Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 226 An Uncertain Day

While eating, Gu Ran asked He Qingyan: "Where are you going later?"

"Where are you going?" He Qingyan was puzzled.

Gu Ran was puzzled. He asked, "Aren't you going to Haicheng International High School on Monday?"

He Qingyan slowed down her chewing and looked at Su Qing and Chen Ke, her bright and pretty face looking a little confused.

"Isn't it Chen Ke?" she said.

"It's you." Su Qing took a sip of porridge and spoke calmly.

"Zhou San Qingyan, you have to attend the morning training, so you can't go out, right?" Chen Ke said.

"Did you do this on purpose? You must know it was me today." He Qingyan asked Su Qing.

"Yeah." Su Qing nodded, and she smiled slowly, "You cooperated well. I forgot that it was you today."

After dinner, He Qingyan took a taxi and left, and Su Qing waved goodbye, as if they were best friends.

Behind her, Gu Ran received a message from He Qingyan.

[He Qingyan: I will take revenge on you even more fiercely! ]

[Gu Ran: I suspect you did it on purpose]

[He Qingyan: Guess]

Gu Ran wasn't sure.

Forget that it’s possible;
It is also possible that she deliberately forgot, then slandered Su Qing for not reminding her, and finally took revenge on Gu Ran.

As for why Su Qing didn't tell He Qingyan, it was probably revenge for her previous words and deeds.

"Why am I the one who suffers in the end?" Gu Ran put away his phone and wondered what He Qingyan hated.

The person who knows He Qingyan best is Su Qing, but it is not easy to ask her about this matter.

The three returned to the office and were about to look at the patient's weekend physical examination report when the internal phone rang.

It was Zhuang Jing calling, asking Gu Ran to go to the office.

"What's the matter?" Chen Ke asked.

Su Qing shook her head slightly.

Gu Ran roughly guessed what was going on.

The ward rounds records were uploaded to the electronic medical record, and Zhuang Jing probably saw Master Aqiu's words, "There is another Dharma Assembly tonight."

"Maybe Gu Ran caused a commotion again, and the dean couldn't stand it anymore." Su Qing speculated with a smile.

"No way?" Gu Ran became nervous.

It’s not impossible!
He left the Group 2 office uneasily and went to the dean's office on the third floor.

When Gu Ran walked in, Zhuang Jing was writing a preface for a new book by a friend in the industry. She didn't even look up when Gu Ran entered the room.

"Sit down." The pen in her hand moved smoothly, as if she was filling in a home address rather than writing an article.

Gu Ran sat down on the sofa in the middle of the office.

The secretary brought a glass of water with two candies placed next to it.

After the secretary left, Zhuang Jing happened to put down her pen.

"Did you see what Master Aqiu said?" She stood up and walked over.

Just as Gu Ran was about to stand up, she waved her hand gently, indicating that he was welcome.

The two sat down facing each other.

"I think we should not hold too high hopes." Gu Ran said.

“It doesn’t matter how much you hope, but you have to do your best.

"But the [Black Dragon Dream] has no place to start."

"Ideas." Zhuang Jing said, "At least you should have the idea of ​​'I must enter Master Qiu's dream tonight'. Don't you want to gain new abilities? Use new abilities to stimulate your desires."

"I have a little interest, but I think I should rely more on myself." Gu Ran said what was in his heart.

Rather than using [Mind Reading] to peer into other people's minds, he prefers to rely on his own abilities.

"Fool." Zhuang Jing laughed, "Do you really think there are superpowers in this world? Your [Black Dragon Dream] and cold fragrance's sense of smell are both your own potential, but they are stimulated in an extraordinary way."

"potential?"

"Although it is an unfounded speculation, I believe it is the truth."

When it comes to curing illnesses and saving lives, Gu Ran is already prepared to use the [Black Dragon Dream] as his own strength, but this is different from "The Black Dragon Dream is his own potential."

The potential of the human body is unimaginable.

In primitive society, humans ate raw meat and drank blood; in modern technological civilization, humans dig lunar soil and explore Mars, using the same brain.

Perhaps Gu Ran's [Black Dragon Dream] is also within human potential, but technology is not powerful enough to provide a reasonable explanation and method of realization.

Gu Ran was silent for a moment, then nodded and said, "Well, I will try my best."

"You have the priority to enter Master Qiu's dream. If you still have energy left." Zhuang Jing looked at Gu Ran, "Come find me and take me with you."

Gu Ran laughed.

"What are you laughing at?" Zhuang Jing tilted her head slightly and asked him with a smile.

"Aunt Jing, compared to gaining new superpowers, no, developing new potential, 'being able to help you' is more tempting to me - I understand, I will definitely do my best!"

"Silly child!" Zhuang Jing laughed so hard that her chest trembled slightly.

Ever since he saw Zhuang Jing wearing a shirt over her swimsuit, Gu Ran sometimes couldn't look her in the eye as he used to.

