My life has subtitles

Yang Chen is not a fragile person.

He rarely sheds tears.

But at the moment.

But he burst into tears.

The man does not flick when he has tears, but he has not yet reached the point of sadness!
He has two biggest regrets in his life.

One is the grandparents who will raise them for their hard work without properly repaying them.

One is the lack of parents. Since childhood, I have not had a complete home and have not experienced the love and care of my parents.

just now.

His biological mother.

To repay his kindness, he actually asked him to donate his kidney to his half-brother whom he had never met?
This undoubtedly touched the most fragile nerve in his heart.

This is his lifelong knot.

"You must pay attention to your education methods. Your son is already so old, so you must know how to respect and understand him."

The police comrades also have good intentions.

"Man, be more mature and stop being so childish."

"I haven't rushed to admit my mistake to my mother."

"Do you know your mother is worried about you?"

Yang Chen just smoked silently on the bedside.

"Your name is Yang Chen, right?"

The most heartbreaking pain.

He said calmly.

He just wanted to sever ties with that woman and never have any contact with her again.

Yang Chen smiled.

"Looking at how young you are, you get into trouble with your family over the smallest of things and get lost in fun. Do you know how worried, nervous, and sad your actions make your parents?"

Yang Chen nodded.

He looked at Yang Chen's mother and said, "Okay, your son has found it for you. We will go through the process later and we will withdraw."

until noon.

"It's good to know you were wrong."

Get up.

Seeing that Yang Chen looked like a teachable child, the older police comrade nodded happily.

"So do you, the mother."

He didn't want to hear that woman's voice again.

“Is escape the answer?”

Yang Chen didn't blame him.

……

Also inner demons.

But how does he know what kind of mother this mother is?
"Comrade police, I'm sorry for wasting your police force, delaying your work, and causing you trouble. I will go home with her right now."

"Go home and reflect on it."

After confirming Yang Chen's identity.

The police comrade asked with a frown.

He is your son.

Behind him was a rather wealthy and graceful middle-aged woman.

Done.

The phone has been turned off.

Am I not?
Why are you so partial, so cruel, so unfeeling?
Yang Chen silently hung up the phone.

One after another.

Just about to go out for lunch.

At this time the police came to the door.

"I am also a parent. How can parents have an overnight feud? How pitiful the hearts of parents in the world are!"

An older police comrade came up and gave me a scolding.

Yang Chen was smoking by the bedside.

"Is your phone turned off?"

The police left.

Yang Chen looked coldly at the rather rich and graceful middle-aged woman in front of him, with a very indifferent expression and cold eyes.

This well-maintained and pampered woman is indeed his mother.

Although he has long been vague about what his mother looks like.

But the first time we met.

Still recognized it.

perhaps.

This is some kind of biological connection or induction.

"Yang Chen, I know you hate me very much."

"You don't understand many things, and it's impossible to understand your mother's situation at that time."

"I admit, my mother may have been a bit mean on the phone before."

"But mom is really worried."

"Your brother has uremia, terminal illness!"

"The doctor said that if he didn't get a kidney transplant in time, he wouldn't have long to live."

"These days, his father and I have been traveling all over the country looking for kidney sources, but we can't find a suitable matching kidney source at all. If there was no other way, mother would not be able to come to you!"

Talking and talking.

Then she began to cry.

He looked heartbroken.

Yang Chen looked at it with no expression on his face.

Every tear she shed was not for herself, but for her sick brother.

Yang Chen didn't know much about uremia.

But he also knew.

If you are young and have no underlying diseases, as long as you go for dialysis regularly, you can basically live like a normal person except for paying attention to certain aspects.

You can even die normally.

Yang Chen told what he knew.

The mother cried out anxiously, "Your brother is the only son in his family. If he doesn't get a kidney, he will be cut off from his family and will have no future generations!"

"Yang Chen, mother, please."

"Go to the hospital with your mother and make a match with your brother."

"You are his biological brother!"

"You can't just die without saving me!"

Yang Chen listened and sneered again and again.

Brother?
Brother?
Over the years, have we ever met each other, have we ever exchanged a word, have we ever had any feelings for each other, have we ever shown the slightest care and concern for each other?
Did you remember me when you were trying to save someone's life?

