. Don't you know the consequences of her pregnancy?"

"Teacher Guan, of course I know, but...but my cousin said that she wants to give her husband a child."

"Ha..." Guan Xiaoze sneered and shook his head, then turned to look at the young man and woman sitting on the chairs.

"Want to give birth to this child?"

After hearing his question, the two people nodded at the same time.

What do you say about these two people? Although they are both Down syndrome patients with special faces, their reactions are only half a beat slower than normal people, and their walking posture is a little awkward. In fact, their intelligence is not particularly low, especially for men. He can now I work on the construction site to support myself.

Both of them can basically communicate with each other normally, as long as you don't speak too fast and don't say things that are hidden or hidden.

"Then have you ever considered that this child is very likely to be like you?"

"Doctor... doctor, we have asked, and the director of the military hospital told us that there is a one-quarter chance that we can give birth to a healthy baby."

"Anyone can tell her to give birth to the child, but you are not qualified."

Guan Xiaoze raised his hand and pointed at the young man who spoke slowly. This finger directly made the young man's expression change.

"Why... why?"

"Is she your wife?"

"Of course!"

"Then don't you know her physical condition?"

"I...I know."

"Knowing that you still dare to get her pregnant? Didn't anyone tell you the consequences of her pregnancy?"

"me……"

The young man was speechless by Guan Xiaoze's question. Of course he knew what the consequences would be.

At this time, the woman who had been holding her husband's hand spoke. Because her condition was more serious than the man's, her speech was not particularly clear, but she could still understand it if she listened carefully.

"Doctor...it's...I...I insist...I insist on wanting to have a baby."

"It's selfish of you to insist on having a baby."

Before the young woman could say anything, Guan Xiaoze continued: "Have you ever thought that after this child is born, regardless of whether he is healthy or not, he will be discriminated against by others?

Have you ever considered whether this child would still be willing to come to this world if he was conscious now and knew that his parents were like this? "

After he finished speaking, he ignored the young man and woman whose expressions had turned very ugly, and turned to look at the woman's parents.

"They are both confused. You are so old, do you still want to follow them? Don't you know how much you have paid to raise this daughter?

Like I just said, is this child willing to come to this family? If this child comes to this world, have you considered how much suffering he will suffer? You can't be so selfish. "

"Doctor..." the middle-aged man said with a wry smile: "We understand what you said, and the doctors from the Provincial People's Hospital also told us, but... but they didn't listen to what we said."

Ugh!
Guan Xiaoze sighed in his heart.

He actually admired the middle-aged couple.

There must be more than one child in their family. It is really not easy to continue to raise a sick daughter when they have not had enough to eat for more than seven years.

As the saying goes, it’s hard to buy something with money, but I’m happy with it.

He is just a doctor and has no right to make any decisions for others. What can he do if someone wants to live but has to risk his life?

The woman was not only sick but also pregnant with a child. She couldn't prescribe any medicine. There were too many taboos. After persuading the young couple to see that they were still there, he stopped talking and asked Chai Xiaolin to quickly take care of her. If someone takes you away, there is nothing you can do here.

This is also the first time in his more than ten years of medical practice that he has driven away a patient.

After Chai Xiaolin led the family away, Xie Xiaojie, who had been silent for a long time, finally spoke.

"Dean Guan, before I invited you to come, I tried to persuade you for a long time, but it was of no use. These two people were just stuck there.

The man remembered who told him before that there was a 1 in 4 chance of giving birth to a healthy child, and he felt that his child would be one in 4. "

"Whether the child is healthy or not is irrelevant now, but whether the woman can live until the child is full term. I just looked at the data on her examination report in another hospital. According to the current situation, If it continues, it will be difficult for her to survive until six or seven months into pregnancy.”

Guan Xiaoze knocked his hand on the table, then sighed and stood up, turned around and prepared to leave the consulting room.

"This may be the greatness of maternal love. At this time, in the woman's mind, she didn't think about her own physical problems at all, she only thought about the baby in her belly."

Guan Xiaoze, who had just taken two steps, stopped and turned around in surprise when he heard Xie Xiaojie's words. "Great? Haha, yes, it's really great. Your brain circuits are really strange. You only think about your own greatness, but you don't want to reincarnate because you don't know what evil you have done to that person in your previous life. What a trouble the children who come to her bring.”

After saying that, Guan Xiaoze left the clinic, leaving only a confused Xie Xiaojie, her clinic nurse, and the head nurse on the second floor.

