Is the school doctor free?Have you ever heard of crispy college students!

"Forehead……"

Chen Mu, who was speaking just now, was shocked by Professor He Qiyun's words.

He also suddenly fell into a brief period of stiffness.

If it's just grades that matter.

If he, who is the top student in the grade, is considered unlearned, then what about the rest of the students in the same grade?
He can certainly deny his past self.

But I have no right to deny other students who are working hard.

Feel the quietness of Chen Mu in front of me.

Professor He Qiyun, "At that time, we were a bunch of old stubborn people. Although we didn't quite understand what a young man likes to play, no one thought you were unlearned."

"You have consistently exceeded your academic targets throughout your college years."

"Think carefully, are you different now from who you were in college?"

Chen Mu: "Not as crazy as before."

Professor He Qiyun, "But you are not as happy as before."

Chen Mu: "Teacher, I am a patient with depression."

Many times, it is normal to feel depressed if you don’t take medicine.

Professor He Qiyun, "What I mean is that although you have been in front of me and boasted about yourself, you have always been very positive and tried hard to cooperate with the treatment."

"But now you seem to be trapped by the shackles of medicine."

"Maybe you don't think you are responsible for the death of Fu Xiaocui's husband, but you have always regretted that you can't continue to work in the clinic."

Chen Mu: "Teacher, I am studying medicine..."

Chen Mu: "Besides, I have been studying medicine since I was very young. Besides curing diseases and saving lives, I don't know what else I can do."

He has been since childhood.

Just follow the old man and learn various kinds of pharmacology.

I also read various medical books.

even if...

When I was taking the college entrance examination, I rebelled once.

I just changed my major from University of Traditional Chinese Medicine to University of Medical Sciences.

He changed the path of traditional Chinese medicine that the old man had chosen for him to modern medicine.

Such rebellion.

In Chen Mu's eyes, this was considered extremely rebellious.

Professor He Qiyun: "You were already very rebellious in your eyes back then, but you never missed any subject and never missed any patient you needed to see."

"Thinking back..."

"Can your college years really be considered as rebellious?"

Chen Mu: "..."

Chen Mu was a little confused when he suddenly received the teacher's affirmation.

Think carefully about what you did during your college years.

Even Chen Mu himself unexpectedly discovered a point that he had never paid attention to before.

He never missed work.

Professor He Qiyun looked at the change in Chen Mu's expression and continued, "In your eyes, I may be a little bit rebellious, but Chen Mu, do you want to hear how I see you at that time from another perspective?"

Chen Mu didn't even think about it.

He nodded and said, "I think so!"

he wanted to know.

What impression does the teacher have of him?

in case……

if!

Even though the teacher knew that he had a mental illness, he still recognized him.

Maybe after he has recovered from his mental illness, he will have the opportunity to apply to be the teacher's graduate student.

The teacher will still be willing to guide him...

Professor He Qiyun: "I think that you had your own life at that time."

"When you were required to attend classes or complete some medical-related practices, you never missed a single one, and even always studied and completed more than you expected."

"At other times, don't mention you wearing clothes with rivets. As long as you don't delay the patient's medical progress, I won't think there's anything wrong with you even if you wear women's clothes."

Hear the words.

The look in Chen Mu's eyes when he looked at He Qiyun was actually a bit hard to describe.

Chen Mu: "Teacher..."

Your ability to accept is too strong, isn't it?

Being looked at by Chen Mu with such eyes, Professor He Qiyun was embarrassed for a moment, coughed and then said helplessly: "Xiao Chen, what I just said was actually an analogy."

Don't think too much.

"Okay, let me give you an example." Chen Mu nodded.

Professor He Qiyun: "When you were facing me just now, you kept saying that you are very positive and have been working hard to improve yourself, but don't you feel that in the past two years of your life, apart from medicine, there is nothing else?"

Chen Mu: "..."

Blinked gently.

I fell into confusion unconsciously.

I have to say is.

What the teacher is saying now is indeed something that Chen Mu had never seriously thought about before.

