Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 120 She doesn’t love me as much as she thought

"We're talking about the new doctor." Nurse Feiyangyang said immediately. After saying this, she was glared at by the older male nurse.

It’s okay for nurses to talk to each other about doctors.

Even if she complained about Gu Ran in front of Wang Jiajia, Wang Jiajia would only remind him in front of Gu Ran that it was best not to do anything, instead of "snitching".

But when a nurse chats with a doctor, the doctor may "snitch"!

"What's wrong with the new doctor?" Gu Ran was curious.

The nurses hesitated for a moment, and the last female nurse couldn't help but reply: "I heard that Dr. Zhang Ying is a single mother."

"No wonder." Gu Ran suddenly realized.

"What's the wonder?" Feiyangyang asked. He and Gu Ran had a good relationship. The two of them often gave advice and talked about international events at the entrance of the nursing building.

"No wonder Dr. Zhang is accustomed to bowing," Gu Ran said. "It is already very hard for single mothers to raise children, and Xiaozhi is in that situation. I am afraid it has caused a lot of trouble for her."

"In his eyes, he would even analyze the amount of air coming out of his mouth, the speed of air coming out, the shape of his mouth at that time, his sitting posture at that time, what he said at that time, and many things at that time. It is absolutely impossible for him to be able to do it in a few seconds like us. Just judge 'why you breathe through your mouth'."

The nurses looked at each other and saw the hesitation on their faces.

"Which one of you would like to?"

'Awesome. "Nurse Feiyangyang spoke with her eyes, expressing her admiration for her senior who cares about sex over life.

After everyone listened to Gu Ran analyze the reasons for her bowing, and after understanding the specific situation, they no longer rejected Zhang Ying's bowing as before.

Gu Ran continued: "With congenital autism, the brain is like the autistic genius in the movie, with a photographic memory."

Gu Ran just wanted to stop everyone from being too hostile to the little woman. His eighteenth birthday wish was for world peace.

Zhang Ying put her hands on her knees, bowed to the older male nurse, and thanked him seriously for his thoughtfulness.

Xiaozhi is not with them, so he must stay in 303 to familiarize himself with the new environment.

"That's it." The older male nurse scratched his forehead, a little embarrassed.

"For example, if someone breathes through the mouth, most people can tell whether the other person is relaxed, sighing, releasing from suppressed laughter, or tired, etc., but it is too difficult for him.

If you think about it carefully, you should think like Zhang Zhi when it comes to 'why you breathe through your mouth', but normal people can figure out 'why you breathe through your mouth' without thinking.

"Xiao Zhi's ability to process information is lower than that of ordinary people, and his ability to collect information is much higher than that of ordinary people. Especially in a new environment, the impact of a large amount of information will make him miserable, so he squints his eyes to minimize the collection of information.

The head nurse continued: "Zhang Zhi's father used violence against his children. From then on, Zhang Zhi began to carry a knife with him. At the same time, he also became disgusted with men."

Who is abnormal?
"One more thing," Gu Ran reminded them, "Xiao Zhi is very guarded. He has a knife in his hand and will hit people when his body is touched. Be careful."

"Are they all here?" The head nurse glanced at the nurses, "Just in time, 303 needs a charge nurse.

Even in mental hospitals where weirdos gather, geniuses are still rare. Most mental illnesses are just pure mental illnesses. They can neither mentally calculate the 561258th power of 12 nor draw "Starry Night".

Mental patients are difficult to deal with and there are certain dangers, but Zhang Zhi is the only one holding a knife. What if he is stabbed to death?
"Let me do it."

His sixteenth birthday wish was to 'become a man who does what he says', so he is still working hard for world peace.

"Doctor Gu," a female nurse asked curiously, "do you know about Zhang Zhi's situation?"

Everyone listened with rapt attention and nodded subconsciously.

Everyone looked at the older male nurse. He looked calm and seemed unaware of Zhang Zhi's danger.

But no one said anything.

