The peninsula is like a shadow

Chapter 377 Be loyal to yourself
Did Li Yan hold Xu Xian's hand?It seems there really isn't.

Xu Xian is not a clingy little girl like Yeri, so how could she hold Li Yan's hand and cheat.Even when Liu Zhimin pulled Li Yan, she would cover it with her sleeves and hold one of Li Yan's fingers. Liu Zhimin was shy and afraid of being seen.

As for Chief Xu knowing about Li Yan's beef smuggling, of course it was the news from the two people sent there.Besides, even if there is no news about those two people, Li Yan, Yoona, Xu Xian, and Chief Xu, this is a direct train.

Li Yan had no idea that before the beef even landed, there was already a hidden obstacle in his way.If Chief Xu really does this, then Li Yan can only be dumb and eat coptis. This is something that he cannot fight against. Chief Xu is not a gangster, he is a force that gangsters dare not provoke.At least in Korea, Chief Seo can ignore any gangsters and do what he wants.Not to mention a few carts of beef, even if it was to provide regular supplies in order not to be targeted, Li Yan had to do it.

So Xu Xian ran to the second floor in a panic, and when he told Li Yan apologetically about the incident, Li Yan was not surprised at all, but smiled and asked her to sit down and have a rest first to try his simple dinner.

Make braised noodles. The stew is a simple egg sauce. Dahlia cut some shredded cucumbers and green onions. In the summer, the noodles were cooked in cold water. Then the braised beef was cut into slices and a plate of fried peanuts. Li Yan is enjoying his evening time.Xu Xian, who came to report, slowly picked out a bowl of noodles, mixed them for her and put them in front of her.

"I have eaten."

"Noodles don't take up much space, so eat them slowly."

"Then, thank you, I will enjoy it."

Li Yan watched Xu Xian holding a bowl and trying his dinner, and said slowly with a smile,

"Life is about giving more than you gain, especially for people like me who live an abnormal life. I once thought I lost my home and my biological father didn't care about me, but Brother Naiyong gave me everything. Maybe in your opinion, The price is not worth it. But I feel very precious. I used to be a good child. I have been homeless for a long time without stealing anything, and I will not snatch food from other children’s hands. I also respect life, but when I feel cared about When I did, I knew I should give something.”

"So you killed someone for Neyon?"

"I'm trying to respect everything I've been given."

Xu Xian watched Li Yan put some cucumber shreds into his bowl, and quickly nodded his thanks, but Li Yan pinched her cheek and continued,
"When I came to Korea, when Eri left me, when Kanako disappeared, I thought I lost everything again, but not this time. This time God favored me and life gave me a chance. So, I It’s not that I don’t care so much, I can only hide everything in my heart, and then try my best to work hard once, because I have to respect everything I get. I don’t know why I am so lucky. Maybe the price is those who left. My people, I can't allow myself to let them down. Now, I have more friends, so what you record may not be me, but Li Yan in your mind. The fact is, I just don't want to let myself down, Because I respect every concern from my friends.”

"So, you're not trying to make a lot of money?"

"I have experienced death. I feel that not being able to meet the people I like anymore and protect them is my greatest pain. You know, a lot of money is just a luxury. People like me can guarantee a basic life wherever they go. . People's thoughts will always be affected by the environment. I have been trying to find my own beliefs, but until now, I don't know if what I think is right. People must be loyal to themselves. Everyone will die eventually, but I hope that one day , my friends remember that I lived. For this belief, I am willing to be a bastard, I know, it sounds selfish, but this is the reason why I can live without shame despite the killing."

"Must one be true to oneself?"

"It's difficult. If you are shackled by the world, you may not be able to try many things. Therefore, my background protects me. As long as I stop killing people and doing bad things, other people may think that I am getting better. Right? It's ridiculous, but this is the biggest expectation my friend has for me. I think this condition is quite easy to meet. Well, this is the most true idea. You don't have to be so curious in the future, everything I do is For myself, the ultimate goal is to make me and my friends live a better life. When people are alive, there will always be material needs, so I want to make money. As for spiritual things, I can’t do it for the time being. Because my status has not really improved yet."

