Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 340 The Day Gu Ran Was Away

“Is it really okay for students not to integrate into the school?” Gege asked.

“Many adults are unable to integrate into the workplace. Faced with this situation, most people would say to try their best, and if that doesn’t work, change the environment. I also don’t understand why when the target becomes a student, all students must integrate into the school - there must be people who can’t integrate into the school no matter how hard they try.

"You just need to have one place where you can fit in, and treat the rest as just bus stops and maintain basic etiquette," Su Qing said.

"Is this place the {Sea of ​​Tranquility}?"

"It's not Jinghai, it's us." Su Qing smiled, "Although you are a student and we are graduates; you are a patient and we are doctors, we are actually only three or four years apart in age. We can be friends."

"." Gege was a little shy.

Su Qing asked her what was wrong.

"I always feel that it's not normal to be with a psychiatrist, as if you have other intentions towards me or are still treating me," she said.

"I don't bring personal feelings into my work. Not only that, I also avoid becoming friends with patients." Su Qing said with a smile.

He Qingyan nodded in agreement and said, "That's why she has no friends other than me."

"You are not my friend either." Su Qing said calmly.

"Su Qing, cough, don't bring your emotions into work." Gu Ran reminded his girlfriend.

"Hahaha!" Gege couldn't help but laugh out loud.

"You should go to school." Su Qing said in a cold tone.

Gu Ran and Gege took a bus to Haicheng International High School together.

Although it was October, the scenery of this school was completely different from the October campus that Gu Ran had in mind. There were no golden ginkgo trees, no chrysanthemums, and no sweet-scented osmanthus fragrance that came from nowhere.

Here, it seems as if we have entered spring after the end of summer. Everywhere you look, there are flowers, all of which are spring flowers with a gentle scent.

This is the impression given, but whether it is really Chunhua or not, Gu Ran is not sure and has no idea about it.

He made himself a cup of tea and began to study the master class seriously.

This requires learning progress and scores. Some masters, colleges, and even disciples and students have requirements in this regard.

If he doesn't log into the APP to study or do exercises for a few days, he will directly call his disciples or students. If he has a good temper, he will say a few words, and if he has a bad temper, he will just scold him. It is a bit like a Party member who doesn't appear on "Study Strong China".

Zhuang Jing has no requirements, but having no requirements is the highest requirement. Gu Ran, Chen Ke, and Su Qing have always remained in the top 20 of the score list.

Of course, all three of them remain anonymous.

It’s not that they are low-key, but the first 20 are all anonymous. This shows what kind of people psychologists are.

Gege was right to doubt that the psychologist treated her as a friend!

It doesn't mean that psychologists have bad intentions, but there is no way to confirm what the psychologists' intentions are. Just like "Anonymous", everyone has their own reasons.

But it's all anonymous, which means something.

Gu Ran immersed himself in the sea of ​​questions, hoping that when he wrote his memoirs in the future—if he ever wrote one—he would be able to leave behind a short paragraph that seemed casual but was actually intentional:
At that time, I got the highest score in the test-taking exercise, but no one knew it. Now I want everyone to know that this is the real reason for my success. Genius is lifelong diligence, there is no other reason!
Just as he was using evil thoughts to motivate himself to study hard, the female doctors in {Jinghai} also started their day.

Su Qing is in the consultation room with nurses Liu Lingling and Jiang Xuan.

After the conversation, Liu Lingling asked curiously, "Sister Su Qing, have you figured out whether I have any psychological problems?"

"There are some differences between you and ordinary people, but that doesn't mean you have psychological problems," Su Qing replied.

After a short pause, she continued, "If you don't hate {Jinghai} to the point of feeling sick and wanting to vomit, then you can stay here first.

"Some things that were previously invisible and obscured may only appear when our relationship reaches a new point. The diagnosis result is not an English multiple-choice test paper. It is something that must be repeatedly updated and continuously developed."

"Does it have to be so annoying that you feel nauseous and want to vomit? Is it not okay to suffer from insomnia?" Liu Lingling asked.

"If you still suffer from insomnia after a period of time"

"Can I go back now?" Liu Lingling asked with a hint of anticipation.

Su Qing crossed her fingers and said with a smile: "We have all kinds of sleeping pills in our institute."

Liu Lingling's expectations were like a potted plant that hadn't been watered for two weeks.

"What if," she tried to survive, "the sleeping pills don't work?"

"Then you can leave Jinghai."

"Really?"

"Then he was sent to North City to be studied in a special institution. After all, a body that can resist sleeping pills is almost as rare as the current moon soil."

