deadly mantra

Chapter 895: Love me deeply, love me as before
Shangluca smiled slightly and said:

"Remember that you, like him, lie one after another, are arrogant and do not know the heights of heaven and earth. You would rather pretend to be tolerant than reveal any true cruelty. Remember that you, like him, face extremely attractive and dangerous people. Far from being exiled, it is better to sink together. It is simply stubborn dismissal.”

After Ji Fanyin was stunned for a moment, she understood what he meant and her face darkened slightly.

Shanglu Road:
"Looking at the look on your face, are you convinced by what I said?"

Ji Fanyin pondered for a moment and said:
"Chenchen said that no matter how long the confession of love is, it will eventually come to nothing. Slowly, the heartfelt vows will return to the original calm like the lake water, without making any more waves."

Shanglu listened and nodded subconsciously.

Ji Fanyin's lips slowly raised a smile:
"But I don't agree with what you said to him."

Phytolacca showed a kind smile:
"Don't approve? Why?"

Ji Fanyin's eyes were scorching and firm:

"You often say that people with different paths should not work together, and people with different wills should not be friends. But I feel that when it comes to feelings, even if our ambitions are not the same, even if we are walking on different paths, even if we fall in love in a world that we have missed, when morning comes, I The person I like is standing where I can reach out. His voice and his behavior allow me to see a different kind of splendor in this lifeless world. It allows me to see the stars follow the blue sky, and the stars follow their own path. , everything is not that bad after all.”

She paused and smiled casually:
"Now that I miss you deeply, even if I never recover, I just want him to have the same facial features and love me as before."

"Master Shang, you probably know that I am not a kind person, but for him, now I am willing to do a few good deeds to make him happy."

"Master Shang, with this understanding, anything, anyone, and any disagreement will become 'it doesn't matter', right?"

Shang Lu's eyes flickered, remembering something, and his face slowly turned pale and sad.After a moment, the corners of his lips trembled and he forced a smile, unwilling to admit the wavering in his heart.

But Ji Fanyin's voice was like a rusty knife, cutting open bit by bit the twisted scars left behind after the scabs fell off.

Under that old wound...

Places that are invisible to human eyes.

Full of holes.The flesh and blood festered.

From beginning to end, it is just self-deception of "healing".

In just a few words, she opened up the lie that he had spent 18 years weaving.

In front of your lover, no matter how big the problem is, it will become nothing...?

Is that right?

Why did he only hear such a simple truth now?
if……

If only I had known earlier, heard earlier...

Will she still be by his side?

Shang Lu raised his head and smiled for a while, looking helpless and sad.

Ji Fanyin patted his arm and advised:

"Life is short, there will be a lot of suffering when it passes, and things in the world are impermanent, so you should enjoy yourself in the moment."

Shang Lu looked at her deeply, and a sigh seemed to come out from deep in his chest, expressing the dissatisfaction of half his life:

"Ji Fanyin..."

I was just about to say thank you.

Ji Fanyin's expression changed and she said with a smile:
"There is a saying that people are different. At my age, you can't understand this. So, even if your regrets are green now, don't look back. The more you look, The harder it is to let go, and the more you look at it, the easier it is to have an inferiority complex. When people have low self-esteem for a long time, it is easy to breed inner demons. If one day you are jealous that I have received God's unique favor at a young age, jealousy will turn into hatred. , there is no way for us to live in peace~"

(End of this chapter)