Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 105: Have candles been eliminated?
"Can this consultation end here? I have to play games with my client's son." Ge Ge pointed to the phone.

"Of course," He Qingyan smiled, "Family time is the most important."

She put down the pen and gently pushed the consultation record in her hand. The consultation record slid all the way to Gege on the table.

"Please sign." He Qingyan made a gesture of invitation.

There is no signing process at all.

Gege picked up the consultation record and looked at it twice. When she put it down, she also put down her phone.

She glanced left and right, taking in her surroundings.

Wang Yi took a look at He Qingyan's consultation record. There was a sketch on it: a bed, a black figure holding an axe, and Xu Butian lying on the bed, with the part above his nose extending beyond the bed.

There are three details:
1. The ax head is sharp and realistic;

2. The shadow’s eyes are like real people;

Everyone present was not clear about the selection criteria for astronauts, but based on common sense, people with a history of mental illness may not be eligible.

"Of course." Chen Ke said, "With the development of the aerospace industry, there will be more and more astronauts, and the chances of ordinary people becoming astronauts will be greater. If you have excellent grades, you can become an astronaut as a scientific researcher."

The same shake of the head means different things.

"Elementary school, junior high school, high school, university, at which stage do you want to be a teacher?" Su Qing asked.

"Can you become an astronaut even if you have mental illness?"

"There is no limit to learning, but the time for studying will end sooner or later. What are you going to do when it ends?" Chen Ke asked again.

Gege Xu Tian continued to play with her fingers.

"I don't know if I can do it. I also want to be an astronaut."

When she asked questions, it was not like a psychiatrist treating a patient, but more like she was curious about Xu Tian.

After finishing writing, he raised his head and quickly lowered his head again, changing 'Ge Ge' to 'Xu Tian'.

"read."

Gege Xu Tian said nothing.

Not just astronauts, but any profession. If you learn that Gege Xu Tian has a history of mental illness and has a dual personality that can switch memories, will you hire her?
Perhaps she didn't answer the question, "Which level of teacher do you want to be?" because she knew it would be difficult for her to become a formal teacher.

"Yes." Gege replied.

"Besides reading and teaching others to read, what else do you want to do?" He Qingyan asked.

Gege lowered her head, put her hands on the table, and played with her nails. Facing Su Qing's question, she shook her head slightly.

"clear."

"You don't know, or you don't want to say it?" Su Qing asked.

"Xu Tian," Chen Ke asked softly, "You can talk to us, anything."

Gege shook her head.

Su Qing turned the consultation record to the next page: "Do you understand your current situation?"

Gu Ran wrote in the consultation record: Princess continued to play with her nails.

However, the law also stipulates that no theft is allowed, no red lights are allowed, and helmets are required.

Chills in the back.

As expected, you cannot look at the paintings of professional psychologists randomly.

"Confirm once," Su Qing asked, "Are you Xu Tian now?"

"Ah."

Even if there is an express provision, mental patients who have been discharged from hospital must not be discriminated against.

Chen Ke waited for three seconds to confirm that she would not take the initiative to speak, and then asked: "If you were the main personality, what are your plans for the future?"

"Or become a teacher in a special academy to teach children with congenital diseases to read. At this time, your mental illness history will give you more opportunities, thinking that you can be more understanding and more patient with those children."

"Are you going to be a teacher?"

Looking at this painting, Wang Yi felt like she had stepped into the shoes of "Xu Butian", as if her eyes had fallen into the eyeless sockets of "Xu Butian", facing a sharp axe, about to have half of his head chopped off.

3. Xu Butian was lying on the bed without eyes.

"What do you want to say?"

Thinking further, is it because of this that Gege Xu Butian plans to be a companion, prepare to write her own book, not participate in work, and not excessively enter the society? Worried that you will be discriminated against?
"Xu Tian," Gu Ran said, "Have you ever used candles?"

"I was born in a very poor rural area. When I was a child, there were frequent power outages, or I would use candles to save electricity. Before a candle could be put up, some candle tears would be shed first. The same is true for people. If you want to stand firm in life, you will inevitably have to use sweat, Tears, loneliness, pain serve as the foundation.”

