Love is like sugar and marriage is like water

Since the death of her husband Tang Kui, Zhen Yan has started to go crazy.She kept shouting Tang Kui's name and blamed her for killing her husband...

Tang Shu could not persuade her no matter how hard she tried - he had no choice but to send his mother to a mental hospital for treatment.

After handling all these matters, Tang Shu returned to study at E City Medical University... During this period, due to the nervousness and busyness, Tang Shu almost forgot the name Song Jie.

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Five years passed quickly.

After Tang Shu graduated from university, he stayed in E City People's Hospital to become a physician through recruitment.

One night, he went to a supermarket to buy things and unexpectedly met Shen Pu.

Shen Pu has long been married and has a child, and now works in a company in E City.

However, after not seeing Shen Pu for several years, Tang Shu saw him now, but didn't find anything different about Shen Pu.

Shen Pu is still the same as before - tall, with a thin face, small and lackluster eyes, and extremely long black hair... Sometimes he is elated, sometimes he is downcast.

"Oh, Tang Shu, I didn't expect to meet you here." Shen Pu said to Tang Shu, "Let me tell you this - Song Jie is also in E City. You must be a little surprised to hear this, right?"

"Song Jie?..." Tang Shu hesitated for a moment, feeling that the name was both familiar and unfamiliar.

"Have you forgotten? She was the beautiful woman from the past, the one we were all obsessed with and the one you were passionately in love with... You must remember it - she lives in E City now."

"Oh, I remember - is she married?"

"Of course!"

"Where does she live in E City? Do you have her phone number?"

"No, I don't, but I know her address and her husband's phone number. I'll send it to your phone later - what's your number?"

"Oh..." Tang Shu and Shen Pu exchanged phone numbers.

"After your father passed away, she originally fled to City G - she just came to City E a few days ago, and she planned to settle here... City E is a livable city that you don't want to leave after you come..."

"Is her husband good to her? What kind of person is he?" Tang Shu asked with concern.

"Song Jie's husband, he's a nice guy, handsome, and rich... Coincidentally, he and I work in the same company... He's my colleague, and I heard he's quite nice to her. of."

Shen Pu glanced at Tang Shu, smiled meaningfully, and continued -

"But, but, it seems that Song Jie doesn't love him very much, as you know...Song Jie is actually a very high-spirited woman. It's not easy for her to find a suitable husband for herself..."

"Oh, really?"

"Yeah... the result... with her beauty and intelligence, of course nothing will be a problem. No matter where she goes, there will definitely be a lot of men pursuing her." Shen Pu said contemptuously.

"Well..." Tang Shu didn't know what to say for a moment and stood there a little embarrassed.

"Do you want to see her? I don't know how happy she would be if she saw you. She looks even more beautiful than before."

……

Shen Pu sent Tang Shu an address on his mobile phone and the phone number of Song Jie's husband - Tang Shu saw that Song Jie lived in the High-tech Zone, which was quite far away from where he lived.

Originally, he wanted to call Song Jie's husband in advance, but he did not dare to rush for fear of not being able to explain clearly and causing family conflicts, so he left it alone... However, the memories of the past came to Tang Shu's mind again, vividly and vividly. Yesterday...he planned to visit his former "lover" the next day.

However, there happened to be rescuing patients and various academic seminars in the hospital, which delayed the planned date to visit Song Jie...

So, a week passed, and another week passed... and everything missed the chance to meet.

Finally, he finally had some free time. He asked for leave and drove to the High-tech Zone. He followed the address given by Shen Pu and found it. After many twists and turns, he met Song Jie's husband Wang Yuan.

Wang Yuan is a middle-aged man about 40 years old, with slightly clear facial features, a high bridge of nose, especially a straight nose, beautiful male lips, thick and shiny hair, neatly combed, looking clean and elegant. Tang Shu was deeply impressed.

After talking with Wang Yuan, Tang Shu learned that Song Jie and Liu Li died in a car accident ten days ago - almost suddenly in an accidental car accident.When Tang Shu heard the news, something suddenly seemed to hit his heart, and he couldn't accept this fact for a while.

He thought that he could have seen her, but he missed it over and over again... He couldn't see her anymore, and this time he really would never see her again——

This extremely painful thought that was about to kill Tang Shu, with irrefutable self-blame and guilt, stung his heart as violently as countless needles.

"She's dead! She's really dead! I can never see her again in this life!"

Tang Shu repeated this over and over again. He looked at Wang Yuan with dull eyes. He had no extra words to say to Wang Yuan - he had no choice but to shake hands with Wang Yuan and say goodbye, and slowly walked to the car and sat there for a long time. .

