Over 20 years...
Back then, she just told the old housekeeper that the child was Ruyu's, and she didn't say anything else. This was the first time she told the story of the past in its entirety. She felt relieved and felt heavier in her heart...
Su Ruhua looked at Ruyu who was covering her eyes, and her heart was pulled together, she couldn't help hugging Ruyu, "Xiaoyu, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."
Ruyu never cried.
Even though she thought her child was dead back then, and she thought that she and Mo Shitian had cheated and betrayed her, she never cried. She has never seen Su Ruyu cry in all the years since she was a child. [
Su Ruyu's whole body was stiff, her mind was muddled, her whole body was very groggy, like a poor person floating on the sea, unable to find his way, tears streaming down his fingers...
Back then, she loved Mo Shitian, her family, and her sister deeply, but they all gave her a fatal blow. When she was hesitant, helpless, and full of hatred, no one gave her a hand. Instead, it pushed her further away...
Now that the truth is out, why are you crying instead?
For their sisterhood for so many years, for the joy that Mo Shitian didn't betray her, or for the child's grievance for not calling her mother for so many years... Su Ruyu couldn't tell the difference.
Su Ruhua burst into tears even more, feeling ashamed of her.
"Xiaoyu, what do you want, my sister has nothing to say, as long as you feel better." Su Ruhua's purple eyes were filled with tears. For so many years, she only dared to shed tears of regret when there was no one at night.
One mistake, one mistake after another, resulting in irreversible consequences. She didn't know how to make up for all of this. Ruyu didn't die, she couldn't forgive her, and she didn't even have the face to see her parents.
Therefore, after wandering outside for so many years, I dare not even return home.
Who can understand the bitterness and pain in her heart, but Su Ruhua also knows that she is self-inflicted, and she has to bear everything by herself, but Ruyu...
Su Ruyu wiped her tears and pushed Su Ruhua away, "Don't touch me."
"Ruyu..."
"Why didn't you say it back then, huh? Why didn't you say it back then?" Su Ruyu couldn't help shouting angrily, with tears still on her face, "If you said it back then, would the following things happen? Why didn't you dare to face it?" To me? You want to go, why don't you go far away, why didn't you disappear in front of me forever, why did you still find me? You want to hide it from me, why don't you go far away..."
Su Ruyu didn't know what she wanted to express, her mood was ups and downs, her nose was sore and red, her breath was held in her throat, she couldn't swallow it, and she couldn't get it out.
Looking at Su Ruhua who was also in tears, she was even more angry...but instead, there was also a little pity and...pain.
Back then, she pushed like a flower...
If she hadn't pushed, maybe, she wouldn't have been born prematurely, and the baby wouldn't have died.
Su Ruyu turned her face away, the tears fell more urgently, her heart was colder than anyone else's, and when she became ruthless, she did not recognize her relatives, and even more ruthlessly wanted to die with Mo Shitian, but she never forgot the mistake she made unintentionally.
……
"Xiaoyu, blame my sister alone, Mo Shitian doesn't know anything, he doesn't remember what happened at all, it's my sister's greedy fault." Su Ruhua said, almost kneeling in front of Su Ruyu, begging for her forgiveness. [
But Su Ruyu stood up suddenly, wiped away the tears on her face, and gritted her teeth, "I won't forgive you, I won't...Su Ruhua, our family of four has been separated for more than 20 years because of you. God won't have so many misunderstandings, he won't be so crazy, parents won't die, that pair of children...the pair of children I have is the same as whether I have no children, have you seen the way they look at me? It's hate, It's hostile..."
"no no……"
"Why not? Am I a fool? I can't even see this clearly?" Su Ruyu said angrily, "You caused all this. It's been almost 27 years since my husband and I separated. I haven't enjoyed the pride of being a mother for a day, nor I don’t have to give the child any care. I don’t need to think about it. I also know what kind of life they have lived by Shitian’s side. If I look at the eyes of the second child, he will never treat the child well. Su Ruhua, the pain of the four of us, Who caused it? You want me to forgive you, how can I forgive you, ah, sister..."
Su Ruhua raised her head, tears slid down her cheeks...
I'm sorry, these three words are already too pale, she knows that what Ruyu said is the truth, completely the truth, the pain of the four of them is all caused by her...
Su Ruyu pushed away Su Ruhua's hand that had been clasping her wrist, one finger, one finger, pushed away...
"Xiaoyu..."
