Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 253: Besieged on all sides and ambushed from all sides

After waking up in the morning, Gu Ran lay in bed and thought: What was the dream I had last night?

Just pick up the phone and talk to Chen Ke for a few words, or even just one sentence, and you will know the answer.

Given the distance between the alley house and {Jinghai}, Chen Ke, who is the first to arrive at the office every day, is almost getting up now.

It’s a very simple thing and it won’t affect the other person’s sleep, but Gu Ran can’t do it.

Words also have real weight.

But just then, the cell phone rang.

Gu Ran just picked it up, and the screen showed Chen Ke's message.

【Chen Ke: I dreamed of you last night】

【Gu Ran: What did you dream about? 】

[Chen Ke: My parents are teachers, we are students of Nancheng High School, I threaten you to buy me pornographic magazines]

Gu Ran breathed a sigh of relief.

【Gu Ran: Hahahaha】

[Gu Ran: If you want to see it, you can ask Fei Xiaoxiao for it. She will definitely have it.]

[Chen Ke: After graduating from university, we came to Haicheng together and rented a house, which is where Feifei and I live now]

Is this a test for adults?

[Gu Ran: There is a sequel, what happened later? ]

[Chen Ke: Nothing much, I just dreamed that we were lying on this little bed I’m on now]

[Chen Ke: Maybe it’s because you mentioned pornographic magazines during the day, and I was deeply impressed by it, so I had this dream]

[Gu Ran: Then I will talk to you more about lottery in the future]

[Chen Ke: Okay, I will send you the lottery number I dreamed of then]

【Gu Ran: Hahaha! 】

Gu Ran, who was lying on the bed, did not smile.

In last night's dream, he didn't actually do it, but he didn't leave either. He was lying on the bed with Chen Ke. It was raining outside and the quilt was warm and comfortable.

He got up from bed and went to the gym to swim.

While swimming, I thought about the details of last night.

The more he thought about it, the more clearly Gu Ran realized that he was definitely not a person with strong willpower.

If Su Qing had not become his girlfriend, he would have definitely done it with Chen Ke last night; even if Su Qing was his girlfriend now, he could not leave that bed.

Even if he didn't do it last night, there were many such things - lying in the same bed with the naked Chen Ke, he would not be able to control himself at some point.

If you can't control yourself once, it will be more difficult to control yourself later, just like an airplane cannot stop easily after accelerating for a long time.

There is no need to doubt this, Yan Hanxiang has already proved it.

From the accident at the beginning, to the coincidence, and then to the last time, but now? He no longer thinks it's a big deal.

I can no longer deceive myself by saying that these are all dreams.

From now on, I will keep my distance from Yan Hanxiang even in my dreams.

Yan Hanxiang didn't come for morning exercise today. Perhaps it was because she quit her job as a university professor and had more time, so she didn't need to get up early.

When Gu Ran was giving Zhuang Jing a massage, he told her everything about his dream of the hut in the alley and his conversation with Chen Ke.

After listening, Zhuang Jing did not directly tell Gu Ran what to do.

She closed her eyes, enjoying the massage and smiled:
"Whether you are a person with strong willpower or not is not the point, but you must be a person who is good at reflection. Very good, I reflect on myself three times a day, which is also a valuable habit."

"Aunt Jing, you misunderstood. I just feel guilty."

"Many people demand perfection from others, but few people demand perfection from themselves. I have taught you too well. People who easily feel guilty are also prone to heart disease."

"Then what should I do?" Gu Ran squatted beside the bed, interlocked his fingers with Zhuang Jing, and massaged her fingers.

Zhuang Jing opened her eyes.

The two looked at each other.

"I think," she said, "you should just stay with Qingyan and Chen Ke."

"Aunt Jing, why do you say that?" Gu Ran said with a smile.

"Then let me ask you," Zhuang Jing smiled, "You, Qingyan, and Chen Ke, not to mention the future, will be together every day for at least the next five years, more than 1,800 nights. Can you guarantee that you won't dream about them? Can you guarantee that you won't make mistakes every time you dream about them?"

"It's the right thing to do not make mistakes. It has nothing to do with time."

"Fool, it's 'Everyone makes mistakes, it has nothing to do with time'."

"Will Aunt Jing know how to do it?"

Zhuang Jing didn't say anything.

Gu Ran didn’t have the ability to read minds, but with his expertise as a psychologist, he vaguely felt that Zhuang Jing was thinking about marriage.

Is marriage wrong?
Should you not get married, or should you not get married casually?

Su Qing's father probably didn't cheat on his wife, but a marriage without cheating is not necessarily happy.

