I, the mortal, come from the great world of Xuanhuang

"Honestly, I'm so tired, so incredibly tired. I've been arguing with you all for so long, but you keep coming and going, leaving me no time to rest. I just don't understand why you insist on driving me away. I've already promised not to interfere in your affairs anymore, and I hope you won't interfere in mine either, but why won't you listen? Why do you insist that I'm sabotaging your plans? I admit I have sabotaged your plans, I admit that, I really have to admit it. If I didn't sabotage your plans, I wouldn't feel comfortable, and if I felt uncomfortable, the consequences would be very serious. And if it got that serious, I would definitely do something even more outrageous. But I..." If you do something even more outrageous, you'll definitely be the ones who suffer. Don't you agree? Isn't that right? Since what I said is correct, then you shouldn't cause any more trouble, okay? If you keep causing trouble, then I'll have no choice but to deal with you all. Then you'll be happy, but I'll be unhappy, nobody's happy—how tragic would that be, right? We could all be happy, but you just don't think so. You think I'm a menace, and I think you're a menace too. A whole bunch of menaces, right? You could have done so much better, yet you insist on using your power to torment innocent people and create so many tragedies. Really, don't you think you've gone too far?"

"You certainly don't think you've gone too far; you only think you've done the right thing, that you haven't done anything wrong, that what you've done is absolutely correct, perfectly correct, incomparably correct. I understand all of that, I get it. But understanding is one thing, knowing is another, but I don't think what you're doing is right. You say that's the truth? I think that's the truth, isn't it? That's how it is. That's how everything in the world is. No matter what you say, no matter how you argue, you can't change the truth, you can't change the facts. You insist on being self-righteous, insist on thinking that everything you've done is right. I have no problem with that, I have no opinion, I don't want to have any opinion, really, I really don't want to have any opinion, really. But if I didn't..." As for opinions, no one can offer them. I really don't know what to say, I really don't know what to do, I really don't know what to do, and I don't know what to say. I don't know how to dissuade you, because you've already made up your minds. Even if I try to dissuade you, it's useless. You'll only think I'm meddling, that I'm ruining your plans, that I've done something wrong. I can admit all of that; I understand. I know that everything you're saying has meaning and value. But for me, it has no meaning or value. Don't you understand that? Don't you get it? You understand, but you just don't want to admit it; you simply don't want to admit it.

"Alas, it's truly a pity, so very a pity. I originally thought you were all upright and honorable gentlemen."

"Looks like I was overthinking things. Now it seems I really was overthinking. If I had thought less, I wouldn't be in this situation. Don't you think so? Sigh, it's a headache. I wanted to change all of this, but I found myself to be the clown. But even as the clown, I have to make everyone happy, right? I must make everyone happy. If I don't make everyone happy, what's the point of my life? My life would be meaningless because I came here specifically for this purpose. If I can't change this, then leaving is the right thing to do, right? But I refuse to leave. If I leave, it will fulfill your wishes. You'll feel like you've won, like you've achieved a great victory, like you've already won. In that case, your chances of winning will be even greater. Without me, this menace, your chances of winning are too great, too great to be imagined, too great to be invincible."

"I understand all of this, I comprehend it, I know it all. You don't need to say anything here. I understand, I know it all, I'm aware of it all. What can I say? I really don't know what to say. In short, I understand everything you've done. I'm not some clueless fool. Really, I understand it very well, I understand your reasons for doing it, your purpose. Really, I understand it very well, I understand a lot, I understand it beyond your imagination, I understand it unbearable for you. Really, I really am unbearable for you, I know that. So I hope you can use your brains a little, okay? Can you use your brains a little? That way, my pressure will be reduced a lot. If you use your brains a little, my pressure will be lessened. I really hope my pressure can be reduced a lot, really, my pressure will really be reduced a lot. This is the truth, this is the facts, this is the truth, this is the truth. There's nothing else." That's all, that's the only fact. It really is the fact, it really is the fact. I don't know what to say anymore, I don't know what to do anymore. I just hope you can understand this. If you don't understand, then pretend I didn't say anything. I know you will understand, because I've made it very clear. If you don't understand, then you are really too stupid, hopelessly stupid, utterly hopeless. Okay, you should go do what you should be doing. Don't come here anymore. Coming here is useless. What use can coming here be? Coming here is completely useless. That's the fact, that's the truth. That's really the fact, that's really the truth. Really, I can't say any more. I just hope you can understand this. Whether you understand the rest or not is no longer important. In my understanding, it's not important. As for whether it's important or not in your understanding, that's your business. It has nothing to do with me, and I won't care about it.

