Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 176 Something’s wrong with my thinking
Gu Ran got up and got out of bed, put on clothes, and felt a sense of emptiness in his body.

Trying to make a fist, it seems as if the hand is a model. It can only be put into a "fist" posture and cannot further increase the strength.

The night before yesterday, I was confused and had sex with He Qingyan so many times in my dream, but I didn't feel so weak when I woke up in the morning.

Bracing himself, he opened the door.

"Asleep?" Su Qing, wearing white pajamas, stood outside the door.

She suddenly turned her head and looked at Gu Ran with crystal clear eyes: "What's wrong with you?"

"What's wrong with me?" Gu Ran asked.

"look"

"It looks like a night of indulgence." He Qingyan came from behind Su Qing.

"It's just a nightmare," Gu Ran stepped aside and let them in, "Maybe it's a cold."

"It's not whether you're okay or not. I'm worried about you infecting the patients and us." Su Qing said.

"Thank you, doctor." Gu Ran said.

Gu Ran's body has been feeling chilly since he got up. He wanted to go back to bed, roll up the quilt, close his eyes and rest, but now he felt as comfortable as soaking in a hot spring.

Her hands are also very beautiful. They are held under the arm as a thermometer, which can not only measure the temperature but also treat diseases.

"No, it's a cold." Gu Ran would never admit that he was timid.

Everyone had breakfast, changed clothes, and got ready to go to work.

The hand holding the medicine box is slender, round and even, and as white as jade. I really want to put it in my mouth as a thermometer.

He glanced at Yan Hanxiang.

"I have no classes in the afternoon and will be back at noon." Yan Hanxiang said, "I will take care of Gu Ran then."

"But I don't have money for gas, wuwuwu~"

"You just took over Mr. Tang Ming, how dare you take a rest now." Su Qing gave the medicine to Gu Ran without looking at He Qingyan, and her tone was very calm.

Gu Ran thought of a word - guarding and stealing.

"Brother Gu~" He Qingyan brought warm water.

He sat quietly, his face was a little pale, and his hair was a little messy from sleep. Any woman who saw him would feel distressed and want to hold him in her arms.

"Baby, let's resign." Yan Hanxiang said distressedly.

"...I'll take my temperature." What else could Gu Ran say.

"Thank you." Gu Ran said.

Gu Ran swallowed all three medicines in one breath. Su Qing looked at him curiously, as if she had never seen anyone take medicine.

"Mom~" He Qingyan hugged Yan Hanxiang's arm pitifully, "It's so hard to work part-time."

After He Qingyan came in, she sniffed it with her cute little nose.

"Aunt Jing." He said.

"Xiaoran, let's take a day off," Zhuang Jing, who was eating, said, "If today is not good, I'll take a day off tomorrow too."

Gu Ran looked at Su Qing again, she was peeling out the medicine one by one with her hands.

"No way, who can't let him go? I can't let go of Xiao Qingqing."

Zhuang Jing stood and gently placed her hand on his forehead, feeling the temperature for a while.

When the housekeeper brought breakfast to his door, he also brought a professional doctor to examine Gu Ran.

Even the cold rice was not delicious, but she didn't care and said with a smile, "Is it Brother Gu who can't bear to leave you?"

"Are you a dog?" Gu Ran couldn't help but ask.

"Are you panicked?" He Qingyan laughed.

Therefore, Yan Hanxiang left without looking at him.

"Scared?" she asked softly.

"What's wrong?" Zhuang Jing let go.

"If you are really sick, you can ask for leave." Su Qing said.

"Who knows what you are thinking about all day long." Su Qing ignored him at all and looked at the medicine prescribed by the doctor.

Only Gu Ran and Zhuang Jing were left in the villa.

"It's okay. You can drive later and I'll bask in the sun during the day."

After the doctor left, Gu Ran asked Su Qing: "Is overthinking considered a work-related injury?"

"Low fever, just take medicine and rest for two days." The doctor said, "Has your sleep quality been poor recently? Don't read before going to bed at night and think less."

Zhuang Jing's hands were just like hers. Time had not made them rough, but instead made them tender and tender.

Waves of electric current came from Zhuang Jing's palm, causing waves of psychological comfort.

"Then he has to rest for four days at a stretch?!" He Qingyan seemed dissatisfied, "Then I also have to rest for four days."

"I seem to have a mental problem."

"Huh?" Zhuang Jing sat down opposite him, looking at him gently with her eyes.

"Maybe it's my misunderstanding!" Gu Ran said quickly.

"You speak first."

"I've grown to like hands."

Zhuang Jing blinked and confirmed: "Like women's breasts?"

Gu Ran was a little shy.

"Tell me." Zhuang Jing smiled.

"I don't particularly care about women's breasts. Both B and C are fine. I prefer legs and buttocks. I'm not interested in opponents, but now, suddenly..."

