Second marriage, love to the bone

Chapter 301 Chapter 301: Love and care for each other

Xiao Pingshan continued: "After seeing this diagnosis, I couldn't sleep for several days and thought about it for several days. I think that for her situation, I, you, and Chu Liushang all have to Take some responsibility.

“Because these three relationships have deeply hurt her.

"When we were in our first relationship, she was a big kid who had just turned eighteen, and she still had the purity and simplicity of a child. We were together for a few months in total. I took on a task and left. Just that long.

"When we meet again, I brought her a dark life outside the country. In the end, I died in front of her.

"Once upon a time, we made an appointment to stay together forever, but I broke the appointment.

"In a sense, I abandoned her, and she died to fulfill this relationship. Fortunately, she did not die. But the harm she suffered was undoubtedly devastating.

"In her second relationship, she met Chu Liushang because of me. In the following years, she fell in love with a man with a new mentality, but she encountered cold violence and was eventually divorced.

"Maybe she didn't give her all in this marriage, but the hurt she suffered was real.

"In the third relationship, your arrival saved her and brought her into another passionate relationship. I believe that your wholeheartedness must have given her a short-term happiness. As a result, in her final days, When you were happy, news of your death came to you.

“But you’re not really dead, you’re just hiding and becoming another person with another identity.

"From her point of view, you gave up on her..."

Hearing this, Leng Mo couldn't help but shout: "It's okay. I didn't give up on her..."

"But you chose to become Lu Jinan and didn't tell her that you were not dead. You should be well...don't tell me that it was because you wanted to investigate the case...these cannot be reasons. In her eyes, you are doing it for you He put her down because of something he valued... This is an objective fact..."

Xiao Pingshan said this when he wanted to argue: "Me too, in order to complete the task, I knew the danger, but let her fall into danger. In a sense, I gave up on her early..."

"I...I just thought that since I found you, I no longer need me..." Leng Mo smiled bitterly: "She told me more than once that you are more important than Leng Mo."

"So, you are afraid to admit that you are Leng Mo and face her choice, so you choose to let her go first..."

Xiao Pingshan sighed softly.

"I thought this was the best outcome. She gets the life she wants; I finish what I want to investigate." He replied in a low voice.

The tone is so complex.

"But now, you have also seen that she did not choose me, but chose to give birth to the child. If you were just Lu Jinan, do you think she would give birth to this child? Based on the child's month, this child should be hers I was conceived during MD..."

Xiao Pingshan analyzed it very calmly: "Leng Mo, if she didn't have you in her heart, she wouldn't be able to give birth to this child. You must know this!"

Leng Mo's eyes flashed, "But she has always been very cold when she saw me."

"Because she is sick in her heart. She doesn't want to love anyone anymore. Rather than getting hurt every time she loves, it's better not to love at all. What she loves now is her career and her daughter..."

In the past four years, Xiao Pingshan has seen more and more clearly.

Career won't hurt her.

The daughter will only rely on her.

She can love with confidence.

But man, who knew what would happen?

"Then what should I do..."

Leng Mo didn't know what Xiao Pingshan's purpose was after saying so much.

"Pursue her again, love her with all your heart, and let her know that your love for her is always there..."

These words made Leng Mo startled and confused at the same time.

"What about you?" Leng Mo looked at the daring brother: "You once said that you love your fiancée very much...you want me to pursue her now?"

"I have been with her for four years, and she only has respect for me and has no other ideas."

Xiao Pingshan is so calm. Although he knows that she is willing to marry him, this willingness is not because of deep love, but because he feels that they are suitable and they can live together.

If he was selfish, he could just take her down, but he had to think about her thoughts.

Once that boundary is crossed, she still can't let it go. He may be jealous, sad, or depressed. Over time, it may affect their relationship.

Although love will eventually turn into family affection.

But if love deteriorates, it is very likely to turn into mutual harm.

He didn't want this sincere feeling to be clouded.

It's also great to get along with each other like family members.

"So, if you still care about her and love her, then use the same energy you used to pursue her, cure her heart disease, and give her a complete family..."

Xiao Pingshan smiled calmly: "As for me, I will be my brother from now on. You don't have to worry about me..."

Leng Mo looked at him and thought about what Su He once said when he was a boy: I have a peerless good brother. Now, he really felt that Xiao Pingshan was really a good brother.

He said these words so calmly, but he was afraid that only he could feel the pain in his heart that he was ready to cut out the person he loved and entrust it to others.

*
Second floor, west bedroom.

