Yijuan cloud

Chapter 278 I would rather not have his love

"How did you know I was injured?" I asked warmly.

Three years ago, the fact that I was hit by an arrow was not publicized.

There are very few people who know about this matter. How did Sun Zeyu know about it?
He has been on a mission to Northern Xinjiang, but has no foundation in Northern Xinjiang. The news cannot be leaked from Northern Xinjiang.

That's what I learned in the capital.

I guess Wen Jin will know. If she knows, Eunuch An will also know.

Could it be Mr. An?

Sure enough, Sun Zeyu said: "Eunuch An told me that you were seriously injured and your life was in danger. You have been unconscious."

He lowered his eyes, was quiet for a while, and then said: "The Holy Spirit will be furious if your fake death is exposed, but you are hurt because of it? Also, since the Holy Spirit has found you, how can he allow you to be so free?" ?Your Majesty..."

He said and fell silent again.

I knew what he meant. Since the emperor discovered that I had faked my death, he wanted to deal with me no matter what, whether it was punishment or taking me back to the palace. How could he pretend that nothing had happened?

I used to think the same way, thinking there would be no other way out, but that night, Liang Xianyi saw the map I drew and let me go.

Just pretend that I was really dead when I left the palace.

Of course he never said such words. The person who said these words was Zhong Ming.

That night, Liang Xianyi just ordered the people in the old palace to be dismissed and asked Linghua to guard the mausoleum, without saying a word to me.

But I knew he was thinking the same thing, so he completely ignored me.

I know clearly that Liang Xianyi hates me. He hates me for leaving the palace without saying a word. He hates me for hiding my name in Northern Xinjiang and making him sad for my "death". He also hates me for having a close relationship with Fan Li. He also hates...

But even so, he still wanted to take me back to the palace. Why did he let me go when he saw the hand-drawn map?

Did he think I wanted to find Fan Li?Am I thinking of Fan Li?

But in fact, although I miss Fan Li, when I drew that picture, I just thought, how far is it from Northern Xinjiang to Nanzhao?How can I get there?

Thinking of the past, I couldn't help but sigh again, thinking: "At that time, once others knew that I was awake, I would go to the palace. Where would I have the chance to go to Nanzhao? I was just thinking about it."

But this is good, if you can regain your freedom, what else do you want?
I thought for a while and said to Sun Zeyu: "I committed the crime of deceiving the emperor, and the emperor was naturally angry. The reason why he let it go is because I saved his life before, so he spared mine. I I don’t want to enter the palace. Your Majesty is the most powerful person in the world. Since he has forgiven me, he will never do anything that makes things difficult for others."

Sun Zeyu nodded: "That's very good. It's very good that your long-cherished wish has been fulfilled and you don't have to hide anymore."

I lowered my head and smiled, but my heart felt cramped.

If I had known what would happen today, I would rather not leave the palace.

No, I would rather not have the love I had with Liang Xianyi... It was so sweet then, but it is so bitter today.

But it was too late to say anything, Xing'er would not come back to life, and Fan Li's arm would not recover.

Sun Zeyu's voice rang in my ears again: "The emperor has been on the throne for several years, but there has been no draft, and the position of queen has been vacant for a long time. Last winter, a decree was suddenly issued to confer Concubine Jin as queen. Not long after, I heard Eunuch An say that you are awake. Here we are. At that time, I was still wondering why you wanted to make a concubine when you were clearly awake? Now I know that the emperor has really let go."

"Lord Sun, you really commend me. Sooner or later, the position of queen must be established, and the harem must be enriched. However, the war has been tight in the past, and now that the government is stable, the affairs of the harem have also been put on the agenda."

Sun Zeyu smiled and shook his head, stared at me deeply and said, "Miss Lin, what are your plans for the future?"

"The world is so big, you can go anywhere. The first place you want to go is your hometown. Mr. Sun, tell me, what do you want me to bring for you?"

He chuckled lightly: "I don't need the girl to bring anything with me. My family has all moved to the capital, and there is no one left in my hometown."

I was startled, and suddenly I remembered that Liang Xianyi sent Zhuqing to pick me up from a small fishing village and brought me back to Beijing. Sun Zeyu chased my sedan and ran a long way.

At that time, Master Sun, who I thought would live in a small fishing village forever, actually moved his family to the capital.After saying goodbye to Sun Zeyu, I walked and stopped all the way.

I walked straight for three months before arriving in Fujian.

Every day when I went to worship at my mother's tomb, I would go to the temple on the mountain to discuss Buddhism and chant sutras with the abbot. My days were very relaxing and peaceful.

I rebuilt the golden body of the Bodhisattva enshrined in the temple.

Every time I look up again, I feel even more sacred and solemn.

The Bodhisattva's eyes were half-closed, with a look of compassion, as if the suffering and joy, anger and delusion in the world were like passing smoke.

The host asked me: "The donor's ancestral home is in Jiangnan. Why not move the remains of the donor's mother to Jiangnan?"

I said: "My mother is too tired. She came here and wants to rest here, so let her rest here."

Here you will be accompanied by the sound of temple bells, the sound of waves, and surrounded by mountains and forests.

At the foot of the mountain, there is also the house she built with her own hands.

Unlike Jiangnan, that is the territory of the Lin family.

This is my father's territory.

She can truly rest and enjoy happiness when she is alone, refreshed, quiet, and no one needs to worry about her.

After living in Fujian for more than two months, I set off back to Jiangnan.

The Lin family's house still looks intact on the outside, but it's just deserted on the inside.

Several families of former tenant farmers lived inside, and the debris was piled up and it was no longer in shape.

I walked out of the house and walked aimlessly along the bluestone road.

As we walked, we arrived at the alley.

That was the alley where I met Liang Xianyi for the first time.

It was quiet inside, and time seemed to have stopped in this alley.

I walked to the place where I found him, slowly sat on the ground, leaned against the wall, and looked up at the line of sky above the alley.

Clear sky.

Xing'er said: "It's been almost three days, but he's still alive."

I took out a bag of money and gave it to Xing'er, and kept saying, "Go to the doctor quickly, go quickly!"

"This, this, why should we ask for trouble?"

"Human life is at stake. Even a cat or dog cannot just watch it die. Go! Otherwise, don't talk to me anymore!"

Xing'er ran away.

……

I turned my head and looked into the alley. My vision was blurry, as if I was running away in excitement.

"Hey! Robbery!" A shout brought me back to my senses.

(End of this chapter)