Don’t be a licking dog when you are reborn.

Chapter 160: Among all the lights in every house, there is always one that shines for you and me (2 in 1)

"Princess and queen, huh..." Gu Xueting smiled bitterly.

It doesn't take much thinking to know that a princess will never be as good as a queen.

Because the princess can hardly decide anything, she is a pawn, but the queen can decide almost anything, she is the master. This is the difference between the two.

"warmth?"

"What did you think about when you were sad?"

"How long ago was it?"

"That was before you and Ji Feng were together."

Nuan Nuan thought for a while, then shook his head with a sigh in his voice:

"When I was sad before... my thoughts were very simple."

"Um, why is it easy?"

"Because if I just want to die, I can only think of death."

The two paragraphs are very similar, but they reveal a bit of bitterness and helplessness. I just want to think that it is because there were too few options for warmth in the past.

Nuan Nuan had no choice, and her mother would not give her a chance to choose.

During that time in the past, she didn't even have the qualifications to rebel, so she had no choice but to die.

Gu Xueting pursed her thin lips. She wanted to say that she also wanted to die for a while.

But compared with what Wen Nuan had experienced before, his thoughts seemed too childish and ridiculous.

"But now you have the monsoon."

Wen Nuan smiled again and made a series of gestures with his thumb and index finger:

"You have owned Ji Feng for many years, but I only owned him for a short time!~"

"Huh? Yes."

Gu Xueting was a little worried. She didn't know why she always said such stupid things.

Every time I say something like this, I will be hit with warm words that will hurt my body.

But she seemed to have a short memory and would say it again next time.

Alas, maybe that’s just how people are.

"Then let's talk about it later. What did you think about and do when you were sad later?"

"When did it happen next?"

"Well, after you and Ji Feng got together."

Nuan Nuan retracted his hand, held his chin and thought for a while:

"Later, when I was sad, I would think about the monsoon."

"..."

"Then I would call Ji Feng and act coquettishly with him. I like that he would let me go every time."

"..."

"When we are together, let him coax me, hug me, and..."

"do not talk."

Gu Xueting suddenly interrupted while covering her chest.

She turned her back, no longer looking at Nuan Nuan, and hid her expression.

"Warm, I want to sleep for a while."

"Okay, then I'll go out and take a look."

Nuanwen curled up his lips and was about to get up and leave.

When she was about to leave, Gu Xueting suddenly stopped her:

"warmth."

"Huh? What?"

"What would you do if you encountered hardship again and were pushed to the edge of the cliff?"

"Since suffering has pushed me to the edge of the cliff, I will sit down on the edge of the cliff and take a look at the mist flowing under the cliff.

Then I called Ji Feng and asked him to sing "The Wind Rises" to me. "

"The wind is rising? What's the name of the song?"

"Well, it's a song that Ji Feng often sings, but I can't find it online."

Gu Xueting nodded silently. It turned out that he could also sing to Nuan Nuan.

Why haven't you heard him sing before?

"Nuan Nuan, what kind of person do you think Ji Feng is?"

Wen Nuan tilted her head. She felt that Gu Xueting's question was strange.

However, she still thought about it and then answered seriously:

"Ji Feng is a person who smiles when he sees me, smiles when he sees me, waits for me to light up a cigarette, drinks a little wine and his eyes light up, then holds my hand and tells me about romance and love."

"..."

Gu Xueting was silent again. Even from a few meters away, through the curtain of the hospital bed, she could feel the warmth and purity.

Once the soul is loved, the flesh and blood will grow wildly.

Today's warmth has faded away from the dead silence, ushered in rebirth from dilapidation, and bloomed like the scorching sun.

If she chooses this, what can she say?

Life is a series of farewells, but not all of them are sad. Some farewells end forever.

And some are new beginnings.

It is between willingness and reluctance that people will know how to cherish things more.

It's time for her, a loser, to have a new beginning.

……

Nuan Nuan walked to the corridor with small steps on crutches.

As soon as I went out, I heard Ji Feng’s teasing:

"People say you are autistic, my Queen."

The originally calm and composed autistic girl's ears suddenly turned red, and Nuan Nuan, who was so angry, hit her head on crutches.

"Are you eavesdropping?"

Ji Feng was afraid that she would fall, so he quickly reached out and hugged her.

Then he was hit several times by Tietou Gong.

"Oh! ~It hurts~ If you hit your head like this, aren't you afraid of becoming stupid?"

"It's okay, I'll be stupid to make you look smart."