Before Professor He Qiyun spoke like this, Chen Mu had never realized that there was any problem with his recent condition.

He always dreams.

Maybe one day.

Just like today, he was cleared of all charges and as long as he cured his mental illness, he would have the opportunity to return to clinical practice.

He wanted to improve his medical skills and often looked at the latest medical cases.

He wanted to recover as soon as possible, so he kept reading books related to psychology.

He always felt that his behavior was very positive and that he would recover soon.

But what is completely unclear is why it has the opposite effect.

But now.

Listening to what the teacher said, Chen Mu felt as if something suddenly became clear to him.

But I'm not sure.

But he looked at He Qiyun who was so close to him with a longing look.

Waiting to get more answers from He Qiyun.

He Qiyun poured tea for Chen Mu, and Chen Mu then discovered that all the tea sets at home had been found by the teacher and taken out to make tea.

These tea sets.

Normally Chen Mu puts it in the cupboard because he has a cat at home and it might get damaged.

Seeing Chen Mu staring at the tea set in his hand thoughtfully, Professor He Qiyun smiled and said, "I really didn't rummage through your things. The location of your tea set is very obvious."

I really didn't expect that.

This kid really doesn't mind the trouble.

The entire set of graduation gifts that he gave to Chen Mu was actually brought all the way from the imperial capital to Haicheng by this guy.

Chen Mu: "Teacher, feel free to use it. There is nothing in my room that you cannot touch."

Except for the few secret recipes left by the old man.

but……

The teacher probably isn't that interested in that. Professor He Qiyun: "Let's talk about you. Do you realize your problem now?"

"I realize it." Chen Mu took the teacup passed to him by the teacher, took a sip, and said with his eyes lowered.

Just like the tea set in front of you.

Although he was brought all the way to Haicheng, when he was working at the People's Hospital, even if he was busy as a dog, he would occasionally have the leisure to drink tea or go out for a walk.

But since the accident, I don’t know how long it has been since it was like this.

Sit down and have a cup of tea.

Chen Mu lowered his eyes, like a child who had done something wrong in front of his teacher, "I used to do a lot of useless things because I was interested in everything and wanted to try everything, just like my old man used to scold me..."

"Even if there's a pile of shit on the side of the road, I'd be curious about what it smells like."

Professor He Qiyun: “…”

The corners of his lips twitched slightly, and he opened his mouth helplessly to remind her: "Xiao Chen, you still have to eat soon, so you don't have to use such...disgusting adjectives..."

That old guy Chen Tao.

Is this how you talk to your children at home?

No wonder when Chen Mu was studying at the Medical University, the relationship between the father and son seemed to be like fire and water.

"It's okay. I'll have to learn a thing or two about the work of the anorectal department after I become a school doctor. Even if it's new to me, it won't interfere with my meals."

Chen Mu held a teacup and seriously shared his experiences at Haicheng University over the past few years with his teacher.

Professor He Qiyun: “…”

I took a deep breath and kept telling myself this in my heart.

The guy in front of me must have a mental illness, that's why he can't hold it anymore.

He continued helplessly: "Is there a possibility that I didn't eat it either?"

Chen Mu: "!!!"

The movement suddenly stiffened.

Professor He Qiyun: "After I prepared the meal, I thought we could spend more time together in the evening, so I waited for you. But you came back and talked to us about such a 'fresh' topic..."

Although the dining table is not far away.

But when it comes to his own cooking skills, Professor He Qiyun has lost some appetite.

Always felt.

What was placed on the table did not seem to be any delicious food.

Something "fresh"...

"Sorry..." Seeing his teacher about to go crazy, Chen Mu curled his lips in a rare show of evil humor.

Put down your teacup.

He stood up and walked towards the dining table and the kitchen. "Let me reheat the food. Give you some time to recover. Maybe after a while, you will see that these dishes are not 'fresh' anymore."

Professor He Qiyun: “…”

OK OK! ! !
This kid suddenly became a little more lively now.

