Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 345 Liu Lingling's Angel and Devil

Liu Lingling was curled up in the swing cradle with a Japanese comic book in her hand. When she got tired of reading, she would look up and gaze at the sea below the mountain.

It is already mid-October, and there are still people surfing on the beach, and a group that looks like a professional team is doing windsurfing training.

"Nurse Jiang, what time is it now?" she turned her head and asked.

"Nine forty-two."

"Waking up early is simply magic. Normally, when I finish reading comics for such a long time, it's already four or five in the afternoon, and the day is almost over." Liu Lingling exclaimed.

"It's almost time for the activity set by Doctor Su," said Jiang Xuan.

"Okay." Liu Lingling was not reluctant to put down the comic in his hand. After all, there was plenty of time to read it. Besides, the so-called "activity" only required not reading comics or playing games.

She got off the swing and prepared to go see the other mental patients. As long as they were not having an attack, they were all quite interesting.

Jiang Xuan followed behind her, kept an eye on her, and recorded on the tablet: 9:43. At the reminder of the head nurse, she participated in the activity relatively actively.

Liu Lingling strolled along the way.

"Are you knitting a sweater?" Under the shade of the banana tree, she found An Yao and An Yao's head nurse.

"It's a scarf. I'll try to wear it this winter, but it may be hopeless." An Yao said lightly.

She was ready to be discharged from the hospital next Friday, but the scarf in her hand was only as long as her little finger, which was not enough for Su Xiaoqing.

Liu Lingling subconsciously glanced at her legs. They didn't look like human legs at all. Not to mention men, even she wanted to touch them. She wanted to know what such long legs felt like and how they were different from those of ordinary people.

It's like a girl with small breasts wants to try big breasts, or a girl with no butt wants to touch a big butt.

"If you like, I can give you a copy of my magazine," said An Yao.

"If I buy your magazine, can you let me touch it?" Liu Lingling raised her head.

"Hmm..." An Yao thought for a moment, "I heard that you inherited a lot of money from your parents?"

Jiang Xuan and Miss Youzai became alert at the same time. In a mental hospital, the probability of fraud or molestation happening is very high.

".A little bit, what's wrong?" Liu Lingling also became cautious.

"I want to ask you a question. If you are willing to answer me, I can let you touch it."

"You can ask as many questions as you want!" Li Xiaoye raised his hand and walked over heroically, as if he was going to the ring to win glory for his country - in order to highlight his shamelessness at the moment, he had to rise to this level.

Master Aqiu followed closely behind, looking like a national teacher or something like that.

After that, there were the two head nurses, as well as the nurse Feiyangyang and the older male nurse who heard the news and took action - no one knew what the news was.

The banana tree was instantly filled with people.

Xie Xiya took a picture of this scene. If you don't listen to their conversation, this is indeed a seemingly casual but memorable scene in the autumn, just like hiding from the rain under the eaves with friends.

"What are you two doing here?" An Yao did not hide her disdain.

"I also know the method to become a Bodhisattva," said Master Achuk.

"Beast!" the Fantasy Writer cursed, "This can be exchanged!"

“It’s fine if it’s free and open to the public.” Ah Qiu is a guru. As a guru, the ability to argue, no, to debate is the foundation.

"Bodhisattva? Female Bodhisattva? Hehehe~" Liu Lingling had no idea what rude thing she was thinking about.

"Just ask anything you want to ask." Li Xiaoye said to An Yao, "I have read more than 10,000 books. I know everything in the world. Even how to oil a motorcycle, I know a thing or two."

"Get lost." An Yao only had one word.

"Grandpa Li, I have a question." Liu Lingling said.

Li Xiaoye looked at her legs and said only one word: "Get lost."

Master Aqiu held him back and said in a gentle monk-like voice, "All beings are equal. Mr. Li, you have amazing wisdom, so you should do more good deeds and help others solve their problems."

"roll."

"If you can help Liu Zijun, Miss An Yao might be moved when she sees you."

"Master, you also have amazing wisdom!" Li Xiaoye, who had suddenly come to his senses, was friendly to Liu Zijun, showing the hypocritical face of a writer, "Little friend, what do you want to ask?"

Liu Zijun thought they were really funny.

But she really has problems.

"Grandpa Li, the reason I moved in is because I 'gave up thinking'. You've read so many books, what do you think about this?"

"Then just give up." Li Xiaoye didn't understand what the problem was.

"As a writer, do you agree that I should give up thinking?"

"If you think about it, how can we writers sell our books?"

