Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 179 Wonderful Thoughts

After He Qingyan took charge of the old man's tug-of-war, she had to observe him in the ward all day.

The reason why Zhu Hong, the real estate aunt, was able to heal so quickly was entirely because she knew some of the inside information that Zhu Hong had hidden from the outside world. Of course, the old tug-of-war couldn't be done here, and he had to spend time.

So, she stood near the swimming pool and watched Gu Ran and the old man practice tug-of-war.

The two people in the pool were tired, so they leaned on the shore and chatted as if taking a bath.

"Uncle, how long do you think it will be until the swimming pool is pulled up?" Gu Ran asked, "There are rivers, lakes, and the sea behind it."

"From nothing to something, from zero to one, is the most difficult thing. Just get over this level." Old Man Tang gasped.

He won't stop until he's tired.

I was also very serious when practicing, as if I didn't want to miss the last scene of my life.

"After you finish training, do you plan to go to space?" Gu Ran asked.

"Ah."

After saying that, she bit her lip, seemingly charming, but actually she was saying she was shy.

Gu Ran's low-grade fever was probably really similar to a 'thinking illness', rather than the body being affected by dreams.

"You've already gone to space, how come your thinking is still so earthly? I don't understand." Old Man Tang said, "Don't give yourself a destination, just go wherever you want."

"Get out!" he said.

"I like the man in the locker room, why else?" He Qingyan said with a smile.

Faced with this answer, Gu Ran could only laugh or cry.

"Then I would like to ask Dr. He, what is the reason for a twenty-year-old woman who always stays in the men's locker room and does not go out?"

It is a pity that Zhuang Zhou, the author of "Xiaoyaoyou", was 80% a mental patient, 20% a psychiatrist, and 90% a lucid dreamer.

She left, and before thoughtfully closing the door for Gu Ran, she smiled and made a "little prince, please change clothes" gesture.

"This old man is not 'psychotically abnormal without obvious inducement'." He Qingyan said.

"Let's travel."

Then why is Zhuang Zhou a butterfly and himself a black dragon?

"Keep practicing," Old Man Tang walked towards the center of the swimming pool and said as he walked, "and the water is not thick enough, so it will not be able to carry a big boat. Those who carry the sky on their backs and don't care about it will be the generals today. South."

"Look carefully," He Qingyan said with her hands folded in front of her chest with a smile, "Lu Xun stared hard at China's feudal history, found a gap in the 'benevolence, righteousness and morality', opened it, expanded it, and then, directly In the innermost, deepest part of the gap, I saw 'cannibalism' - unless it is an organic mental disorder, all other mental illnesses have causes, that's what I believe."

"Can you go out?" Gu Ran was changing clothes.

"To be specific, even for space tourism, there should be some vague plans, or aspirations, such as going to Mercury, the closest planet to the sun, or going to Jupiter to see the eye of the storm."

Old Tang was in the swimming pool, his speech was clear and he didn't stutter. It was as if he had forgotten that he was sick because he was focused on practicing.

There is another possibility that one's own 'black bird' is Zhuang Zhou's 'butterfly', and one's own 'black dragon' is Zhuang Zhou's 'Kunpeng'.

Outside the locker room, He Qingyan squatted on the ground, covering her face with her hands, like a cooked shrimp, red and curled.

"Keep a close eye on it." He Qingyan reached out to touch it, but Gu Ran pushed it away.

"you"

If it is the second possibility, in Zhuang Zhou's opinion, the 'Kunpeng' is an illusion and the 'Butterfly' is the real body?
According to this logic, for Gu Ran, the 'Black Bird' is the real body, and the 'Black Dragon' is just an illusion?
When practicing tug-of-war, Gu Ran imagined that he was a black dragon, dancing with its wings in the pool and almost sinking, like a pheasant that had just been born and had yet to dry out its feathers.

After crying out in pain, she smiled and said, "Wouldn't it be enough if this was the case? I'll leave as soon as I get fucked."

"What are you doing in space?"

"Hey." Gu Ran responded.

He Qingyan leaned against the wardrobe beside her, with a slender and graceful figure. Her charming eyes stared at Gu Ran, looking at his whole body as if caressing him.

Gu Ran looked at his hands. Is this considered dry?

The connection between dreams and reality seems to be only the spirit.

When I sleep too much, I always dream of turning into a butterfly—that’s basically how it should be.

Although he is mentally ill, he chants "Xiaoyaoyou" with great momentum, like a master of Chinese studies.

"It can also be because -" He Qingyan's smile suddenly became emotional, "I want to be fucked."

In the swimming pool, he is not a doctor, but a junior learning tug-of-war techniques.

Suddenly, she raised her head, her face rosy and alluring, her beauty unparalleled.

"Ah!" He Qingyan covered her forehead.

"How did I find out? When you asked him what his plans were after going to space, he chose to refute you. This was not a simple refutation, but resistance. He had his own space plan."

The old man in the tug-of-war had already left, and the only man in the locker room was Gu Ran.

"Xiao Gu." Old Man Tang said seriously.

Gu Ran thought of Zhuang Jing's 'free person'.

