I, the mortal, come from the great world of Xuanhuang

"You need to understand one thing: everything I'm doing now is for myself. Although some things in this process might benefit you, like those tragedies I mentioned, it's because I don't want to see those tragedies happen. Mainly, those tragedies shouldn't have happened in the first place, so I'm preparing to stop them. Although you might gain some benefits in this process, lose some tragedies, and lose fewer friends and family, it doesn't mean I'm doing this for your own good. I don't have that kind of time. I just think it's such a pity that those people sacrificed themselves because of you. Mainly because you don't deserve it, you know? Mainly because you don't deserve it. If you did, it would be fine, but unfortunately, you don't. In my eyes, you're just a piece of trash."

"Since you're a piece of trash, you naturally don't deserve so many people liking you, so many people loving you. You don't deserve it, you really don't deserve it. They shouldn't have liked you, shouldn't have fallen in love with you. They might have had a perfect life, or even if it wasn't perfect, they shouldn't have ended up like this, because of you causing tragedy. They might even lose their lives, they might even lose their families. That's right, because of you, they might lose their relatives and friends, lose everything. Do you know? They will eventually lose everything around them because of you, lose everything that should have belonged to them because of you. Because of you, they lost their relatives and friends, and you're still there offering false comfort. Maybe you have some sincerity, but in reality, you don't have any sincerity at all. If you were truly sincere, you should just end your own life, because your existence will only make the people around you suffer more and more, more and more, to the point of being unbearable."

"At that time, what do you think they should do? What can they do? Their only option is to end their own lives, and that is a tragedy. So my existence is to resolve this tragedy, to prevent them from sacrificing themselves, to prevent them from sacrificing themselves and their relatives and friends because of a useless person like you."

"Do you think they would still choose to know you if they knew they would lose their friends and family because of you? I don't think so. Because of you, they lost their friends and family, their loved ones. Do you think they would let you go? Would they still sacrifice for you? Would they still pay such a high price for you? They wouldn't, they absolutely wouldn't, because they're not that stupid. You're far inferior to their family, at least at that time. They wouldn't sacrifice so much for you. They might have already cut you into a thousand pieces, torn you to pieces, and chopped you into eight pieces, because they didn't want their friends and family to die for that reason."

"But unfortunately, because of you, they have to bear this pain. They shouldn't have to bear this pain, but because of you, they have to bear this pain. They have no choice. Because of you, because of your influence, they have to bear this pain. It's like a crime called 'exterminating nine generations of one's family,' but you are different; you are the one who exterminates eighteen generations. What does this mean? It means that anyone who has even the slightest connection with you will be affected and harmed. Shouldn't you die?"

"You should know what I mean. Don't rush to deny it, don't rush to say you wouldn't do it, wouldn't do such a thing, wouldn't let it happen. Don't rush to deny it; these are not things you can decide, because these are things your enemies can decide. Do you understand what kind of person you are? You are a scourge, a complete and utter scourge, a total scourge. The extent of your harm is beyond everyone's imagination. You could say that because of even the slightest connection with you, many people are implicated, and they shouldn't have been implicated at all. Just because they have even the slightest connection with you, they have to suffer such consequences, lose their relatives and friends, lose everything around them, lose those who originally loved them and those they loved. Just because they are associated with you. So don't you think you deserve to die? You really are a damnable bastard, a complete, utterly, and thoroughly deserving of death. And do you understand what I'm saying?"

"So don't think I'm doing this for your own good, that I'm doing this for your benefit, that I'm trying to please you. That's pure nonsense, pure rubbish. It's simply impossible, completely impossible. This kind of thing is absolutely meaningless and has no benefit, so don't think about it. It's pointless, no matter how much you think about it, it won't do any good because it will never happen. I want to change things, I just want to save those who are affected by you. They shouldn't be affected like this. They should have a better world, a better future, a happier life. But because of you, they don't have that life, they don't have that happiness, they don't have their own family and friends. All of this is undoubtedly caused by you, so I hope you can get away from them and not appear in their world. This is for their own good, not for your own. If you really want to be a good person, don't do these things, don't involve them. Of course, you can say that these are not things you can decide."