"Uh."

Li Hui smiled.

"It's no use thinking about it." Li Xiaoye continued, "Look at me, I know all the truths, but I still can't let go of my obsession. I can't get over it emotionally, so I came here to suffer."

"You mean, as long as I don't care about it in my heart, it's okay to give up thinking about it?"

"Stupid, what I mean is that stupid people have good fortune!"

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"You mind when I say a few words to you, right? For someone like you, you should grow up sooner, realize your own shortcomings, and make peace with yourself. Stop caring about other people's opinions. If you can't win the Nobel Prize, you can't win it. Why torture yourself?"

"I didn't want to win the Nobel Prize," said Liu Lingling.

"I don't agree." Master Aqiu bowed to everyone, indicating that he was about to speak. "I have been reincarnated for thousands of lifetimes, and have countless regrets. The biggest regret is not 'I couldn't do it', but 'I could have done it'. Whether I can touch Miss An Yao's leg or not, the result is not important. What is important is whether I have tried 100%."

"I don't really want to touch her legs." Liu Lingling seemed a little embarrassed.

"Do you know the biggest difference between mortals and Bodhisattvas?" asked Master Achuk.

"It can't be that you want to touch my legs, right?" Liu Lingling was a little afraid to offend.

"It's 'can you see your desire for a better life'? This is the only way to inspire inner strength. Any desire is fine. Don't deny it or even look down on yourself just because you don't have the same desire as others."

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"So don't feel inferior to others just because you give up thinking differently from ordinary people, and don't give up the pursuit of your dream life."

"So we are still talking about this topic!" Liu Lingling was very moved.

"Yeah~" She nodded vigorously, "I won't feel inferior, I won't look down on myself, I will continue to work hard to pursue my own life, and continue to give up thinking!"

Master Aqiu showed his satisfaction and said, "That's right. Only by giving it a try can you know how powerful you are."

Other nurses: “.”

"Don't listen to their nonsense." Xie Xiya walked over.

Everyone's attention was drawn to Fubuki.

An Yao's legs are just beyond human standards, but the rest of her body is just above average compared to ordinary people.

As for Xie Xiya, this peerless beauty, her legs do not attract attention, because her whole body is well-proportioned and beautiful. This is what it means to stand out from the crowd.

"Nonsense?" Li Xiaoye sneered like a character in a novel, "Little girl, when I was in school, the running track in the school playground was all muddy. I walked through more potholes than you have hair on your head!"

"The school is a dirt road? Is your school poor, or are you poor?" Xie Xiya asked as if talking to herself.

If someone else said this kind of thing, Li Xiaoye would just spit at them.

But Xie Xiya was an extremely beautiful girl with straight black hair, and her every move and the way she spoke exuded a noble temperament that was difficult to conceal.

Li Xiaoye was timid for a moment, and answered with a lack of confidence: "The school is poor."

"Wealth, poverty, and appearance are innate. In the words of Dr. Su Qing, they are not the result of hard work. Therefore, those who look down on others are too superficial." Master Aqiu stood up and spoke.

"Yes, so we only have one life. It's a waste to live it just by relying on inheritance and appearance." Xie Xiya said softly.

Liu Lingling: “Legacy.”

An Yao: “Appearance.”

"That's just worldly views! Real happiness is to find something you love to do, not looking at the results, just the process can make you happy, this is what you should pursue in life!"

"Do you have to stick with it even if you like taking drugs?"

"This is an extreme example," said Master Aqiu.

"I heard from a lawyer friend of Dr. Chen that legally, even if you are 99% sure that a person was murdered, as long as there is a 1% chance that it was suicide, the suspect cannot be considered a criminal. This is an extreme case."

The two sides seemed to have become Liu Lingling's "angel" and "devil".

But even she herself doesn't know which side is the angel and which side is the devil.

Judging from her appearance alone, Xie Xiya is 100% the angel.

"Xie Xiya, I'm having a serious conversation with the Master!" Li Xiaoye was furious.

"Hmm?" The extremely beautiful girl tilted her head, puzzled, "I think that as a mental patient, it would be more proper for you to keep silent."

"We are indeed mentally ill, aren't you?" asked Master Achuk.

"I'm well now. I have a certificate from the doctor." Xie Xiya looked at the head nurse Mei Yangyang.

Nurse Meiyangyang is a mere mortal, and she dare not get involved in the area of ​​mental illness, but she had no choice but to nod when she was named.

"I think you're just too good," Li Xiaoye said disdainfully, "It might be better for you to get a little sick."