Ji Feng smiled, what kind of strange brain circuit is this!

"But what if you are stupid and the children are not smart enough in the future?"

The warmth stopped momentarily.

In fact, her first reaction was, what kind of kid? Where did the child come from?

Later I thought about it...

Oh, it turns out to be our child!

Yes, if they become stupid now, what will the children do in the future?

So, will we have children in the future?

Nuan Nuan raised his eyes and looked at Ji Feng with a serious expression:

"Then when will you have the baby?"

Monsoon: ()? ? ?

I can't help it!

Ji Feng suddenly hugged Wen Nuan and kissed her fiercely until the girl's stiff body gradually softened and she needed to be supported by him before letting go.

The atmosphere between the two was a bit ambiguous. Ji Feng dragged Nuan Nuan into the stairwell of the hospital. Because most people took the elevator, there were fewer people coming and going here.

He hugged the warmth tightly in his arms, stood at the window of the stairwell, stared at the girl in his arms, and whispered:

"The moon is so beautiful tonight!"

Wen Nuan put his head closer to the window, because the windows in the hospital cannot be opened to prevent him from jumping off the building.

But even though she was so close, she couldn't find the moon in the night sky.

"Liar, there's obviously no moon tonight!"

"My moon is not in the sky."

"Huh? Oh."

Wen Nuan's face was a little blushing, but he did not refute.

Because her moon is not in the sky either.

Ji Feng tightened the girl in his arms again, their body temperatures rising in ambiguity, and his other big hand rubbed the warm sweater and pants.

This action made a certain girl stiffen and even her voice became softer.

"What do you want to do?"

"you guess!"

As soon as Ji Feng finished speaking, his fingers got through the gap in his sweater.

The warm expression instantly formed the word "囧", and she leaned back a little, with peach blossoms in her eyes, but without any hint of resistance.

Ji Feng's palm was also very dishonest, first it stayed on his stomach for a while.

Then it gradually climbed up and caressed!

"Hmm!~Hmph~"

Nuan Nuan turned around emotionally, asking Ji Feng for a kiss with a blurry look in her eyes.

At this time, Ji Feng will certainly not be stingy with his love.

The emotions are getting stronger and cannot calm down for a long time.

Until they separated, this love was connected, as if they didn't want to separate.

"You bullied me again!"

"Steamed buns? No?"

"No, this is paid content."

Ji Feng raised an eyebrow:

"Paid content? What is the payment method? Please explain in detail?"

"Say something nice to coax me."

"It was you who broke my plan to die alone!"

Nuan Nuan opened his eyes and thought for a while.

"Okay, you pass!"

She leaned in again, but Ji Feng's cell phone rang at this moment.

It's Li Lingqi's call.

"Hello, Aunt Li."

"Xiao Feng, I have arrived at the Third Hospital now."

"Okay, Aunt Li, we are now..."

After informing Li Lingqi of their specific location, Ji Feng and Wen Nuan exchanged glances with each other, calmed down their emotions and retreated.

Li Lingqi soon arrived at the door of the ward where they were.

When she saw Ji Feng, Li Lingqi, who had always been dignified, lost her composure and her eyes turned red.

"Xiao Feng, thank you."

No matter what, as a mother, Li Lingqi was inevitably frightened when she heard something like this happened to Gu Xueting.

Gu Xueting was rescued by Ji Feng, and Li Lingqi was really lucky and scared.

If something really happened, she wouldn't know how to face herself, nor how to face her husband and children.

Ji Feng saw that Li Lingqi was in a daze and wanted to step forward to help her, but she immediately stood firm.

Just before he met her, he retracted his hand and kept his distance. His tone was also gentle:

"That's right, Aunt Li."

"breeze……"

"Quickly go in and see her. After all this experience, Gu Xueting probably needs your comfort."

"Ah."

Li Lingqi nodded at him and quickly walked into the ward.

"Tingting, are you okay?"

"Mom, I'm fine."

When Gu Xueting saw her mother coming in, she sat up again and turned to look at Ji Feng and Wen Nuan who had followed them in:

"What happened today was that I was too careless. Fortunately, the monsoon and warmth were there."

"As long as it's okay, it'll be okay."

Li Lingqi and Gu Xueting hugged each other, dispelling the panic in each other's hearts. Any girl who encounters such a thing will inevitably feel fear.

Because every time this happens, the result is often more than just losing your virginity.

Make videos, threaten, and post online.

It has even become a source of conversation for others after dinner and a resource for social search.

Maybe a girl's life is ruined like this.

This is what scares people.

