Natalie's magical growth record

Chapter 118 The past and the first encounter with [the world] ()
  "What do you think?"

The ‘voice’ still did not answer Rigel’s question directly and continued to ask questions in its own way.

I?
  This time, Rigel learned his lesson and did not let his emotions get carried away by the other party. He quickly captured the key words that he could use to deduce the true identity of the 'voice' in the other party's seemingly careless words of appreciation.

"What's the matter, why didn't you speak?"

The 'voice' seemed to find Rigel's sudden silence reaction very interesting. After waiting patiently for a while and confirming that the other party really did not intend to answer the conversation, he continued talking on his own.

"I think," Rigel was asked twice, and he couldn't help but take a breath of guilt, and then used his understanding of space magic and the characteristics of its magic elements to overcome the mindset that he had been instilled in him since he was a child. "You are the Lord [World] who is the leader of the [Three Sages] who personally ended the chaotic era of the Second Age! Because other than you, I don't remember anyone else in history who can use such advanced space magic. Used so skillfully!”

"Instead of using a rhetorical question, do you use an affirmative sentence?" The 'voice' chuckled. Unexpectedly, this time he did not continue to give more praise to the other party. There was neither affirmation nor denial, but a change of subject, " If you can use this kind of confidence to plan your future, maybe the situation in the future will be very different from now, right?"

"Don't you know the result?" Rigel looked up at the sky full of ink clouds and determined again, "No, I prefer to believe that you have seen our past, present and future. ! Now that you already know the result, why do you come out to watch this meaningless show!"

"No, no, no, I'm not so bored that I risk being sanctioned by the law to see the bad taste of your jokes up close."

[World] sighed helplessly across the space.

"It turns out...it turns out that you will also be bound by the law..."

Based on what he had witnessed with his own eyes before, Rigel finally concluded that the words spoken by the voice owner were not hypocritical and artificial. He was shocked and felt a little unspeakably disappointed.

"Of course, I'm not a god."

[World] Simple response.

"But you have obviously done such great things and accomplished so many things that are incredible to us. Why, why..."

It was unimaginable that a man who had been praised by countless people for thousands of years and praised him would casually deny the various miracles he had done in front of him, a "believer". Rigel glanced at him with a complicated expression but still The gray rainy sky finally seemed to be relieved, swallowing back all the questions he was about to blurt out.

"To put it in a very high-sounding sentence," the whole story of Rigel from the initial anger to the struggle in the middle, and then from the struggle to the final relief is all in his eyes. There is something about the [world] where he is talking to the other party across a space. He smiled playfully, and then continued, "All people, things, and things are insignificant in the face of the real law, including us demigods who are constantly praised and praised by future generations like you." The last demigod The words spoken in the mouth of the person involved were so insignificant. In fact, from the casual attitude of the whole sentence, you can hear the vague sarcasm displayed by the other party when saying this word.

"Demigod..."

Rigel carefully considered the meaning of the word "World" at the end of the sentence, and subconsciously wanted to blurt out his deep belief in this word. In the end, he heard the obvious irony in the other person's words and murmured in a low voice. He said nothing more.

"Don't you understand?" [The World] sighed helplessly, "I am not a demigod at all, at least not in our time. Moreover, from my true heart, I don't think about what I did at that time. What you did has become an obsession that you can’t let go of now.”

Yes, obsession, it turns out he knows it too!
  That distant Second Era left too many legends and thoughts to their descendants, which is why so many people have been fascinated by the glory of that era for thousands of years, and so many people have devoted their lives to pursuing it without hesitation. That era is long gone, so there are so many people trying to shake the tip of the iceberg of the final battle.

And what about his client?

But with the sentence "He doesn't really want to start from his own heart", he is underestimating the sacrifices of so many people over thousands of years and even their lives?

If the sentence 'from my true heart, I have no intention of doing it' can solve everything, then, from my true heart, can he also say that Qiaoceline should not be the sinner! From the bottom of his heart, could he stand tall and tell the people in power in the Water North District that they didn't want this?

is it possible? impossible!
  Even he, a low-level scholar who has no knowledge of the world and just immerses himself in research, knows this. How could the adult in front of him not understand this truth! So since we all understand the truth, why do we need to say it out loud?
  All the surprises in my heart caused by meeting my idol, and those questions that have been accumulated for a long time, seem so insignificant at this moment. For the first time, Rigel realized that the people he admired and admired could be so selfish and ruthless.

.........

"Sorry, let me interrupt!" After hearing this, Alina was a little unhappy. She simply made a pause gesture and began to express her views. "In my opinion, as a bystander, whether it is the removal of disasters , or information confidentiality, Teacher, they had already done a good job at that time. If they hadn't taken away the power that would cause a series of terrible disasters, would our continent still be as orderly as it is now? "

"I know, so after I figured it out later, I never blamed him again." Rigel nodded lightly, brushing off his immature narrow-mindedness, and changed the subject, "But I don't understand, it's the same thing. People on this continent, why can you say such things so easily! You are obviously the person closest to him in our era, and you are obviously the person who knows the true style of Lord [World] best. Why are you saying this so easily? I can’t see the slightest bit of persistence in you!”

Rigel took a good look at the leader of the 14th Sage Auxiliary from top to bottom again, who seemed to be younger than him. At the same time, he pressed his temples and racked his brains to think about this problem that had been bothering him for a long time. Questions, but I still can't find any reasonable explanation.

"Because," Alina paused, stood up from the steps of the castle, adjusted her posture slightly, without revealing the little thoughts of the person in front of her, and looked meaningfully at the blue sky above her head, He replied, "That's his, not mine."

　Sorry, after thinking about it for a long time, I finally decided to leave this plot. Therefore, I will add another chapter to this plot based on the original two chapters. I hope you don’t think that I am exaggerating the number of words. Thank you for your understanding!
  　　
  　
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