But this kid.

He is making fun of his teacher!!!
About ten minutes later.

Chen Mu and Professor He Qiyun each held a small bowl of rice and sat at the dining table to eat.

Chen Mu: "I seem to understand what you mean, teacher. Although I have always claimed that my mentality is healthy and I have been working hard to recover, in fact, I have already imprisoned myself."

“I stayed in my comfort zone and it seemed like I was safe.”

"But in fact..."

"If this continues, I will completely isolate myself and find it difficult to get in touch with people or things outside of my comfort zone."

“And this is also the main reason why my mental illness has not improved and has even become worse.”

Seeing that Professor He Qiyun was quite serious, he nodded.

Chen Mu suddenly smiled and said, "Teacher, I suddenly feel that you are also very talented in psychology! Why don't you consider your later years and find a new goal for yourself?"

"You're in your sixties, the right age to work hard and make progress!"

Professor He Qiyun glared at Chen Mu in front of him and said, "Stop making fun of me!"

"Now that you have found your problem, you should communicate more with your psychologist and open your heart."

"Although I also think that you are not suitable to stay in Haicheng University as a school doctor for a long time, those fragile college students may also have the ability to cure you."

Professor He Qiyun has met countless people.

Of course you can see it.

When Chen Mu faces other people, he always feels a little distant.

On the contrary, when facing some more outrageous and fragile college students, like He Congming, a big weirdo, he would inadvertently show his former temper.

Such disdain and "ridicule" from some fragile college students is a good treatment trend for Chen Mu's condition.

Chen Mu thought for a moment and said, "Teacher, I probably won't leave Haicheng University for the time being, as long as Haicheng University doesn't expel me."

"In fact, both I and the school leaders of Haicheng University know that the situation is very bad that Haicheng University currently has no other school doctors."

"But we are all trying our best to change. Some of the interns from Haicheng University of Traditional Chinese Medicine are willing to stay in the Haicheng University Hospital. I want to help the school..."

This time.

Chen Mu hasn't finished speaking yet.

Professor He Qiyun interrupted him mercilessly, "Xiao Chen, do you really think that if you leave the school hospital of Haicheng University, many of the interns at Haicheng University of Traditional Chinese Medicine will be willing to stay at Haicheng University as school doctors?"

Chen Mu: "..."

The hand holding the chopsticks froze instantly as he looked at the teacher in front of him.

Facing Chen Mu, he was obviously evasive.

He Qiyun had no intention of letting Chen Mu go just like that.

What he didn't point out just now was.

Chen Mu has been subconsciously putting himself in a comfort zone that belongs only to medicine.

Chen Mu still has a big problem.

He always makes plans for some people or things unconsciously.

He always felt that everything would develop as he expected.

True.

Chen Mu is a very smart child and can think ahead of many things.

But those interns are also human beings.

As long as one is human, accidents will happen.

It is impossible for everything to develop as Chen Mu imagined.

But what.

and then?
in case……

When things don’t develop as Chen Mu imagined, what will Chen Mu’s mood be like?

Can he bear the psychological pressure he puts on himself?

these years.

Professor He Qiyun has never talked much with Chen Mu.

But now that he is here, he must break these things apart and crush them so that Chen Mu can see them clearly at once.

Chen Mu is a very talented seedling.

Even if he experienced some setbacks along the way, he hoped that Chen Mu could overcome his psychological problems and return to the field of medicine as soon as possible.

Professor He Qiyun: "You should be aware that the interns at Haicheng University of Traditional Chinese Medicine and Haicheng University of Medical Sciences do not have exactly the same goals."

"The group of interns from Haicheng Medical University are here just to pick on the vulnerable college students. It makes no difference to them whether you or Zheng Xin is in charge of them."

"They just need a doctor who can guide them, a teacher, and some patients who can help them quickly gain knowledge. But do the interns at Haicheng University of Traditional Chinese Medicine and Haicheng University of Medical Sciences really have the same goals?" (End of this chapter)