The abandoned wife of the noble family, she is Black Heart Lotus

Chapter 195 Untie the knot
At this time, Gu Deyin gently touched his handsome face, her eyes filled with his figure.

She said solemnly, "Your Majesty, the reason why I rejected your marriage proposal has nothing to do with your biological mother. There is no need for you to be trapped in this."

Gu Deyin's explanation soothed Xiao Mingzhang's anxious heart. The huge stone in his heart for a long time finally fell to the ground, but his eyes were still a little dull.

It was only now that he could talk about his biological mother calmly, and no longer became manic and irritable because of her, or even hated her.

Gu Deyin listened quietly to his life experience. Although he had heard a few words about it, it was still not as thrilling as mentioning it in person.

She couldn't help but secretly lament that it was not easy for Xiao Mingzhang and his sister to survive until now.

However, compared with her previous evaluation of Xiao Mingzhang's biological mother, she now has a different opinion. She hates too much, but has no way to seek revenge on the enemy who ruined her life, so she can only spread her hatred on the enemy's bloodline. Otherwise, it will be difficult to calm down the heart full of hatred.

There is a huge gap in status between the two, so even if they want to avenge their blood feud, it is not an easy task.

She understands this very well.

This is also the reason why she is unwilling to easily agree to Xiao Mingzhang's marriage proposal. If she cannot become stronger, marrying him like this may not be a good thing.

If one day he falls in love with another woman, she will easily disappear. It is too easy to want someone to die.

In the past, the Marquis of Xuanning had to use unscrupulous means to kill her, but if Xiao Mingzhang wanted to kill her as an eyesore one day, he might just need to move his fingers.

No, just relying on a man's so-called love is not enough to guarantee a lifetime.

After Xiao Mingzhang finished speaking, he came back to his senses and saw Gu Deyin's thoughtful expression. As shrewd as he was, he instantly guessed what she was thinking.

He hurriedly explained, "Miss Gu, listen to me. I know that this marriage proposal is suspected of taking advantage of others' danger. However, my heart for you has never changed. I can swear to cherish your love for the rest of my life." I will protect you and never let you be wronged in the slightest..."

Gu Deyin stretched out her hand and gently covered his mouth, "You don't need to swear, Your Majesty, I believe you are sincere at this moment, but I have unresolved knots in my heart. Agreeing to your marriage proposal like this is unfair to both you and me." responsible."

Xiao Mingzhang frowned, feeling that the joy in his heart disappeared instantly. Thinking of her unsatisfactory marriage, he wished he could rush to find Xu Ningyu three thousand miles away and beat him up. It was all because of him that Gu Deyin was hesitant about relationships. .

"I will not let you repeat my mother's tragedy. Her life was very difficult. It is precisely because I know her suffering that I am so conflicted. I want to be close to you, but I am afraid that you will die due to her curse... "

When talking about this trouble, his expression was not as firm as before, but more cautious and worried.

Gu Deyin burst into laughter, "If you can kill people by cursing, then why in this world are you using poisoning and other methods to harm people? Why don't everyone just curse? It would save time and effort."

If this works, then why did Xu put so much effort into killing her before?
She is someone who has died once, and she knows very well that this so-called deathbed curse is just an unfulfilled wish, just like she cursed Xu Ningyu and Liu Ruohe when she was dying in her previous life. She probably has no purpose except to vent her hatred. effect.

Even if the couple turned against each other in their previous lives, it was because of their selfishness and had nothing to do with her curse.

Xiao Mingzhang's expression was stifled. He had never thought of Gu Deyin's statement. Then he thought about it and realized that it was indeed the case. However, he had been stuck here and couldn't get out of it. It was indeed a waste of time.

With this worry behind him, he felt more relaxed than ever before.

"Thank you, Miss Gu. If it hadn't been for your solution today, I don't know how long I would have been trapped here."

Gu Deyin had a smile on her face, which proved that she was in a very good mood.

"My lord, you don't need to thank me. It's precisely because of what your heart is that you are trapped by it."

After a pause, her expression softened and became a little more solemn.

"My lord, if one day you fall in love with another girl, you must tell me as soon as possible, I..."

When Xiao Mingzhang heard this, his good mood suddenly disappeared. "You don't believe my feelings for you?"

"No, it's just that people's hearts are fickle, life is too long, and loving only one person is too difficult."

Gu Deyin is no longer a little girl. She has lived an extra life and has been married. She knows that emotional matters are not up to anyone. As she said before, she believes in Xiao Mingzhang's feelings for her at the moment, but it is difficult to say what will happen in the future.

"If you love me, I will love you. If you don't love me, I will turn around and leave."

This is what she means.

Xiao Mingzhang understood. After all, she just didn't believe that his love for her could last forever.

Damn Xu Ningyu, he wants to crush this person to ashes again.

"I will prove to you that my love for you is unwavering."

Gu Deyin smiled and said, "I believe it."

At this moment, she would believe whatever he said. What he said when he was in love was both true and false.

What is true now, false tomorrow, are all in one thought.

Xiao Mingzhang took a deep breath, that's all, there is no point in arguing about this now, time will tell everything.

"I will wait for the day when you are willing to marry me, and then I will carry a big sedan chair to welcome you as my wife."

"it is good."

Gu Deyin responded with a smile, then just wait slowly. Before that, she was willing to maintain the relationship with him like this.

She was already married anyway, so she was in no hurry to step into this pit again.

Xiao Mingzhang also smiled, it's not bad to be like this, just take your time, he has a lot of patience.

"Don't worry about the Qi family, I will make things right for you."

"Then there is Prince Lao."

Gu Deyin didn't refuse and said thank you while standing.

Xiao Mingzhang was very happy because of her move. At least she stopped seeing him. This was a good start.

He was happy, but some people were unhappy.

When Qi Meizhi in the palace heard that Gu Deyin refused to marry, he was furious and smashed things on the floor.

"Damn it, who does she think she is? She's so shameless. Such a piece of shit doesn't deserve to be in my Qi family. You fool, you still allow her to be the head wife. Does she deserve it?"

When she turned around and saw her younger brother Qi Jinzhi kneeling on the ground, she said angrily.

"Get up. If you're kneeling like this, I won't agree to your marriage wish. You should give up on this idea."

She has always looked down on Gu Deyin, not to mention that now Xiao Mingzhang seems to have a crush on her, so she wants to get rid of her quickly. How can she be allowed to marry into the Qi family and become her sister-in-law?