"Director Xie, actually I think Dean Guan is right. The child who was reincarnated into that woman's belly really doesn't know what evil he did in his previous life."

"Why... why?"

The head nurse didn't answer why, but talked about something that happened to her son.

"My son is five years old this year and is in the top class of kindergarten. When he was in middle class last year, there was a new child in his class. This child had some intellectual disabilities. In fact, to be honest, a child of four or five years old, even if he has intelligence, The flaws are not obvious. They are just a little slower than other children in accepting external affairs. The impact is not very big.

But this child is also a little manic and yells at every turn. Fortunately, he does not attack other children. That's all. Without parental guidance, these children will no longer play with that child. Within two months, that child Parents went through the procedures for leaving kindergarten for their children.

In fact, the kindergarten teacher did not discriminate against the child, but was very patient with him. The reason why the parent withdrew his child from the kindergarten was because other children did not play with his child. His child was too lonely here and always had troubles after returning. Crying, always making trouble. "

At this point, the head nurse sighed: "Actually, I also advised my child to play with all the children and not to isolate one person. My son told me that he was scared and did not want to play with that child. His little friend They thought the same as him.

You say, what else can I say? I can't force my son, right?

The couple just now wanted to have a child. Even if the woman could give birth to the child successfully and her child was healthy, the child would still have been discriminated against since he was a child because he had two parents like that.

Although we all know that we should not discriminate against anyone and that everyone is equal, society is like this. Discrimination has always existed and it is impossible to eliminate it.

Children born in that kind of family are born one hundred meters behind the starting line of children from ordinary families. This is not discrimination, but a fact. "

Xie Xiaojie fell silent. From the perspective of the child who was still an embryo, this was indeed unfair to him.

……

Guan Xiaoze, who came down from the second floor, did not go back to his consulting room. Instead, he went out from the side door and stood outside to light a cigarette.

Just after taking two puffs, he glanced at the door of the hospital. The teacher walked in and hurriedly greeted him.

"teacher"

"Hey, why are you still smoking today? I remember you don't smoke much."

"Haha, something happened just now and I felt a little upset, so I lit a cigarette."

"What else bothers you?"

Li Tang asked curiously. Instead of continuing to walk to the outpatient building, he turned around and came to the side.

After listening to Guan Xiaoze's explanation of what happened just now, he nodded first, then shook his head and said, "It's all personal choice. Why are you so upset?"

"I just feel that the child is so pitiful."

"You are worrying blindly. According to what you said, it is impossible for the woman's body to last until the baby is full term. Doesn't she know it? A doctor must have told her before.

Now that she knows this is the case, why does she still do this? The only possibility is that she knows that even if she does not conceive this child, she will probably not live long. Now that she is pregnant, no matter whether she can give birth to the child or not, she will be more or less satisfied. A little wish of hers. "

"Teacher, are you saying...she is seeking death by doing this?"

"Yes, I think that's very likely." Li Tang nodded.

"Although this couple is physically ill, they still know as clearly as in the mirror that this choice, for the woman, will not last long regardless of whether she is pregnant or not, so they might as well take a gamble. If she is still healthy, her husband will have a child.

Because she knew very well that after she died, her husband might never be able to marry a wife again, so this was considered to have settled her thoughts.

As for her husband, the reason why he agreed to his wife being pregnant even though she was like that was because he just wanted to cooperate in fulfilling his wife's dying wish. He might have been bleeding from his heart for a long time.

They only have each other in their hearts, and they are all thinking about each other. As for the future of their child, they have not thought about it at all, because they can't think about that, and they can't think that far. It is true that this is unfair to the child, but reincarnation is what it is. A technical job.

Ozawa, remember, we are just doctors. When patients come to us for treatment, we do our best to treat them and relieve their pain. This is our responsibility. When each of us does our part, If we fulfill our job responsibilities, this society can continue to operate in a healthy manner.

No matter what, don't think of yourself as the savior, let alone think that I am the angel in white, or that bird man in Western mythology, and we are not worthy of guiding other people's lives, do you understand? "

"Teacher, I understand."

"Haha" Li Tang smiled and patted Guan Xiaoze on the shoulder.

"How did you arrange the National Day holiday? Will you go back to Sijiu City to see your father?"

"Well... I really planned to take the baby back with Lihong for a while, but now that I have just brought it up, the hospital has arranged for me to be on duty for three days, so I have to give up."

