Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 276 Prozac

After lunch, the typhoon came again. The heavy rain was like soldiers hearing the war drums, and the attack became more fierce.

Gu Ran didn't take a nap and went directly to the {sanatorium building}.

The patients were taking a nap, and Gu Ran was at the nurses' station, sitting on a swivel chair, playing with a Rubik's Cube out of boredom.

The nurses have changed shifts. The familiar Wang Yi and Wang Jiajia have gone to sleep. The nurses in the nurse station at this time are usually very polite when speaking to Gu Ran, and there is no idle chat.

While spinning the Rubik's Cube, Gu Ran was thinking about Mr. Tang Ming.

Considering Tang Ming’s age, he has been tormented by psychological disorders for most of his life.

People only have one life, and Tang Ming has lost most of his life. Gu Ran feels sorry for him and even heartbroken.

If I could cure him earlier, if all psychologists had their own [Black Dragon Dream], how many people and families would be saved?

There are 2 to 3 million people with mental disorders in China. Every year, an average of more than 30 people commit suicide due to various mental disorders, and more than 200 million people attempt suicide.

For the first time, Gu Ran had the idea of ​​actively researching the [Black Dragon Dream].

He wanted to fully and safely master the [Black Dragon Dream]. Even if he couldn't figure out a learning method, at least he could save more people.

If he can come up with a method, he will make it public.

Of course, he would first eliminate the parapsychology part, but the price was "eliminating his own parapsychology for experiments", and he was willing to do that.

Gu Ran spun the Rubik's Cube in his hand, looking for a way to restore it.

After thirty minutes, he gave up.

How did those people with their eyes closed solve the Rubik's Cube blindly? As he thought about this, Gu Ran lowered his head and focused his eyes on the Rubik's Cube.

He restored the Rubik's Cube as skillfully and quickly as entering a password into a mobile phone.

Holding the Rubik's Cube with uniform color on all sides in his hand, Gu Ran thought again, if he could find a learning method for [Black Dragon Dream], he might be able to become a true protagonist.

No.

If you have this idea, you are already the protagonist.

People are always pursuing the meaning of life and their own vocation, and their own meaning of life and vocation may be the [Black Dragon Dream].

This is the mission given to me by God!
Didn't Nurse AB also say that?
Wait, in last night’s dream, there were two of them - actually one person - where were the people?
Gu Ran realized that he had forgotten to call them.

Not only Gu Ran, but Zhuang Jing, Su Qing and others also seemed to have forgotten about it. After all, the incident happened suddenly and nurses AB had just been obtained not long ago.

But Zhuang Jing might just simply feel it's unnecessary.

Gu Ran even felt that even without the [Black Dragon], Zhuang Jing would be able to enter the deep sea vortex and rescue Tang Ming on her own.

Whether Zhuang Jing really did it is an unknown. After all, everyone knows that Gu Ran's protection of Zhuang Jing does not require any brainpower or practical logic.

The lunch break was over, Gu Ran’s thoughts also came to an end, and the afternoon work time began.

"I asked my mother. Our destination is Hamburg, Germany. There are direct high-end night trains from Hamburg to Paris, Paris to Berlin, Hamburg to Munich, and Munich to Rome. We can travel during the day and take the night train to other cities at night, which not only saves accommodation costs but also saves travel time."

The above is the result of He Qingyan’s thoughts during lunch break.

"The whole of Europe seems not that big. Traveling from one country to another is sometimes as convenient as traveling from one city to another in China," Chen Ke also said.

"Did you know?" He Qingyan smiled more ambiguously, "In addition to Japan, Germany also has mixed bathing, and people don't wear clothes."

"It seems like everyone is looking forward to it." Gu Ran said.

"What are you looking forward to?" Su Qing asked him.

"I'm looking forward to fighting in Germany."

"Don't let yourself be arrested as a terrorist!" He Qingyan teased with a smile.

Everyone is in a good mood because of the upcoming trip abroad.

Can travel actually change anything? In most cases, nothing can be changed, but most of the things that can make people happy are meaningless.

"I want to go to Switzerland," Chen Ke said. "There are big grasslands with a few houses in the middle of the grassland. I can't live in such a place forever, but I want to experience it."

"It's also interesting to take a train across such a plain." Su Qing said with a smile.

"Have you been there?" Gu Ran asked.

"When she was still the magical girl in red, she fought all over the world." He Qingyan teased with a smile again.

Su Qing lost interest in chatting.

Once the leader loses interest in chatting——

"Work."

"Work is good. Even if I lose everything, as long as the job is still there, I have nothing to be afraid of." This suddenly popped up when I was about to be discharged from the hospital.

When everyone looked at him, he said worriedly, "I don't know if my job is still there."

"Don't worry," Gu Ran said, "a mentally ill designer is even more curious."

"It is an honor and a good thing for an artist to suffer from mental illness." He Qingyan is a firm supporter of this theory.

Su Qing wanted to say that she was just comforting herself, but since the patient Chen Nian was present, she couldn't say it.

"I hope so." He was about to be discharged from the hospital.

Looking at his back, Su Qing said to herself, "Prozac can only relieve a hundred worries. There are more than a hundred kinds of worries in life."