"Because of photographic memory." Gu Ran explained.

"In addition, Zhang Zhi has a special situation. He is holding a knife in his hand. The knife cannot be confiscated, but as long as Zhang Zhi's body is not touched, he will not hurt anyone.

Everyone nodded.

the nurses exclaimed.

I wanted to be cool and win Zhang Ying's favor in one fell swoop.

"Zhang Zhi has autism and can take care of himself in basic life. The responsibility of the nurse in charge is equivalent to that of a teacher, teaching him to recognize expressions and so on.

He neither wanted the nurses to get hurt nor Xiaozhi to hurt anyone, making Zhang Ying feel guilty.

Everyone vaguely speculated that this might be one of the reasons why Zhang Ying divorced and never remarried.

"You can't." The head nurse said, "Doctor Zhang Zhi and Zhang Ying, can you tell me?"

"Dr. Gu is so careful in his observation. You are so kind." He Qingyan said.

At this time, the head nurse came over with the little woman.

Although he didn't know it, he could guess it.

Zhang Ying, who had been biting her lip gently, and looked like a mother whose child was causing trouble to everyone even though she was a patient in the hospital, nodded quickly.

The nurses were all suppressing their laughter, and their faces were as red as monkey butts.

"Cough." Gu Ran coughed lightly.

"The patient's privacy cannot be disclosed, but since Xiaozhi has already moved in, it doesn't matter if I tell you - he was a patient of one of my senior brothers before."

They would also know this later, but since Gu Ran had already spoken, he had no reason not to remind everyone first.

"He squinted his eyes." Nurse Boiling Yang made a squinting gesture. "Why?"

The nurses in {Jinghai} all have a sense of mission, but having a sense of mission does not mean that they are willing to put their lives at risk.

The head nurse did not ask any more questions, but directly said to a female nurse: "Shanshan, I remember that you have a teaching qualification certificate, are you willing?"

"No problem." Yin Shanshan nodded.

"Thank you!" Zhang Ying bowed to the nurse in charge of 303.

"You're welcome!" Yin Shanshan said quickly, "I'm not taking care of Xiaozhi for Dr. Zhang. This is my job, just like you treating patients."

"Don't worry." The head nurse patted the little woman's shoulder.

Could Gu Ran see that the head nurse paid special attention to Zhang Ying because they were both single mothers?
After handing over Zhang Zhi's transfer documents, medical reports, initial diagnosis records, progress records, medication records, as well as CT and MRI examination reports, Zhang Ying was ready to leave and go to the ward area to start formal work.

Gu Ran suddenly looked towards the stairs.

There were many people paying attention to Gu Ran. He looked over there, and one after another, everyone looked towards the stairs.

"What?" Before Nurse Feiyangyang could finish her words, Zhang Zhi appeared at the top of the stairs.

He still squinted his eyes, as if he had just woken up, but his body was completely tense, as if he was about to step onto the bungee jumping platform next moment.

He kept his head completely down, not looking at the road, and from time to time he seemed to want to block everyone's view with his body.

Zhang Zhi walked behind Zhang Ying and took out a hand from his clothes. The hand looked red and white from being clenched for a long time.

He grabbed Zhang Ying's trouser legs and stood there with his head lowered, like barnacles clinging to a whale, finally showing a hint of peace of mind.

"Xiao Zhi," Zhang Ying squatted down, "What's wrong?"

"Mom, don't go."

"Mom won't leave. She just goes to work in another building. She comes to see you when she doesn't have work."

Zhang Zhi didn't speak, but still grabbed Zhang Ying's clothes with one hand.

Zhang Ying bit her lip, her expression awkward and sad.

Gu Ran had seen similar scenes. Young parents in rural areas would have such expressions when they parted with their children.

Yi Shanshan also squatted down and said softly: "Xiao Zhi, mommy has to go to work, can aunty play with you?"

"I just want my mother." Zhang Zhi didn't even look at her.