This is also where the previous monsoon had its self-hesitation.

Is he a good person?

Perhaps a long time ago, he was a good person for a period of time, but later he was not a good person at all.

Being alone, he is also ruthless in doing things.

He feels that ruthlessness is necessary. In a mixed society, people who are not ruthless will not be able to stand firm.

Indifference and ruthlessness have become synonymous with him.

Even after rebirth, the indifference in his bones has not dissipated, but has turned into indifference most of the time.

But he always maintained that sense of distance from other people and other things.

Except the warmth would make him lose his composure.

Any other time, anything, Monsoon can deal with calmly.

This habitual indifference almost made him unable to recognize his own thoughts and missed the warmth.

It was also this habitual indifference that made him almost ignore Gu Xueting tonight.

Perhaps there is a factor of not being familiar with Chu Yongding’s character.

But it was more about the indifference in his heart. He felt that it had nothing to do with him, so he didn't want to care about it.

This was the reason for his hesitation.

Fortunately, I finally took action.

Every time like this, Nuan Nuan would feel Ji Feng's restless mood and silently hold his hand.

Fingers clasped together is healing.

Nuan Nuan always said that Ji Feng healed herself, but she didn't heal Ji Feng. She was the chosen one and the only one.

Ji Feng turned to look at Wen Nuan and saw the autistic girl making lip gestures.

"The result is good."

Yes, the result is good, so don’t think too much. The accumulation of self-doubt will make it impossible for people to get out.

Everyone makes different choices, and everyone's choice may not be the right one.

In terms of business development, he can be foresighted.

But when it comes to human choices, Ji Feng also feels that he is not the kind of person without flaws.

It was the appearance of warmth that made him no longer so cold...

Perhaps he was feeling compensation, or he really wanted Chu Yong to die. After the mother and daughter calmed down for a while, Ji Feng continued:

"Aunt Li, I'm afraid today's matter is not over yet."

Mother and daughter both looked at Ji Feng.

Li Lingqi calmed down and her eyes immediately turned sharp: "I know, Xiaofeng, do you have any news or clues?"

"Well, I have evidence, and he's already at the police station."

Ji Feng said, playing the audio that he had secretly recorded in the private room of the party hall.

[Give Gu Xueting a pharmacy...]

Li Lingqi frowned the whole time.

To touch her daughter like this is to touch a mother's reverse scale.

Gu Xueting, on the other hand, felt ashamed and helpless when she heard Chu Yongding talk about how he targeted her because of her posts on Moments.

The human heart is so sinister.

"Are they already at the police station?" Li Lingqi looked up.

"Yes, these criminals are already at the police station, but it is very late now, and Gu Xueting also needs rest and company.

Let's have a good rest tonight, and we'll take care of this matter during the day tomorrow.

I suggest that the crime be punished severely and there should be no reconciliation. Gu Xueting is also in contact with our company, and this matter is related to us.

Companies can also apply to schools for additional legal assistance. "

Today’s fingertip games are backed by Shanghai University of Science and Technology.

It’s really easy to apply for legal aid in schools, as they are all supported by law firms from top universities.

Pay a fare and someone will come.

Li Lingqi is also a very decisive person and is not as indecisive as many middle-aged women on major issues.

After hearing Ji Feng's suggestion, she immediately frowned and nodded:

"Okay, just do as you say, I won't reconcile."

"Okay, aunt, you guys need to rest first. It's very late now, and I have to send Nuan Nuan back."

"Auntie, let's go." Nuan Nuan also nodded.

"Xiao Feng, when this matter is over, I will thank you again."

"You're welcome, Aunt Li."

Ji Feng was about to leave with warmth. Gu Xueting, who was lying on the hospital bed, suddenly stopped the two of them:

"Monsoon..."

Ji Feng stopped and looked back at Gu Xueting, but had no intention of speaking.

Gu Xueting smiled:

"Be careful on the road."

"Ah."

After Ji Feng and Wen Nuan left, Li Lingqi gently hugged her daughter to comfort her, but Gu Xueting appeared much calmer than she expected.

It also made Li Lingqi feel a little strange.

"Tingting, are you okay?"

"Well, I'm fine. It's all over."

"Ok?"

Gu Xueting smiled and nodded:

"The class reunion, today's events, and the monsoon have all passed."

"Do you really think so?"

Li Lingqi looked at her daughter's face and found that her expression was indeed much calmer.

"Well, it's time to let it go."

Gu Xueting smiled and narrowed her eyes, making it difficult to tell her thoughts.