"If Su Qing and the others ask me why I came to you, just say it was because of Hu Qian."

"Aunt Jing, did I do something wrong regarding Hu Qian's matter?" Gu Ran asked in a tentative tone.

Zhuang Jing, who was walking towards the desk, stopped, thought for a moment, and said, "Just take it as it is."

She walked back to her desk.

Gu Ran: "."

There are too many uncertainties today.

After coming out of the dean's office, he began to hypnotize himself.

'Teacher Zhuang Jing is the sky, Teacher Zhuang Jing is the earth, Teacher Zhuang Jing is my little world.'

'Now that the Dharma Assembly is just around the corner, I must consider whether this will be my only chance to repay Master Zhuang Jing.'

'Even if it costs me a certain price, I will do it!'

When he walked back to the Group 2 office, Su Qing and Chen Ke felt that he must have been scolded without him saying anything. He looked like he was reflecting on himself, but also as if he was absent-minded. Only when he was scolded would he have such an expression.

They were considerate enough not to ask.

At nine o'clock, the three of them went to the sanatorium again.

Chen Ke was hypnotizing Sister Mouse in Ward 102; Su Qing was reading the recent writings of Xiaozhi and Writer Huanchou.

Gu Ran saw Master Aqiu's advice and told him to "be discharged from the hospital soon".

"Master, you said that we will go out naturally when it is time to go out, so when will my time come?" asked the patient who was about to be discharged from the hospital.

"You'll understand when the time comes."

"I don't want to wait until the time comes. I just want to know from you, Master, when it will be."

"Tang Monk went to the West to seek Buddhist scriptures, but the Bodhisattva did not tell him that he would have to go through 81 difficulties."

"I am not Tang Monk."

"But I am a Bodhisattva, and as a Bodhisattva I cannot reveal the secrets of heaven."

"Then, since we are all fellow patients, can you give me some hints?" begged the man who was about to be discharged from the hospital.

"Okay." Master Qiu sighed, "Letting you wait for the result without knowing the result is a test for you. When you have the same belief and peace of mind as Tang Seng, who is determined to obtain the true scriptures no matter how many difficulties there are, it will be time for you to be discharged from the hospital. That's all I can say."

"What you mean is," Kuai Chuchu frowned and thought, "no matter how long I have to stay in {Jinghai}, as long as I don't rush or get impatient and don't give up hope of being discharged, I can be discharged?"

"Do not."

"Then what shall we do?"

"Ask Dr. Su Qing to write you a note."

"Get Out of the Hospital Soon" lay on the ground, crying out loudly, the way humans cry when they give up their dignity and civilization. Other than that, he didn't move at all.

The head nurse of 'Soon Be Discharged' came over to comfort him immediately and stuffed a ball of cotton cloth into his mouth.

'Get out of the hospital soon,' he bit his tongue obediently and continued crying.

The others also looked over.

Gu Ran raised his hands: "It has nothing to do with me!"

"It's all his fault." He put down another hand and pointed at Master Aqiu.

"Doctor Gu, sometimes I really doubt whether you also need to be hospitalized for a period of time." said the head nurse.

No one believed it.

Gu Ran looked at Master Aqiu, who was wrapped in a monk's robe and said with a smile, "Welcome."

Guanyin Bodhisattva disguises herself every day and deceives people in the mortal world, which shows that Bodhisattva also has the intention to play tricks on people.

In the original version of Journey to the West, Guanyin Bodhisattva occasionally dressed up, which shows that she also loves beauty.

In conclusion, Su Qing, who loves to play tricks on people and occasionally dresses up, is the Bodhisattva Guanyin, with a beautiful face.

No, now is not the time to think about your girlfriend, you should think about your girlfriend’s mother.

After 'Soon to be Discharged' was comforted and helped away, Gu Ran had a private chat with Master Aqiu.

“Master Aqiu, is there really a Dharma Assembly tonight?” he asked.

"Ah."

"Just like last time?"

"I don't know. I just saw the Buddha's light appear in the sky, coming to take me to the Dharma Assembly."

"Buddha's light? Where is it?"

Master Achu looked at the sun.

"Doesn't the sun shine every day?" Gu Ran asked again.

Master Qiu shook his head and sighed: "Doctor Gu, I asked you to give up sex a long time ago, otherwise why can't you even see the Buddha's light."

". Can you see the Buddha's light if you abstain from sex?"

“Others may not, but you can.”

"Is there anything special about me?"

"Assuming that the hearts of ordinary people are one part black, two parts gray, three parts white, and four parts mixed, then your heart, Doctor Gu, is four parts black, four parts white, and two parts mixed."

"What does this have to do with seeing the Buddha's light?"

"Only black and white can see the Buddha's light, and Dr. Gu, your chances of being in the black or the white are greater than those of ordinary people."

"You can see this?" Gu Ran was curious.

