"Alright, alright, I'm absolutely not leaving. Do whatever you want, it's none of my business. If you insist on making me leave, there's only one way: you have to say goodbye and die. Once you're dead, everything will be fine. Even if I wanted to stay, I wouldn't be going to hell, right? So that's the only way. You can die early too. As long as you die early, nothing will happen. I can guarantee that, I can guarantee that, so you can rest assured."

"As long as you die, there will definitely be no problem. If you don't die, then there will be a big problem. You will likely die without a burial place. I can be sure of that."

"After all, the road ahead is extremely dangerous, so dangerous that even a nine-out-of-ten chance of death is not enough to describe it, it can even be said that there is no chance of survival. Under such circumstances, if you don't want to die, you have to obediently listen to me. If you don't obediently listen to me, then there is only one way out: death."

"As for whether it's a dead end or not, you should know very well. So don't ask me why I'm being so cruel, or why I'm telling you so much. It's mainly because you're utterly useless, utterly useless. That's why I'm saying this. If you were even slightly useful, I wouldn't be saying this, because at least you'd have some use. But it turns out I was overthinking it. You really are completely useless, utterly useless. You've disappointed me beyond words. In this situation, you might as well die. You might as well hurry up and die, then perhaps there would be a tiny chance for your future. But it turns out I was just overthinking it. You don't seem to be willing to die. Anyway, it has nothing to do with me anymore. It's up to you. Take care of yourselves. Don't ask me why anymore. Take care of yourselves. I definitely won't leave. As for when I leave, that's my own business, and it has nothing to do with you."

"You don't need to keep arguing like this. The fact is, you're not leaving. Since you're not leaving, then we can leave, right? Since you're unwilling to leave, if we leave, you probably won't be able to stay by our side anymore, right?"

"If that's the case, then it doesn't count as me losing. If that's the case, then you can all hurry up and go die. After all, according to the original plan and arrangement, you should be obediently staying where you're supposed to be now?"

"Fine, fine, fine, do whatever you want, whatever you want, I don't care anymore, just do whatever you want. I was trying to help you, but I never expected you to be this stupid. To be honest, like I said before, if you had any brains at all, you wouldn't be this stupid. Unfortunately, you don't have any brains at all. In this situation, what can I do? I have absolutely no way out. To be honest, have you done anything right by me? You have completely wronged me, absolutely wronged me, without the slightest bit of remorse. I've done so much, and what's the result? You haven't done anything right at all. Don't you think you've gone too far? I think you've gone way too far, absolutely too far. You haven't done anything right at all. In this situation, what am I supposed to do? I have absolutely no way out, you can say I have absolutely no way out, not even the slightest bit."

"But you still blame me, thinking I ruined your lives, ruined your plans, ruined your schedules. To be honest, your plans didn't need me to ruin them at all, and I had absolutely no intention of ruining them. Those plans wouldn't have any impact whatsoever, not even the slightest bit. But you just wouldn't use your brains. Since you're brainless, what can I say? I don't need to say anything. I can just wait for you to become brainless and then bring about your own destruction, right? In the end, I still had a kind heart and didn't do that, because I knew that if I lacked that one bit of kindness..." If you have no compassion, then you are truly not far from death. So all I can do is possess this compassionate heart. Without it, you are indeed close to death, with absolutely no chance of survival. In this situation, what can I do? I have no other options. I can only try my best to protect you, to keep you alive. What can I do? I have absolutely no other options. But what have you given me? Nothing. You gave me absolutely nothing. What did you give me? Nothing at all. You are truly a bunch of fools, you are truly a bunch of fools. "You idiots, the kind of idiots who are hopelessly stupid. To be honest, your stupidity is utterly incurable. That's why I've been cursing you for so long, repeating myself like this, because I simply can't stand your stupidity. What are you trying to achieve by being so stupid? What are you even doing? For your ideals, for your beliefs? Well, let me tell you, it's completely unnecessary. You have absolutely no need to do this. Because your ideals, because your beliefs, are completely impossible to achieve. In the end, it will only lead to utter chaos. When nothing exists, when everything ceases to exist, do you still need these things? You absolutely don't need them. You just need to follow my instructions step by step. But I feel like you don't seem to have that intention, you're not doing it my way at all. In this situation, what can I do? I can only curse you all without any restraint, only that way can make you wake up a little, but you don't seem to have the slightest intention of waking up, really, you don't have even the slightest intention of waking up. You can say that you have absolutely no sense of waking up, you think I'm ruining your plans, affecting your lives, it's really too heartbreaking. It's really too heartbreaking, you know? It's too heartbreaking."