After talking to Nuan Nuan, she actually figured out a lot of things.

Your own emotions are actually not that important.

She would hide it from everyone and pretend to have passed this hurdle.

She would pretend that she was relieved, relieved of today's events, and relieved of the monsoon and warmth.

Only she knows.

She can't step forward or get out. She will always remember the past period.

But she really couldn't show her sadness anymore.

The past was bad.

But she doesn't want to, and can't hurt those who care about her because of her emotions.

Such as mom.

There is nothing wrong with pretending, because there are always more important things in this world than being sad.

Gu Xueting's eyes sparkled and she hugged Li Lingqi gently:

"Tingting you?"

"Love you, Mom."

the next day.

Ji Feng and Gu Xueting's mother and daughter gathered at the police station.

According to the proposal before the monsoon, everything should be taken seriously, no understanding, no reconciliation, no mediation.

Ji Feng applied directly to the school for legal aid last night, and the lawyer from the school's entrepreneurship support law firm will arrive at noon today.

Present facts and provide evidence.

Planning rape, fascination, use of illegal drugs, etc. were all arranged by him.

In previous recordings, there is a record of Chu Yongding clearly admitting his past crimes, although the recordings cannot be used as evidence in many cases.

But there is no need for Ji Feng and the others to conduct this kind of interrogation.

The residue in the cup, Gu Xueting's vomit, and blood can all be submitted as evidence.

Leave other matters to the police.

Gu Xueting's family is also very rich, so there is no need for reconciliation at all. Zhang Di can't say the details, but Chu Yongding himself will have to be sentenced to at least a few years, which is something he can't escape.

This is also the result everyone wants.

……

The vacation time passes quickly.

The Chinese New Year is also approaching.

Ji Feng also asked Nuan Nuan if he could come, but Nuan Nuan's response was not what he expected, not currently.

They are all adults, and in the adult world, loneliness is the norm.

The same goes for Nuan Nuan, she also has things she needs to face alone.

Today, Nuan Nuan has grown up, and even if she encounters sad things, she will no longer have the thought of committing suicide.

After all, she can act coquettishly to Ji Feng.

That night, Nuan Nuan and Wang Yaqin rarely had any quarrels or cold wars.

The mother and daughter worked together to make several hard dishes, which were all warm and delicious.

Nuan Nuan kept smiling throughout the whole process, while Wang Yaqin seemed hesitant to speak.

It wasn't until he started eating that Wang Yaqin slowly spoke:

"Xiao Nuan, will classmate Ji Feng come this year?"

Wen Nuan, who was showing off his rice, was suddenly stunned. He paused for a few seconds before confirming that he heard correctly.

She raised her eyes to look at her mother, as if to confirm her mother's thoughts or intentions.

But she didn't see anything extra today.

It seemed like he was just asking casually:

"He went back to his grandma's house today and won't come over."

"Then from now on..."

"He will come in the future. If everything goes well, I will ask him to come to my house for dinner in a few days."

"What if it doesn't go well?"

"If it doesn't go well, just wait until after you get married."

Wen Nuan said it was natural, but Wang Yaqin was a little confused.

"Marry? You?"

Wen Nuan put down the bowl and chopsticks and took a sip of soup:

"Ah."

The warm response was Wang Yaqin's endless silence. After a long time, she suddenly sighed:

"Oh, have you really thought about it?"

Nuan Nuan continued to drink soup, using the soup bowl to cover the indifference in the corners of her eyes. When she put down the bowl, she had returned to her gentle look.

She couldn't guess what her mother was thinking, but she could make her own choice.

"I have thought about it. After graduation, I will marry Ji Feng."

"But……"

A warm voice suddenly interrupted:

"Mom, don't interfere with what I want to do anymore. I will fulfill my filial duty in front of the hall and let you enjoy it."

Wang Yaqin's education level is not high, but she has indeed heard the filial piety in front of the court.

In front of the hall, filial piety is fulfilled, and at the knees, there is joy.

Be filial in front of the house, and do not interact with each other behind the house.

The meaning of Wen Nuan is obvious, don't interfere with what she wants to do, otherwise the result will be self-evident.

Is it a matter of having fun at the knees, or not having any contact with each other behind the house?

In the end, it's all up to the mother's choice.

Nuan Nuan did not feel any guilt for making such a forced choice.

She has made similar choices countless times.