"You like legs as much as buttocks?"

".Um."

Zhuang Jing pondered: "Last night that toad attacked the school building. What came out of its mouth was not a tongue but a hand. After being put into the [Heart Wall] by me, it has been trying to make me like hands. Maybe it was its influence."

Dreams can influence people.

Ominous dreams make people give up their original plans;

Auspicious dreams make people feel hesitant;
If you dream about the opposite sex, especially the opposite sex you know, you will feel a little in love with the other person the next day, even if you didn't feel anything at all.

"Will you be okay tomorrow?" Gu Ran couldn't help but ask.

If you dream about the opposite sex and develop a liking for the opposite sex, most people will calm down the next day and then forget about it, unless you already like the other person.

"Last night's experience was unprecedented - at least it's unrecorded, and no one can tell for sure. Maybe you don't like your hands anymore after the cold is gone; maybe you never get better; maybe the influence of the dream is gone, but you took advantage of this Opportunity, I like it," Zhuang Jing analyzed.

"Fortunately, it wasn't the school building attacked by the deceased woman." Gu Ran was a little scared.

Either she was a necrophiliac or she liked killing her lovers, and Su Qing almost lost her life.

However, there are many men whose women have died, and I am afraid Su Qing is not the only one who is in danger.

"Yes," Zhuang Jing said with a smile, "It's very common to like hands. Most women like men with slender palms and well-defined joints. Some, like you, like buttocks and long legs."

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Zhuang Jing's smile deepened.

Suddenly, her smile faded by eight points, leaving only a faint smile. She asked Gu Ran: "Are you afraid?"

It’s just a simple nightmare, there’s nothing to be afraid of, but how many people can be indifferent to a dream that affects their mind the next day when they catch a cold—get sick, like having a crush on their hands—?
What Gu Ran fears most is that when he wakes up the next day, he will no longer be himself.

What if it was not the old toad that attacked the school building, but a more perverted monster, or maybe dozens of monsters attacked the school building at the same time.

What will happen to him if the school building is broken down?
The school building has not been broken down, but how will it be affected?

Mental patients suffering from delusions have their daily lives affected by the delusions to varying degrees, until the patients completely live in a world of delusions and are unable to live normally.

One day in the future, is it possible that he will live in a dream and be unable to get out?
"Afraid." Gu Ran replied, "But I will continue, not entirely to cooperate with you, but for myself."

Can he stop dreaming?

impossible.

Since I can still dream, I may encounter that situation again. Instead of avoiding it now and hastily dealing with it when the time comes, it is better to work together with Zhuang Jing to study it now.

"Don't make a decision in a hurry." Zhuang Jing said, "You are sick now. Wait until you recover and think carefully before you answer me. As long as you don't want to continue, I will find a way to help you other than dreaming."

"Well, thank you Aunt Jing." Gu Ran said.

"Have a good rest and take medicine when you're sick. As for your hands," Zhuang Jing smiled nicely and suddenly held his hand.

"Is this so?" She squeezed his hand gently.

Gu Ran's hands were much bigger than hers, and his masculinity was clearly revealed.

"Aunt Jing." Gu Ran's face turned a little red.

"This is therapy." Zhuang Jing said with a smile, "It makes you feel that your hands are nothing."

"But I think Aunt Jing's hands are beautiful and comfortable to hold."

"That's because this is your first time holding my hand. It would be nice if you hold hands with Amelia Su more often in the future." Zhuang Jing did not take back her hand, but instead let Gu Ran feel her hand.

Just like a child who likes to play games, parents simply let him play whenever he wants, because he can play at any time, but he doesn't have much obsession with games.

Of course, this is because Gu Ran likes hands. If it were breasts, Zhuang Jing would definitely not let him use this treatment.

Gu Ran felt that this was not good.

Because he felt that whether he was affected or not, he would find the hands in front of him fascinating and unable to put them down.

But because he was affected, he couldn't let go.

He still only had respect and love for Zhuang Jing, but his feelings for these hands were extraordinary, which gave him the psychological comfort that he would not let go.

"Aunt Jing, are those things real?" Gu Ran asked sincerely, but also to delay time.

"Do you think," Zhuang Jing said, "for patients, is it real that someone is watching them, that they can see aliens, hear voices, and are magicians in online games?"

"From the patient's subjective point of view, it's true." Gu Ran replied, "But it's actually false."

"So, whether it is true or false depends on where you stand and whether you want to regard it as true or false."

Gu Ran felt like he was enlightened and enlightened!
Perhaps he cares so much because he is obsessed with authority and has taken advantage of others.

As long as you treat the dream as a real dream or a virtual game, maybe the dream will not affect you.

It may be that it really cannot be affected, or it may be that after self-deception, the mind is stronger and immune to the influence.