"But there is one thing you can decide, something you can completely decide yourself, something you can absolutely do. It's easy for you to do it; you could say no one can stop you from doing it—that is death. Once you're dead, none of this will happen. None of what I just said will happen. That's what you can do. Do you understand? If you don't understand, then I'll say it again: to stop those people from dying, you must die first. If you don't want the people around you to lose their loved ones, then the simplest way is for you to choose death directly. Once you're dead, those things will..." It won't happen. That's the only choice you can make. I know you have a plan for revenge, you have thoughts of hatred, and your hatred, your revenge, is what you must do. But in this process, far too many people will die because of you. They shouldn't have died, but because of your stupidity, your recklessness, your bastardhood, they have to die. They must die so that you can grow. Of course, you can't entirely blame yourself; you can only blame those old fogies who think the same way. They want you to become incredibly strong, incredibly resilient, and then control you, turning you into a sharp blade in their hands so they can solve many problems.

"There are some things they can't do themselves, some things they can't handle, and some things they simply can't do. That's why they need your help. One person might not be able to control you, but ten or a hundred could completely control you, because your life has already been arranged perfectly by them. Your life has long been arranged perfectly by them, it's been arranged flawlessly by them—perfect in their eyes, of course. In reality, it's a life full of tragedy, a tragedy you can't change, a life you simply can't change. To be honest, I really feel sorry for your life."

"This kind of life shouldn't exist in the first place, but those old fogies insist that this kind of life should belong to you. So what should you do? You should resist this kind of life. Perhaps you think I'm trying to sow discord between you and those old fogies, but have you ever thought about why I'm trying to sow discord? I admit I am. What I'm saying is true. Those tragedies shouldn't have happened, but because of those old fogies, they have to happen. They can only happen, they must happen. Only in this way can you become strong enough, only in this way can you become resilient enough, only in this way can you fulfill their ideas, fulfill their will, do what they want to do but can't, do what they want to do but can't do. Sigh, to be honest, your life has already been arranged very well by them. If it weren't for these tragedies, your life would be truly enviable. But it's because of these tragedies that you've grown. This isn't what I'm saying. These are the words of those old fogies, not mine."

"You could also think I'm trying to sow discord between you and them. To be honest, I was indeed trying to sow discord. I've already made it very clear before that I was indeed trying to sow discord, but you should know that everything I said is true."

"Alright, you don't need to say anymore. No matter how much you say, I won't listen. So what if there are more tragedies? Can you make this world free of tragedy? Tragedies are unavoidable, they can never be avoided. Don't you understand that? Some things are simply unchangeable, some things are difficult to change. No matter what you say, I won't do what you say, because I know that whether I follow their arrangements or yours, I will only end up as a puppet of both of you. So I will absolutely not do what you say. Therefore, you'd better leave. That will only benefit you, not harm you. You don't need to stay by my side. Even if you stay, it won't be of any use. I won't do what you command. I really don't have the mood to do what you command."

"Following your orders will bring me no benefit whatsoever; it will mean absolutely nothing to me. Following your orders would only make me your puppet. What's the difference between being your puppet and being theirs? You all just want to use me to do what you can't, don't you? I know all of this, I understand it, I'm fully aware of it, but so what? What good will it do? What can it change? Nothing can be changed. Even if I do as you say, what can I change? I can't actually change anything, can I? If I do as you say, I can..." "Change what? What do you think I can change? These tragedies will still happen, but you'll be able to intervene when they do. You'll make them care about you, and then you'll gradually replace me, replace my identity, replace everything that originally belonged to me. That's your goal. That's what you want to change. You want to take my place. Only in this way can you gain huge benefits, only in this way can you get what you want. Isn't that right? You should know very well what your purpose is, so stop pretending to be a gentleman here. You can't pretend here, and I will no longer be deceived by you."

"If you won't be deceived by me, then you'll be deceived by those old geezers. Do you really think those old geezers have any good intentions? They have absolutely no good intentions. They're just like me, even more despicable than me. I can at least make things a little better for you, but they have no intention of making things better for you at all. You could say they just want to make you their puppet, but I don't think that way. At least I can give you enough security. I can help you solve some things you can't solve, and I can reduce some tragedies in your life and around you. But now it seems you don't deserve me to do that. Since you don't deserve me to do that, then I'll see what your life is like. I want to see if your life is really full of those tragedies, those tragedies that could have been avoided, but you just won't believe me, insisting on believing those old geezers are doing you a favor. I admit those old geezers have some connection to you, some history with you, but none of those old geezers are good people, not one of them is good. I hope you understand what I mean by that." (End of Chapter)