Gege Xu Tian still lowered his head.

“Study pressure is high nowadays, and psychological problems among students are common phenomena. If you become a psychological counselor—this does not require lucid dreaming, you can also become a teacher;

Gege Xu Tian shook his head.

Everything that is prohibited by law is happening and someone is doing it.

“Teach others to read.”

"Don't be so pessimistic," Su Qing said, "You just have a dual personality, we can cure it."

Gege still didn't speak.

Su Qing looked at her for a while and said calmly in a soft and pleasant voice: "Let's stop here today."

The head nurse and the 101 nurse in charge took Gege back to the ward, and the four doctors were still in the conversation room.

Gu Ran moved his body.

"There's a saying that makes people bother themselves," he pinched his shoulders, "Xu Tian just thinks too much. It may be a little difficult for astronauts, but it's not a problem for teachers."

"It's all because the examples you gave are not immersive," He Qingyan said, "Who still uses candles nowadays? I've never seen them except in Western restaurants."

"The limitations of the times." Su Qing said.

"The wax torch turns to ashes before the tears dry up. Does this sentence also have limitations?"

"If we can't tell who the main personality is from Xu Tian," only Chen Ke was having a serious meeting, "we might have to ask her family and friends, and go to her school and bedroom in person."

Su Qing nodded.

Gu Ran put his hands behind his head and looked at the ceiling: "All mental illness is to protect oneself, and dual personality is no exception. Xu Tian himself may be used to dual personality, and regard each other as comrades against the world - you said, Could they be colluding and deliberately not saying who is the main character?"

"Pah!" He Qingyan clasped her hands, "If this idea is written into a novel, it will definitely be a big hit! Maybe it can be turned into a movie!"

"Then should I write it myself first?" Gu Ran pondered.

Su Qing said: "Chen Ke, you and Gu Ran will make a trip to Xu Tian's house this afternoon. If there is a diary, you must find it."

"Okay." Chen Ke nodded.

Gu Ran shuddered.

If one day he becomes mentally ill, his diary will be dug out without mercy.

Then, when his mental illness is cured, Su Qing and the others will say from time to time, "Gu Ran, it's okay. We also helped keep a diary when you were sick."

shudder.

As long as this day comes, he would rather pretend to be crazy for the rest of his life.

But journaling is important.

People with dissociative identity disorder, or multiple personalities, sometimes chat in their diaries like Ginny's conversation with Voldemort's diary in Harry Potter.

"I also want to go out and play." He Qingyan applied to go out.

"Gu Ran has no patients in charge now, and Chen Ke is more careful. They are the most suitable candidates. You, take good care of your Zhu Hong." Su Qing stood up with the consultation record.

Going to a patient's home doesn't mean you can just go there. You need to make an appointment with the family in advance, and remind them to try to keep the patient's living environment as unchanged as possible.

Even underwear should not be stored specially. This is also one of the meanings of the existence of female doctors.

To determine who is the main personality, the importance of dressing style is self-evident.

In the morning, apart from making appointments with Xu Tian's parents, Gu Ran spent time communicating with the old tug-of-war man.

The two of them were soaking in the swimming pool of the gymnasium, and Gu Ran asked him for advice on tug-of-war.

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Nursing building.

While Xu Tian, ​​Xie Xiya, and Liu Xiaoting were playing with the dogs together, the 101 nurse in charge took the time to register the consultation records of the four doctors. When it was Gu Ran's turn, she stopped.

After a while, she found the head nurse with the consultation record.

"Mr. Nurse," she said softly, handing her the consultation record.

The head nurse took it, looked at it, and asked in a low voice: "What's wrong?"

"Here." Wang Yi pointed to the painted out 'Gege'.

The head nurse looked at it for a while, then turned to look at Wang Yi: "Where is Dr. Gu?"

"Swimming in the gymnasium with the patients in Room 201."

The head nurse looked at Su Qing, who was thinking about something.

"Doctor Su." Su Qing raised her head: "Head nurse, you came just in time. I have something to discuss with you."

"You take a look at this first." The head nurse gave her the consultation record.

Su Qing saw at a glance that it was Gu Ran's handwriting.