“I received empowerment from the elderly Situ Rinpoche at the age of nine, and was worshipped as the Dharma King at the age of twelve. Now I am only 32 years old, but I have already reached the initial level of Bodhisattva.” Master Achuk said with a smile.

"Awesome." Gu Ran admired.

But he checked the information and found a family where a father and two sons were all "Rinpoches". He expressed doubts about this system.

"If I can't see the guiding Buddha's light, can I still participate in the Dharma Assembly?" Gu Ran asked what he really cared about.

Although it is a taboo for doctors to believe in the delusions of mentally ill patients, at this point, he can only choose to believe it.

“No.” Master Aqiu shook his head. “But you didn’t see the Buddha’s light last time, but you still participated. I hope I can see you this time too.”

Gu Ran wanted to ask more, but Master Aqiu said, "Okay, from now on I will practice silent meditation to purify my body and mind for the Dharma Assembly."

Gu Ran recalled what he did at the last Dharma Assembly.

That was the first day of moving into Tianhai Villa. I kissed Su Qing during the day, she sat on my lap, and we had a big meal at night.

By the way, He Qingyan once pampered herself on his bed at night, and her underwear was left in his room.

So, the key is moving, or the feast, or the smell left by He Qingyan, or her underwear?

Or are all four important?
If one believes what Guru Achuk said, he must have been ‘white’ at that time, on the positive side of life.

The positive side of life. How can you put yourself on the positive side of life today?
Gu Ran looked at Su Qing, who was wearing a white dress with her hair tied behind her head. Her facial features were elegant and beautiful, and her temperament was calm and peaceful. She was carefully flipping through the notebook in her hand.

Have it.

Chen Ke walked out of Ward 102, with a look of fatigue on her beautiful face.

"Here are the results." She handed the list to Gu Ran.

"Thank you for your hard work." said Gu Ran.

"I don't care. The key is Hu Qian. You can see for yourself." Chen Ke's fatigue did not seem to be entirely due to hypnosis.

It seems that there are some things that Gu Ran cannot understand even with his mind reading ability.

If it is a psychological disorder, [mind reading] is very effective, but the effect on mental patients is not satisfactory and can only be used occasionally.

There are many reasons, but there are three main ones.

First, mental illness causes confusion and delusions;
Second, mentally ill people have delusions;
Third, mentally ill people will actively "delete" memories that may cause serious harm to themselves, such as winning 100 million in the lottery but not discovering it until it expires.

Gu Ran looked at the list in his hand.

[1. Is your husband cheating on you? ]

This is the question given by Gu Ran. When Chen Ke asks, he will first ask some simple questions to lower Sister Shu's guard.

Once Sister Mouse enters deep hypnosis, I will ask her questions that she doesn’t want to answer.

At this time, even some memories that Sister Mouse herself had forgotten could be recalled.

[Answer: No]

[2. Do the footsteps you heard sound similar to anyone else's? ]

[Answer: My stepfather]

【3.What did the owner of the footsteps do to you?】

[Answer: He touched me]

"I asked some more questions, which are written at the back," said Chen Ke.

Gu Ran turned the note over.

[4. Besides touching you, what else did he do to you? ]

After asking the third question, Chen Ke observed Hu Qian's expression and probably felt that Hu Qian's stepfather did more than just 'touch' her.

[Answer: Rape me]

Based on the length of the "ellipsis", Gu Ran seemed to see Hu Qian's resistance to this memory, her disgust with this fact, and her rejection of this issue.

This way, the footsteps outside the door and the footsteps standing by the bed when someone has fallen asleep all have an explanation.

Although he sympathized with Hu Qian, what Gu Ran was thinking at this moment was, knowing such a dark thing, could he still attend the Dharma Assembly tonight?

He felt uncomfortable with the thought.

Am I such a cold-hearted person?

Perhaps Master Achuk was right. His heart was indeed four parts black and four parts white, with only two parts mixed colors. It was easy for him to fall into an extreme state of either black or white.

But he wanted to attend Master Aqiu's Dharma Assembly not to develop his own potential, but for Zhuang Jing.

Whether from his own knowledge or from what he heard from Su Qing, Gu Ran knew about Zhuang Jing's obsession with dreams.

Gu Ran's promise will not change. Even if he is turned into a lamp and carried into the dream by Zhuang Jing, he is still willing.

No matter what, he wanted to turn into a black dragon tonight and carry Zhuang Jing to attend the Dharma Assembly.

"I think," he said, "I'd better let you take care of Hu Xi. Hypnotherapy is more suitable for her."

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"Private Diary": September 15, Monday, the second day of dating Su Qing
This is an opportunity, I want to date Su Qing.

If I have a date with Su Qing on Saturday, I will start to get excited from Monday and will be excited for five days!
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"Doctor's Diary":
Hu Xi was raped by her stepfather and hypnotherapy was recommended until she mustered up the courage to call the police.

(Zhuang Jing's comment: Leave it to Chen Ke.)
(End of this chapter)