"What exactly is marriage?" Gu Ran couldn't help but ask on the way to {Jinghai}.

"It's too early for you, little kid, to think about these things." Su Qing, who has reached the legal age for marriage, said lightly.

"Life is happier and more secure than before I got married." Instead, He Qingyan answered seriously.

She went on to say, “But you won’t feel at ease after you get married.”

"Think about why I feel uneasy." Su Qing looked at her.

He Qingyan curled up slightly, pursed her lips and smiled mischievously. The more she asked for a beating, the cuter she was. Even Gu Ran, who was looking in the rearview mirror, couldn't help but smile slightly.

For the first time, he thought that if He Qingyan was with them, her life would be very happy, and Su Qing might also feel at ease.

"Peace of mind is the most important thing," He Qingyan approached Su Qing, "Peace of mind is the absolute standard for whether a person lives a comfortable life. If you can't even feel at ease, how can you be considered happy?"

She rested her chin on Su Qing's shoulder: "Su Qing, we will be together forever. Is there anything more reassuring than this? My mother and your mother will be happy too."

"I said," Su Qing pushed her away, "If Gu Ran agrees, I agree."

"Don't lie," He Qingyan pointed her finger at Su Qing's face, "If you don't agree, does Gu Ran dare to agree?"

"I agree." Su Qing said as she pushed He Qingyan's hand away.

"Sincerely." He Qingyan placed her hand on Su Qing's chest, "You have to sincerely agree."

"Hey." Gu Ran couldn't bear it anymore.

He Qingyan laughed twice, withdrew her hand before Su Qing pushed her away, then leaned over and hugged Su Qing's waist.

"Qingqing, promise me~" She shook her body, as if her request was just to buy a Lingna Belle.

"Let go." Su Qing said coldly.

"Don't let it go."

"one."

"Don't let it go!"

"two."

"I won't let you go even if you kill me!"

"Snapped!"

"Why are you like Gu Ran and likes spanking people's butts?" He Qingyan let go and covered her own butt.

Su Qing, who was rubbing her hands because she had used too much force, looked up at Gu Ran who was in the driver's seat.

Gu Ran: "."

"Ah." He Qingyan, who was covering her butt, made a sound after realizing it, "I let it slip, Su Qing, listen to my explanation, it's not the spanking you imagined."

"Gu Ran." Su Qing said.

"I have a witness!" Gu Ran said.

"It has nothing to do with right or wrong, and there is no need for witnesses," Su Qing said, "Let me ask you, who was the first person of the opposite sex whose butt you touched?"

"."

"It's not me, right?" Su Qing smiled.

"I'm sorry." He Qingyan apologized to Gu Ran shyly. In fact, it had nothing to do with her.

Even dreams count as the fragrance of severe cold;

It’s not a dream, it’s Chen Ke.

So that's what it is. Gu Ran suddenly realized that he had done something wrong a long time ago!
These errors just haven't been discovered. Once discovered, they will explode like a landmine.

The only way to clear the mines is to let He Qingyan and Chen Ke stay with them.

In this way, the landmine becomes a long-ineffective hunting trap. If you step on it, it will just hurt your foot, and you can just smile and throw it aside.

No, it wasn't that he did something wrong, it was that he was 'done' to. But for Su Qing, perhaps it made no difference.

As for the matters with Chen Ke and He Qingyan, he had just adopted an ostrich mentality and buried his head, pretending not to see them.

Can such a mentality bring peace of mind for the rest of your life? I'm afraid you'll be terrified on your wedding day.

"What are you thinking about?" Su Qing asked.

"Su Qing, you said yourself that you will listen to me in everything, right?" Gu Ran asked back.

"Yeah." Su Qing responded, "So? You're saying that touching the opposite sex's butt is a thing of the past, even before we confirmed our relationship, so there's nothing to worry about?"

"I think"

"Ok?"

Once you stop, you will be unable to move forward, just like a person who is trying to commit suicide on the balcony and says to you, "Take one more step and I will jump."

Gu Ran also reacted.

How dare I have any thoughts of letting Su Qing down?

"Pa!" He slapped himself.

Su Qing and He Qingyan were both stunned.

".I was just teasing you, you don't have to-" Su Qing suddenly stopped the topic and looked at Gu Ran seriously, "Unless you weren't joking when you spanked He Qingyan."

"It's just a joke." Gu Ran said.

"Really?"

"real."

"It's true." He Qingyan also said.

"Then why did you hit yourself?" Su Qing was puzzled.

"Because I remembered the feel of He Qingyan's butt, and I felt worse than a beast."