"So when women like you, you will sleep with them?"

Li Yan nodded, knowing that Xu Xian was talking about Jessica, Li Zhenxi and Gao Ara.This kind of thing is very common for Li Yan. You are in love with me, and you like each other.That's OK.

"What about Yoona, Unnie?"

"That's my best friend."

Xu Xian put down the bowl and looked at Li Yan with squinted eyes. She felt that Li Yan was lying.But Li Yan was also looking at her, no matter how he looked at her, he was confident.

"No one would sleep with a friend casually." "I will, what's wrong? Are you starting to use normal standards to measure an abnormal person like me?"

"You're making an excuse."

"You don't like excuses, so I say that I'm very happy with Yoona. Is that okay? Eat some noodles. If you don't, you'll be a mess."

Xu Xian quickly finished the noodles in the small bowl, put down the bowl and wiped his lips.

"It's really delicious, thank you. I'm sorry, I accidentally asked my father something, and my father remembered you."

"No need to apologize. If possible, I would like to treat Chief Xu to dinner. I wonder when he is free."

"Are you really not worried about Abba?"

Li Yan smiled and waved his hands, speaking very seriously, word by word slowly,

"Chief Xu is a good man."

"Since you're not worried, then I'll go back. Do you want to touch me? I mean, I apologize. I did something wrong. That's it."

Xu Xian's face began to turn red again. He knelt down and turned his head slightly to look to the side. He spoke vague words, as if he was at the mercy of Li Yan.

Li Yan stretched out his hand, not staying on his chest, but gently helped Xu Xian straighten the wrinkled collar, and said slowly when Xu Xian looked at him,
"I have told you the truest version of myself. You should understand that I am not touching you to punish you, nor to deliberately bully you. It is just because I like your figure. What the company said is true, I just like a hot figure. Women, you are one of them. Well, go back. It’s too late, and it will be troublesome if Chief Xu finds out. No way, even my boat will be intercepted. "

"Li Yan, you only know how to like, but you don't know what love is."

Li Yan took out his ears and looked at the door that was still dangling.What did I say wrongly, causing Xu Xian to suddenly leave such a message? Yoona said that Xu Xian likes to read books, but the books Xu Xian reads are all poisonous chicken soup. No wonder a stubborn person would say such strange things when reading poisonous chicken soup. , I couldn’t understand it at all.Like, love?Not liking where the love came from, Li Yan didn't bother to close the door and picked up the chopsticks again. The fried peanuts were cooked to the right temperature, which was perfect for drinking slowly alone.

Liu Zhimin must be very tired today, with heavy breathing and a hint of drunkenness. Li Yan listened to Liu Zhimin's breathing and looked at the window of the small living room.

There are no stars tonight and the moon is huge.The size is just like Xu Xian's figure. Li Yan doesn't understand what love is, but he knows that Xu Xian is interested in him. Li Yan's rejection is not because of Chief Xu, but for the people around him.Xiuying and Yoona reminded themselves more than once that Xu Xian was a stubborn person, but they didn't know that the description of stubbornness was dangerous in Li Yan's understanding.

If Xu Xian was just an ordinary family, maybe Li Yan would have more contact with her, but Li Yan, who has been in contact with Chief Xu, knows that Chief Xu dotes on his daughter almost unconditionally.If he really has a deeper relationship with Xu Xian, then Li Yan can't judge what is waiting for him and what is waiting for his friends. What if Xu Xian feels that everyone else is redundant except her? The first unlucky person was Soo Hyuk and his gang.

Xu Xian has said more than once that he is living in a new world now and should stop contacting his subordinates so that he can live completely in the sun.

But Chief Xu said that he is nothing without his background.

They are really a contradictory father and daughter. Li Yan feels that he should just follow his heart and just touch it, don't think too much.

(End of this chapter)