Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 156 What you see is not the truth
Fortunately, Japanese people cannot understand Chinese.

Everyone speeded up their pace in a tacit understanding. As long as they changed places, they could act as if nothing had happened.

They bought a lot of food.

Whole ayu fish sprinkled with salt, skewered from mouth to tail, grilled to a crispy surface;

The whole corn cobs coated with sauce are still tender in some places and crispy in others, making you turn into a hamster;

Plump and soft marshmallows, like balloons made of clouds; takoyaki with real octopus, unlike in China; shaved ice with blue icebergs; and sweet and sour apple candies.
Walking through the crowds of people wearing yukata, almost all the surrounding lighting relies on lanterns, and the music of the festival is always faint, as if walking in a Japanese Ukiyo-e.

Gu Ran bought an iconic fox mask.

According to the "Mask Memory Method", as long as he sees this mask, he can remember everything about this trip to Japan.

It's like sealing memories, linking memories over a period of time with this mask.

Just like hearing an old song, people think of the past, hear the sounds of the past, and smell the smell of the past.

(It’s not that I want to get sick.)
"Well, I'll adjust myself."

(It’s not that I want to get sick) (Don’t listen to other people’s opinions, just listen to you completely? Mom, to me, aren’t you someone else?)
(Also let me be my true self, and let me listen to your words. What do you want from me?)

"Why don't you give it to Xiya and not me!" Gege protested.

She usually spoke very softly, and now it was even softer. Except for Gu Ran, who had an excellent ear, no one else could hear her.

"With people like you, even ten of you can't catch me." Gu Ran said.

"A person of this age is still playing with masks, please let me play with them!" Ge Ge jumped to pick them off.

It had only been a month, and Gu Ran had already done this to two female doctors in the office. If it took a year, Chen Ke couldn't imagine the relationship between the three of them.

(Go to hell!)

"Then I want Ultraman! Cosplay Nagato Yuki! Dynamic light waves, beep——"

"That's because you forgot your responsibility as a doctor and regarded Princess as a friend you hang out with." Su Qing said.

"My breasts are not big enough. I don't want to humiliate myself, Sister Yan. Otherwise, you can hug him!" Gege said.

Her parents wouldn't call her.

(It’s not that I want to get sick) (It’s not that I want to get sick)
"I will not do it again."

"What!" Ge Ge was dissatisfied.

This kind of understatement makes women angry and deeply fascinated.

She thought of Gu Ran lifting her up with one hand in Owakudani, Hakone, and eating black jade seeds calmly with the other hand.

Not only could Gu Ran hear Xie Xiya's voice, as a doctor, he cared about Xie Xiya, so he could stare at her seriously and hear her thoughts.

"Yes."

Xie Xiya, who was watching the excitement, walked over and took the phone from Su Qing.

"What should I do? It's a bit embarrassing to walk with her." Gu Ran said.

".Um, okay, Mom."

"Dr. Gu, you look so handsome wearing a mask!" He Qingyan took pictures of him.

"Is it convenient?" Gu Ran smiled slightly, "Wear this, you don't have to laugh when you don't want to, and you can cry whenever you want."

Behind the mask, Xie Xiya's crystal eyes looked at him in confusion.

"Xiya." Su Qing looked here, "Your mother's phone number."

Gu Ran looked at Su Qing. Su Qing answered a phone call. Even at this time, he could avoid Ge Ge's sneak attack at will even if he didn't look at her.

(Not that I want to get sick!)
"Xiya, your mother called you?" Gege asked after hanging up the phone.

"That's it, Doctor Gu, I forgive you, you are a good person!"

"Yes." Xie Xiya returned the phone to Su Qing, "Ask me about my condition and let me have fun in Japan."

"Buy it for you." Gu Ran was helpless.

"Gege, just hug her!" He Qingyan, who was recording the video, smiled and came up with a bad idea.

"I feel insulted!" Chen Ke pretended to be angry, with a smile on his face.

Chen Ke remembered the incident where He Qingyan turned left to grab the green light. She was also caught by Gu Ran in the car.

".Um."

Gu Ran didn't move his body, but occasionally turned his head slightly to avoid her attack. This scene made Ge Ge feel familiar——

"You caught it right, right? My chest is still hurting now." He Qingyan said.

Maybe someone will take maternity leave.

"Thank you."

Gu Ran took off the mask and put it on Xie Xiya's face.

"That's great." Gege said with envy.

"I'm afraid he'll have a nosebleed in the street. Keke, go ahead and make yours neither big nor small. He'll feel comfortable but won't have a nosebleed."

"The two of them have joined forces to tease you, little fool." He Qingyan said with a smile.

"I know." Ge Ge stroked her chin, "But the couple's cross talk is so great!"

Su Qing was teased by her in turn, and she was worthy of being a professional escort.

They walked in front and joked with each other. Chen Ke followed Xie Xiya. Xie Xiya never took off the mask on her face, so she couldn't see her expression.

Perhaps Xie Xiya didn't want others to see her expression now.

Everyone tacitly agreed not to disturb her.

