Love is like sugar and marriage is like water

Chapter 19 The slut hates the man
Li Shi naturally and involuntarily catered to Zhao Ji's burning lips...

Then, Zhao Ji felt a small trembling hand like a fallen leaf stroking his thick black hair.

He looked up and saw Li Shi's upturned pink face.

The expression on this face suddenly became so different from before——

The expression of fear, fear and anxiety disappeared from this face.He looked up at the ceiling, as if looking at something high up.

The expression on this face attracted him immediately.

Her forehead and cheeks were as smooth and white as white marble.

Her curly hair fell behind her head, as if being blown back by a gust of wind, making her look a little messy.

Zhao Ji's mind went blank and he seemed to have forgotten everything.

……

Her shawl, decorated with various colors but with purple as the main tone, slipped from her shoulders.

Her head rested gently on the pillow.

……

"Zhao Ji, do you know? I fell in love with you at the first sight. My dear, I am yours now..."

Li Shi said softly and gently in a barely audible voice.

At this time, Zhao Ji was in a hurry.

……

However, he suddenly thought of Li Heng.

Then, like a sudden flash of lightning in the sky, it knocked him down with a "chacha" sound, causing him to wake up immediately and stop his movements...

"What are we doing!"

Zhao Ji said loudly.

He hurriedly took his hand away and climbed up from Li Shi.

"Your brother knows...he knows that I want to meet you..."

Li Shi is still lying down...

"Yes!" Zhao Ji continued, standing up and walking to the other corner of the room, "Your brother knows... I have to tell him about your date with me."

"Have to? I don't understand. What do you mean by having to? Did he force you?"

Li Shi asked puzzledly.

Obviously, she hadn't fully woken up yet and was still immersed in the scene just now. She didn't understand what Zhao Ji meant by what he said.

"Of course he didn't coerce me. I said it myself."

Zhao Ji repeated a bit cruelly.

"Li Shi, do you know? The fault for this matter is all yours, all yours alone. It was all your fault."

"what happened to me?"

Li Shi felt extremely wronged.

"Who told you to tell your brother all your feelings about me?"

"Even if you say it, so what? That's okay!"

Li Shi said with a crying tone.

"Your brother came to my place in person this morning and told me everything you told him."

Zhao Ji tried his best not to look into Li Shi's eyes and strode back and forth in the room.

"Now, everything is over, everything... everything is over. He knows..." At this time, Li Shi was about to... get up.

"Don't move, don't get up," Zhao Ji said loudly, "Don't move, I beg you. What you are meeting now is an honest and trustworthy person - yes, an honest and trustworthy person."

Li Shi was startled, and Zhao Ji continued.

"But, my God, what is it that makes you change like this? It makes me scratch my head and makes me guess. Do you notice any changes in me? And when your brother comes today I cannot hide from him when he sees me.”

After saying these words, Zhao Ji regretted a little——

"What did I say in front of her? Why didn't I mean it?" he thought to himself.

However, a voice kept ringing in Zhao Ji's mind.

"I can't deceive her because I can't marry her. If so, I am an immoral liar by having sex with Li Shi behind my conscience and pretending to be deceived."

"And if Li Heng knows that I'm dating his sister, everything will be misinterpreted. All my lies will be... exposed by her brother."

"Screw your honesty and trustworthiness! I didn't ask my brother to go." At this time, Zhao Ji heard Li Shi's surprised whisper and said in an angry tone, "He went there by himself."

"Think about it... think about it, I can't lie to you... I can't marry you, what did you do?" Zhao Ji said, "Do you want to leave now?"

"Yes, I should leave, of course I should leave. You coward! You are actually a liar, a liar who is not a liar! You lied to yourself..."

She still spoke in that quiet, cold, angry tone.

"Actually, Zhao Ji, you are overthinking! I invited you here this afternoon just to say goodbye to you."

"Ashi, do you think so too?" Zhao Ji said, "Do you think that separation from you will make me feel relaxed? Will it be a relief?"

"Who knows?... But why did you tell my brother that I was dating you?" Li Shi repeated the question in confusion.

"Ashi, I listen to you - I have to do this, I have to! If you didn't leak it yourself..."

"I locked myself in the room." She said innocently, "I don't know, the boss lady has another key... I do love you... I have never had..."

At this moment, this innocent reason came out of her mouth——

At that time, Zhao Ji was almost completely angry and angry...and several years later, whenever Zhao Ji recalled it, he could not help but be deeply moved by it and couldn't help but burst into tears.

Zhao Ji knew that she was a pitiful, chaste, and sincere virgin! But he couldn't possess her...

"It's all over now!" Zhao Ji spoke again, "Everything should be over! Now we should say goodbye..."

Zhao Ji glanced at Li Shi quietly...her face immediately turned red with embarrassment.

It seemed to him that she was shy and frightened.

Zhao Ji was like a madman who couldn't control himself, pacing back and forth in the room irritably while chattering endlessly.

"Because of your low self-esteem and lack of self-confidence, you didn't allow our mature relationship to develop. You yourself destroyed our relationship in such a hurry. You didn't trust me. You were doubting me..."

When Li Shi heard this, she immediately stood up and adjusted her skirt. Suddenly, she knelt on the ground, covered her face with her hands, and burst into tears.

"Who is not confident and who has low self-esteem? You know best in your heart - in fact, it is you... you are the hypocrite who offended me and doesn't want me..."

she said angrily.

She cried so heartbrokenly that her tears were like broken pearls.

Zhao Ji ran to her and tried to help her up.

However, she refused to let him move and waved her hands.

Zhao Ji couldn't stand women's tears - he immediately panicked when he saw Li Shi's tears.

"Ashi..." he said repeatedly, "I beg you, please stop crying, get up quickly, get up quickly..."

After saying that, Zhao Ji went to hold her little hand again.

However, to his extreme surprise, Li Shi suddenly jumped up, stood up from the ground, picked up the shawl - and ran towards the door as quickly as lightning, and then disappeared from Zhao Ji's sight...

　After writing this chapter, I feel sad for Li Shi!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)