Everything in the past suddenly appeared in front of Tang Shu's eyes like a movie——

This is the final outcome of the life of Song Jie, who is in her prime, full of vitality and as beautiful as a flower. This is the destination she pursues in a hurry and with excitement!
Tang Shu imagined this, he imagined this face with a straight and delicate outline, these eyes that were like a fire in the thorn bush, these hairs that were gently fluttering like a bunch of soft black silk——

Now she may be lying in a narrow and dirty coffin, buried in the damp, dark and filthy soil - maybe buried here not far from him who is still alive now, maybe not far from his The place where his father Tang Kui's ashes are buried may be far away in the world of heaven, but the underworld is close at hand...

Perhaps Song Jie's bones had already been cremated in the crematorium, and her bones had already turned into a cloud of smoke... and merged with the smoke of her father's bones and rose into the sky...

He tried his best to imagine all these illusory and expected scenes - he enriched his imagination and imagined.

Song Jie's graceful and graceful figure, like a dancer dancing in the air, kept echoing in his head again... He couldn't get rid of it--

She was such a girl with a bit of a flaw because of her shyness. She used to be indifferent and careless about everything. She seemed to have all the spiritual wealth and treasures in the world, and even worries and worries could make her happy. Sadness and sorrow have never existed for her - so she is confident and decisive, headstrong and decisive.

She once said so confidently - you see, only she can exist in this world so happily, only she can live so carefree...

However, her few days in this world are disappearing into thin air, and they are passing by, flowing, and dying without counting. Everything about her is disappearing like a stream of light, like a lit candle. It is melting like a spring dream without a trace, like a fleeting cloud disappearing like snow under the sun...

Perhaps the whole secret of her beauty and icy intelligence lay not in her ability to do anything she needed to do, but in her ability to do anything imaginable.

This means that she is able to waste energy that will not be used anywhere else, and that she does not think that she is a waste in a humorous way, and that she does not think that she has the right to say:

"Ah, I have not wasted my time living in this world. I can accomplish anything! Because I once loved, I once hated, I dare to love and hate. I dare to love what I like. man."

Tang Shu just sat in the car and thought silently... When he had just sent away the phantom of his first love that was as fleeting as the dawn with a heart-wrenching sigh and a sad feeling of tears. At that time, he actually couldn't expect anything, he couldn't wait for anything, and he couldn't predict a bright future, even though he had imagined countless times to stay in love with Song Jie for a lifetime...

However, all the wonderful things he had hoped for and all the wild fantasies he had had turned into a cloud of bubbles, just like soap bubbles that could not be dispersed by the wind...

Now, when the shadow of Song Jie's death has begun to shroud and interfere with his life, like a dark cloud that threatens to destroy the city, is there anything he can think of that is fresher and rarer than the memories of his quickly disappearing first love in youth? Something more precious?
However, there is no need for him to slander and belittle himself.

Moreover, in his frivolous and indulgent teenage years, when he was eager to lust after the opposite sex, he had no idea about the miserable voices all over his body that were pleading with him, or the solemn and solemn little voices that came to his ears from the cold tomb. He deserves his deepest sympathy and mercy.

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Three days after Tang Shu learned the news of Song Jie's death, because he could not resist his desire to see how Song Jie died before his death, he witnessed the entire process of a beautiful woman's painful death in the hospital.

Although Tang Shu is a top student who graduated from a medical university, not all diseases can be cured by him - therefore, he feels helpless when the beautiful woman is terminally ill and cannot be cured in the advanced stage.

The beautiful female patient was lying on the bed in the intensive care unit, and her body was covered with various tubes - oxygen tubes, cardiopulmonary monitor tubes, rescue infusion tubes...

She died very hard and painfully before her death.

Tang Shu had heard about this beautiful female patient who had a poor appearance and a poor life - but she was a woman who was abandoned by her husband. Later, she became terminally ill and had no source of income, so she spent every day in pain and struggle.

What it feels like to be abandoned by her husband and suffering from a terminal illness - she neither knows joy nor has tasted happiness - in Tang Shu's view, death is a kind of relief and a kind of escape for her.

She doesn't seem to be feeling elated, right?
However, when her dying and weak body was still struggling unyieldingly, when she was pressing her breasts with her cold and skinny hands and still rising and falling in pain, when her final exhaustion came from the bottom of her heart. While she was still alive with her eyes open despite all the energy bursting out from within, this beautiful woman kept murmuring in a low voice in her heart: "I'm sorry, please forgive me for my mistakes..."

Moreover, the expression of horror and fear when she closed her eyes before she died only died when all the sparks in her brain and consciousness died instantly...

It was in such a doctor-to-patient situation, in front of the beautiful female patient's bed, that Tang Shu saw this scene. He thought of the deaths of Song Jie and Liu Li, and he felt scared for their deaths - He prayed for Song Jie and Liu Li, for his father Tang Kui - and for himself.

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