They didn't know what was going on. Judging by their expressions and tone of voice, Xie Xiya didn't have any problems.

But there must be a reason why Gu Ran suddenly gave the mask to Xie Xiya. They believed in Gu Ran's professionalism.

Originally, they wanted to take a walk near Kamogawa, but it was too late. Su Qing vetoed the proposal, and the six of them had to return to the hotel and go to Kamogawa tomorrow.

The last time we were in Tokyo, it was Chen Ke's birthday; in Hakone, everyone ate and drank together, but today we are in the hotel and not in the same suite, so everyone has no reason to get together.

He Qingyan had her own affairs and was not interested in finding a way to bring everyone together at this time. Therefore, after returning to the hotel, everyone went back to their respective rooms.

Gu Ran and He Qingyan were in a separate room;
Xie Xiya slept with Gege, while Su Qing and Chen Ke were together.

Gu Ran was in his room, reading "Reading the Minds of Picking Up Girls", a book written by a playboy to show off, but it can attack jade with a stone from a mountain. In terms of female psychology, the playboy may have mastered a side that psychiatrists don't understand. .

At this time, Su Qing suddenly sent him a message.

[Su Qing: Are you free? 】

[Gu Ran: Come as soon as you call, leave as soon as you wave, your order]

[Su Qing: Don’t be so talkative, I’ll go to your room and open the door]

Gu Ran subconsciously fantasized about it, but he knew that it was unrealistic. It was impossible for Su Qing to have a secret date.

He opened the door and Amelia Su walked in.

After coming in, she didn't sit down and asked directly: "Why did you give Xiya a mask? What did you find?"

Everything about [Black Dragon Dream] must be kept secret, so of course [Mind Reading Skill] cannot be mentioned.

"You also need to know that my physical fitness is very good and my hearing is better than the average person, so I can hear her talking to her mother on the phone."

"What did she say?" Su Qing asked.

"It's not what I said." Gu Ran replied, "It's the tone of speaking, which is three parts resentful, three parts desperate, three parts submissive, and one part wanting to cry - the inner emotions are complicated, and the surface has to match our happy atmosphere. It's not too Is it pitiful?"

So he gave Xie Xiya the mask.

Maybe I still can't cry, but at least I don't have to force a smile anymore.

Su Qing nodded thoughtfully: "You have done a good job in this matter. Maybe during Xiya's treatment, I really can't leave you. After I go back, I will propose to her parents again to allow you to join the treatment team."

"Just a simple reminder. Don't be too tough. If you annoy the other person, you'll be in trouble if you just transfer him to another hospital." Gu Ran said.

"Reluctant?" Su Qing raised her eyes and asked him with a smile.

"You know that's not what I meant." Gu Ran smiled.

He has [Mind Reading Skills], so even if he can't directly intervene in Xie Xiya's treatment, when she feels uncomfortable, he can at least give her a time where she doesn't have to force herself anymore.

If she went to another mental hospital, the final result might be that Xie Xiya gave in, took off her school uniform and pretended to be a normal person for the sake of her parents and the expectations of the people around her, and then faced an even greater collapse one day in the future. As a doctor, no, as a human being, if you have any conscience, how can you ignore someone's death?
Gu Ran knew the loneliness and helplessness of walking alone at night.

Su Qing glanced at Gu Ran and said, "I'm going back."

"Wait a minute, I also want to ask you something." Gu Ran persuaded him to stay.

Su Qing looked at him doubtfully.

"Maybe a little presumptuous."

"Don't ask if you know it's presumptuous." Su Qing thought it was probably an inappropriate question.

"It's a question I know is presumptuous, but I still want to ask."

Su Qing glanced at "Reading Minds for Picking Up Girls" on the coffee table.

She planned to read this book when she returned home. If Gu Ran dared to use the tricks in it on her, he would walk her dog for a month if he used it once.

"Ask," she said.

"Have you decided not to participate in the piano competition?" Gu Ran looked at her seriously.

The 'careful look' at this time did not arouse Su Qing's suspicion.

"Why are you asking this?" she asked.

(Want to see me wearing a dress and playing the piano? Or do you think I have psychological trauma at the piano?)

"Just asking, I personally don't have any opinion." Gu Ran said, "I will support you unconditionally whether you participate or not. In fact, I hope you won't participate.

"You also said that you just started playing the piano again recently and haven't played it in the past week. Although you are good at it, the other contestants are not weak either.

"If you decide to compete and lose because of lack of practice, I will feel very unhappy."

"So you want me not to participate?" Su Qing confirmed again.

"No, I hope you compete." Gu Ran said.

After a pause, he continued: "Aunt Jing hopes that you will participate. She must have thought about the situation where 'you lose the competition due to lack of training'. Despite this, she still proposed that you participate. I think there must be a reason for it."

"It turns out it's because she trusts my mother." Su Qing nodded, not sure whether it was because she was suddenly aware of it, or if she had something to say.

"Of course part of it is because I trust Aunt Jing, but part of it is envy."

"What are you envious of?"

"I envy Aunt Jing for knowing you better." Gu Ran looked at her and said.