"Wouldn't it be better if he was admitted to the ward?" He Qingyan said in a relaxed tone without any sadness.

"What will Xiaozhi do after Dr. Zhang Ying passes away?" Gu Ran said.

The head nurse stared at the two men. Zhang Ying cried. Taking care of an autistic child like Zhang Zhi was undoubtedly torture, but even if she died, she would not be able to escape because she was worried that no one would take care of Zhang Zhi.

"I'm sorry." She wiped away the tears that she couldn't stop.

Zhang Zhi let go of Zhang Ying and took out something similar to a vocabulary book from his pocket. He looked at Zhang Ying and flipped through the vocabulary book.

Turning to the page of 'crying emoticons', he compared them, and then comforted Zhang Ying: "Mom, don't cry."

"Mom didn't cry." Zhang Ying cried and laughed.

Zhang Zhi turned the page again and found the 'smiling expression', and he compared it.

"Great, mom laughed." He put the 'expression book' back into his small trouser pocket and continued to grab Zhang Ying's clothes with his little hands.

Some young female nurses turned their backs and gently wiped away tears.

"As long as Zhang Ying works in {Jinghai} all her life and gives all her property to Su Qing after her death, Su Qing will definitely take care of Zhang Zhi for the rest of her life and will hold a funeral for him after her death. No, Su Qing should die before Zhang Zhi. ." He Qingyan said.

"But," Gu Ran said, "What should Zhang Ying do?"

"Well -" He Qingyan finally fell into deep thought, "Yes, a mother is not the only identity of a woman with children. She also needs her own time. Inject a sedative. Nurse Yi, slowly inject diazepam 0.1 intravenously."

"Doctor He!" The head nurse couldn't help but say.

He Qingyan continued: "Children must be careful when taking medicine, so use a restraint belt."

The head nurse continued: "This is a mental hospital, not a detention center."

"Deceiving yourself." He Qingyan muttered softly.

The head nurse ignored her. He Qingyan was a doctor, Zhuang Jing's niece, and the daughter of a top leader in Haicheng.

She asked Zhang Ying: "Dr. Zhang, is there anything you can do about Xiaozhi's situation?"

"Yes." Zhang Ying quickly wiped away her tears.

Her eyes were already red, just the right amount of red, which made Nurse Boiling Yang and the older male nurse feel distressed, but not the embarrassment after crying.

This is how Xi Shi holds her heart.

"Xiao Zhi likes books about mathematics and natural science. If he has books to read, he will be better behaved, but"

"But what?" asked Yi Shanshan, who is now Zhang Zhi's nurse in charge.

Zhang Ying bit her lip and shook her head, but said no more.

However, reading all the time was not the answer. She tried her best to let Zhang Zhi live in Jinghai in order to make Zhang Zhi's symptoms slightly better.

Reading books all the time may seem like nothing, but in essence, what is the difference between letting children watch TV and injecting sedatives?

But she didn't want to cause trouble to everyone, especially Zhuang Jing who took in their mother and son, Yi Shanshan who took care of Zhang Zhi, and the kind-hearted head nurse.

She herself had to leave Zhang Zhi and go to work in the ward.

Yi Shanshan found books on natural sciences from the library area, and Zhang Zhi let go of her mother as expected.

He took the book and crawled under the ping-pong table, where he looked carefully like a squirrel carrying food back to its nest.

"Thank you." Zhang Ying bowed to Yi Shanshan.

Yi Shanshan no longer had the initial thoughts, and the nurses present did not think that Zhang Ying was deliberately showing off.

They sincerely sympathized with Zhang Ying and admired Gu Ran. They could see at a glance that Zhang Ying's habit of bowing was entirely because of her son.

Yi Shanshan said to Zhang Ying very formally: "Dr. Zhang, I want to say it again, this is my job, just like Nurse Wang Yi takes care of Princess and you treat the patient."

The little woman subconsciously wanted to bow again, but stopped midway. She smiled sheepishly and wiped the tears from her eyes.

