Is the school doctor free?Have you ever heard of crispy college students!

"teacher……"

Chen Mu placed his hand under the table and couldn't help but gently tug at the sleeve of He Qiyun beside him again.

joke.

This is how you deal with an old man.

Maybe the teacher himself is happy.

Chen Mu didn't even dare to imagine what would happen after the teacher left.

Or what kind of tremendous anger he would face when he returned to the imperial capital.

The teacher is really...

Obviously, I just wanted to irritate the old man, why did I drag him into this? !

Is it possible?

Just because he is the old man's son? !
really.

Chen Mu didn't even need to use his imagination too much.

Soon.

Then I heard the teacher's boastful voice.

He Qiyun: "It seems that being a father is not very good. The child is willing to share things with me but not with you."

Hear this.

Even though Chen Mu had tried hard to remain silent before.

He couldn't bear to hear his teacher humiliating the old man like this, so he rolled his eyes speechlessly and said, "You discovered it yourself, I didn't share it with you, okay?"

"You little brat, what is this matter that you can't let me know!"

Along with the old man on the other side of the video, a thunderous roar was heard.

Chen Mu's whole body stiffened instantly.

He looked at He Qiyun beside him in disbelief and said in a lost voice: "Teacher, you tricked me!"

Didn’t we agree before that you would keep it a secret for him?

It was precisely because He Qiyun had promised so well before that Chen Mu did not pay much attention during the conversation with He Qiyun.

But now...

Thinking of what I just said.

Chen Mu shrank his head in obvious fear.

Subsequently.

The eyes observe the nose, and the nose observes the heart.

Try to reduce your presence.

"What's going on? What's wrong with you that requires this old man to remind me in such a roundabout way?" Chen Tao's stern voice came from the other side of the phone.

Professor He Qiyun, who was called "old thing", was speechless for a moment.

Some people are not young anymore, why can't they say anything nice? !

The complaints in my heart are complaints.

But after seeing Chen Tao's expression, He Qiyun chose to shut up very tactfully.

After confirming with Chen Mu which room was suitable for resting, he took the toiletries he brought with him and went to wash up.

During this period of time, Chen Mu didn't talk much.

Chen Tao was looking at the schedule. "I have an afternoon the day after tomorrow. If you don't answer me, I will go to Haicheng to see what disease you have!"

Chen Tao: "Anyway, by now, the whole internet knows that you are my son. Even if I force you to go to the hospital for a checkup, no one will say anything to me. At most, they will say that you are ignorant."

Chen Mu: "..."

During the years he was away from the imperial capital.

Does the old man often play with his cell phone? !
Otherwise, how could such words be said?

Despite facing Chen Tao's overly stern look, Chen Mu still subconsciously avoided the other's gaze.

He whispered, "It's not a big problem, and I'm already trying my best to cooperate with the treatment..."

"hehe!"

On the other side of the video, Chen Tao snorted coldly, "You have been my son for so many years. As soon as you stick your butt out, I know what kind of shit you are going to pull! Stop hesitating with me here. If you really don't have any serious problems, your teacher will definitely not remind me specifically."

Chen Mu's gaze unconsciously fell on Professor He Qiyun who came out to get the suitcase.

And the person that Chen Mu is paying attention to is Professor He Qiyun himself.

After hearing Chen Tao's impolite tone, the corners of his lips twitched unnaturally.

He just said...

Why does Chen Mu, this little brat, like to use shit as a metaphor at such a young age?

It turns out that this is also a family tradition...

This thought only briefly appeared in Professor He Qiyun's mind.

But very quickly.

Professor He Qiyun met Chen Mu's resentful gaze.

After giving Chen Mu an awkward smile, he couldn't wait to disappear again.

He was afraid that Chen Mu and Chen Tao, father and son, would really target him.

Chen Mu: "..."

Although he could probably understand the teacher's mentality, Professor He Qiyun ran too fast, making him feel like he and the old man were a plague.

"Your teacher, is he going to rest?"

On the other end of the phone, Chen Tao's expression still didn't look good.

