I, the mortal, come from the great world of Xuanhuang

"Do you think I should kill him? I think I should, but if I do, it'll be like completely breaking off all ties. In this situation, it's really awkward to completely eliminate him. Sigh, it's a really troublesome matter. If things were any better, I wouldn't be in this mess, and I wouldn't have ended up like this. Sigh, it's really a headache. But although it's a headache, it's also a good thing?"

Fang Yu's words aroused the curiosity of the person next to him, after all, he really didn't understand why Fang Yu hadn't made a move.

"Why is this considered a good thing? Why do you insist on thinking it's a good thing? I always feel like you're quite afraid of them?"

"I'm not afraid of them. In terms of status and position, they are no match for me at all. With their limited abilities, they think they can compare to me? That's a complete joke, utterly delusional. Who am I? I am the younger brother of the Heavenly Lord of Lightning. Under these circumstances, if they were to attack me, let alone whether they could actually do anything to me, they wouldn't be able to get past my sister alone. I don't want to implicate my sister. In fact, for my sister, destroying such a world would be far too easy, something she could do in a minute. Even I could have done it back then, but I didn't choose to do it, mainly because the consequences would be too severe. Although I could bear the consequences, I didn't need to do such a thing. Because there are far too many living beings involved, so many implicated, so many lives—I simply can't bear it, and I'm unwilling to."

"It's not that I'm particularly benevolent or merciful, but I simply can't. I can't deal with so many living beings; there are just too many, more than I can handle. How can I possibly act under these circumstances? I definitely can't, right? You agree, don't you? Since that's the point, there's no need to discuss these things in detail. It's really unnecessary, and I don't want to talk about these useless things. These things are utterly pointless. Since they're useless, what's there to discuss? I just want to ask you, should I annihilate them or not?"

"Since you've already said that, why are you still killing them? But there's one thing I really don't understand: why not leave? Your world should be much stronger, so you should leave, shouldn't you?"

“You’re right, I should leave, but I don’t want to leave now. What’s the point of leaving here? I’ve been running away, running away from reality, running away from the pressure our world puts on me, because that pressure is just too much, so much that I feel like I can’t finish it. Really, I just can’t finish it. This feeling is really driving me crazy. Since it’s a feeling of collapse, then there’s no point in continuing. There’s really no point in continuing. In this situation, what can I say? I can’t say anything, right? There’s no need for me to say anything.”

Fang Yu sighed and expressed his deepest fear, because that world was truly terrifying.

Under these circumstances, there is really no need to complete it.

"What you said is quite right, but something seems off?"

“I know it’s wrong, and I understand that what I’m saying is wrong, but I am indeed running away. I can’t face those things. If I do, I’ll die even faster. So, for the sake of my own life, I can only choose to run away. I can only run away from one world to another, and then hide away to do what I want to do, to comfort my heart, and to redeem my heart.”

"Otherwise, I feel really uneasy, absolutely uneasy. In this situation, what can you ask me to say? I can't say anything, I can't do anything, and I can't even think about those things. For me, they really have no meaning or value to say. In this situation, I can only complete what I should complete little by little. But what exactly should I complete? I really don't know, I have absolutely no idea what I should complete."

"Alright, I've said everything I needed to say, and I've also made it clear what I shouldn't have said. I hope you can understand a little bit. If you don't understand, then I really can't help you. If you do understand, then of course everything will be fine. I know it's wrong of me to keep running away like this, but I have no other choice, not a single way."

Fang Yu sighed and said, but the people around him didn't believe him at all.

"Stop pretending. I can probably guess what you're really thinking, but the current situation isn't something you can control just because you think it. You should know that very well. If you try to run away, it's no different from courting death. You should understand that better than I do."

"Of course I know, and I understand that I shouldn't keep running away, but I really have no other way besides running away. There's absolutely no other way. If there were even the slightest way, I wouldn't keep running away. I really wouldn't keep running away. But right now, I really have no other way. I hope you can understand, and I hope you can comprehend all of this. If you really don't understand, or if you really don't comprehend, I won't blame you, because this really has nothing to do with you, and nothing to do with anyone else."

"These are all my faults, these are all my faults, they have nothing to do with you, really nothing to do with you, not even the slightest bit."

"So you should go do your own thing. There's no point in coming here to find me. It's pointless and useless, absolutely useless. If you were even slightly useful, you wouldn't have ended up like this. Alright, let the others handle the rest. It has nothing to do with me anymore. If you keep pushing me, the consequences will be unimaginable."