Ha ha.

Whether he is dead or alive, what does it have to do with me?

Seeing Yang Chen sneer again and again, his mother suddenly became angry and immediately changed her face and said: "Yang Chen, you are a piece of flesh that fell off my body."

"Without me, where would you be?"

"Filial piety comes first among all good deeds!"

“The grace of giving birth is greater than heaven!”

"Have you read so many years of books in vain?"

"Today, you have to go to the hospital with me."

"Whether you hate me, scold me, or don't understand me, just give me back that piece of meat."

"From now on, we are clean and we owe nothing to anyone."

"otherwise."

"I will go to your school and make a fuss at your workplace. I will tell all your friends and neighbors about your unfilial piety. I will call all the TV stations over. I will let everyone know that you are an ungrateful white-eyed wolf. ”

"I'm going to ruin your reputation!"

"Don't force me."

"I will do anything for your brother."

Mother screamed.

roared.

A face was so twisted that it was deformed.

It's hard to imagine.

This turned out to be what a mother said to her biological son.

Is Yang Chen angry?

Of course I'm angry.

But it hurts more.

My heart aches like a knife!
He took a deep breath.

But the tears flowed down uncontrollably.

"it is good!"

"I am a piece of flesh that fell off your body."

"today."

"I will return this piece of meat to you."

"From now on, we are no longer related to each other. I am no longer your son, and you are no longer my mother. We will never see each other again forever."

Done.

Yang Chen felt as if his soul had been drained out.

he knows.

From then on, he never had a mother.

this world.

He no longer has any worries.

……

Star Sachuya Hospital.

After a comprehensive examination, it was determined that Yang Chen's kidney source could be matched with his half-brother.

Next.

Yang Chen was admitted to the hospital.

A series of preparations for kidney transplantation began.

"Don't worry, this kind of surgery is very mature and there are no risks."

"You still have a kidney, so it won't have any impact on your life."

"What do you want to eat?"

"Mom will buy it for you."

In the ward.

his mother comforted.

now.

Mother's expression has become much more relaxed.

His speech and expression also became gentle and loving.

Yang Chen's eyes were dull and he didn't speak.

although.

He hates his parents.

But every night when everyone is quiet, he still has a trace of unrealistic fantasies and hopes for his parents. How he wished.

The mother's tenderness and love are for no reason, just for herself.

But the cold reality is.

In mother's eyes.

Only the younger brother.

The corners of Yang Chen's eyes were moist again.

but.

This time.

The corners of his mouth were slightly raised.

He smiled.

A smile of self-reconciliation and liberation.

It was my mother who was wrong, not me, so why should I be angry?

If she wants me to give it back to her, then I’ll just give it back to her.

Every cause must have an effect.

Fruit must be produced.

End this cause and effect.

Give me my freedom!
Yang Chen suddenly remembered the three philosophical questions asked by the man sitting cross-legged on the bow of the boat.

where am i from?
Where are you going?
If there is love in the sky, the sky will also grow old, and the right path in the world will be vicissitudes of life!
Justice is in the heart of the people!
It seems to have nothing to do with his own affairs.

But it gave him a vague feeling of enlightenment and relief.

Parents are the knot of my heart.

Also a demon!

If he can't pass this level, he will never be able to escape for the rest of his life!
just now.

His heart was as calm as water.

There is a sense of renewal.

He suddenly thought of his father.

He never took the initiative to call him.

He took out his cell phone, accurately found the phone number without a name, and called it without hesitation.

The phone rang for a long time before the other party answered.

"Dad, I don't hate you anymore."

Yang Chen said with a smile.

The person on the phone was stunned for a moment, then asked: "Are you Chenchen?"

Yang Chen: "It's me."

"You, what did you just call me?"

The breathing there suddenly became rapid.

You can hear it.

He was nervous and a little overwhelmed.

Yang Chen smiled and said lightly: "Dad, I no longer hate you, nor do I hate mom."

As soon as these words came out.

The other person said nothing and fell into a short silence.

But Yang Chen could faintly hear the choking sound coming from the phone.

"Chenchen, are you encountering any difficulties?"

"You say it."

"As long as dad can do it, he will definitely help you solve it."

Yang Chen shook his head: "No."