Leng Mo quietly entered the room and saw Su He sitting by the bed, flipping through a book quietly. When he saw Leng Mo coming in, he put down the book and stood up: "The child is asleep... you can come over later." Look at her..."

This means driving him away.

"I want to see Rou'er again, is that okay?"

Leng Mo begged softly.

"Ah."

She stood up and moved out of the way.

Leng Mo walked over and sat on the bed, watching the little cutie sleeping so soundly - small, soft, fragrant, sweet, so cute, I couldn't get enough of it...

He stretched out his hand, gently stroked her soft hair, and then shaved the child's tender little face.

"Su He, Xiaorou looks like you, so beautiful. You were so cute when you were a child..."

With a greedy smile, he turned to look at Su He's calm face, thinking of the madness that night four years ago, which actually gave him such a cute little fruit:
"I'm very happy and like it very much, Su He. Thank you. You have worked hard these past few years..."

Su He looked calm when facing the man's tender gaze: "I'm going down, you sit down for a while and then come back... As for the divorce..."

"I don't want a divorce, Su He. I can't get another divorce..." He stood up eagerly and pushed forward step by step: "Marrying you is the happiest thing in my life. I still want to be with you in the future. Together. Su He, are you still willing to come with me?"

She didn't retreat, she just looked up and looked calmly, with clear eyes: "Why do I have to be with you? Don't think that just because I have a child, I will be matched with a man. I can live a smooth life without a man." .You go..."

She walked around him and sat on the edge of the bed without looking at him.

He looked at her and felt that she didn't love him anymore, which made him feel nervous, "I know that you don't lack a man now, and you can live a good life with Xiaorou. But Su He, you and I both Having grown up in an unfortunate family, we all know how precious a complete family is to a child.

"Xiaorou is three years old now. She will grow up. If we can't help her establish a healthy view of marriage and family, she will have psychological problems when she grows up.

“The important thing is that you and I both long for a family.

"In my heart, I can't fit anyone except you. I just want you to be my wife. I know each other's tempers well... So, Su He, can you give me a chance to be with you and Xiaorou? Live, share the joys, sorrows and joys of life together..."

While saying this, he had been observing her expression and was unwilling to give up any changes in her expression.

Su He said lightly: "I'm fine the way I am now. I don't want to change."

Pick up the book and continue reading.

Leng Mo was a little frustrated and retreated without staying any longer.

Outside the door, Xiao Pingshan was listening in the corner. When he saw him coming out, he shushed and the two of them quietly went downstairs. He comforted her gently: "Don't be discouraged. She is like this now. She is so calm. If you say a few words, you will say it." If you move, there won’t be any psychological problems.”

He patted him on the shoulder: "Go back and plan carefully. Don't rush it."

After seeing Leng Mo off, Xiao Pingshan sat on the Qianqiu in the garden and looked at the setting sun, wanting to smoke——

This feeling of giving advice to a "love rival" is really uncomfortable. But he hopes the girl he raises can have a normal life.

Even if he is no longer in her life, as long as she is happy, it doesn't matter to him.

"Brother Hirayama."

Su He came out and saw Xiao Pingshan distracted, with an indescribable sadness on his face.

The sun hit his face, and the scar was still very clear - even if he had plastic surgery, it would be difficult to remove the scar, and he became a little depressed because of this scar.

"Ah."

He smiled immediately.

"You want me to reconcile with Leng Mo."

Su He was sure that Pingshan was encouraging Leng Mo, otherwise he would not have suddenly said so many things to him about wanting to be together again.

"It's not that I think about it, it's about whether you think about it or not. Although Leng Mo left you behind, he has come back after all, and he also explained that those two children..."

His words were interrupted by her:
"Do you wish?"

Su He knew that Brother Pingshan had a crush on her, but he resisted marrying her. This was a very contradictory behavior because he always felt that she was pretending to be indifferent.

"I hope you follow your truest thoughts... Xiaohe, you really need to think about it calmly, what kind of life do you want? Xiao Rou will go to school soon, you have to give She sets a good example... You can't just be in the dark."

Patting her shoulder, he left.

Su He was sitting on the swing and suddenly called out urgently: "I want to live alone with Rourou..."

"Are you afraid of hurting me, or are you afraid of hurting Leng Mo?"

When he went up the steps, he paused and did not look back. He only said solemnly: "Not choosing doesn't mean there will be no harm... Xiaohe, you can't have it both ways."

Su He's heart tightened several times:
That's right, she didn't choose because she was afraid of hurting either of them, and she was also afraid of being hurt herself.

But why does she have to choose one of the two?
But being single and raising a child deprives the child of the right to a normal family life——

Oh, it’s so difficult.