After being widowed and reborn, I picked up the redemption script!

Chapter 97 You Want to Chase Me?

Jin Yuyan's voice was cold and he spoke slowly, with frankness and sincerity revealed between the lines.

Sangli lowered her eyes slightly, "Why are you telling me this?"

"Since you are chasing someone, you should make them feel at ease, right?"

Jin Yuyan's eyes were fixed on her, and there seemed to be stars shining in his deep eyes. He raised a slight smile at the corner of his mouth, and seemed to shake his head helplessly, "If there is no explanation, wouldn't it seem too perfunctory?"

Hearing this, Sangli slowly raised her eyelids and looked into his pair of deep black pupils.

"You want to chase me?"

"Yeah." Jin Yuyan nodded and admitted, his expression gentle and indifferent.

Sangli pursed her lips, her expression a little complicated, "Jin Yuyan, when I walked towards you five years ago, you tried your best to push me away, but now, you say you want to chase me?"

Her voice became hoarse and a little trembling.

Hearing her mention what happened five years ago, Jin Yuyan's handsome eyebrows moved slightly, "I had no choice. I had nothing at that time and was not worthy of such a good you. At the same time, I was also very afraid that you were just Because you pity me, that’s why you treat me so well.”

He paused, as if he thought of something, and a hint of loneliness flashed across his dark eyes.

Pei Cheng actually came to see him that night when he came back from the hotel.

What he said was nothing more than those words. His ears were numb when he heard them, but he still chose to ignore them.

Until he mentioned mulberry.

At first he just talked to himself.

What on earth did Sangli fall in love with, and how could she fall in love with someone like him, even going so far as to go against him and make him the laughing stock of the class.

Then she told him not to daydream. Sangli was just overflowing with sympathy because she saw him pitifully.

In fact, these words can't hurt him at all.

But then Pei Cheng said that Sangli was just playing with him now, and when she found it boring, she would kick him away. Only then did he realize how pathetic it was, and he couldn't even hear a word of comfort.

Pei Cheng said that the reason why he had not touched Sangli for so long was not because she was a woman, but because she had a very powerful man behind her to protect her.

It was also from then on that he became more determined to let Sanli leave him.

If you don't become stronger, how can you protect your beloved girl?

Therefore, he studies hard, works hard, and makes money desperately, hoping to get rid of poor living conditions as soon as possible and own his own company and real estate.

He didn't know how many years it would take him to achieve this, so he could only make Sanli give up on him.

Because he knew that if he told her, she would definitely choose to fight with him.

But the most precious thing for a girl is youth. Her beautiful life has not yet begun. How can he let her suffer with him?

Sangli stared at Jin Yuyan quietly, with some doubts in her eyes, but more of sadness and helplessness, "You really had nothing at that time, but I never looked down on you because of this. On the contrary, you are still there." I feel sorry for you, and I feel sorry that you are enduring the pressure, pain and suffering alone."

"I know, but Sangli, you grew up with a golden key in your mouth, living in a villa, wearing famous brands, and living an elegant and noble life every day.

"At that time, I really didn't want to be a stumbling block in your life. I would rather be inactive all my life, and I didn't want you to lower the quality of your life because of me."

A deathly silence fell between the two men.

After a moment, Sangli broke the silence, "Then have you ever regretted it?"

Do you regret giving up on her?

Do you regret that they missed each other for so many years because of this?

Jin Yuyan's expression turned dark, as if he could see into her inner thoughts, and he said softly: "Yes."

Countless nights, he tossed and turned in his dreams many times, only to see Sangli crying with red eyes: "Why do you do this to me? I am so good to you."

Nightmares always haunt him, making him constantly recall the past.Regret, extremely regret.

However, it is better to regret than to gain and lose again.

He can't be so selfish.

Sangli was stunned for a moment, as if she didn't expect that he would answer her directly.

Later, Jin Yuyan said again: "Sangli, I'm sorry for what happened in the past. Can you give me another chance? I want to make it up to you."

Although this sentence is simple and easy to understand, it contains too many complex meanings.

Let me spend my whole life making up for the regret I have owed you over the years.

Let me use my most precious time and energy to pamper you.

Let us move towards a happy and fulfilling future again.

Sangli lowered her eyes, her eyes were a little sour, and it took a long time to calm down, "Although you have difficulties, you treated me like that back then, so why should I forgive you just by saying sorry?"

"Yes, you shouldn't forgive me so easily, you should let me suffer too."

At this moment, Jin Yuyan looked very sincere, even his tone was so soft that he almost shed tears.

"So you can hit me or scold me if you want, and I will bear it."

After saying that, he took the initiative to stretch out his hand and get a few inches closer to her.

This is still the cold and indifferent Jin Yuyan from before.

If he hadn't heard it with his own ears, Sangli would have been unable to believe that it was Jin Yuyan sitting in front of him now.

His expression and behavior were too cautious, as if he was afraid that being a little heavier would scare her, or even that he would suddenly leave and disappear.

Obviously I have never seen him show such a posture before, but today he suddenly appeared, and without any warning... it caught people off guard.

At the same time, people can't refuse Jin Yuyan like this.

Sangli looked away, raised her hand and patted away the palm he extended, and stopped continuing the topic, "I'm about to eat, the porridge is cold."

Jin Yuyan chuckled and stopped embarrassing Sang Li.

"Okay, eat more." His voice was low, with a hint of lingering sadness.

Sangli stopped talking and silently drank the bowl of porridge with her head down.

Sitting down to have a meal together again after so many years is a bit strange.

But Sanli quickly adapted to this feeling.

After all, when Jin Yuyan came to her house to tutor her, the two of them had dinner together every day.

Jin Yuyan's cooking skills have not deteriorated in recent years, and the food he makes is more delicious than before.

No wonder it woke her up immediately after smelling the fragrance early in the morning.

After eating, Jin Yuyan cleared the table.

Sangli was about to go home, but she heard Jin Yuyan's voice coming from behind her, "Can you add me on WeChat?"

She paused and turned to look at Jin Yuyan.

Jin Yuyan looked serious, with a look of expectation in his eyes. It seemed that as long as she said yes, he would give her his WeChat ID.

"No." Sangli refused without thinking.

　Posted in advance, go to bed, good night my dears.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)