Gu Ran was not criticizing Zhuang Zhou, he was also of the same kind. He himself often dreamed that he turned into a black dragon.

If she were really charming, Gu Ran would just be indifferent to her, but she was shy.
Gu Ran bent his fingers and gave her a gentle slap on the forehead.

"Why am I shy?" He Qingyan asked herself, "I am hypomanic. How could I be shy because of such a trivial matter?"

She stood up and put her hand on the doorknob.

She had closed the door, and Gu Ran didn't come over to lock it, so he opened it all at once.

"Me!" Gu Ran almost cursed.

"What's so embarrassing? It's not like I haven't seen it before!" He Qingyan said.

There was nothing useful at this time, so Gu Ran simply let go and changed into clothes as quickly as possible.

After coming out of the sports hall, the two of them walked on the way to the canteen. There were bamboo fences on both sides of the small gravel road, and the fence was covered with rose flowers.

"I'm so disappointed in you. I wasted so much trust in you!" Gu Ran was heartbroken.

As for being looked at, Gu Ran is still afraid of being looked at by He Qingyan?
Unless he's peeing.

He Qingyan said nothing, which surprised Gu Ran. Instead, he was worried about the perpetrator.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"Maybe my hypomania is really cured." He Qingyan pondered.

Gu Ran thought for a moment: "Besides the changes in clothes, is there any evidence?"

"I'm shy."

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"Think about it," He Qingyan looked at Gu Ran, "How could I, He Qingyan, the eldest lady in Haicheng, be shy just because I said 'I want to be fucked'?"

"Has the eldest lady ever said this before?"

"No."

"Then how can you prove that you were not shy when saying this before?"

"You were not here before, how could I say this?" He Qingyan blamed Gu Ran for coming late.

Gu Ran had an impulse in his heart. At this moment, he told He Qingyan that he wanted her and Su Qing!

However, was this the result of his calm thinking, or was it because He Qingyan was so cute at this moment that his heart was surging?
When you think about this now, are you really considering it, or are you afraid?

"What's wrong with you?" This time it was He Qingyan's turn to ask him.

Gu Ran had recovered from his impulse and was surprised that he had the idea of ​​having both. This was not a joke or a delusion, but a real commitment to take practical actions.

Was he influenced by the old toad?

Or simply lustful?
Or maybe he really fell in love with He Qingyan?

"Why don't you speak?" He Qingyan asked again.

"I'm thinking, even if your hypomania is not cured and your condition has been relieved a lot, in this case, do you still plan on 'me, you, and Su Qing' to be together?" Gu Ran asked rhetorically.

"That's basic."

"What about something less basic?"

"Look, a little higher up, there are four of us in the second group's office; a little higher up, there are two offices of the first group and the second group; a little higher up, there are all the female nurses and female patients in {Jinghai}; and still further up, The previous point, {Looking forward to the villa}!”

".Can you cope with so many people?"

"With you in front to attract firepower, um--should I say to output firepower? I'll hide behind you and enjoy myself but that's enough."

"After my judgment, your hypomania is not good." Gu Ran said.

"This lady is telling you a dream!" He Qingyan said.

"The trigger for your hypomania may be your dreams." "Am I too playful?"

"Isn't it lustful?"

"I am only interested in women, Amelia Su."

"I can't pretend I didn't hear this."

"This is a declaration of war against you - I will make Su Qing agree that the three of us will be together. This also represents your failure!"

The two arrived at the canteen, selected their dishes, and found Su Qing and Chen Ke.

As soon as he sat down, He Qingyan said: "Su Qing, what I say next is serious. I have something to discuss with you."

"What's the matter?" Su Qing ate her meal without paying much attention.

"I declared war on Gu Ran."

"You Xiang Gu Ran?" Chen Ke was surprised and curious.

"Can you make me agree to your whim and allow the four of us to be together?" Su Qing took a sip of the soup.

"You are so awesome." He Qingyan was in awe, "I only dared to start with three people together, but you started with four people, okay! Chen Ke, you heard it too, Su Qing agreed, and we will Four are a family.”

She added: "My mother, Su Qing's mother and we are also a family."

Chen Ke didn't take it seriously.

Su Qing said to Gu Ran: "What do you think?"

"I will definitely choose you." Gu Ran said.

"I didn't force you, right?" Su Qing asked with a smile.

"In a sense, it is also forced. After all, it is because you are beautiful and charming that I definitely choose you. When a flower is picked, it is not entirely the fault of the flower picker, is it?"

"It's hard for you to win against Su Qing." Chen Ke looked at He Qingyan.

"Keke, this is the most interesting way, and only then can we hope to realize the wonderful idea of ​​'four people together'." He Qingyan smiled very happily.

"The relationship between the two of them is so deep, but there is hope?" Chen Ke asked.

"On this basis, the relationship between Su Qing and I is deep enough, and the relationship between Gu Ran and I is deep enough, and you should do the same - so that the four of us can be together. By the way, I have now completed 'Su Qing and I' The feeling is deep enough'.

"I don't think so." Su Qing said in a cold voice.