[If you dare to play, don’t come back tonight. 】

[If you don’t finish writing the test paper, I will smash your pencil case today. 】

[Have you memorized the books and done your homework? I didn’t write anything but just watched others play here. What’s so interesting? 】

To explain is to talk back, to be silent is to show off one's temper, not to speak is to be angry, and to be in a bad mood is to show off one's face.

If you are a little older, you will become so old that you are still ignorant and rude.

She and her mother Wang Yaqin had nothing to say because there was nothing to say.

She couldn't let go of all the past.

But days will pass, and she has restrained her emotions.

……

Different from Nuan Nuan's deserted place, Ji Feng followed his parents to his grandparents' house.

Say hello and say hello politely.

Because Ji Feng hasn't discussed the company matters with the old couple in detail yet.

Ji Guangxun and Dong Kaihui are both sensible people, and they will not do anything to cheat their sons.

So after arriving at their grandparents' place today, Lao Ji and Dong Kaihui didn't mention Ji Feng's opening of a company, let alone how much money Ji Feng could make now.

His parents were pretending to be dead, so he couldn't pretend to be cool.

I met my aunt, uncle, grandparents, and Ji Feng also collected some lucky money.

Their family has always been quite wealthy.

So the amount of New Year's money collected this time is quite a lot, including 500, 1000, and 2000.

He received a total of 6500 New Year's money.

At this time point in 13, 6500 yuan is really a lot of money.

But before the meal, Lao Ji arrested Ji Feng on the spot in the toilet. He first took away the toilet paper in the toilet.

He also threatened to confiscate all the 6500 yuan on the grounds that "your parents will keep your New Year's money for you."

When Lao Ji was leaving, Ji Feng finally became anxious:

"No, you can take the money, but don't take my toilet paper!"

When Ji Feng finished pooping and came out of the toilet, the confusion of being robbed by his own father had not faded from his face.

OK, the future boss of Fingertips went back to his hometown to celebrate the New Year and collected 6500 lucky money, which was later robbed by his father. The process was quite cruel!

When it was time to eat, the relatives sat around the table.

The elders also began to brag about their children.

My sister Ji Lulu passed the postgraduate entrance examination.

My younger brother Ji Baoming is among the top ten in middle school.

Lao Ji and Dong Kaihui also praised him without any expression of envy or jealousy.

After all, Ji Feng is good enough now, and as parents, they don't need to envy anyone.

Relatives already knew that Ji Feng was admitted to Shanghai University of Science and Technology, but those who knew him before still found it unbelievable.

How come he was a bad guy a year ago and suddenly became enlightened a year later?

It doesn't make sense.

Ji Feng himself showed no intention of showing his face and talking at this kind of family gathering, and kept his head down while eating the whole time.

He took a photo of himself having New Year's Eve dinner and was going to send it to Nuan Nuan.

Unexpectedly, Nuan Nuan took the lead and sent a photo of her and her mother Wang Yaqin together.

【Happy New Year's Eve (picture)】

Ji Feng also smiled and replied with a message:

【Happy New Year's Eve (picture)】

After sending the message, Ji Feng did not put down his phone, but stared at it in a daze.

Looking at the family members changing cups and lamps, Ji Feng wanted to add someone to his family.

With this thought in mind, he picked up his phone again and typed:

[I miss you a little, want to celebrate the New Year with you, and also want my parents to meet you. 】

The warmth on the other side of the phone did not reply immediately as usual, and Ji Feng did not continue to ask further questions.

Putting down the mobile phone and feeling the atmosphere of the New Year, Ji Feng's eyes were filled with countless relaxation and comfort.

At this moment, countless families are just like him.

New Year's Eve, reunion dinner.

Among all the lights in the house, there is always one that lights up for you and me.

But even if it doesn't, it doesn't matter.

Just like the poor and lonely, they also have the right to enjoy the sunshine and breeze.

On New Year's Eve, even if you are alone, you can quietly turn on a light and prepare some delicious food for yourself.

Recall the past of last year and look forward to the future in the new year.

When spring comes, there will still be birds sitting by your window singing for you.

Everyone will still meet their own happiness, and at the same time they will have a bright and brilliant future.

Haruhi brings a letter, it is already waiting for everyone in the future.

Including people looking at their phones.

For example, I am so bored that I can only listen to the elders bragging about Monsoon.

Didi! ~

The phone lit up. Ji Feng glanced at the message and raised the corners of his mouth:

【Okay(.^^.)】

【when will you arrive? 】

[Tomorrow is not appropriate for the first day of the lunar new year. Let’s go for the second day of the lunar new year. 】

　Ask for some monthly tickets

　　

　

(End of this chapter)