The head nurse pointed out 'Ge Ge'.

Su Qing took one look and smiled.

The head nurse admired the active thinking of these doctors. When she saw "Ge Ge", she had to think for a while before she could react, but Su Qing was able to react immediately.

or.
"Dr. Su, when Dr. Gu Ran communicates with you about your condition, does he always call Xu Tian 'Ge Ge'?" She wondered if Su Qing had known about it for a long time.

Su Qing smiled and shook her head: "I will take care of him, don't worry."

"I know Dr. Gu means no harm, but it's not good to give people nicknames," the head nurse said.

"Yes." Su Qing nodded, "Head nurse, there are more doctors now. I would like to hold some classes in the afternoon."

"Class starts?"

"Some mental hospitals and nursing homes will offer some courses. Patients with special skills can become teachers. Our doctors and nurses can also serve as teachers with special skills."

"Is it because Xu Tian wants to become a teacher?" the head nurse asked.

"There is a reason for this." Su Qing has had this idea for a long time, ever since Liu Xiaoting liked jokes.

She also happened to try music therapy on Liu Xiaoting and other patients through music lessons.

"But," the head nurse hesitated, "What can Xu Tian teach? Can he really teach everyone how to read?"

"Read fairy tales or literary classics. If it's Xu Butian, you can take everyone to play games. Xie Xiya and Liu Xiaoting should like it."

The head nurse nodded.

Teaching can not only increase patients' confidence, but also increase social density, which is a very good idea.

Su Qing stared at the consultation record in her hand and suddenly asked the head nurse: "Perhaps Gu Ran gave her the nickname 'Gege' just because it is difficult to call her Xu Tian or Xu Butian?"

"Doctor Su, you are the next dean. I hope you will not involve too much personal feelings in your work." The head nurse stared at Su Qing.

"I have no personal relationship with him, I just think for the best in everything." Su Qing returned the consultation record to the head nurse, her tone calm, even indifferent.

My face just feels a little hot.

She walked up to the stage and clapped her hands gently to attract the attention of all the patients.

“An announcement,” she said, “starting today, I’m going to have classes every afternoon.

"Me, Dr. He, Dr. Chen, and Dr. Gu will each offer a course, and everyone can think carefully about whether they have any skills.

"Even if you don't have one and just want to learn, you can also offer courses. I don't know if you have heard of Feynman's learning method. Teaching as learning is a very efficient learning method.

“In a few months, you can even learn a foreign language.”

"In addition, patients who are asked to hold courses by the doctor in charge must obey the doctor's orders and serve as teachers to hold courses."

"Do we have to go to class?" Liu Xiaoting asked.

"Unless you are sick and feel unwell." Su Qing replied.

"Dr. Su, what class are you planning to teach?" Xie Xiya, who was wearing a black JK pleated skirt and fair legs, asked curiously.

"Music lessons, mainly piano, we will also teach everyone how to sing and sing."

"Where are the other doctors?" Xie Xiya asked again.

Amelia Su smiled slightly at her.

Xie Xiya felt as if she had seen through her, and couldn't help but feel shy.

"I don't know about that," Su Qing replied, "I said before that you don't need to be good at the courses. I'm also curious about what courses they will offer.

“Everyone can now think seriously about whether to open classes, and if so, what classes they want to open.

"Think about it, register with your own nurse in charge, and the hospital will prepare the necessary equipment for you."

After saying that, she walked toward the small circle of Xie Xiya, Liu Xiaoting, and Xu Tian, ​​as well as Liu Xiaoting's pet dog.

"Xiya," Su Qing asked like a friend, "Do you have any ideas?"

Xie Xiya thought for a while: "I don't seem to have any special skills, nor do I want to learn anything."

"The knowledge you learned in school is already considered a specialty for most people." Su Qing said, "Of course, golf, horse riding and other outdoor sports are not suitable."

Xie Xiya looked at the other two: "Sister Ting, Xiaotian, where are you?"

"Xiaoting can give a joke class," Su Qing said with a smile, "I will ask Gu Ran to take every class seriously."

Liu Xiaoting laughed and said, "Okay!"

As long as she doesn't suffer from depression, she is now much more cheerful and positive.