"But you're supposed to save this world, you should save this universe, isn't that what you're supposed to do? Isn't that the purpose of your coming here?" "You're right, that's indeed my purpose in coming here, absolutely, without a doubt. You could say there's not a single mistake. But whether I can actually do it is still a question, right? Am I right? I feel like I can't do it, so in this situation, I basically have no other choice but to run away, right? Isn't that the truth?"

"I need to think about which world I should go to next. Haven't you all been wanting me to leave? Then I'll just get lost and stop bothering you."

"Alright, I've said everything I needed to say, and I haven't said anything I shouldn't have. Just do as I say, and leave the rest to me. There's no need to worry too much."

"Here you go. Didn't you just say you were going to run away? If you're going to run away, then what's the point of saying anything?"

"Although I say I want to escape, there are times when I really can't escape, so it's better not to escape. But sometimes I really have no choice."

"If I had even the slightest idea, things wouldn't have ended up like this. Don't you think so?"

"Alright, I've said everything that needed to be said, and I've also made it clear what I shouldn't have said, really. You should go back now and tell those guys what I told them. They're driving me crazy with their annoyance. I am indeed leaving, but sometimes I really don't know where to go, which world is more suitable for my situation. Really, my situation is really not good. Sigh, you should go back and tell them that I'm leaving soon, and to stop bothering me. It's no use bothering me anymore."

"You finally chose to leave, otherwise you would have had an even bigger headache. This is not a joke, but a fact, a very real fact. If you hadn't left, they would have really driven you crazy, because they knew that keeping you around would be a disaster, an unsolvable disaster. Under these circumstances, they had to find a way to get you out. Only in this way could they feel at ease, only in this way could they get what they wanted, only in this way could they do what they wanted. There was no other way, this was the path they had to take, and no one could change that. You should be very clear about this, and you should understand it very well."

"Of course I understand. If I didn't understand, how could I have left so easily? It's precisely because I understand their intentions so well that I had no choice but to leave. There was nothing I could do. If I had even the slightest idea, I wouldn't be in this situation. If I had even the slightest idea, I wouldn't be like this. Really, I have absolutely no way out, not even the slightest bit."

"So now I only have one path left: get out of here as soon as possible. If I don't leave now, I'm afraid I'll have a terrible headache. If I really don't leave now, I'll be the first one who might die from a headache. I have to say, their methods are really impressive, really impressive, really impressive. I really admire them for that. I have to admire them. I really admire them, I admire them so much. If I didn't admire them even a little bit, I would already be a dead man. That's why I have to admire them. I really admire them so much."

"But thankfully, there's still a solution. Now I just need to get out of here as soon as possible. If I don't hurry up and leave, I'll be the one who dies. I really won't let anyone else die. I don't want to die without a burial place like this. I don't want to die so quickly. There's really no need to die so fast, so fast that I don't even dare to face it. I'm afraid of death, aren't I? I'm very afraid of death. I'm terrified of death. If I weren't afraid of death, I wouldn't be saying so much, right?"

"I have absolutely no guilt about my fear of death. I understand perfectly well that it is normal for me to be afraid of death. If I were not afraid of death, I would have been dead long ago. In this situation, I have no better choice than to die as soon as possible. You should be very clear about this."

"Since that's the case, then you should leave as soon as possible. There's no need for you to stay here any longer. This place really doesn't welcome you, and there's nothing for you to do. You just need to leave. Really, what happens next has nothing to do with you. That's a fact, and it's the truth. You should know that, right? We don't need to say anything more, do we?"

"No, no, absolutely not. You can say anything more. I understand and accept all of this. I will handle everything myself. You can rest assured that there will be no problems. If any problems arise, just come to me. There's no problem at all. Just come to me, and I promise to solve all your problems. I've made everything very clear. Let's go wherever we need to go and not think about anything else."

“Go back and tell them that I will be leaving soon. They don’t need to think about it or ask any questions. There’s really no need for them to think about it or ask any questions. There’s absolutely no need. If there were even the slightest need, I wouldn’t have ended up like this. I hope you can understand.”

"Alright, that's all. You should go back and tell them not to think about those messy things. Those messy things are really unnecessary and meaningless to you. They really have no meaning at all. If they had any meaning at all, things wouldn't have ended up like this."

"Don't try to make yourself sound so pitiful. Don't think we don't know what you have—it's far more than anything we have. You're just pretending to be pitiful. So don't expect us to believe what you're saying. We know perfectly well whether you're pitiful or not." (End of Chapter)