Liu Lingling's expectations died instantly.

As for why I wanted to go back the next day, it was because I had too little free time, which meant that the time I could spend reading comics and playing games was much less than if I stayed at home alone.

How is this different from going to school!
——This is the language Liu Lingling used to demonize the mental hospital when she was emotional. Don’t believe it.

After despair, humans will find hope on their own, just like Liu Lingling at this moment.

She changed the subject and asked, "Sister Su Qing, are you and Dr. Gu a couple?"

"We are dating."

"What do you like about him? His looks? His height? But Sister Su Qing, you shouldn't be such a vulgar person."

"When he drives, he will give way to cars merging into the main road. He is very kind," said Su Qing.

"what?"

"When the other party honks to express gratitude, I will also honk in response. It's very interesting." Su Qing smiled as if she remembered that incident.

"."

Liu Lingling felt that Su Qing didn’t like Gu Ran because he was kind and interesting, but she thought he was kind and interesting because she liked him.

She didn't ask any more questions. Firstly, she felt that since Su Qing didn't answer directly, it meant she obviously didn't want to answer; secondly, she didn't care much about it.

She hasn't fallen in love with Gu Ran yet, but she feels that a woman doesn't need any special reason to like Gu Ran, his appearance is enough.

She had never seen anyone so handsome, especially his eyes, which seemed to understand all your difficulties at once and act like he was your close friend.

charming.

What's more, in just this short day, Liu Lingling has already experienced the fun of getting along with Gu Ran.

The despair was slightly relieved, and Liu Lingling's consciousness finally dared to face her own predicament, so she began to think of a solution again.

"By the way, Sister Su Qing, I seem to be feeling nauseous today!" she said.

"Seems?" Su Qing did not directly conclude that Liu Lingling was quibbling. This was completely different from when she faced Gu Ran.

"No, it's for sure!" Liu Lingling thought she didn't believe it. "This morning, when the alarm went off, I felt like my head was being hit by a hammer. I tried to get up, and at that moment! I felt sick! It's absolutely true!"

"I believe."

"so--"

"It takes about 20 days to develop a habit. Stick to it for a month. If you still feel nauseous,

"Let me out?!"

".We can adjust our schedule." Su Qing smiled.

Liu Lingling leaned back, losing all his strength as if he had been shot. His hands dropped naturally, his mouth opened, and he turned into a black and white cartoon character again.

Su Qing was about to say something when there was a commotion outside. The sound of the pendulum needle swinging could be heard in the consultation room.

The sound that reached her ears was very small, which actually proved that the matter was very serious. As Su Qing stood up, she thought of Liu Zijun.

She seemed to be fine, but had she locked herself in a room with strong sound insulation? So when her real voice reached the outside world, it was already a gentle breeze and drizzle.

Su Qing opened the door and the sound exploded in her ears like a cannon.

In fact, it is not that exaggerated, but the difference between before and after is too big, which gives people such an impression. "Doctor Su! Hu Qian in ward 102 is sick!" A nurse saw it and quickly told her the situation.

"Where?" Su Qing asked.

"It's in the lobby!"

Su Qing walked quickly towards the hall.

Liu Lingling wanted to follow curiously, and Jiang Xuan asked, "Do you want to go?"

"Can't I go?" Liu Lingling was puzzled, thinking it was some rule.

"Seeing the true side of Jinghai may not be a good thing for you," Jiang Xuan said.

"The real side? A mental patient having an attack?"

"What it looks like when humanity truly falls into darkness."

Liu Lingling looked at Jiang Xuan's calm expression, thought for a moment, and said, "I want to go and take a look."

Jiang Xuan didn't stop her.

Liu Lingling was wearing a hospital gown and a high school sports uniform, while Jiang Xuan behind her was wearing a nurse's uniform and holding a consultation record.

The two came to the hall. Hu Qian's forehead was bleeding and her whole body was held in Wang Jiajia's arms with a quilt.

Hu Qian's hospital gown and underwear were all over the floor, there was a puddle of water, and the air smelled of urine.

"I'll prove it to you. Let me go. I'll prove it to you!" The two male nurses pulled the previously gentle monk hard.

The monk pounced on the urine, as if it was his brain marrow and he would die if he didn't eat it back within three seconds.

Under the ping-pong table, the child, oblivious to the people around him, covered his ears and screamed shrilly, as if he wanted to cover up any noise from the outside world with his screams.

