The peninsula is like a shadow

Chapter 126 Is it important or not?
Li Yan discovered something again. He thought that telling Pei Zhuxuan that he was getting married would make her very excited.But no, nothing.Although Pei Zhuxuan lowered his voice, Li Yan could not feel the real anger.

Sure enough, I have never been an important person.In Flower Street, Hara Jiro replaced himself as the president.In SM company, there is no self. Zhong Ming is the acting director of the security department. He thought it was a little secret belonging to two people, a little cat and something that he could not tell. But now it seems that the little cat is still Bae Zhuhyun, but Bae Zhuhyun can. Don’t be a little cat.

The fact is that Xiaomiao will still perform on the stage with a smile every day, but because of Yeri's joining, Hong Beibei has become a little busier. Xiaomiao has fewer and fewer opportunities to talk to himself alone. Because of the company's requirements, he Active feeding was also rejected.

Li Yan stood in the backlit corner, occasionally watching the performance under the spotlight. The five dancing girls had a scent called youthfulness visible to the naked eye, just like the colorful donuts in the window exuding seductive charm.Li Yan always thought that it belonged to everyone who saw it, but now he felt that this happiness did not belong to him.

Looking down at the shiny leather shoes on his feet and reaching out to touch the cuff of the suit on the other side, Li Yan felt that he might be wrong.What was wrong was outrageous. I had never been a decent person, and I could never become a decent person.

Looking around, everyone is doing something of their own, walking in a hurry or watching the performance on the stage with a smile. Only I am free.And I can't be as committed as them.They are watching the show and they are watching them.

Li Yan began to become silent, because he felt that he was in a very confused situation, and occasionally he would stand in one place blankly, not knowing what he was doing.Kanako's soft body was Li Yan's greedy desire. Kanako would always hug Li Yan tenderly and say she felt very happy.

Li Yan could feel that Kanako was hiding something. There was no evidence, but Li Yan could feel it.Holding Kanako's face and looking at it carefully, Li Yan couldn't see any flaws, but Li Yan knew it.

Zhong Ming's wedding was very lively. Jessica made a very honorable appearance as a special guest and sang a few congratulatory songs.As two people under special care, Li Yan and Jessica had a separate small room to eat.

"what happened to you?"

This was the first thing Jessica said when she saw Li Yan. Li Yan forgot whether he had answered, but when he was sitting in the small room enjoying delicious food with Jessica alone, Jessica asked again.

Li Yan stared at Jessica's face. Jessica was very beautiful today, with perfect hairstyle, skin color, and mental state. Li Yan could even see that Jessica's chin was rounder and she had gained weight.

He couldn't help but stretched out his hand towards Jessica's face, and gently touched Jessica's chin in front of Jessica's surprised eyes. Li Yan said with great certainty,
"You've gained weight. Are you in a good mood lately?"

Jessica did not dodge. She could feel that Li Yan's fingertips were a little rough, and there was an obvious roughness when touching her chin.He was curious about the flesh on his face and tried to squeeze it gently.Jessica nodded,

"Yes, because I know what I'm doing, and, because of you, everything went smoothly."

"because I?"

Li Yan took back his hand and looked into Jessica's eyes.What she said was true, and that's what she thought.Li Yan nodded and asked,
"What kind of person do you think I am?"

Jessica smiled and wanted to speak but stopped because she found that Li Yan's eyes were a little strange and he looked at her too seriously.It was as if his answer was very important to him.Jessica picked up a piece of salad and stuffed it into her mouth. She needed to think before she could answer.

Li Yan did not eat, but waited for Jessica.This is the first time he has formally asked someone such a question, so Jessica's answer may help Li Yan understand something.

Jessica looked at Li Yan again and said seriously,

"You are you. You are not like anyone I know, so I don't know what kind of person you are. If I had to say, you are a person who has helped me and is very important to me." The answer should be Like this?It’s not about what your personality is like, what your character is like, or simply whether you’re a good person or a bad person.After hearing Jessica's answer, Li Yan couldn't help but ask again,
"Is it important? I don't think so. We haven't seen each other for almost a month. You don't need my presence in your life at all."

Jessica nodded. Li Yan was right. They hadn't seen each other for a month, and she didn't feel any inconvenience.So in my current life, Li Yan's existence is really not important. He doesn't understand business management, and he is not my boyfriend.

Thinking of this, Jessica couldn't help but glance at Li Yan, boyfriend?Do you like him?It should be a bit favorable.But I am very busy now. If Li Yan becomes single in the future, he might give it a try.

I am not a woman like Kanako. I have never tried to kneel down and help a man change his shoes like Kanako does. I have never tried to prepare meals for a man, let alone help wash his feet.Thinking of this, Jessica suddenly felt that Li Yan was not a good person. This guy seemed to be able to bully people.

But that's right, he was originally from a Yakuza origin.So from this point of view, I was lucky to have met him when he was not in the Yakuza.As for helping herself, Jessica was very grateful, but she also wanted to know an accurate answer.

"Why do you want to help me? We have obviously known each other for a short time. I mean, in anyone's eyes, my affairs should not involve you, and my affairs are so troublesome."

Li Yan thought about Jessica's words carefully and spoke again,
"Actually, to be precise, I didn't help you. You didn't stay in Girls' Generation. As for your company, it was Lee Sun-ho who helped you."

"No, without you, none of this would happen. Oppa, I don't like people to brag, but I also don't like people to deliberately belittle themselves. No matter what kind of person you are in the eyes of others, an extremist or a violent maniac, Minister Li Yan or something else, you really appeared in my life and helped me. So, why did you do this? I know, you didn't do it because you liked it. And at that time, we were not friends. .”

Jessica's final tone was not good. Although what he said at the time may have been right, would she be the kind of person to take advantage of him?We should be considered friends now. I came to attend the wedding of another friend of yours as your friend.

Li Yan ignored Jessica's temper and replied seriously,
"I just think that I might be able to help you. Maybe it's because you have a pretty face, or maybe I don't know. If Shirley's thing is because I can't stand it, then maybe your thing is the same. I I just feel uncomfortable with it.”

"Oppa, what happened to you? Your current state is not normal."

"Then what state should I be in?"

Jessica stretched out her hands, thought for a moment, curled one finger and started to say,
"Friendly but arrogant, full of energy, and very confident. He has a very unique way of walking and doing things. When he encounters things he doesn't like, he likes to solve them neatly without thinking too much. Oppa, I'm not saying that your brain is not good. , but you are used to directly judging right from wrong and then executing it immediately.”

"Like if I thought your previous partner was a bad guy, beat him up."

"Absolutely. He has been recovering from his injuries recently. He called me to apologize. I said that I hope he disappears from my life completely. Otherwise, I will call Oppa. You don't mind if I use you as a shield again, right? .”

Li Yan shook his head, not expecting that he could be of such use.Ignoring Jessica, Li Yan started eating in silence. Jessica didn't give him any answer, at least not what Li Yan wanted.

Li Yan hopes that someone will say to him, you are very important, you are really important to me.

(End of this chapter)