"You don't need to insult us anymore. It's pointless and completely meaningless. Do you understand that no matter how much you do, it's all for naught? This world doesn't welcome you. Your existence is utterly superfluous. Don't you understand? Since you're superfluous, why don't you leave? Why don't you leave quickly? You should leave now so you can get what you deserve. If you don't leave, you'll only humiliate yourself. If you don't leave, you'll only bring more shame upon yourself." You've brought trouble upon yourself; you should be well aware of that. Why won't you believe it? Why won't you believe it? Continuing to stay in this world will only make others see you as a menace, a completely uncontrollable menace. Don't you understand that? Don't you know that? In other people's eyes, you're just a menace they can't control. Once you have that kind of evaluation, you should know how miserable your fate will be. Why keep clinging to this? You should leave. You shouldn't stay here any longer; you must leave. You should leave immediately; you must leave. If you don't leave, what will the consequences be? You should know that. You should know that.

"Alright, alright, you don't need to repeat yourself anymore. It's pointless and meaningless. You should know this very well. You should understand this perfectly well. Whether to leave or not? This is not something you should ask, nor is it something you should concern yourself with. To be honest, you shouldn't concern yourself with this kind of thing. If you shouldn't concern yourself with it, you'll be able to live a little longer."

"Alright, stop wasting your breath. It's pointless for you to keep talking, because I'm not leaving, and I won't leave. You should know that very well. If I leave, you might die, and you should know that better than I do. What will be the consequences of my departure? You should know that perfectly well. If you don't want to die, then don't make me leave. If you want to die, then I won't leave now. Because this is the path I've chosen, not the path you've chosen. You should know that very well. This is the path I've chosen, and it has nothing to do with you. Stop wasting your breath on me. Just do what you need to do. No matter how much you keep arguing, I won't change my mind or my course of action. Only you know the consequences; no one else does. Only you know your fate; no one else does. You should know that very well. Don't ask me anymore. This matter is irrelevant and useless. I think you understand that very well, and you understand your current situation. So, getting out of here is the right thing to do, instead of just wasting your breath."
"You're right. Logically, I should leave, so everyone's happy. But I don't think I'm bad; I'm excellent, very good, very outstanding. Because I'm a good person, I absolutely cannot leave. If I leave, those tragedies will inevitably occur, and once those tragedies happen, many bad things will follow. Once those things happen, the consequences and entanglements will be beyond anyone's ability to resolve. You can't resolve it for me, I can't resolve it, nobody can resolve it. Why let those tragedies happen in the first place? They shouldn't happen, they absolutely shouldn't happen. If they do, it's inappropriate for everyone, so they absolutely cannot happen." I don't want that kind of thing to happen. That's why I'm here, that's why I have to be here. I hope you can understand this, but I can tell you don't, you don't understand at all, you don't understand what I'm saying at all. It's really, really a tragic thing, to be honest. It's really not a good thing. Your situation, my situation, are not good things, to be honest, that's true; if your situation is good, my situation is good, everyone's situation is good, that's simply a joke, a complete joke, it's simply impossible. So don't think about such things, it's completely unrealistic, there's no need to think about it, no need to face it, no need to care, there's really no need to... Don't worry about these things. There's really no need to care, absolutely no need to care. If you insist on caring, it only proves one thing: you've got your head stuck in a door. If your head hadn't been stuck in a door, you wouldn't have done such things. It's precisely because your head was stuck in a door that you did such things. I didn't want to do these things, but I had no choice. What can I do? I'm so kind. It's because I'm too kind that so many things happen. It's because I'm so kind that so many bad things happen. But it's also because I'm too kind that I don't want so many things to happen. So many tragedies shouldn't have happened in the first place. Why did they have to happen? Why did they have to happen? Sigh, it really is... It's a really troubling thing, to be honest, it's truly a headache for me. I don't want so many tragedies to happen, but so many tragedies have happened nonetheless. What can I do? I can only do my best, face it and deal with it as best I can. There's just no other way, absolutely no way. If there were even a sliver of a way, I wouldn't be in such a headache. It's precisely because there's no way that I'm in such a headache. Don't you think so? Don't you think so? Don't you think so? Okay, okay, I know you won't answer. If you did, I wouldn't be in this headache all this time. It's precisely because you won't answer me that I'm in this headache all this time. I shouldn't be in this headache all this time, but I have to be in this headache all this time. (End of Chapter)

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