I, the mortal, come from the great world of Xuanhuang

"Actually, you want to save this world and the entire universe, right? It's not just about changing those tragedies. Changing those tragedies wouldn't be difficult for you, and you wouldn't need to stay here for so long. In fact, you want to save the entire world and the universe, but you're having a headache because they've been forcing you to change everything in ways you don't want to. It's this point, not those things. You don't want to be forced into this path, so you chose this one, right?"

"Are you out of your mind? I'm not that kind of person. How could I be so kind? I just want to feel better. To be precise, I just want to feel a little better. I'm not thinking about anything else. I hope you understand that. I hope you understand that you shouldn't think about those messy things. Those messy things have nothing to do with you. Not even the slightest bit. Really, those messy things have absolutely nothing to do with you. Don't think about what they have to do with you. Just do your own thing and don't think about things that have nothing to do with you. You don't need anything else at all."

"Saving this world, saving this universe, there are more suitable candidates. Don't think I can help you; you have your own most suitable candidates, and that candidate isn't me. As for me, I just want to do what I should do, not what I'm obligated to do. I have no obligation to do anything, and I don't want to do those things. These things have nothing to do with me. I really have no mood to do them, nor do I want to prepare to save any world. Saving the world brings me no benefit, no use, and no purpose. What can I gain from saving the world? What do I want? I can get it immediately if I just ask and I'm willing. There's no need to save any world. Saving the world has nothing to do with me; you should understand that clearly. Don't think about those messy things anymore. What I want to do, I can do myself. I don't need to think, I don't need to do, I don't need to ask, I don't need to care. These are all things I can do, things I must do. I just want to improve my mood; it's that simple. I hope you can understand. If you don't understand, that's okay too. Anyway, for me..." These aren't important things, whether they're important or not doesn't really matter. Sigh, it's really a headache, a real headache, an absolute headache, so headache-inducing that I don't even know what to do. The problem is, even if I wanted to do it well, you wouldn't allow it, right? Isn't that right? I think that's exactly right. There are clearly many things that could be done better, but you just won't, and don't want to. Sigh, this is really a headache. Okay, you all do what you need to do. I'll do what I need to do. Don't think about those useless things. I won't think about those useless things, and I won't do those useless things. Those useless things have nothing to do with me, I can guarantee that. They have absolutely nothing to do with me, not even the slightest bit. If there were even the slightest connection, things wouldn't be like this. Don't you think that makes sense? I think that's exactly right, absolutely right, there's no other way.

"But what you're saying is mostly just an excuse, an excuse you're unwilling to admit, an excuse to save the world. You actually want to save the world, but you don't know how to say it. You also know that once you say it, you'll have more trouble, which isn't good for you. So you want to change everything in this way, you want to change everything in your own way, to save the world."

"Then you can do what you want. Am I right?"

"What you're saying sounds more like you're being clever for your own good, you know? You're completely being clever for your own good, utterly and completely. There's no one who loves being cleverer than you. Do you know what you're doing? You're doing something incredibly stupid, nothing could be more stupid. Although I could change all of this, I think it's better not to change you. That way, you'll understand just how stupid, how incredibly stupid, everything you're doing really is. To be honest, everything you're doing is incredibly stupid, nothing could be more stupid than you. I don't want you to be this stupid, but what can I do? You've got your head stuck in a door, haven't you?"

"What can I do in this situation? I can't do anything, I can't do anything at all. I just hope your head can come back to normal and you won't do such stupid things anymore. Such stupid things are not good for you. You need to understand this."

"I'm not trying to save the world, and I don't want to. What's the point of saving the world? It's completely useless, utterly useless. So don't think too highly of me. I'm really not as good as you think, I don't deserve your high regard. Really, do whatever you want, don't think about good things from me. Don't think I can save the world, really don't have that kind of thought, not even a little bit, you really don't need to have that kind of thought, not even a tiny bit. It will only benefit you, not harm you at all."

"Just do what you're supposed to do; you really don't need to do anything else."

“I haven’t thought about doing anything else. I just hope you will step in and save the world, save the universe. I think that’s what you should do. You must do it because if anyone else does it, the losses will be too great. We don’t know how to avoid those losses. You have the ability and the skill.”

