deadly mantra

Chapter 919 With me here, you are no longer alone
After Gu Xue left, Ji Fanyin sat up straight and said doubtfully:
"Chenchen, what happened?"

"Why did you ask so?"

Ji Fanyin pursed her lips:
"Something must have happened, or something will happen tonight, otherwise, you wouldn't have gone."

Shui Qingchen smiled and hugged her slim waist:

"At the banquet last night, Miao Xingyu gave a few gifts to the servants of the General's Mansion. There was a cook among them. I heard that she was good at cooking."

Ji Fanyin raised her eyebrows slightly.

Is there something wrong with this cook?
Just as he was thinking about it, Shui Qingchen's deep voice came from above his head:

"...When the love is strong, I miss you so much that I can express a thousand words, hoping that you will know each other."

Ji Fanyin's heart tightened upon hearing this, and she hurriedly stood up from his arms:
"Dust!"

Shui Qingchen pressed his fingertips on her lips to stop her from speaking:
"Lovesickness Gu, I have also thought about whether to use it on you."

Ji Fanyin was a little surprised and opened her eyes wide.

A gentle smile appeared on Shui Qingchen's handsome face:

"I can't bear it."

Ji Fanyin held the hand beside her lips, her heart beating like thunder:

"Why, why?"

"First, I don't want to tie you down. Second, I don't want to take you away. Third, I don't want to trap myself."

Ji Fanyin was surprised:
"Trapped... yourself?"

Shui Qingchen looked at her intently and replied:
"Once the lovesickness Gu is planted, after confirming your feelings, I will fall into endless doubts."

His fingertips gently touched the corners of her eyes, staring at the deep attachment and admiration in her eyes, and he said slowly:
"Every time you look at me like this, I can't help but wonder, are you doing it for me or because of the lovesickness Gu? Thinking of this, I gave up the idea. Later, I found out what Leng Hongru did to you , I’m glad that I made the right decision.”

Ji Fanyin felt a dull pain in her heart:
"Since you know about Lovesickness Gu, you, you have never doubted me? Doubt that I treat you...?"

Shui Qingchen shook his head gently:

"I don't believe in lovesickness Gu. I believe in you, I only believe in what I see about you."

Hearing the sound, Ji Fanyin's eyes turned red. She endured it again and again, and the corners of her mouth pulled down uncontrollably, feeling aggrieved.

Over the years, I have gone from struggling to being ruthless and cruel, from being alone to being surrounded...

Even if it hurts, I would say it doesn’t hurt.

Being sad didn't hinder her speed of drawing the sword.Over time, she also thought that her heart was cold and solid ice.

Tears filled her eyes, slowly blurring her vision, and she realized that the grievances she felt over the years had not disappeared, but were just covered by a thin layer of ice.

In a daze, she heard the sound of the ice being broken, and all the grievances accumulated over the years poured out.

There were so many things I wanted to tell him.

There are too many grievances that I want to express to him...

He opened his mouth and swallowed back all the sadness.

Ji Fanyin stretched out her arms, threw herself into his arms, acted coquettishly, and murmured:
"Chenchen...chenchen..."

Calling his name over and over again.

Shui Qingchen held her in his arms, his eyes were heavy, full of love, but also a little distressed:
"Ok?"

"Chenchen, do you know? No matter how powerful the Lovesickness Gu is, it can't trap me." Ji Fanyin hugged him tightly and said, "Only you, only you can do it."

Shui Qingchen's warm hands slowly fell from the top of her head to the back of her neck, gently stroking the tender skin and whispering:

"I know. I've always known."

He knew how the sincerity she expressed with both hands was looked down upon by Leng Hongru.

Knowing that she is sad, she will act like a wounded little beast, and will only punish the person who hurt her by hurting herself.

I know how she learned to hide her hurtful claws in her palms for her own sake.

And every time at this time, she would be as proud as a little fox, standing there with her head raised, waiting to be discovered by herself, and then, if she was praised, even if it was just a word of affirmation, she would be happy for a long time.

She never treats herself badly.

She always does things according to her heart.

...The same goes for my love for him.

Such a woman, even before or in the future, will make several decisions that are not understood by the world.

Even if no one understands...

Even if anyone can abandon her...

…so what?
As long as he is around, she will no longer be the... lonely Ji Fanyin.

(End of this chapter)