"Will this make you feel better and find psychological balance?" Xie Xiya asked.

"I--" Li Xiaoye clenched his fists like a teenager.

"I understand." He clenched his fist and said to Liu Lingling, "Forcing a person to think, like this high school girl dressed as a Japanese woman, is making trouble out of nothing!"

"Thinking is making trouble out of nothing?" Such a subversive statement made Liu Lingling herself stunned.

"That's right!"

"I agree with this." Xie Xiya said, "It was because he wanted to touch An Yao's legs that all these things happened. But, could it be that there is something wrong with the way he thinks that leads to making trouble out of nothing?"

"Bullshit! I'm not interested in legs! What I like is a plump butt!" Li Xiaoye roared to prove himself, as if he was being wronged.

The banana tree finally became quiet for a while, and the people under the leaves fell into silence.

"Well, the topic is still 'Give Up Thinking', right?" Liu Lingling eased the atmosphere.

"Liu Zijun, don't take the secular world too seriously." Master Aqiu advised, "The sun is not only at 5 or 6 o'clock. If you know a little about geography and astronomy, you should know that the sun is always rising, just jumping out of the horizon. The key is to find your own position and find your own true sunrise time."

"Be an individualist." Li Xiaoye said in a deep voice.

"Be a little more selfish?" Liu Lingling asked.

"Bullshit, I want you to treat yourself as a human being!"

"Oh, then, how do you treat yourself as a human being?"

"Make yourself happy first, don't worry about others!"

"Well, that means reading comics, playing games, watching TV series and movies all day long, and traveling on weekdays when there are fewer people around. I am like a child even at the age of 40." When he said the latter part, Liu Lingling showed a happy expression.

The nurses looked longing.

"Isn't this great?" Li Xiaoye and Master Aqiu showed pleased expressions.

"Forty years old and still like a child?" Xie Xiya took a picture of Liu Lingling's happy face, "Have you heard of Peter Pan syndrome?"

"Peter Pan, I know."

"Faced with the fierce competition and cruel oppression of society, adults increasingly like to "pretend to be young", act childishly, and yearn to return to the world of children. This is Peter Pan syndrome."

Xie Xiya put down the camera and announced, "In other words, it is a disease."

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Under the large, pleasingly green banana leaves, silence fell again. Xie Xiya's delicate and perfect facial features revealed a brilliant smile, and the sky seemed even bluer because of it.

The misfortune of others is indeed the most joyful thing.

far away.

"Gu Ran, don't you want to protect Xiya's current smile?" He Qingyan asked Gu Ran.

Gu Ran recalled the scene when he first met Xie Xiya. He went to another hospital to pick her up. Outside the door, he made eye contact with the girl in school uniform. The girl smiled a smile as stiff and fragile as a puppet.

".I don't want such a heavy responsibility to protect something, but if there are seven dragon balls, I will make a wish, hoping that there will be more smiles like this in the world."

Will Gu Ran be sent to the eighteenth level of hell because of this wish?

The punishment is the same as Frieza's, facing Xie Xiya's smile all day long?

"Su Qing." He Qingyan turned to look at Su Qing who was chatting with Hu Qian, "Why don't we turn the mountain climbing trip tomorrow and the day after tomorrow into this month's outdoor treatment activity? Doctors, patients, and nurses, all go to the mountains to soak in the hot springs?"

Su Qing thought for a while and said, "I'll apply and give it a try."

"I'll choose the place!" He Qingyan immediately took out her cell phone from her white coat, "It should have hot springs, barbecues, go-karts, trains, archery, bungee jumping, and skiing."

"Skiing?" Gu Ran confirmed.

"Indoor skiing, not to mention October, it's open even in August, huh? Found it, Genting Ranch. Let me see, it belongs to... It seems to be Xie Xiya's family, let's ask her to sponsor it!"

Is she working, or does she want to play by herself, or is she helping Xie Xiya and making Su Qing owe Xie Xiya a favor?

Don't underestimate mania, she may have all three.

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《Personal Diary》: Friday, October 16, Jinghai

He Qingyan suggested going to Yunding Ranch, which has hot springs, barbecues, go-karts, trains, archery, bungee jumping, and skiing.
There are still seven hours until the end of get off work!

There are still nineteen hours until five o'clock tomorrow!
Let me protect Xie Xiya's smile!

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"Doctor's Diary":
I want to protect the smiles of my patients!
(Zhuang Jing's comment: The smiles of mentally ill people cannot be generalized.)
(End of this chapter)