"You're absolutely right. I have the ability, I have the skill, but why would I do it? Am I out of my mind? Is there any benefit to doing this? Why should I do it? What benefit would I get? I don't think I get any benefit at all. Since I get no benefit at all, then doing this is just asking for trouble. I think I definitely am. There's nothing more frustrating than this. So, to avoid getting my head stuck in a door, I will absolutely not do it. I hope you understand this. If you don't understand, then pretend I never told you, which is equivalent to me not telling you these things."

"But it's far too difficult for anyone else to do this, and the price they have to pay is far too high. Don't you want to save those tragedies? Don't you want to change those tragedies? This is the best way. You can change those tragedies and save the whole world, the whole universe. Isn't that a wonderful thing? Why not do it? What's wrong with it? For you, these things really don't matter. I don't think these things really matter."

"What you said is absolutely right, completely right. There's not a single mistake, not even the slightest one. Really, all your advice is correct. I understand it, I know it's not wrong, except for the idea that I'm a savior. I do have the ability to save the world, to save the universe. But have you ever thought about why I would do this? It's to change those tragedies. To change those tragedies, I don't need to save the world, to save the universe. Besides, I don't think others have done anything wrong. They've done the right thing, without any mistakes whatsoever. I think there's absolutely nothing wrong with it." There's no need to disrupt their plans. You're just trying to use me, and they haven't intended to harm me. Why should I follow your wishes and do what you say? I'm not crazy, am I? I think that's the point. As long as I'm not crazy, there are many things that need to be done slowly. Don't think about those messy things, right? Those messy things have absolutely nothing to do with us. Not even the slightest bit. If there were even the slightest connection, we wouldn't have ended up like this, right? Isn't that right?

"So, the task of saving the world and the universe is entrusted to you. Don't think about anything else, and don't do anything else. You just need to cultivate diligently, slowly and steadily. You don't need to do anything else at all. Doing this well is what you should be doing. As for anything else, it's useless, absolutely useless, not at all. I just hope you can seize the time, slowly and steadily cultivate, and do these things well. Don't think about anything else. Don't be used by others. If you are used by others, it won't be good for you, it won't be good for anyone, at least not for me. I hope you can understand, and I hope you can comprehend. If you don't understand..." Pretend I never said anything, never asked anything. Sigh, it's truly a very painful thing, a very painful thing. Nothing could be more painful than this, truly nothing could be more painful. It's something unacceptable, yet unavoidable. Therefore, I will not become this savior. This savior role means nothing to me. I simply don't want to save the world. Saving the world brings no benefit whatsoever. Under these circumstances, if I wanted to save the world, wouldn't I be out of my mind? I absolutely will not do anything without sufficient benefit, nor could I possibly do it. Have I been out of my mind? Don't you agree?

"No matter what you say, you are ultimately the best candidate. There is no better candidate than you, and you can't deny that, right?"

"You're right, I am indeed the best candidate, there is no one more suitable than me. What you said is absolutely correct, without a doubt. I believe you are right, and I understand that you are right. I am not a savior, nor can I be one. Being a savior means absolutely nothing to me. I don't want to help anyone, save any world, or save any universe. Perhaps you think I want to save the universe and this world to be the savior, but in reality, I have no such inclination or desire. Really, I have absolutely no such thoughts; such thoughts are completely foreign to me."

"Do you understand what I'm saying? If you don't, then pretend I didn't say anything. If you do, that's for the best, then we'll have something in common. If you really don't understand, or if you're pretending not to understand just to get my help, then I can only say your head is probably crushed in a door, maybe even flattened into a sheet of paper. Only someone with a paper-thin head would think that way about me, because I've already made myself very clear. Don't think I'm some kind of good person, and I'm not. Anyone who's reached my level is definitely not a good person. My sister never told me to be a good person. Since my sister never told me to be a good person, then I won't be one, right? Because there's really no benefit to being a good person. To be honest, I don't want to be a good person, so you don't need to think about it anymore, okay?"

"If you want to save the world, go find my brother. If you don't want to save the world, then don't worry about anything else and just be yourself. Even if the world is destroyed, you can choose another world. That way, the world's destruction will have nothing to do with you. You should understand that, right? I don't need to say more, do I? If you don't, then just pretend I didn't say anything. That's all I have to say. Take care of yourself. Don't think about any other nonsense; it's pointless." (End of Chapter)