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"An Guo, just ask whatever you want." The old man sighed when he saw Huang Anguo hesitated to speak several times. He vaguely knew what Huang Anguo wanted to ask. It was the eternal pain in his heart, not because he didn't want to take the initiative. I mentioned it, but he really didn't have the courage to take the initiative to tell his grandson about this matter. Do you want to tell his grandson that your parents were killed by others because of me?The old man can't say it, he can't stand the torture of his conscience, he can't forgive himself, he even faces his dead son and daughter-in-law face to face, time can dilute everything, time can also take away sorrow, but time can't take away The pain in his heart is like the deeper and deeper wrinkles that time has left on his face, and the pain is becoming more and more indelible. It is a nightmare entangled in his heart, lingering in his dreams.The old man is getting old, and he has lost sight of power and valued family affection. How can he have the face to take the initiative to bring up such a sad incident with his grandson!

"Grand...Grandpa, I want to know why my parents passed away so early, and how I was separated from you." Huang Anguo was a little emotional, and he could see the expression of the old man, but this question, he He had to ask, and if he didn't ask, he would feel unhappy, and he would not be able to untie the knot in his heart. No matter what secrets there were, he also had the right to know about his parents, and that was his minimum right.

"An Guo, your parents died because of me." The old man stared at Huang Anguo, and said solemnly, the old man didn't shed tears at the moment, his tears had already dried up, how many years, when he thought of this incident, he burst into tears, the old man Tears freely.Who would have known that such an old man standing on the altar has so many such fragile moments, the tears shed for his son and daughter-in-law have been dried up, and he will not cry anymore.The rest is just bleeding from the heart!Just torture and question my conscience several times!

The old man said it now, facing the grandson who had just been reunited, and told the heavy burden that he alone had borne for so many years, the old man was relieved, and he was also ready to face his grandson's questioning and accusation, At this moment, the only thing he hopes is that his grandson can understand him and forgive him.In that way, his heart is enough!

The old man never left Huang Anguo's eyes. He was waiting for Huang Anguo's shock in his imagination and the ensuing questioning, but he was surprised!Huang Anguo's expression on his face was calmer than his. Is it the numbness after great joy and sorrow, or the indifference of extreme sadness?Or was Huang Anguo already stunned by his answer?

Huang Anguo's question was only three short words. "Why?" His expression has already given the old man's answer.It was the shock after a moment of distraction. Although it didn't strike the case, it was already revealed.Even though Huang Anguo didn't have much affection for his parents whom he had never met, he was so calm that he couldn't accept such words. Before he asked this question just now, he thought of various possible illnesses and died. Accident.A natural disaster happened..., but the only thing I didn't expect was the possibility that my parents died because of my grandfather?why is that?

Facing Huang Anguo's eyes eager to know the truth of the matter, the old man's thoughts seemed to return to more than [-] years ago, to that year that can be called a turning point in his life.It was also the saddest year in his life back then.That year, he experienced the grief of the sacrifice of his comrades-in-arms.In that year, he experienced the greatest grief in his life again. The white-haired man sent the black-haired man to the other. When he saw the corpse of his son and daughter-in-law with his own eyes, he felt dizzy. The whole sky seemed to collapse at that moment. , His eyes were dark...