Prozac, a type of antidepressant, is very famous.

"That's very well said. It can be written into a short poem." said Gu Ran.

"I'll treat you if you write poetry." Su Qing looked at him.

Gu Ran shut up.

"Prozac?" He Qingyan sneered, "Sometimes it's not as effective as a mint candy."

This cannot be false.

The treatment of mental illness is so "mysterious".

The afternoon class is with Gu Ran.

Because the only real patients sitting in the audience were 'Master Aqiu', 'Gege' and 'Xiaozhi'. Among these three, two had basic judgment ability, and the remaining Xiaozhi didn't care about anything, so he didn't 'perform the drama' anymore.

Disclaimer: The surfing class is a serious teaching, not a performance!

"Today we are going to read a story." Gu Ran was holding The Little Prince in his hand. "Many people here should have read it before, but many celebrities have said that it is better to read a good book a hundred times than to read a hundred books. Confucius also said that reviewing the old will help you learn new things. So whether you have read it before or not, let's read it again today."

Then he began to recite "The Little Prince" in his most beautiful voice.

Su Qing observed the patients.

The class every afternoon was a group therapy program she proposed, but no one knew how effective the treatment was.

But what is certain is that it is not as good as Gu Ran's [Black Dragon Dream].

No one knows, or is as good as, this being the case, group therapy still needs to be done.

[Black Dragon Dream] occurs more frequently, but its essence is still to sit back and wait, Su Qing would not do that kind of thing.

Many psychiatrists believe that performing "psychological shadow removal surgery" is the real job of a psychiatrist, but who should be entrusted with those patients who have psychological disorders but do not have "psychological shadows"?
Of course, Su Qing also prefers working in the {ward}.

Only when a psychiatrist understands the patient well enough can he find the cracks in the patient's mind and enter the [source];
Only when the psychiatrist’s own mind is positive and strong enough can he control the [monster] and clear away the shadows.

Compared to the {nursing building}, the work in the {ward} is undoubtedly more challenging.

But if no one is willing to stay in the {Sanatorium}, Su Qing is willing to stay, even if she doesn't have to do the {Psychological Shadow Clearance} once in her lifetime and gives up her extraordinary talent, she is willing to do so.

Even with Gu Ran's [Black Dragon Dream], she would not give up those attempts that seemed useless and far less effective than [Black Dragon Dream].

Cooking, art, music, meditation, gardening, etc. She is willing to provide various therapies to the patients in the {nursing building}.

Of course, the [Psychological Shadow Clearance] operation cannot be put aside. Last night’s dream has proved that Gu Ran’s [Black Dragon] also needs help.

Su Qing was just thinking about the accident that happened in the classroom when she became the dean and let Gu Ran be in charge of the {Nursing Building}.

"Doctor Gu, what's in your pocket?" Xie Xiya was curious.

"I noticed it too, it's big and hard," said Gege.

"Take it out and let us see." He Qingyan said.

The atmosphere is ambiguous.

Su Qing came back to her senses and looked at Gu Ran on the podium.

"No, nothing." Gu Ran said.

"It seems to be that thing, Doctor Gu. We are in class now, and you actually?!" Gege couldn't believe it.

"Take it out." Su Qing took a hand out of her white coat pocket and opened it towards Gu Ran.

"."Gu Ran slowly took out his cell phone.

"Take it out!" Su Qing emphasized her tone slightly.

“.”Gu Ran took out the Rubik’s Cube.

"Have you learned how to steal?" Su Qing asked sarcastically.

Gu Ran walked across the classroom and put the Rubik's Cube in Su Qing's hand.

"It's done." Su Qing said again, "Is it fun?"

"I'm not kidding, I just want to give it back to others." Gu Ran swore that this was 100% true. Just like the dark clouds contain endless rain, there was also a huge smile in the classroom at this time. It didn't burst out now, but there was a thunder.

Su Qing also knew it, so she didn't say much, but just glared at Gu Ran and said, "Go back to class."

Gu Ran returned to the podium as if he was punished by the teacher to stand at the back of the classroom, picked up "The Little Prince" and continued reading.

From time to time, short bursts of laughter could be heard from below, and whenever this happened, Gu Ran would glare over - the process was like playing whack-a-mole, the mole was the 'laughter', and the hammer was the 'look'.

All dignity is lost!

After class, the nurses' station.

Su Qing sat, Gu Ran stood, and the others watched.

"How old are you?" Su Qing asked him.

"I'm sorry." said Gu Ran.

"I asked you how old you are."

"Twenty years old, November 22nd, 21st."

Chen Ke seemed to be thinking about something, and the nurses looked at each other as if they were communicating.

"Is twenty years old the right age to play with the Rubik's Cube?" Su Qing asked.

"No."

"Yes."

"Ah?" Gu Ran looked up.

"But where is this place?" Su Qing said again.

"employer."

"Who do you feel most sorry for right now?"

After careful consideration, Gu Ran replied, "Master Aqiu."

"What?" It was Su Qing's turn to be confused.

Gu Ran took a step forward, leaned close to her ear, and whispered quickly: "Don't ask about this, I'll tell you later."