But no matter what, as long as it is not affected, it doesn't matter what the process is. When faced with fill-in-the-blank questions, only math teachers will care about the steps to solve the problem written next to the question, but points will still be given, as long as the words written on the grid are correct.

Gu Ran used self-soothing on herself, and the effect was outstanding, making her feel refreshed!
The illness seems to be getting better.

With a rush of strength, he let go of Zhuang Jing's hand, as if to cut off the influence of last night's dream.

There was still some reluctance in his heart, but it was hard to say whether this was the influence of the dream or whether he was more perverted.

"Aunt Jing," Gu Ran said, "I want to tell Amelia Su about this."

"Because the matter is not simple anymore, do you think we should hide it from her?" Zhuang Jing asked.

"Yeah." Gu Ran nodded, "Also, I hope she won't misunderstand that sometimes I'm a pervert, but I'm not really a pervert."

Zhuang Jing couldn't help but smile, not the demure smile she always had, but a happy and emotional smile.

"Okay, let's find a chance to chat together. There is strength in numbers."

Zhuang Jing went to work.

Gu Ran thought wildly for a while, feeling tired again, so he returned to the bedroom, rolled up the quilt and rested.

Blackout curtains block all sunlight, making the room as dark as night.

Gu Ran's thoughts were racing, recalling the scenes in the dream. If he had removed the school building immediately - in fact, he didn't know that he could remove the school building, he could have completely avoided the harm.

Maybe he can turn into a black dragon. Those dozens of monsters should not be the opponent of the black dragon.

However, since those monsters are not strong, where did the huge terror that I felt from the window come from?
For some reason, Gu Ran thought of Adam and Eve.

The two lived in the Garden of Eden. As a gift from God, they could enjoy all the joys imaginable. It never rained and the crops were abundant. There was only one taboo: they could not eat the fruit from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.

If the real world is regarded as the 'Garden of Eden', is the real dream represented by [Black Dragon Dream] the 'fruit on the tree of the knowledge of good and evil'?
Once you eat this fruit, you will be kicked out of the Garden of Eden and lose everything in heaven. The pain of pregnancy will increase for women, and men will have to shed sweat to survive until they return to the earth.

From this point of view, it is best not to touch the 'fruit'.

But when Adam and Eve ate the forbidden fruit and learned to distinguish between good and evil, they were truly human. In a sense, they were closer to God—of course God can distinguish between good and evil.

Enter [Black Dragon Dream], explore the dream world, and understand that the dream world is a real world like the material world. I am afraid it is also an action that invites hardship but has the opportunity to evolve.

As 'Crazy Jackie Chan', Gu Ran has boxed.

The so-called boxers are always looking for fights. They have to endure hardships and get injured, but they also allow people to continue to improve and have the possibility of becoming the strongest in the world.

Gu Ran had no choice.

From the current point of view, [Black Dragon Dream] is not under his control, and the 'forbidden fruit' is stuffed directly into his mouth. Even if he tries his best to refuse to swallow, the peel has been torn, and the juice and some pulp have rolled into his belly.

Human knowledge is acquired through experience and contemplation, but this kind of 'oracle' and 'revelation'-like accidental acquisition - dreaming, is probably also indispensable.

He is now the one who received the 'Oracle'.

Zhuang Jing is a sage-like existence in Merlin, protecting him.

He is indeed the protagonist.

It's a pity that he didn't pull out the sword from the stone, nor did he change the world when he was born. Instead, he was a black dragon.

Gu Ran smiled. At this time, he came back to his senses and realized that he was sniffing his own hand. He didn't wash it after holding hands with Zhuang Jing.

He quickly took it away, but his heart was beating hard and his abdomen was burning.

Now he is the only one at home and he is under the covers. Is this completely okay?
In order to prevent himself from doing something blasphemous, Gu Ran made a quick decision and got up and washed his hands!

"My willpower is extraordinary." Gu Ran was very satisfied with himself.

I lay on the bed again, maybe I no longer had any thoughts in my mind, and fell asleep quickly.

I had no dreams this time and slept very comfortably.

At noon, Yan Hanxiang came back.

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"Private Diary": September 5, Thursday, {Longing for the Villa}
I'm sick. When was the last time I got sick? I always feel as if I have never been sick in my life.

All joking aside, a girl’s beautiful hands can be used as a thermometer and cooling device, which makes sense scientifically.

The hands of Su Qing, He Qingyan, Aunt Jing, and Aunt Xiang are so beautiful. The beauties are indeed beautiful everywhere.

I want them to touch my whole body with their hands.

Hiss~~~~ha!
Just imagining it makes my whole body feel numb.

——The above are just random thoughts that I had when I was ill. They are definitely not my true thoughts. I only like legs and buttocks (this sentence was added on September 6th)
(End of this chapter)