Hear the words.

The other side pondered for a moment, and then his emotions were like a reservoir that opened to release floods, and it was out of control: "Chenchen, it's dad who is sorry for you."

"At that time, I was angry with your mother, so I put you with your grandparents."

"Later, dad wanted to take you to his side."

"But at that time, when you see your father and your stepmother, it's like seeing enemies, and your father won't dare to pick you up."

"Dad has actually been paying attention to you secretly over the years."

"But I also admit that dad owes you."

"I'm very happy that you can call me daddy. I'm really happy."

"Come back for the New Year?"

"When we come back, we, father and son, will have a nice get-together and have a nice drink."

You can hear it.

The father on the other side of the phone obviously showed his true feelings.

Very guilty.

I also want to make up for it.

Yang Chen was relieved once again.

all the time.

He hated his father, and even more so his mother.

At least my mother gave me some money every year and sent me a few old clothes.

But there was no love at all from his father.

Until now.

Then he remembered.

If it weren't for his father's money, his grandparents would never be able to send him to college.

Although the food, clothing and travel are far from satisfactory, they are not left behind.

perhaps.

Just like he said.

Just keep paying attention to yourself secretly.

"Okay, Dad, let's meet again when we have the chance."

"I am so tired."

"I really want to sleep."

A deep tiredness hit his heart. Yang Chen was lying on the hospital bed, feeling that everything in front of him became more and more blurred and distorted.

……

Yang Chen woke up.

Open your eyes and you will see the sky full of bright stars.

Yang Chen wiped his eyes.

Aren't you in the ward of Chuya Hospital, waiting for a kidney transplant?
But he felt a chill in his heart.

Even if you wake up with a start.

I.

Back again!

really.

He was still lying in a U-Peng boat.

Sitting cross-legged on the bow of the boat was a mysterious man wearing a bamboo hat and a leather raincoat, with his back to him.

The lake is still blue and strange.

There is an indescribable sense of mystery.

Yang Chen sat up, took a deep breath, and carefully recalled everything he had just experienced.

Dreaming?
its not right!
I have verified it by pinching the roots of my thighs, and the sourness is definitely more authentic than the old altar.

But now.

He's back again.

Then.

Just now.

What have you experienced?
at this time.

The Wupeng boat has arrived.

Yang Chen didn't have time to think too much and quickly jumped onto the dock.

Then the U-Peng boat that brought him gradually became transparent until it completely disappeared from sight, as if it had never been there.

At this time.

A voice suddenly sounded.

"Congratulations on crossing the sea of ​​inner demons and successfully reaching the other side!"

Hear this sound.

Only then did Yang Chen react.

original.

Everything he just experienced was just a test of his own inner demons.

If it doesn't pass.

Then you may be trapped in that dreamland for the rest of your life.

and so.

Did Wang Meng, the fat man who came by ferry first, pass this inner demon test?

Where are the others?

Next.

Are there any other challenges?
If so, what would it be?
Standing on the dock.

Yang Chen turned on the flashlight and took a look around.

immediately.

He found out immediately

Opposite the pier.

About ten meters away, a small wooden house suddenly appeared.

At the door of the wooden house, there seemed to be a figure sitting cross-legged on the ground.

Judging from his body shape, he looks like a fat man and a fierce man.

"Fat Master, is that you?"

Yang Chen called a few times from a distance.

But there was no reaction at all.

I thought about it.

Yang Chen jumped off the pier and quickly walked towards the cabin.

The distance of more than ten meters was quickly reached.

The man at the door is indeed Fatty Wang Meng.

But at this moment.

Wang Meng, who was sitting cross-legged at the door of the wooden house, frowned, closed his eyes, sweated profusely, and looked very painful. He didn't know what he was going through.

See this.

Yang Chen didn't dare to act rashly and wake him up rashly.

Looked around.

It is an extremely dark void.

Only this small wooden house in front of me heralds the beginning of the next challenge.

There was a dim orange light inside the cabin.

I don’t know what’s inside. What has Fatty Wang Meng experienced?
I thought about it.

Yang Chen did not act rashly.

Instead, he sat down next to Wang Meng, waiting for him to wake up and for Ling Xiaozi and Zhong Xiaowei to arrive. (End of chapter)