Second marriage, love to the bone

Chapter 282 Chapter 282, both are excellent, in a dilemma

marry her?

Xiao Pingshan was stunned.

They were once an unmarried couple, but she was already married. Although Leng Mo was gone, she had just lost her husband. How could she want to marry again now?

He understands her so well.

Her relationship with Leng Mo had grown up together. Although there was no love between a man and a woman before, their subsequent reunion had already catalyzed their relationship.

"Mom, do you think I am qualified to marry her now?" Xiao Pingshan's face was pale, and his tone was unspeakably bitter: "Let's talk about it later..."

Mrs. Xiao sighed softly:
Her adopted daughter is getting more and more beautiful now. Now, for her son, Su He is out of reach.

Mrs. Xiao left and just walked out the door. Xiao Pingshan suddenly shouted: "Mom, change me to a more normal room... I don't want to live in the ward. Everything here will only constantly remind me that I am a useless person." "

The voice was calm.

What lay underneath was the pain he had hidden deep inside.

Mrs. Xiao nodded, feeling sorry for her dead son, but what had happened was that no one could go back to the past and change this cruel life. What else could they do except face it with strength?
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Su He came back after taking a shower and found Xiao Pingshan missing from the hospital bed.

She was startled and hurried up, shouting in panic: "Mom, Mom, where is Brother Pingshan? Where is Brother Pingshan?"

Mrs. Xiao came out of the guest room and hurriedly comforted her: "Hingshan is here. He doesn't want to live in the ward. I arranged a bedroom for him here early. He just moved here. Don't be nervous. He is here. He is fine."

It can be heard that Su He cares about Pingshan very much.

This pair of children, if nothing had happened back then, how happy they would be now. They would have been a couple long ago...it's hateful...

Su He immediately rushed into the guest room on the ground floor and saw Xiao Pingshan lying on a double bed with pillows behind him and a book in his hand. When he saw her, he smiled slightly, just like he did at home:
"Xiao Huan, look, the layout here is exactly the same as when I was at home. I like it here."

Su He breathed a sigh of relief, smiled warmly, and looked around, everything was fine: "Well, it feels so familiar...Then I'll have my little bed brought over and set up next to it. It’s convenient to take care of you..."

"The bed is very big, how about you sleep here?"

Facing Xiao Pingshan's proposal, Su He was inexplicably stunned.

Mrs. Xiao was also there, waiting for her answer quietly. She was surprised that her son had just rejected her proposal, but now he wanted to sleep with Su He? What's the meaning?
Su He suddenly thought that when she was at MB, she and Xiao Pingshan had a passionate kiss on the bed. Although it was an act, the feelings they invested were real.

At that time, Su He really wanted to be his woman.

If there hadn't been that accident, it was reasonable for them to become a real couple and sleep in the same bed after returning to China. But now, she found that she couldn't agree...

As for the reason, she couldn't find a suitable one to refuse.

"I... I'm not sleeping well. It will definitely affect Brother Pingshan's rest. Let's build a small shop..." Su He ran out with a smile: "I'll go find Uncle Gui to help move..."

Recovering Xiao Pingshan was an ecstatic thing for her, but for the time being, she seemed unable to accept more intimate behavior.

When she came outside, she secretly breathed a sigh of relief, her heart was so complicated.

After setting up the small bed, Su He returned to the room and saw Xiao Pingshan lying down, distracted.

Su He sat on the bed and held his left hand, feeling how thin he was. Those fingers with sharp joints could break the enemy's arm and produce beautiful piano sounds.

It's just the other hand, gone.

His attention also fell on her face, her expression became gentle, but he said nothing.

"Brother Pingshan..."

Xiao Pingshan responded with a warm smile: "Yes."

"There's something I need to tell you..."

Su He lowered his swan neck, looking a little hesitant.

"You were married to Chu Liushang, divorced, and then married to Leng Mo, and then, just recently, Leng Mo was killed..." He knew what she was going to say, so he said it for him first.

She looked surprised.

Xiao Pingshan stroked her cheek with his hand: "You told me before. You have been nagging for several days, and I heard it."

It turned out to be the case.

"Then when did you hear me?"

"I seemed to have heard a lot of voices before, but I never tried to remember what they said. Only your voice is the most special to me. As I listen, my hearing is getting better and better. The consciousness is getting clearer.”

Xiao Pingshan felt that Su He's skin was like jade.

The best mutton-fat jade is nothing more than that.

"So, I understand your mentality now. Just now, I was testing whether my Xiaohe is a little different from before. Even if we were very good before, now that we are back, we have to adapt. …”

Besides, he is disabled.

He doesn't force anything.

But he will work hard to cheer up, because he wants the people he loves to be proud of him.

Just now his mother also asked him why he made such a request. He just wanted his mother to know that Su He's heart was not entirely with him. After so many years, things have changed a bit.

Su He was a little worried.

She was a little afraid that he would be angry, and was discouraged by it.

At night, when she was sleeping, the two faces Xiao Pinghe and Leng Mo came back and forth in her mind. For many years, they had accompanied her all the way, and their feelings were so deep.

Anyone who takes it out of her heart will be a pity.

The most regrettable thing is: Leng Mo has now become her eternal pain.

Later, she had a dream.

In the dream, she saw Leng Mo walking towards her step by step. His cold and cold smile made him feel so lonely. He asked in a low voice:
"Xiaohe, I'm back, do you still want me?"

On the other side, Xiao Pingshan came to her in a wheelchair, looking at her warmly, with a smile like the sun, shining brightly:

"Xiaohe, we have agreed to get married when we return to China. Let's get married!"

She stood in the middle, torn.

How to do?
Both are so good and love her deeply. If she chooses one, she will hurt the other. But you can’t have both.

What is she going to do?
As soon as the scene changed, Mrs. Xiao ran to her and shouted anxiously: "Xiaohe, Leng Mo is dead. You have to let it go. You can't let your brother Pingshan down anymore... Your brother Pingshan will die... …”

In the dream, she was sweating profusely and kept calling her name: "Brother Pingshan, don't die, don't die... You have to be well, you must be well..."

Yuan Yi is gone, she just wants him to be well now. But for the time being, she seemed unable to accept him.

And whenever she thought about Leng Mo being gone, tears flowed like faucets in her eye sockets.

Yes, she hasn't gotten over the fact that Leng Mo is dead yet - the loss in her heart is always there, but she just doesn't show it.

Xiao Pingshan heard the cry, but he was now weak and could not walk upright at all, so he could only listen to Su He's cry.

What he knew:

To her, he is still very important.

From now on, he will definitely not seek death and survival. He will live stronger than anyone else until she accepts him again.

His life will definitely shine again.