After losing their memory, they all said she was my girlfriend

Chapter 192 The Unending Dream (4.5k)

Ever since the dream world turned on and her body became an ordinary person, Shangguan Ziyan found that her perception had become much slower, and she didn't even notice such an obvious thing...

She struggled to help Chen Li onto the mattress and covered him with the quilt.

Then I glanced out of the corner of my eye and saw an opened bottle of canned beef next to it with scales painted on it.

Shangguan Ziyan was silent.

The scales were densely packed, and it was obvious that a can was divided into multiple portions to eat.

So, after all this time, Chen Li has only eaten this little thing?

Putting aside the issue of quantity, the contents inside have already deteriorated after being opened for so many days. How can this be eaten?

However, what she didn't know was that Chen Li had never eaten at all.

The dream has been controlled by Chen Li. He wants to prevent himself from feeling hungry and not letting himself starve to death is just a matter of thought.

However, in order to be more realistic, Chen Li's current physical condition is completely consistent with malnutrition + food poisoning + overwork + cold.

That is, almost dead.

Getting up just now seemed to have exhausted Chen Li's last bit of strength.

He struggled to open his eyes, his vision was a little blurry, and he looked at Shangguan Ziyan.

Shangguan Ziyan also looked at Chen Li with a little guilt in his eyes.

But this was a dream after all, and she just felt a little guilty.

Moreover, through this incident, she had roughly seen whether Chen Li would treat her daughter well if she was with her.

Being able to leave the best to her at the most critical moment, and even knowing that his physical condition is bad, he still goes out to find food regardless of the danger to his life... Putting aside everything else, Chen Li is indeed a good choice based on his personality. .

The test is over, Shangguan Ziyan's goal has been achieved, and there is no need to continue the dream.

She looked at the dying Chen Li and said in her heart: "I'm sorry, but you will forget all this."

As she said this, she thought, and as a user of "Dream", she activated her authority and prepared to close this dream.

However, after she activated the permission, there was no response after waiting for a long time.

She repeated it a few more times, and the dream continued.

Shangguan Ziyan couldn't help but frown.

Something went wrong again?

First, the content of the dream cannot be changed, and now, the dream cannot even be turned off.

She was a little angry and was ready to settle the score with the person who gave her this prop when the dream ended.

His eyes returned to Chen Li.

Seeing that Chen Li was so uncomfortable, she couldn't do anything. She could only light a fire and boil a glass of water for Chen Li to drink.

In fact, she can ignore Chen Li, because this is just a dream, and except for the prop users, the people she pulls into the dream will not retain the memory of the dream, or they will simply regard it as a dream and quickly The speed of forgetting.

But out of care for her future son-in-law, she decided to be nicer to Chen Li in his last days.

He gently lifted Chen Li up, and the temperature of the hot water dropped, turning it into warm water suitable for the mouth. Shangguan Ziyan fed Chen Li to drink.

After taking a sip of water, he seemed to have recovered a lot and said, "There is no need to give me anything to drink or eat."

Chen Li's face was unnaturally rosy. He coughed and his voice was hoarse: "I can't live much longer."

"I have a hunch that maybe tomorrow, maybe tonight, I will die."

"When the time comes, you don't have to worry about me and you can go out and look for rescue."

"I also know that whether we stay here or leave here and go to the ice and snow outside, it seems to be a dead end."

Chen Li looked at Shangguan Ziyan, with sadness in his eyes, but also the hope of seeing Shangguan Ziyan continue to live: "But if you stay here, death is inevitable. It's just a matter of time. Outside... you may die faster. But rescue is possible.”

Speaking of this, Chen Li seemed to find it a little funny: "After I die, time has nothing to do with me. For me, there are only two outcomes: you are alive or you die."

"This city has been abandoned. Only by going out and going further away can we have a chance to survive..."

Shangguan Ziyan looked at Chen Li whose breath was gradually weakening. Even though he knew that this was just a dream, he couldn't help but feel a little sad in his heart.

These are ordinary people...

The old humans, faced with this situation, could only be so powerless that they could not even splash the water of struggle.

If she had the power of reality, this doomsday world would only become her back garden.

"remember……"

Chen Li's voice became smaller and smaller: "We must live..."

Shangguan Ziyan sat aside and watched Chen Li die.

It wasn't until she couldn't see the rise and fall of Chen Li's abdomen that she responded with emotion: "Okay..."

Chen Li's death touched Shangguan Ziyan's mind.

Her intuition told her that she could end her dream.

Thinking of this, she breathed a sigh of relief and immediately chose to end the dream.

It turns out that other people have to die before she can end her dream...

Thinking like this, her consciousness fell into darkness.

When she opened her eyes again, what she saw was not reality, not Chen Li's room.

Instead, it was a snow-white ceiling, and from the corner of my eye, I could even see a potion bag hanging from an iron frame...

She was shocked.

This is? !

