Natalie's magical growth record

Chapter 167 The Right and Wrong of the Past·The Choice Called Destiny ()

"Rigel——"

Ignoring the possible attack and the blood splashing on her face, Qiaocelin quickly supported her friend's body and began to cast the advanced magic [Healing Water] with a strong therapeutic effect. The repair effect on the young man was a bit shocking, but Wounds that are still salvageable.

Fortunately, fortunately, the previous [Thunder Spear] had been weakened by the magic barrier, otherwise [Healing Water] alone might not be able to save Rigel's life.

Seeing her friend's wound begin to stop bleeding and repair under the action of this advanced healing magic, Qiaocelin couldn't help but secretly breathed a sigh of relief, while continuing to advance her treatment work seriously.

But it was obvious that the judges not far away did not seem to intend to give her a chance to breathe. After learning that she still had extra magic power to cast advanced magic, another round of brand new magic attacks began to approach her.

boom!
  But at this moment, a mesh barrier glowing with restless purple light unexpectedly blocked the sporadic magic attacks, disintegrating all the attack magics of different colors.

"Boss, what are you doing? Isn't our task to deal with her? Why do you want to save her in turn?"

A man in black robe who was too straightforward stood up immediately, looked at the unsmiling figure a few people away in disbelief, and questioned loudly with dissatisfaction.

"The mission Lord Hobert gave us is not to kill people."

The black judge raised his hand, looked at the speaker a few people away, and answered without changing his expression.

"Yes…!"

The questioner opened his mouth, but finally suppressed his intention to continue questioning, and stepped aside respectfully and silently.

"And it's not a bad thing for her to actively spend her magic power on treatment. In this way, maybe her magic power will send out an early warning signal without us putting extra pressure on her."

Seeing that many of his subordinates had already questioned this, the black judge, who did not want to explain more, had to answer reluctantly.

"I understand, everything is subject to your arrangement!"

The person who questioned at first nodded understandingly, but still glanced warily at the blue-haired girl a few meters away who was concentrating on treatment.

Qiaocelin, who didn't know the thoughts of the judges, was a little surprised that the other party was helping her, but at the moment, everything didn't seem so important.

Now she just wants to save Rigel, and she just wants to use her few remaining magic powers and the increasingly scarce water elements around her to make up for the strong guilt in her heart.

Yes, if it hadn't been for her, the young man who fell in front of her might have been able to embrace a brighter future; if it hadn't been for her, the young man in front of him might not have suffered such an unreasonable disaster; if it hadn't been for her, the whole thing might not have happened. It will develop to this point...

【Are you guilty? Do you blame yourself? Obviously if you just need to be more careful, you can avoid so much trouble. Obviously if you just need to spend more time and observe, things will not come to this point. 】

In the emotional network formed by the intertwining of guilt and self-blame, Qiaoceline seemed to vaguely hear an ethereal voice that seemed to be trapped in an illusory world, ethereal, like chanting. who? who is it?

Qiaoceline's heart was tight, but she didn't dare to show her emotions in front of the enemy, so she had to be on guard while continuing her treatment.

[Who I am actually doesn’t matter. What matters is, do you think those people will let you go? Or let me put it another way, do you think your giving in again and again will make those people let you go? No, it won't! It is impossible for those people to let you go, and all their good words are just their tactics to numb you! 】

The voice echoing in her mind continued to express its own opinions.

No, I didn't, I didn't give in, and I never thought they would let me go!
  For fear of being noticed, Qiaocelin immediately denied the strange voice's explanation in her mind.

[No, you do, you are deceiving yourself! If you really didn't have those unrealistic expectations, why did you continue to treat your companion even though his injury was getting better? If you don't have those unrealistic illusions, you won't miss a great opportunity to fight back, causing your teammates to be harmed by you.

Don't argue with me, I know that you actually have better and stronger attack methods, and you also have the strength to overturn the situation of the battle. It was because of the extra compassion and the ridiculous self-esteem in his heart that the whole matter came to this point. What's wrong with power? It requires you to resist and reject it like this? No, it's not wrong, you are wrong! It's because you don't dare to look directly at it that it will in turn become the embodiment of your fear and put you in trouble! If you don't dare to use it, it will in turn become your shackles and make you hamstrung! 】

I…

Qiaoceline was speechless for a moment, trying to refute something based on past experiences, but as soon as the idea came to her mind, she suppressed her own idea due to lack of confidence in the facts before her.

【right? Since your weakness cannot save you, why do you still follow such a useless doctrine? Look at your wounded companions, look at your dead father, look at the tribesmen who died because of your weakness, they all met such a tragic ending because of your ridiculous kindness! 】

No, I didn't, I didn't kill them!

Qiaoceline tried to shake her head desperately to deny everything the 'voice' said, but in her mind, the images of Rigel, her father, Corina and others falling in front of her one after another were like sharp daggers, tearing apart mercilessly. Cracking her precarious spiritual will...

She wanted to tell herself that those were all hallucinations, traps woven by the 'voice' trying to shake her will, but the shrill screams in her ears and the bright red covering all her vision were so real, so overwhelming. People are desperate!
  No, I don't want this, I don't want to accept this ending! As long as I can save them, as long as it doesn't end like this, and as long as the same tragedy doesn't happen again in the future, I'll do whatever I can!
  As the strong thoughts in her mind took shape, the sounds lingering in her ears began to fade away, and the bright red that covered her entire body began to fade away. The whole world has returned to the time before she blamed herself, and before she was about to be unable to maintain the effects of the treatment.

Looking at her friend whose injuries were gradually healing in front of her, Qiaoceline couldn't help but shed tears of joy, and began to rejoice that everything she had just seen was a false illusion.

However, such happiness did not last long on her face. An indescribable coldness spread throughout her body without any warning...

what happened…?
  Qiaoceline was deeply puzzled and tried to shrink her body to resist the cold, but at this time, she was horrified to find that her body did not give corresponding feedback!
  No, I have to find a way to save myself, I have to find a way to get rid of Sira's control!
  Qiaoceline, who had already reflected her current situation through past experiences, began to do her best to fight against the consciousness that did not belong to her. However, no matter how she tried to resist or attack, the consciousness was not affected at all. shake.

Gradually, she felt as if her consciousness was slowly rising up and floating up, driven by the strong force of the cold consciousness, and began to approach the blue sky above her head, and began to gradually separate from the world she was in...

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