Su Qing smiled: "How long have you known me, and you want to understand me better than my mother?"

Gu Ran also smiled and said, "Is this necessary?"

The laughter between the two people already had the mysterious atmosphere when a man and a woman are alone, and magic is rippling in the air.

Su Qing was very keen and felt that if she continued like this, she might fall into the trap of a tiger.

Of course Gu Ran didn't dare to use force, but what if her heart moved?

"Keke should be finished washing soon. I'm leaving." Su Qing prepared to retreat.

"Okay." Gu Ran greeted him with a smile.

After Su Qing walked out of the room, she turned halfway and said to him, "Good night."

"Love you." Gu Ran smiled playfully.

"Tch~" Su Qing made a breathy sound, turned around with a smile, and walked away without looking back.

Gu Ran felt that he should have a good dream tonight.

When he finished taking a shower and was about to start writing today's diary, Zhuang Jing sent him a message asking him to go to her room.

Gu Ran took off his bathrobe - he didn't have to wear it, just to experience the feeling of wearing a bathrobe - and put on casual and serious clothes.

[Zhuang Jing: Don’t let anyone see you, and don’t ring the doorbell. Send me a message when you get there]

Misleading chat history.

Gu Ran cautiously sneaked to Zhuang Jing's bedroom door. After sending a message to Zhuang Jing, Zhuang Jing opened the door and let him in.

".Zhuang Jing, you are dead!"

In Kuroda Sumire's room, Kuroda Sumire carefully closed the door that had just been opened a crack and then stopped in time.

She was going to continue drinking with Yan Hanxiang, but she didn't expect to see this scene.

This is a huge ethical issue!
Even in Japan, you can only see it in various movies, comics, and novels!

Zhuang Jing is so sensible, how could she do such a thing? Kuroda Sumire was extremely puzzled.

But then, she realized that Zhuang Jing was also a woman. She had been single for so long, and she must also long for the closeness and warmth of being embraced by others.

What's more, Gu Ran is so young and handsome.

'I don't know if I can let him lend me Gu Ran. ' As soon as this thought came to mind, Kuroda Sumire shook her head vigorously.

However, if I could borrow it from Gu Ran.
Her love life, which was stuck because she was a virgin, might be able to break free from the cage and embark on the road to happiness.

As for losing her virginity, in Japan, she would only be laughed at at her age.

After getting married, the husband will also suspect that there must be something wrong with him being a virgin at such an old age, that he is not attractive enough.

"Is that okay?" Kuroda was pacing, her hands tangled together.

She even thought about using this matter to "threaten" Gu Ran. For a man, if he could have another woman, a woman from a foreign country and with some status, he would basically not refuse.

Men can have sex without emotion. This can be seen from the Indian lizard incident. Can those Indians still like lizards?
The more Kuroda Sumire thought about it, the more feasible it became.

Being a virgin has almost become a psychological barrier for her, and Gu Ran is her prescription medicine.

"Try?" Kuroda Sumire asked herself.

"Try it!" Kuroda Sumire answered herself.

She was as impulsive as a twenty-nine-year-old boy who decided to go all out and find a female friend with a slutty private life and ask her to help her graduate from being a boy.

In her eyes, Gu Ran's private life is undoubtedly debauched.

"But what should I do if he refuses?" Kuroda Sumire is a woman after all. It is impossible for her to truly enter into the younger brother's personality like a man and not care about anything.

"Threat? No, I don't have enough hard evidence."

"By the way, take medicine!"

"That's right, use medicine to knock him out. I'll do it myself and try everything. In this way, even if I act unfamiliar in bed in the future, it can be said that I am unskilled and haven't done it for a long time, rather than that I have never done it before."

"If Gu Ran faints, there is no need to worry about his attitude!"

"If he finds out later, I will threaten him with the matter between him and Zhuang Jing!"

"However, it is impossible for a man to cause trouble afterwards. The only trouble is that he depends on me and wants to maintain a relationship with me. This is absolutely not okay!"

".It's not impossible."

"But not after I find a boyfriend!"

The drunken brain was hot, Kuroda's mouth was dry, and her heartbeat was racing. In order to cool down, she drank another glass of whiskey with ice.

After one glass of wine, she decided to try it!
As for the drugs, this time we were hosting Zhuang Jing and his party. Because Xie Xiya and Gege were traveling with them, and because some drugs were not allowed to enter the country, she was responsible for preparing them and carrying them with her, just in case.

At this time, Gu Rangang had just finished talking to Zhuang Jing about [Black Dragon Dream - the place where the peaks hold up the sky].

The two of them were neatly dressed and sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows. They didn't even drink wine, just ordinary water.

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"Private Diary": August 29, Thursday, night, Kyoto.

Night tour in Kyoto.

Rows of hanging lanterns create a charming atmosphere.

Parents want their children to be independent, but if their children are really independent and don't listen to themselves, they also say that their children are unfilial.

A sentence comes to mind:

There are many people in the world who do bad things while thinking that they are completely good people. ——Natsume Soseki's "I am a Cat"

(End of this chapter)