Natalie's magical growth record

Chapter 1166 The sudden change

"See? This is the insurmountable gap between us. No matter how hard you struggle, you can't really get rid of the current situation!"

Without giving Cyrus a chance to stand up and resist again, Aberdeel used external forces more and more easily, accurately seizing the opportunity to restrict Cyrus's movements again.

"So what? What role can your arrogance that doesn't come from the heart play now?"

"Indeed, I really don't know what your considerations are, but this does not prevent me from implementing my own will!"

Suppressing the strong erosion caused by the wounds on his body, Cyrus retorted without any wavering in his eyes.

"Huh, you're already hurt like this and you're still talking harshly. Cyrus Ernest, you really disappoint me!"

The moment the words reverberated throughout the devastated space, the invisible aura shackles that had originally tightly restricted Cyrus tightened their strength, making the wounds on Cyrus' body appear more profound and eye-catching.

Tick ​​tock, tick tock, tick tock,

Blood was spilled drop by drop, but it didn't cause anything special.

Yes, Abadiel, who no longer intends to suppress his own power, has accurately controlled the erosion corresponding to his authority in the spiritual field corresponding to the target. This means that the corrosive effect that should be exerted on the body is also added to the target's mental will, making Cyrus's symptoms of being corroded by the power of 'sinking' more severe.

Cyrus quietly experienced this piercing feeling that seemed to freeze his soul as well. He tried to condense the magic elements several times, but he still failed.

[Admit defeat, you can't win! 】

[Leave everything to Alina, you can't do anything now...]

[Have you forgotten what happened to Leah? At that time, she had already reached the threshold of 'realization of life' and was unable to defeat the weak Aberdeel. Why do you need to be so ridiculously strong here now? 】

……

Sequences seemed to come from Aberdeel, and also seemed to come from his inner retreat, carrying scenes of past memory fragments that quickly appeared in his mind, making him feel as if he had experienced those things again, which either made him regret, or made him regretful. The sad past that he wanted to escape from...

It wasn't until this moment that Cyrus truly understood Aberdeel's skill in using his authority.

[It is indeed different from the 'killing', 'death', 'rebellion' and 'falsehood' he has heard in the past. It does not directly affect people's spiritual or material world, but through the rules of using natural magic in this world. The damage corresponding to the authority is penetrated into the target's body...]

[It is indeed very different, the origin of Abadiel...]

When Cyrus was thinking seriously, certain wills that were not in the thinking state were still reverberating crazily in his mind. The madness created in him a series of negative emotions such as negativity, decadence, and belittlement of one's self.

If he hadn't strengthened his beliefs over the past four years, after those negative thoughts began to grow stronger and expand their influence, he might not be able to resist this influence now.

Negative, decadent, hesitant, hesitant, unwilling to face reality...

These emotions that had been with him for a long time soon resurfaced in his mind, constantly cooperating with those emotional states themselves to create emotional feelings that made him want to escape reality and give up completely.

Yes, it wasn’t until this moment that Cyrus truly understood why he had been so miserable after losing to Abedil four years ago and couldn’t get out of it for so long. It wasn’t until this moment that he understood that he had been ignoring Abedil at that time. The pollution caused by his authority ignores that under normal circumstances he should not show such an abnormal negative state.

Such a discovery made him blame himself more and more, and at the same time, it also allowed him to find some self-comfort in this state of constant negative influence. Following this kind of self-comfort, he began to try to give himself strong enough psychological suggestions, and kept whispering in his heart to encourage himself.

But Aberdeel is not a serious and rigid being who doesn't know how to adapt. After realizing that Cyrus seemed to be temporarily free from the influence of his aura, he immediately released a more powerful aura to corrode, trying to regain the sage of the West District of Fire. They help people drag themselves into the abyss of negativity and sinking.

Whoosh whoosh—

The arrow-shaped attacks, which were dodged by Cyrus the first time before, flew towards Cyrus's position one after another.

Cyrus instinctively wanted to dodge, but the tightly restrained limbs and the body that could not be cold ruthlessly destroyed his thoughts, causing him to once again suffer from the erosion of the aura that was similar to what he felt before, but the effect was stronger than before. .

Whoosh whoosh—

The tiny arrows continued to fire, hitting Cyrus' body with almost no difficulty. While Cyrus became increasingly unable to contend with the negative memories in his mind, it also added a series of new injuries to his already injured body. trauma.

【No--】

he yelled instinctively in his head.

But this time, he didn't know why he had the idea of ​​rejection.

【Do you understand now? This is what you really think. Your efforts over the past few years are completely meaningless! 】

[See the gap? This is the outcome you will face, give up as soon as possible, there is no hope at all if you persist! 】

Those memories belonging to Cyrus emerged again, causing him to once again recall the past that he did not want to face, recalling the pain of his failure to save Leia, recalling the painful feeling of poor memory, recalling When he attended Leah's funeral, he saw the eyes of a person from the East District full of blame and hatred.

【Is this going to happen again this time...】

He began to think negatively in his mind.

Having been increasingly 'sinked' by his authority, he has begun to be somewhat unable to distinguish between reality and the past, and has begun to be slowly affected by the past memories attached to his authority.

Give up, give up, there's nothing you can't do! 】

[Admit it, your current situation is the same as then and cannot be reversed...]

The 'voice' of his negative side was still echoing in his mind.

Following the thoughts in his mind, Cyrus began to recall more things, including his unbearable arrogance when he first met Leah, and his failure to intervene in time and provide help when he discovered that Leah was emotionally abnormal. What also helped was his strong regret when he learned that Leah was determined to die alone, and his ridiculous impulse to shirk responsibility after Leah died with only a roar of incompetence.

[Is it useful for you to yell at me now? This kind of immature performance will not play any role at all except making your mentality worse...]

In a daze, he instinctively recalled what Alina said to him at that time...

(End of this chapter)