Chen Mu nodded honestly, and then said: "Well, he went to rest."

You can scold me now.

Chen Tao: "I am giving you time and opportunity to tell me what is wrong with you."

"If you don't tell me, I will go to your house and look for your medical records myself."

when saying these words.

Chen Tao's eyes were fixed on his son on the screen.

He always thought this kid was very smart.

Even if some of the things that happened back then, it may take some time to get over that hurdle.

At least.

Chen Mu should be able to take care of himself.

Tsk!
But now look at Chen Mu's condition.

Chen Tao also had an answer in his heart that he was not willing to face.

This silly boy from his family!
Maybe you can't take care of yourself at all.

Chen Mu lowered his head, not daring to look at the old man. "It's nothing serious. I just have a little mental illness. I've been seeing a doctor for a long time..."

"I remember what you told me before. If you are sick, go see a doctor. Don't be afraid to see a doctor."

Chen Tao had a lot of scolding to say before.

this moment.

Looking at Chen Mu on the other side of the phone, I suddenly felt that many of the words on my lips were difficult to say.

Half an hour passed.

He took a deep breath, "How long?"

Chen Mu still lowered his head, fearing that he would see the old man's disappointed look. "Well, after you left Haicheng that year..."

Hearing Chen Mu's voice, Chen Tao's heart was in turmoil.

in fact.

In the past few years, Chen Mu has not been around, and he has also wondered whether there are some problems in the relationship between him and Chen Mu.

He was obsessed with medicine and never married in his life.

If it weren't for the sudden incident in his friend's family, maybe he and Chen Mu could be master and apprentice, or they might have no contact at all in their lives...

Even later, I was worried that no one would take care of the child.

He really raised the child under his name, but when he thought back on the process of raising Chen Mu, it seemed to be different from what he saw between fathers and sons in normal families.

He has watched his apprentices raise children.

Almost meticulous.

But now thinking carefully, except for the occasional time when he went home, he also taught Chen Mu Chinese medicine.

He spent most of the rest of the time leaving Chen Mu with food to heat up himself, or money for food, and then left in a hurry.

Perhaps it was because he and Chen Mu had never wanted to have a normal father-son relationship that the child suddenly became rebellious when he went to college.

Suddenly, he expressed in front of him in a strong voice that he did not like Chinese medicine.

And that happened a few years ago.

Later, Chen Mu was not the only one who went to see a psychologist.

And him...

At that time, the psychologist asked him about how he and his son got along.

I have also told him.

Perhaps what his son wanted to hear at that time was not some weighing of the pros and cons, nor some profound truth.

But it comes from the closest relatives around you, the simplest word of trust.

But he didn't do it. Or rather...

At that time, he even turned himself into a knife to stab Chen Mu.

After he came out of the mental hospital that year, he realized that there was something wrong with his attitude.

But these years.

Facing Chen Mu, he was still a little embarrassed to admit that there was something wrong with his attitude.

No matter what, he is Chen Mu's adoptive father.

Although some of the words were not very pleasant to hear, the starting point was ultimately for the child.

Moreover.

He also didn't ask Chen Mu to forgive him or get close to him. As long as the child stayed in Haicheng and took good care of himself, that would be enough.

take care of yourself.

This is not a difficult thing for an adult man.

It is precisely because of this kind of thinking.

Although in recent years.

It's not that Chen Tao has never paid any attention to his adopted son, but from Chen Mu's perspective, his father has never appeared.

Chen Tao took a deep breath.

So as not to lose composure in front of the child, "Can you tell me more specifically, what happened?"

"for example……"

“What kind of mental illness?”

Chen Mu still kept his head down, afraid of seeing disappointment in the old man's eyes.

Answering the old man's question in a low voice, "PTSD and BD, post-traumatic stress disorder and bipolar disorder."

Despite listening to what He Qiyun said before.

The old man was more or less mentally prepared.

But right now.

After really hearing what Chen Mu said, the old man felt like he was being stabbed by needles deep in his heart.

Everything that should and shouldn't be said has already been said.

Only then did Chen Mu carefully raise his head and look at the old man's expression.