Su Qing's expression was subtle. She was angry, but she also seemed to find it a little funny. She was just watching the fun, but she also seemed to mind a little.

"Su Qing," He Qingyan kept staring at Su Qing, "Are you also recalling the feeling of spanking me?"

"." Su Qing closed her eyes and took a deep breath slowly.

"You two are hooligans!" He Qingyan accused.

Neither of them spoke.

When they arrived at {Jinghai}, Gu Ran noticed that Chen Ke looked at him with a meaningful look. She must have also been suspicious and felt that last night was a [Black Dragon Dream].

But she had never experienced the "Black Dragon Dream" that "did not require Gu Ran to wake her up", so she was not sure.

Today was different from the past. After checking the house, Xie Xiya no longer needed to go to Haicheng International High School, so she temporarily suspended her studies.

"Xiya, Xiya, I will miss you!" Gege, wearing a white shirt and black school skirt, walked away with her schoolbag.

He Qingyan, who was on duty at school today, also left.

The car that picked us up belonged to Gege's family, an ordinary legendary black Audi A6L.

"Teacher Su, when do we start class?" asked Xie Xiya, who was still in school uniform.

"I brought you some books, you can read them first." Su Qing handed her her hand.

“What if there is something I don’t understand?”

"I'll give you the answers when I have time, and it won't count as class time."

"If Teacher Su, you are not here or too busy, can I find a psychologist who is available and ask them?" Xie Xiya looked at Gu Ran and Chen Ke.

Su Qing smiled and looked at Xie Xiya.

Seventeen-year-old Xie Xiya is a rare and extremely beautiful girl in the world, with a clean and sober temperament.

Of course, this is all an illusion.

She confessed to Gu Ran when her favorability score was 62. This was not because she was frivolous. Quite the opposite was true. She made this decision after careful consideration and felt that she would be very happy in this life if she was with Gu Ran. She would hardly give up on it.

She is undoubtedly a sophisticated egoist.

"No?" Xie Xiya tilted her head slightly in confusion.

"Okay." Su Qing said with a smile.

As a result, before the morning was over, Xie Xiya had already asked Gu Ran three questions!
And then this is the fourth question.

"Doctor Gu, there was a lot of noise upstairs, and the downstairs people poked the ceiling a few times. How can this be considered a mental illness?" Xie Xiya held a book in her left hand and a pen in her right hand, and she looked as youthful as a female student walking into a teacher's office.

Even though she is a female student.

This picture must fit the outside world's stereotype of mental illness.

"Mental illness often manifests itself in a relatively normal and rational form, so we must be very cautious when diagnosing it."

"Oh." Xie Xiya nodded.

"besides."

"Ok?"

"Xiya, your teacher is Su Qing."

"But Dr. Su is very busy. He is playing the piano for Sister Hu Qian."

"You are so smart, you should understand what I mean." Gu Ran said.

"Doctor Gu, what you mean is that I shouldn't show that I like you too much?" Xie Xiya hugged the book in her arms, exuding the aura of a high school girl.

"I mean more than that, but it includes this."

"There's nothing we can do about it."

"no way?"

"Yes." Xie Xiya smiled shyly but brightly, "Doctor Gu, in order to catch up with the psychology students who have been studying professional courses since junior high school in one year, I need to have abundant physical strength, a strong team of teachers, strict self-discipline, and great enthusiasm."

"Your passion is me?" Gu Ran asked.

"Hmm~" Xie Xiya smiled beautifully, "Doctor Gu, it's because I like you that I want to become a psychologist."

lie.

Complete and utter lie.

It was for her own sake, and for the sake of living a happy life, that she wanted to become Jinghai's psychologist and be with Gu Ran.

This is certainly true.

What's wrong with liking someone? What's wrong with wanting to live a happy life?

"I don't like—"

"Doctor Gu, are you trying to discourage my enthusiasm for studying?" Xie Xiya, who was holding a textbook, wearing a black skirt and showing her beautiful legs, interrupted Gu Ran in confusion and asked him in confusion.

".Whatever you want."

Xie Xiya looked at him with her pure black and crystal eyes and couldn't help but smile.

"Doctor Gu," she said, "please don't be too nice. If you are, you will be like me before, acting to meet everyone's expectations. You will never wake up from such a life."

"Are you awake now?" Gu Ran was a little curious.

"Yes, what I have to do is to truly live. To be alive is not only to not die, but also to be grateful for having life. When I think of Dr. Gu and the future in which I will be his colleague, I feel that it is great to be alive."

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《Personal Diary》: September 22, Monday, Jinghai

There are enemies everywhere outside.

(End of this chapter)