Is it because of donations?

Or pet therapy, or antidepressants, or communication with other patients?

Just like the famous saying "at least half of the advertising money is wasted, but I don't know which half is wasted", among various treatments, there must be some that are ineffective, but no one can accurately say which one is ineffective.

As long as there are no serious irreversible side effects, whatever treatments are available should be used.

Su Qing said to Xu Tian again: "Your attending doctor has not been determined yet, so..."

"I understand." It was Xu Butian now, she scratched the puppy's head, "I heard that when executing an execution, there are three injections in total, one injection of sedative, one injection of muscle relaxant, and one injection of potassium cyanide. Only potassium cyanide It is a lethal drug that forcibly stops the heart.

"The three bailiffs who are responsible for the injection don't know which injection they are getting. This can reduce the psychological pressure - the four of you are responsible for me together. When you decide which of my personalities to cancel, the four of you can bear the burden together."

Su Qing looked at her for a while.

"Just after our conversation," she said calmly, "Doctor Gu said that Xu Tian and Xu Butian might know who the main personality is."

Xu Butian just smiled, lowered his head and continued to tease the puppy.

"Xiaotian, escape is just a temporary painkiller." Su Qing only said one sentence without going into depth on this topic.

She then said to Xu Butian: "Don't you want to write a novel? You can use 'who is the main personality of each other' as the theme, and then ask Li Xiaoye for advice on how to write."

"Then you judge who is the main personality through the novel I wrote?" Xu Butian's tone was thorny.

"Xiaotian." Liu Xiaoting persuaded, "Doctor Su doesn't mean any harm."

"Doctor Gu just said it casually." Xie Xiya said, "Li Xiaoye is the writer who thinks we are aliens, and he also thinks Dr. Gu is more abnormal than us.

"It was the two of them who started the 'mental hospital is not a place outside the law' before. He often wrote reviews and gave us nicknames."

"Do you also know about the nickname?" Su Qing was curious.

"We overheard that you asked him to write a review because of the nickname." Liu Xiaoting smiled.

"What nickname did you give me?" Xu Butian raised his face.

Su Qing smiled: "Gege."

"Gege?" the JK girl, the young Malatang boss lady, and the girl with dual personality said at the same time.

The JK girl was the first to cover her mouth and laugh.

The young boss lady and the personality girl were stunned for a moment before they came to their senses.

"His sense of humor can be saved," Liu Xiaoting said with a smile.

"Gege." The personality girl mused, "Yes, if you put it in a novel, it would be enough to write a chapter by itself."

"Although you think it's good, after all, you are giving someone a nickname, and I will punish him later." Su Qing said, "It's pointless to always fine him money and write self-criticisms. What do you think is a good punishment for him this time? "

"Let him dress in women's clothing! Wear JK! It just so happens that there are a lot of JK here in Xiaoya!" Liu Xiaoting's mind is active when she is not sick.

"Sister Ting, why do you want to reward him?" The girl Gege seemed puzzled by her words, but her face was filled with impatience.

In the gym, in the swimming pool.

"Ah cut~!"

"Do you have a cold?" the old tug-of-war asked.

Gu Ran sniffed softly twice: "Maybe, I'll make a cup of isatis root later."

"I'm going to the bar," the nurse in charge of 201 on the shore said with a smile, "Mr. Tang, you want a drink too."

The old man in the tug-of-war hasn't drunk yet, but his face is already curled up as if he had taken Chinese medicine.

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"Private Diary": August 19, Monday, heavy rain, quiet sea.

I seem to have caught a cold after swimming on a rainy day.

Xu Tian and Xu Butian were lying, my intuition told me so, they knew who the main personality was.

I have no opinion.

A sentence comes to mind from Shi Tiesheng's "The Temple of Earth and Me" - Of course, that's not me, but, isn't that me?
What Shi Tiesheng means is not important. What is important is how I understand this sentence. There is nothing wrong with applying it to the princess girl.

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"Doctor's Diary":
Maybe Xu Tian and Xu Butian know who the main personality is?
(Zhuang Jing commented: This is the most difficult, technically and emotionally.)
(End of this chapter)