The old man is now...

You must be very disappointed and angry.

The son I raised for so many years is not only rebellious, but also a mentally ill waste.

If the old man was given another chance, he would definitely not adopt him.

After all, he...

Chen Mu's mind was filled with a myriad of thoughts.

But when Chen Mu really raised his head and noticed the expression on Chen Tao's face in the other video on the phone, he still couldn't control himself and his whole body stiffened for a moment.

Did he see it wrong?

His father actually had a look of heartache and regret on his face?

This.

Is this the attitude that an old man should have towards him?
"You've been sick for so long, why didn't you tell your family?"

Chen Tao asked while choking.

Chen Mu lowered his eyes, "This is not a glorious thing to begin with. Don't tell me that I don't want you to know. If possible, I don't want anyone to know that I have had such an illness except my psychiatrist."

Speaking of it.

Chen Mu raised his head.

He glanced at the closed door next door.

After hesitating for a while, he explained to the old man: "The teacher knew because he came to see me today and accidentally saw the medical records at home. It was not me who took the initiative to tell him."

Chen Tao nodded slightly on the other end of the phone.

If this is the case, it would make sense why that old man He Qiyun knew about it.

He just said it.

Although there is now a gap and conflict between him and Chen Mu.

But they are father and son after all. His position in Chen Mu’s heart cannot be lower than that of Chen Mu’s teacher.

Chen Tao looked at his child with some heartache.

Have a look.

How much injustice I have suffered over the years.

Chen Mu noticed Chen Tao's gaze and explained, "I have been hiding the fact that I have a mental illness because I don't want too many people to know. You know, many people talk a lot."

"People with unstable emotions cannot be clinical doctors, let alone surgeons."

"But if I have the chance, I still want to go back to the hospital..."

although.

He had known over the years that this was almost impossible.

Everything was just his wishful thinking.

But in countless days and nights, he still dreamed of being an emergency doctor and a surgeon.

During surgery.

As the surgeon in charge, any simple mistake may take away a life.

This is not an exaggeration.

It's just an objective fact.

Even for one day.

He actually overcame his psychological problems and was able to return to clinical practice.

But the fact that he had a mental illness would be like his dark history.

Accompanying him throughout his life.

even.

You never know when it will become a time bomb.

Snapped!
blow up!

Don’t be fooled by the fact that Chen Mu’s reputation on the Internet seems to have improved.

So what?
That's because the knife didn't fall on himself.

Let a person who has a mental illness, or who has had a mental illness, be your attending physician, or even the chief surgeon.

This is something most people don't have the courage to face.

Psychological and mental problems are often the most unstable.

God knows this person.

Will it happen when you are seeing a doctor or having surgery?

Sudden illness?

He may just be ill, but as a patient, he may have to pay with his life, okay? !

Chen Tao frowned: "This rule is not set in stone. If you can pass the psychological test and the subsequent physical examination to prove that you..."

"dad!"

Hearing Chen Mu call "Dad".

Chen Tao, who had been trying hard to appear calm, suddenly shuddered.

Staring blankly in front of him.

Chen Mu in the video.

The child he was familiar with was already in tears at this moment.

Chen Mu choked up and said, "I have imagined the beautiful future you mentioned..."

"I have thought more than once before, justice will come from heaven!"

"My grievances on the Internet have been cleared. Maybe one day I will have the opportunity to return to school to continue my studies and improve myself."

“After improving myself, I can return to clinical practice and do whatever I want to do.”

"but……"

"Sometimes, we should all be clear that the reason we are dreaming is often because it is something that is almost impossible to achieve, isn't it?"

Chen Mu's voice was very soft.

Light to...

It's like you could disappear from this world at any time.

Looking at Chen Mu like this, Chen Tao's pupils flickered.

Realization dawned on him.

His son, who looked calm and even powerful in the live video.

Actually.

It has long been a fragile item with many holes in it.

The better the disguise on a daily basis, the worse it will be when Chen Mu’s mentality can no longer be maintained.

The more dangerous it is. (End of this chapter)