"Go back now, go back to what you should be doing, instead of wasting all your energy on me. Wasting it on me is completely useless, utterly useless. That's the truth, that's the real thing. It's completely pointless, utterly useless. I'm telling the truth, I hope you understand. I hope you can comprehend it, really, I really hope you can understand, I really hope you can know, I really hope you can support me."

"If you want our support, you must first leave. You should be clear about that. If you don't leave, then saying anything more will be useless. You should also be clear about that."

"I—yes, I should say you simply don't understand what I mean. I've already made myself perfectly clear: I won't leave, I absolutely will not leave. If I leave, wouldn't my trip have been for nothing? So you should do as I say, not make me leave. You should support me, but you can't make me leave. If you make me leave, you can't bear the consequences. If you don't make me leave, then I can only say that what you're doing is absolutely right, absolutely, absolutely right, right to the extreme. Really, you're absolutely right to the extreme, unimaginably right, truly unimaginable. You haven't done it in your hearts, you haven't done it at all, not even a little bit, really not a little bit."

"You're still so self-righteous, still so presumptuous, still thinking you're capable. You really don't understand what I'm saying. Honestly, I think you've lost your minds. I'm not wrong, I'm not wrong at all. Unfortunately, you're completely oblivious. You think you're capable, you think you're powerful, you think you can control everything, control the fate of all living beings in the world. Really, that's what you really think, that's your mindset. I know it clearly, I understand it perfectly well. I just hope you can use your brains a little, so you don't lead this world into hell. Although your universe itself has hell, I don't want you to lead this world into hell. That would be bad for everyone, absolutely no good, not even the slightest bit. But you don't realize it, you think everything you're doing is right. I'm speechless, truly speechless, truly speechless. It's a terrible headache, a terrible headache, an unimaginable headache, I simply can't imagine it." My head is throbbing with pain right now. Seriously, I can't even imagine how stupid you all must be to even think like this. I'm stating facts, facts that already exist, not just rambling on. I'm stating a fact, whether you believe it or not, it's the truth, really, it's all true. Ugh, my head hurts, my head hurts, my head hurts. It's just a pity you're all so stupid, so incredibly stupid. It's truly driving me to the brink of despair, beyond words. Seriously, I'm "thankful" to you for letting me realize that there are such stupid idiots in this world. It's really made me realize that there are such idiots in this world, really. I never thought there were such idiots in this world, but now I do, and I've seen it all. Seriously, I see it very clearly now. I hope you can use your brains in the future and stop being so self-righteous. Continuing to be so self-righteous will bring you absolutely no benefit, not even the slightest bit. I just hope you can understand this and stop thinking about those irrelevant things. Those irrelevant things have nothing to do with you. Seriously, what do all that stuff have to do with you? Absolutely none. At least, it has absolutely nothing to do with me. I'm certain of that. I just hope you understand this, and I really hope you understand this. Don't think about those things; they're all unimportant, completely unimportant. At least, I think they're utterly unimportant, with absolutely no possibility of being important. Sigh, truly, absolutely no possibility of being important. I just hope you understand this, don't think about those things, because it's meaningless, really meaningless, utterly pointless, without the slightest meaning or significance. That's how I feel about you, and that's my advice to you. Whatever you think, that's how I feel. I just hope this world stops being ravaged by you idiots. Really, this world is already unlucky enough. If it's further ravaged by you idiots, I don't know what it will become, how terrible it will become. Really, that would be awful. It's absolutely terrible, the worst kind of terrible. I can't even describe it, I can't face it. I just hope you can use your brains a little bit, a little bit. If you can't, then I can only say you should just hurry up and die, the faster the better, the sooner the better. Seriously, the sooner the better, the sooner you die, the more at ease and happier I'll be. I'm telling the truth, not a lie, it's the real truth. Whether you believe it or not, I'm telling the truth, whether you think it's true or not, I'm telling the truth, I can be sure of that, I can confirm it. "Alright. Go do what you need to do. Don't bother me here, it's pointless, utterly pointless, not even a little bit. Even if you bother me here, it won't do any good, because all of this shouldn't exist. If this existed, I wouldn't be in this mess. Really, I really don't want to be in this state of mind, but I have no choice. If I don't, the consequences will be unpredictable. I hope you understand, I hope you can comprehend, I hope you can understand." (End of Chapter)