"26 years ago, when I was only the director of the Provincial Public Security Department in Province Z, a huge smuggling case occurred that year. During the process, everyone thought it was just an ordinary smuggling case. At that time, I didn't pay enough attention to it and just set up an ordinary investigation team. Only after realizing the seriousness of the problem, I immediately re-expanded the investigation team and took charge of it myself... After checking, I realized that I still took the case lightly, and at that time the case had already received great attention from the provincial party committee and the central government The central government even dispatched the Central Political and Legal Committee, two deputy secretaries of the Central Commission for Discipline Inspection to sit down, and the investigation team has expanded and expanded. Some elites have been dispatched from various provinces and central ministries and commissions. The investigation team of thousands of people is just for investigation This case, because I was in charge of the early stage of the case, no one is more familiar with this case than me, so I was still the team leader of the investigation team at that time, and directly reported to the two officials from the Central Political and Legal Committee and the Central Discipline Inspection Commission. The leader is responsible, but even though the central government has invested so much manpower and material resources, and even sent two ministerial-level officials to sit in the town in person, the investigation of the case is still full of difficulties. Hired killers kidnapped your parents and you, who were only 2 years old, and wanted me to compromise and stop the investigation. The situation at that time could no longer allow me to compromise, and the huge state machine was already in operation. I can't stop it alone. What's more, In that case, I will not compromise. In order to investigate this case, the investigation team sacrificed several investigators one after another. Even my deputy, Wei Jian (then deputy director of the Public Security Department of Province Z) died heroically. What do you say? Can I compromise the situation? I can’t lose my principles for my own selfishness. So, at that time, I bet, I bet your parents and your life with the criminals, I bet the criminals dare not really attack your parents , They are gone, they don't need to add another crime to themselves, but I didn't expect that in the end, I lost the bet, and this loss is two lives, and you have never heard from me." The old man's voice was choked, and his trembling eyes The lips could no longer make a complete sound, "I can't forgive myself in this life." At this moment, the old man burst into tears!

"Grandpa!" The man burst into tears, because Huang Anguo had tears streaming down his face at this moment, and his full of emotions had been transformed into these two short words. This is the venting of all his emotions today, and At this moment, there is no words that can comfort the fragile heart of the old man more than this grandpa.

"When I woke up, I realized that your body was not inside. I mobilized everyone in the world to look for you, but I still couldn't find you. Everyone thought that you must have been murdered. Come to comfort me and let me mourn, but if I haven't seen your body for a day, I will never believe that you are dead. I didn't expect God to open his eyes. After so many years, he let me find you again in my lifetime .” The old man said with a choked voice.

"Okay, grandpa, let's not talk about it today. Today is a great day for our grandfather and grandson to reunite. We should be happy. Why talk about these sad things?" Huang Anguo suddenly smiled happily, his The change came extremely suddenly, because he didn't want to see the old man feel so sad again. He suddenly hated himself for asking this question at this moment, which made the old man recall the sad past. I am overjoyed, I don’t know if my body can bear it, this hard-won family affection, the old man values ​​it more than life, and he also cherishes it, the old man has not enjoyed the filial piety of the younger generation, what he wants to do now is to let the old man enjoy it in peace in the future old age.

"An Guo, tell me, do you hate me? Do you hate my decision back then?" The old man seemed to be still persistent, his eyes fixed on Huang Anguo, for fear that Huang An would say insincere words just to make him happy. He just wanted to hear Huang Anguo's truth.

"Grandpa. There is nothing right or wrong about your decision back then. From the perspective of your responsibility, what you did was right, but from the perspective of your relatives, your decision is unacceptable. I I am not a noble person, but I want to say that I can understand your decision at that time. I think the same is true of the parents under Jiuquan. They will not blame you, so you should stop blaming yourself , the dead are gone, shouldn't the living live well and happily? Mom and Dad, they don't want to see you still sad about what happened more than 26 years ago, they only miss you Live every day happily!" Huang Anguo looked at the old man and said with a guilty conscience, each of these words did not come from his heart, nor was it for the old man to obtain temporary comfort.If my grandfather compromised at that time, would he be able to prevent the case from continuing to be investigated?The answer is impossible.As my grandfather said, once the huge state machinery is in operation, it is no longer under the control of individuals. If my grandfather compromised and stopped investigating the case, the case would still continue to be investigated. In that case, Without Director Huang, there will still be Director Li, Director Qian, Director Zhao, etc., who will continue to investigate. What's more, at that time, my grandfather experienced the grief of the sacrifice of his comrades-in-arms. Selfishness?Huang Anguo is not a saint. If time goes back to 20 years ago, he may not be able to understand the decision made by his grandfather, but time has passed, and today, [-] years later, he heard about the death of his parents. , but it made him less impulsive and more understanding. He could understand his grandfather's so-called gambling at that time!

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