"Actually, I feel shy when facing Gu Ranhui recently. My hypomania may really be getting better." He Qingyan said.

Su Qing fell into deep thought.

"Are you thinking about it?" Gu Ran couldn't believe it, "Do you really have such a deep relationship with her? Are you going to let me out?"

"My relationship with her is very deep," Su Qing did not deny it, "but you don't have to have a deep relationship with her. If you have a deep relationship with her, my relationship with you doesn't have to be deep."

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Su Qing smiled and said: "Instead of struggling with the pain myself, I will give you the choice and let you struggle with the pain."

Live well and understand.

His free and easy personality is also very attractive.

Chen Ke looked at the three people in front of him and felt that he was out of place. The topics they talked about were so absurd, just like what Su Qing said, they were just whimsical thoughts.

Only she, with her feet still on the ground, could not fly with them into the dangerous and charming sky.

Chen Ke put down his chopsticks and took a deep breath.

This obvious action attracted the attention of the three people.

"Keke?" Su Qing was confused.

"Su Qing," Chen Ke mustered up his courage, "Actually, Gu Ran can cure my mental disorder."

This was very tactful and very clear.

".Just like He Qingyan was shy towards Gu Ran?" Su Qing asked.

"Yes."

He Qingyan was eating with a smile while looking at the scene in front of her.

"When did you discover it?" Su Qing asked again.

"The time Gu Ran was punished for touching our feet on an uninhabited island." Chen Ke answered.

Su Qing looked at He Qingyan, and He Qingyan smiled brightly at her.

Su Qing's eyes fell on Gu Ran again.

"Leave it to you," she said.

"No matter what, no matter what happens, I will choose Su Qing." Gu Ran said.

Su Qing elegantly put a mouthful of white rice into her mouth with chopsticks.

He Qingyan put down her chopsticks and extended her right hand towards Chen Ke.

Under the gazes of Su Qing and Gu Ran, Chen Ke avoided their sight and stretched out his right hand.

Their hands were clasped together.

Gu Ran suddenly thought, what would it feel like to be held by these two hands at the same time?
Is your illness still not cured?
"Keke, don't be shy, we are here to treat illnesses." He Qingyan encouraged, "Besides, they are not together yet, we have a good reputation!"

"Are you staying with Gu Ran just to cure your illness?" Su Qing said with a smile.

"Why are you talking so much? Didn't you just leave this matter to Gu Ran?" He Qingyan regretted her choice of words.

"Maybe I love Gu Ran more than I thought, so I can't help but fight back?" Su Qing seemed to be asking herself.

"Gu Ran, don't believe this witch!" He Qingyan said, "She was just aroused to be competitive!"

Gu Ran suddenly felt that this matter had nothing to do with him.

Just like a group of witches and witches competing for a man, they completely treat the man as a trophy, not the jealousy of ordinary women.

Even if one day they are together with Gu Ran, they still have the idea of ​​'ruling the world together', not Gu Ran's harem.

"You are the one who is aroused to be competitive, right?" Su Qing smiled calmly and elegantly.

"us."

"And you, Chen Ke, are just for sexual desire."

Chen Ke just wanted to persuade them not to argue, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he was covered by Su Qing's firepower.

"Yes," Chen Ke admitted, "because I only have feelings for Gu Ran."

She kept thinking silently in her heart: There is no need to be ashamed of sex, there is no need to be ashamed of sex, there is no need to be ashamed of sex.
After self-hypnosis, she looked relaxed and elegant, if her ears were not red.

"Having only feelings for him could be a case of love delusion." Su Qing said.

"When you can't speak up, you will attack someone personally." He Qingyan said.

"She is talking about her mental disorder, and I am helping her analyze it. Is this a personal attack?" Su Qing looked at her.

"Gu Ran, tell me what you think. Does this count as a personal attack?" He Qingyan asked Gu Ran.

"I choose Su Qing."

"Hmph, you said before that you would choose Teacher Zhuang Jing."

Pure slander.

"I'm curious," Chen Ke wondered. "In your mind, Gu Ran, who is more beautiful, Teacher Zhuang Jing or Amelia Su?"

".Teacher Zhuang, Zhuang Jing."

Gu Ran wants to tell Amelia Su that he is a dedicated person!

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"Private Diary": September 6, Friday, Jinghai
After confessing to me, Chen Ke finally confessed to Su Qing that she wanted to work with He Qingyan to realize the wonderful idea of ​​four people being together.

Fortunately, everyone is in the same office and has good personalities, so the atmosphere can be restored to the original in the afternoon, otherwise tomorrow's camping trip might have been cancelled.

It's rare to see Su Qing arguing with someone. I have already foreseen the scene of being lectured by her after marriage.

Great, I just love being lectured by beautiful women.

I would like to state that this hobby has nothing to do with dreams, nor does it have anything to do with Aunt Jing. It was cultivated by myself.

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"Doctor's Diary":
He Qingyan said that Mr. Tang Ming has his own space program.

(Zhuang Jing commented: Mental illness is a disease of relationships.)
(End of this chapter)