"What's it worth? Go and talk to Dean Tu, just tell me what I said. Don't schedule a shift for you this National Day. Wait until the Spring Festival. I'll schedule it again. The vice-chancellor will be mentioned. I'll definitely have to return home in glory. Go back and take a look. Your father is also old."

"Okay teacher, I understand."

"Well, how about it recently? I haven't been to the hospital these days. Are the clinical trials of several new drugs normal? Have any problems been found?"

After saying that, Li Tang walked back to the inpatient department and asked about business.

Guan Xiaoze quickly followed and introduced.

"Teacher, the new medicine..."

……

On October 1st, the National Day, it was still dark. The three members of the Li family, as well as Qiao Mu, who had just returned from other places yesterday, came to Xincheng Square to watch today's flag-raising ceremony.

There were quite a few people watching the ceremony, all with their families. It was only five o'clock in the morning, and in front of the police cordon deployed overnight, people on three levels inside and three outside were already tightly surrounded.

Fortunately, they arrived early, and the group of more than 20 people occupied a better position in the front. If they stood at the back, they would really only be able to see the dark heads.

"dad"

The flag-raising ceremony was still a while away. Xiao Sanyue, who was standing in front of his father with his mother, was a little bored and turned around and tugged at his father's lapel.

"what happened?"

"Isn't there the military parade we saw last year this year?"

Last year, Li Tang received an invitation and took his wife and son, along with Song's father and Song's mother who were invited old comrades, to Sijiucheng to climb the viewing platform and watch the Century Military Parade live.

"Not this year."

"Hmm...when will there be another one?"

"I guess in 2009, it's the 60th anniversary celebration, so there should be something."

Xiao Sanyue lowered his head and counted on his fingers, curled his lips and said, "Ah...it will still be nine years. Then can we still sit on that stage and watch?"

"Well, if nothing else happens, that's fine." Li Tang nodded.

Before she finished speaking, Song Xiaohui, who had been listening to the father and son talking, slapped her husband on the chest with her backhand.

"What's unexpected? Bah, bah, bah, can't you just say something?"

"Bah, bah, March, your mother is right, there must be no accident."

Little Sanyue raised her little head and looked at her mother and then her father. After lowering her head, she sighed like a little adult and shook her head.

……

After watching the flag-raising ceremony at around six o'clock, the five families had breakfast together before going back to their homes.

After Li Tang sent Song Xiaohui and Xiao Sanyue back, he took the car to the consultative conference again without staying at home.

It's a holiday today, but he can't take it off. According to convention, on such a very important holiday, all members of the provincial team will rush to the front line to express condolences to those cadres and workers who are still working hard at their jobs during the holiday.

Call it a show or not, this is a fine tradition in the organization, passed down from generation to generation.

Just like in the army, every New Year's Eve, all the places that need to stand guard will be replaced by leading cadres in the army.

Some people say that if you just stand there for that day, there is nothing worth saying.

There is really nothing worth saying, but this approach is really a fine tradition.

After all, everyone has their own job responsibilities. If you are a soldier, then training, standing guard, and patrolling are your responsibilities. He is the leader, and he naturally has the responsibilities of the position he is in.

Are there any leadership positions where a cup of tea and a newspaper can last a day? There must be, but to be honest, after they have reached a certain level, there are a few people who are willing to stay in such a position with no power at all.

Just like the incident that happened in the First Affiliated Hospital of Qin Yao, Lin Chuan, as the vice president of the group and the general manager of Guanhetang Co., Ltd., was also in charge of two affiliated hospitals. He was inexplicably given a demerit. And half a year's salary was deducted. Is he unjust? There is no way, this is his leadership responsibility.

Li Tang's duty today is to go to the provincial capital to provide first-line condolences on behalf of the organization. This is because Director Zhuang took care of him and did not let him go to other cities.

If we assign him to cities in Qinnan or Qinbei, well, the first three days of this holiday will probably be scrapped, and then he will work for two days at the conference and two days at the company, and the seven-day National Day holiday will be complete. The fun is over.

I went out before eight o'clock in the morning, and when I came back it was already after ten o'clock in the evening.

On the 2nd, the family of three hurried back to the fertilizer factory. On the 3rd, a meeting was held between the Song and Chen families. They returned to the provincial capital in the evening, and his vacation was completely over.

(End of this chapter)