Before she could be surprised, a memory originating from a dream immediately flooded into her mind.

Her name was Su Ziying, and less than a year after her marriage to Chen Li, she suffered a car accident and became a vegetative state, spending her whole day in the hospital.

The dream just ended and started again?

Facing this unexpected scene, Shangguan Ziyan was surprised.

However, after all, she had gone through many ups and downs, so this scene was not enough to make her panic.

She quickly calmed down and thought about the situation.

What is certain is that the "dream" prop is definitely wrong.

She did not doubt the power of this prop.

Because "Dream" is an extremely high-level prop, and the secret realm it is in is also the "human forbidden land" with the highest level of danger. It is not surprising that she, who is an eighth-level person, can fall into it.

And this is only to temporarily trap her, and it will never hurt her real body at all.

What she suspected was that she made a mistake in the way she used it, which caused the dream to restart, and once again started her dream of pretending to be Su Ziying and Chen Li as a couple...

Shangguan Ziyan tried to close the dream.

The result is no surprise and cannot be closed.

At this time, the door to the room opened.

Chen Li walked in.

From the angle where Shangguan Ziyan is lying now, you can see that Chen Li's eyes were full of fatigue when he opened the door, but when she appeared in his eyes, happiness instantly filled his eyes.

Seeing the happiness of Shangguan Ziyan seemed to wash away all the fatigue from Chen Li.

He did not hire a nanny or nurse, but took care of everything on her own. Shangguan Ziyan once heard that Chen Li said that only he could take care of her.

Just like this, day after day, year after year.

In the blink of an eye.

Come thirty years later.

Because of Chen Li's care, Shangguan Ziyan's appearance is still young, looking like a woman in her twenties or thirties.

On the other hand, Chen Li now has gray hair on his temples and the wrinkles on his face are filled with all the hardships this man suffered in the first half of his life.

Chen Li had already moved Shangguan Ziyan from the ward to a villa specially purchased for her.

It is autumn now.

In the courtyard, there are pavilions and pavilions.

Under a cherry blossom tree, Chen Li was pushing a wheelchair, and Shangguan Ziyan was sitting on it, staring ahead with dull eyes.

This cherry blossom tree is huge.

Ever since Shangguan Ziyan moved here, I haven't seen it wither.

After the petals fall, new flowers will bloom immediately.

Chen Li told her that her name was Su Ziying.

So he cultivated this cherry blossom tree and used a special method to make it bloom forever, with an eternal flowering period, which meant that she would always exist in his heart and never disappear.

These thirty years have not been short for Shangguan Ziyan.

Because this is a dream.

No matter how real it was, she did feel that thirty years had passed.

But there is a kind of indescribable happiness.

In the first apocalypse, she saw Chen Li risking his life for love.

This time in the dream, I saw Chen Li's persistence until death.

only……

The Su Ziying now is her.

……

After the flower viewing was over, Chen Li quickly pushed Shangguan Ziyan back into the room as he was worried that she would catch a cold.

Lying on the bed, Shangguan Ziyan turned her head and looked at Chen Li who left the room.

In the past thirty years, this scene had been repeated too many times in her life.

She also went from being uncomfortable at the beginning to becoming accustomed to it now.

Shangguan Ziyan knew that Chen Li thought he was in a vegetative state and had no consciousness, but in fact he did.

In other words, from his point of view, only he knows everything he does.

Isn't this a kind of loneliness?

the next day.

Shangguan Ziyan woke up from her sleep. What he saw was not Chen Li, but the housekeeper.

The housekeeper brought her a piece of news that left her speechless for a long time.

Chen Li is dead.

——Inject sodium cyanide in his own bed and die peacefully.

Later, she saw Chen Li's suicide note.

The suicide note was very short, with only a few sentences, but through these words she could clearly see Chen Li's pain when writing it.

[I'm sorry, Ziying. 】

【I'm so tired. 】

After all, this man who had been strong all his life could not see the hope of her awakening and chose to take his own life.

Thirty years of living together have made Shangguan Ziyan know Chen Li thoroughly.

She knew what he was thinking.

She was in a vegetative state. Although she had favorable conditions for recuperation, she could not live long, and her lifespan was far less than that of normal people.

Chen Li saw no hope of her waking up, and didn't want to see her die.

So he chose to die first.

Shangguan Ziyan's heart, which had been calm for a long time, finally stirred up at this moment.

'How selfish...'

Her consciousness fell into darkness.

The authority that ended the dream was activated again in the dream after thirty years.

'But...I don't hate it...'

……

Vision revived in the darkness.

What caught his eye was still not Chen Li's room, nor reality.

It's my own hand writing a diary.

Unfamiliar memories merged into his mind. Shangguan Ziyan felt this familiar feeling and sighed helplessly in his heart. He had already beaten the person who gave him the "dream" prop to "death".

This time the dream begins with her and Chen Li still being husband and wife.

The difference is that her identity is special.