Nurse Feiyangyang and the older male nurse felt their hearts aching when they saw this.

Zhang Ying left the nursing home, and the two of them were visibly reluctant to leave.

"Why doesn't Dr. Zhang stay in the second group?" Nurse Feiyangyang said.

"One group is good," the older male nurse said, "One group doesn't care about the doctor, and Xiaozhi is in our hands. Are we afraid that Dr. Zhang won't come often?"

"When she came, it was during non-working hours, and Dr. Gu was not here either." Nurse Feiyangyang also understood.

"Perfect~" the two sighed.

The female nurse was extremely contemptuous of the two.

Su Qing and Chen Ke finally came back after seeing Xu's mother off to get a general idea of ​​the situation.

"Doctor Su," Yi Shanshan asked, "do you want to take Xiaozhi back to the ward?"

Su Qing glanced at the child under the table tennis table and said: "Let him stay there. As long as there is no problem, don't try to communicate with him first. If you need any books, everyone will take turns to find them for him. Let him get used to it first." Someone who can give him the book' thing."

"Yeah." Yishanshan responded.

After pausing for a while, she couldn't help but ask: "Doctor Su, can Xiaozhi still be cured?"

"It's impossible to completely cure it, but if you stay in {Jinghai}, you should be able to do it without a knife." Su Qing said.

In the eyes of Senior Brother Hong and Zhang Ying, it was very difficult for Su Qing to have enough confidence to say this with her "Natural Therapy" which was far better than ordinary psychiatrists.

In fact, the environment of {Jinghai} is very suitable for "Natural Therapy", which is also one of the reasons for her confidence.

In ordinary mental hospitals, doctors have to take care of dozens of beds. Psychiatrists do not have so much energy at all. Most of them just prescribe medicine and perform surgeries.

General mental hospitals also have benefits.

One, admit more patients;
Second, prevent the doctor from countertransference and the patient from empathy;

Third, the price is low.

But rich people get sick too. People who don’t need anything are more likely to suffer from mental illness than middle-aged people who have had mortgages for twenty years.

When powerful people suffer from mental illness, they naturally want a better environment, treatment, and privacy, so {Jinghai} has a way to make money.

It is said that a popular star comes every spring.

It's just that {Jinghai} pays more attention to the privacy of celebrities. Nurses are not allowed to mention it, and doctors are not allowed to read the relevant "Doctor's Diary". Gu Ran doesn't know who this popular star is.

After lunch, Gu Ran was reading medical records about multiple personalities on the computer, and the chat box inside {Jinghai} popped up in the lower right corner.

It was a message from Zhuang Jing.

[Dean Zhuang Jing: Recruiting Zhang Ying has nothing to do with you]

He must be worried that he would feel guilty, so he said this.

Aunt Jing loves him so much, loves him so much, and doesn't want him to have any burden because of her love.

[Dean Zhuang Jing: I promise Zhang Ying that as long as she does not violate the regulations, she will not be fired, and Zhang Zhi’s fees will be discounted. As a condition, she must cooperate with my research. 】

[Dean Zhuang Jing: She will be the subject of great magic research from now on, so be prepared. 】

It turns out that Zhuang Jing recruited Zhang Ying and admitted Zhang Zhi not because he had asked Zhuang Jing to admit Zhang Zhi
It turned out that Zhuang Jing didn't love him as much as she thought.

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"Private Diary": August 22, Thursday, Yin, Jinghai.

No----! !

and many more!

Does it really matter whether Aunt Jing loves me as much as she imagined?
Not important at all!
As long as I love her!

Regardless of whether she loves her or not, I love her all the time. This is real love!
Aunt Jing, I love you forever!

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"Doctor's Diary":
Mental illness only causes pain when one is awake, and family members suffer all the time.

(Zhuang Jing’s comment: Instead of worrying, it’s better to work hard to prepare; instead of sympathizing, it’s better to focus on treatment.)
(End of this chapter)