After saying that, he retracted his legs and stood up obediently with his head lowered again.

However, Su Qing's dignity was also destroyed.

Her plan - to establish her authority in the {sanatorium building} through Gu Ran and terrify the nurses who brought the Rubik's Cube to work - failed.

There were chuckles and laughs from the crowd.

There is no need to play whack-a-mole. The only one who dares to laugh at this time is He Qingyan.

"You." Su Qing pointed at Gu Ran.

"Yes!" Gu Ran responded.

Su Qing couldn't think of how to punish him. Write a self-criticism? Is that not enough? But he made fewer mistakes?

No fines will be imposed.

After tapping her fingers twice, Su Qing finally said, "Go back and kneel down on the keyboard."

After a brief silence, there was a burst of laughter, some unbridled, some trying to restrain, and some embarrassed.

Since you can't establish your authority, then just establish a warm and compassionate personality.

At least an image has been established.

Su Qing comforted herself.

After dinner in the evening, Gu Ran was forced to stay in the staff dormitory and was not allowed to live in the {sanatorium building}.

Before going to bed at night, Su Qing called him - the men's and women's dormitories were separate, and visiting was not allowed.

"Why is Master Aqiu the person I feel most sorry for?" Su Qing asked on the phone.

"I once entered Master Aqiu's dream, but was attracted by the magic in the dream and did not help him," said Gu Ran.

Twice in a row.

"Have you been affected?" Su Qing asked immediately.

Gu Ran was stunned for a moment. He didn't expect that Su Qing would care about him first.

"I'm fine, I just feel a little guilty." He said in a soft voice.

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a moment, with only the sound of quiet rain between the two of them.

"Falling asleep?" After a while, Gu Ran asked with a smile.

"Gu Ran."

"Ok?"

"If your [Black Dragon Dream] can be cleared through surgery like [Psychological Shadow], would you like it?" Su Qing asked.

"Can I?" Gu Ran said with a smile.

"Do you want to?" Su Qing asked again.

"Hmm" Su Qing heard Gu Ran's thoughtful voice on the other end of the phone.

Then, Gu Ran said: "If it is before noon today, I will be happy, because I want to rely entirely on myself, rather than "luck" like [Black Dragon Dream]."

"Before noon today? After that?"

"I want to study the [Black Dragon Dream]." Gu Ran looked out the window at the heavy rain, "I want to stay in {Jinghai} for the rest of my life, with you, He Qingyan, and Chen Ke, to save more people."

After saying this, he felt the atmosphere was too heavy, so he smiled and said:
"Isn't there a nursery rhyme, 'Please take my song back to your home, please leave your smile behind'? I always thought this song was scary, but in the future, I hope it will be: Please leave your troubles behind, and take our smiles home."

"Our smile?"

"Of course we have to be happy. Only when we are happy can we make others happy - and live a happy and joyful life like this."

"I came to discuss problems with you, why did it turn into a confession?" Su Qing was puzzled.

"Are you a vixen?" Gu Ran asked tentatively.

There was silence for a while on the other side, and then Su Qing's helpless, shy, yet amusing laughter was heard.

"Gu Ran, I want to ask you a question." Su Qing was originally standing in front of the window watching the heavy rain outside, but at this moment she subconsciously returned to the warm bed.

"What's the problem?" Gu Ran also moved away from the window and lay comfortably on the bed.

He threw the speakerphone aside and looked at the ceiling as he spoke, as if Su Qing was lying next to him.

"What do you like about me?" Su Qing asked softly, playing with a strand of hair with her fingers.

"Can you tell the truth?" Before answering, Gu Ran had already started laughing.

"explain."

"I fell in love with you simply because you are beautiful." Gu Ran laughed out loud.

Su Qing was also laughing. After laughing for a while, she said, "Superficial!"

"Then what do you like about me?" Gu Ran asked back.

"Hmm——" Su Qing's pondering voice was very pleasant.

Just this voice is enough to make people fall in love with her.

"Have you thought about it?" Gu Ran asked.

If there wasn't a mobile phone next to him, he would look like a lunatic talking to himself with a smile on his face.

"There doesn't seem to be anything about you that I don't like," Su Qing said in an awkward tone.

"."

Have you ever seen a human caterpillar? If not, Gu Ran, who is wrapped in a quilt, is one.

That day, the last sentence of Gu Ran's conversation with Su Qing was:

"Su Qing, I want to dream about you tonight."

A faint "hmm" came from the other side.

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《Personal Diary》: Thursday, September 24, Jinghai
Su Qing is really a vixen.

I like vixens.

I remembered a joke. When facing male customers, a pet shop mainly recommends female pets, because the reason is: it will be convenient if they turn into humans.

If my and Su Qing's children saw this joke, would it be bad? Was my father so frivolous when he was young?

It's too late to think about it now, I just didn't pass by.

Looking forward to mixed bathing in Germany (this paragraph is in very small font)
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"Doctor's Diary":
Master Aqiu, it was my negligence. If I enter Gege’s dream, will I be able to cure her?

(Zhuang Jing’s comment: No need.)
(End of this chapter)