She is a spy of the Yake Principality, and Chen Li is a major general of the Qinfeng Principality.

The two countries have been at war for three years, and each is moving towards the goal of annexing the other and will not stop.

War is spreading across the world.

She came to Chen Li only because Chen Li was in a high position and used him to steal information.

In order to prevent the identity of the spy from being discovered, the information she sent out would not receive a response, and she would only transmit the information unilaterally.

——Of course, this is just a setting.

Now, even in the previous dream setting, although she and Chen Li are husband and wife, they have never been married. This is one of the few places where she has succeeded in controlling dreams.

Shangguan Ziyan is now in control of this body, and she is free to continue to be a spy.

If this was Shangguan Ziyan's first time dreaming, he would definitely continue to be a spy to test Chen Li.

She wanted to see how Chen Li would react when he found out that he was a spy?

Protect her?

Or to protect your position?

In the setting, this world is a modern setting, and there is no powerful supernatural power.

The strongest among them is Chen Li, who can do one against a hundred.

Shangguan Ziyan turned his attention to the diary in front of him.

The above is not a diary, but information about various recent strategic deployments of the Qin Feng Principality.

Without hesitation, she took a brazier and burned it directly.

There is no need to test Chen Li anymore.

She just wanted to end the dream quickly.

When she had just finished burning, the door suddenly opened and Chen Li walked in.

Seeing her burning something, he seemed stunned for a moment, but he didn't ask any more questions and went straight to her side.

The two were affectionate for a while.

However, they are obviously a couple, but the so-called tenderness is just a simple handshake - this is Shangguan Ziyan's restriction before the dream begins, so as to avoid anything happening between herself and Chen Li.

Chen Li looked at Shangguan Ziyan, with unconcealed worry and fatigue in his eyes: "No matter what happens, you must believe me...I will eventually come to you."

"Ah."

Shangguan Ziyan knew what he was worried about.

In recent battles, Qinfeng Park has shown an obvious decline, and its territory has continued to be lost.

Considering her status, this is actually a good thing. If the Qin Feng Principality loses, she will become a hero of the Yake Principality.

But... that is a setting after all, not what Shangguan Ziyan thought.

After Chen Li leaves.

Shangguan Ziyan took out his diary again.

However, this time, what was written on it was no longer accurate information, but false information that would cause heavy losses to the Principality of Yake if it was believed.

Even if it's a dream, help him.

One month later.

The Principality of Qin Feng reversed the situation and began to counterattack, while the Principality of Yake retreated steadily.

The horns of joy and triumph began to sound in the country.

At the same time, because they believed Shangguan Ziyan's false information, the Principality of Yake suffered heavy losses, and her identity as a spy was revealed in anger.

Overnight, Shangguan Ziyan's status changed from the general's wife to a prisoner.

In the prison, Shangguan Ziyan was very calm.

Tomorrow is the day of her execution.

She will be beheaded in public.

As death approaches, Shangguan Ziyan feels a little relaxed.

If she dies, the dream will end, right?

the next day.

execution ground.

The sun was blazing high at noon.

Facing the huge crowds of people.

As well as the sword that was about to fall, Shangguan Ziyan closed her eyes.

When she was about to die, Chen Li appeared and saved her.

After rescuing an enemy spy, even if Chen Li was a general, he was no longer tolerated by the Duke of Qin Feng and immediately issued a killing order.

Shangguan Ziyan looked at Chen Li.

When it came to the choice between protecting her and sticking to his own position, Chen Li ultimately chose the former.

At this moment, she felt indescribably happy.

Then, just when she thought Chen Li was going to take her to the end of the world, Chen Li led an army that came from nowhere and began to sweep across the two kingdoms of Asia and Qin.

It didn't take long, and under the absolute suppression of force, Chen Li led her to unify the two countries and establish a new country.

At the same time, she also learned that Chen Li had already discovered that she was a spy.

All her information was intercepted in Chen Li's hands.

Chen Li also knew that as a spy, she was destined to not survive in Qin Feng Principality.

The Principality of Yake is an enemy country again...

Therefore, Chen Li has long been secretly cultivating an army of his own, until now.

This process is very dangerous. Once discovered before his power matures, Chen Li will inevitably die.

Shangguan Ziyan never expected that Chen Li would go to such an extent for her.

While her heart was touched, she suddenly felt a little bored.

Not to Chen Li, but to this dream.

After all, this was a dream created to test Chen Li.

Chen Liming treated her so well, but the dream still continued...

This time, before Chen Li died, Shangguan Ziyan chose to commit suicide.

She thought it would be over.

When I opened my eyes, I came to another dreamland...

This time, her family and Chen Li's family were feuding, but they eloped regardless of family opposition, relying on each other to survive during the hunt...

……

I don’t know how many times I have experienced dreams...

in reality.

The "Dream" necklace worn by Shangguan Ziyan suddenly became dim, as if it had lost all energy.

(End of this chapter)