Liu Lingling took a step back, feeling nauseous. It was impossible for humans to look directly at such cruel scenes being committed by their own kind, because everyone knew very well that they might end up in that situation.

You may suddenly get into a mental dilemma, such as developing obsessive-compulsive disorder, going crazy, or feeling like vomiting when reading. But what should you do if you don't read?
The body may die at any time, and no matter how healthy the body is, it cannot make this possibility zero.

In addition, family members, money, and work are all as fragile as an accident and can disappear at any time.

Once people think of such a possibility, psychological trauma will arise in their minds, and the human instinct for survival will make them disgusted and avoid thinking about these "terrible realities."

"Let's go outside." Jiang Xuan said in a low voice.

When Liu Lingling came to her senses, she was already sitting on a bench in the garden where she could see the sea.

"Scared?"

Liu Lingling raised her head. The person in front of her was dressed in a way that made her feel as if she was still in school. She was wearing a white long-sleeved shirt with a blue bow tie, and shiny black stockings under a black pleated skirt.

Liu Lingling knew her.

When they met for the first time, she saw Xie Xiya studying and her eyes were almost blinded. Before she covered her eyes, the girl's snow-white beauty still remained on her retina.

"Here." The beautiful girl raised her hand.

What beautiful hands and slender wrists.

Afterwards, Liu Lingling looked at what the girl handed over. It was a comic book, "One Piece", Volume 25.

The title is 'A Man Worth 100 Million', and there's Red-Haired Shanks on the cover. What's the story about?

I've seen it, but I can't remember the content.

She caught it subconsciously.

"It's scary, isn't it?" Xie Xiya held the hem of her skirt at her hips and sat down beside her.

Liu Zijun didn't answer.

“In fact, getting sick is a good thing.”

"Was what happened just now a good thing?" Liu Zijun asked subconsciously.

"Yeah." Xie Xiya looked at the sea. "What's scary is not the overreaction, but the numbness. Many mentally ill patients are so numb that they turn into mushrooms."

Liu Zijun was not interested in any of this at the moment.

She observed Xie Xiya and couldn't help but say, "We are both girls, and you are much more stable than me."

Xie Xiya shook her head slightly and looked at Liu Zijun: "You are not a girl."

"It's really a stretch to call yourself a girl at the age of nineteen."

“Whether a person is young or not is not determined by age, but by whether she still has pursuits. You no longer have pursuits, so you are not a girl.”

"Why don't I have any pursuits? Isn't doing nothing and giving up thinking a kind of pursuit?"

"Yes, but not for you."

"Why?" Liu Zijun was a little unconvinced.

"You have no family, but you have inherited a large fortune. The roads others walk on are muddy, mountainous, desert, and snowy, but you are a conveyor belt, a trampoline, and a slide."

".you're right."

Xie Xiya lifted her black hair and bit her lower lip slightly. These actions made Liu Zijun's heart beat faster.

"Really?" asked the beautiful girl.

"W-what?" Liu Zijun came back to her senses.

"Is what I said really correct?"

".It's very unacceptable, but, yeah, it's right."

"That's great." The beautiful girl smiled brightly.

"Ok?"

Xie Xiya stood up and stretched out her hand, and Liu Zijun subconsciously shook hands with her.

"Thank you." The beautiful girl said sincerely.

"Thanks?"

"I used you as a test just now for two purposes. First, to distract you and stop you from thinking about what happened just now. Second, to make you realize a little bit of reality. Now both goals have been achieved."

Xie Xiya shook hands with her sincerely, and then left, happily putting her hands behind her back.

"."

Liu Zijun looked at the comic in her hand, then looked at the sea, and her expression meant: This is indeed a mental hospital.

Xie Xiya probably also had an illness.

Fifteen minutes later, Liu Zijun had forgotten the outbreak in the hall, and also forgotten Xie Xiya's "experiment".

Although she has decided not to think, she still has her own principles: life cannot be taken too seriously.

This is what she learned from running: when she was daydreaming, she could run longer and farther.

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《Private Diary》: Thursday, October 15, Haicheng International High School

Today I went to school for duty and had nothing to do, so I studied for the whole morning.

At lunch, I used my mind-reading skills to beat Gege in a small game and asked her to treat me.

Got a message that there will be a rehearsal for the fall sports meeting this afternoon.

After studying in the morning, I strolled around the campus in the afternoon. The legs of fifteen, sixteen, and seventeen year old girls are really nice!
I took the photo and showed it to Su Qing. It’s a good thing for couples to enjoy together.

(End of this chapter)