Su Ruyu turned a deaf ear, turned around and left, outside the garden, everyone was waiting, they couldn't hear what the sisters said, they only heard Su Ruyu's angry roar just now, and also heard Su Ruhua's wail, but they couldn't hear anything else.
Mo Shitian looked at the wet tears on Su Ruyu's face, his heart felt like a knife, "Ruyu..."
She sneered, Mo Shitian, you fucking...fucking genetic disease!Should she be angry?Should you be angry?He doesn't remember anything, no wonder, she asked him, but he said he didn't know...
No, it's impossible for him not to know, he doesn't remember what happened between himself and Su Ruhua those days, but he always knew that he would get sick from drinking, and he didn't tell her the truth back then.
"Master, are you alright?" Eleven, Ye Wei and the others looked at her worriedly, and they had never seen Su Ruyu like this.
Mo Ye and Mo Jue brothers rushed into the back garden like a gust of wind, Su Ruyu looked at their backs, the tears that had just stopped could not help but fall down... Her children...
Here are her children!She should be happy, they are still alive, she should be happy, but why is there such a pain in her heart?
Although it is her child, the mother in their hearts is Su Ruhua... The person they love and respect is also Su Ruhua, she gritted her teeth so as not to let the tears fall...
As a mother, although she has never been with them, she has forgotten the past 20 years. For her, these 20 years are blank. In her memory, it seems that she gave birth to a child, and then the child suddenly grew up. Her love for the child has not disappeared... Just like the grief she felt when she thought the child died...
But the person the children love is not her.
*
Ask for a gold medal...(*^__^*) Hee hee..., I ask for a gold medal for the concubine...
Back then, she just told the old housekeeper that the child was Ruyu's, and she didn't say anything else. This was the first time she told the story of the past in its entirety. She felt relieved and felt heavier in her heart...
Su Ruhua looked at Ruyu who was covering her eyes, and her heart was pulled together, she couldn't help hugging Ruyu, "Xiaoyu, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."
Ruyu never cried.
Even though she thought her child was dead back then, and she thought that she and Mo Shitian had cheated and betrayed her, she never cried. She has never seen Su Ruyu cry in all the years since she was a child. [
Su Ruyu's whole body was stiff, her mind was muddled, her whole body was very groggy, like a poor person floating on the sea, unable to find his way, tears streaming down his fingers...
Back then, she loved Mo Shitian, her family, and her sister deeply, but they all gave her a fatal blow. When she was hesitant, helpless, and full of hatred, no one gave her a hand. Instead, it pushed her further away...
Now that the truth is out, why are you crying instead?
For their sisterhood for so many years, for the joy that Mo Shitian didn't betray her, or for the child's grievance for not calling her mother for so many years... Su Ruyu couldn't tell the difference.
Su Ruhua burst into tears even more, feeling ashamed of her.
"Xiaoyu, what do you want, my sister has nothing to say, as long as you feel better." Su Ruhua's purple eyes were filled with tears. For so many years, she only dared to shed tears of regret when there was no one at night.
One mistake, one mistake after another, resulting in irreversible consequences. She didn't know how to make up for all of this. Ruyu didn't die, she couldn't forgive her, and she didn't even have the face to see her parents.
Therefore, after wandering outside for so many years, I dare not even return home.
Who can understand the bitterness and pain in her heart, but Su Ruhua also knows that she is self-inflicted, and she has to bear everything by herself, but Ruyu...
Su Ruyu wiped her tears and pushed Su Ruhua away, "Don't touch me."
"Ruyu..."
"Why didn't you say it back then, huh? Why didn't you say it back then?" Su Ruyu couldn't help shouting angrily, with tears still on her face, "If you said it back then, would the following things happen? Why didn't you dare to face it?" To me? You want to go, why don't you go far away, why didn't you disappear in front of me forever, why did you still find me? You want to hide it from me, why don't you go far away..."
Su Ruyu didn't know what she wanted to express, her mood was ups and downs, her nose was sore and red, her breath was held in her throat, she couldn't swallow it, and she couldn't get it out.
Looking at Su Ruhua who was also in tears, she was even more angry...but instead, there was also a little pity and...pain.
Back then, she pushed like a flower...
If she hadn't pushed, maybe, she wouldn't have been born prematurely, and the baby wouldn't have died.
Su Ruyu turned her face away, the tears fell more urgently, her heart was colder than anyone else's, and when she became ruthless, she did not recognize her relatives, and even more ruthlessly wanted to die with Mo Shitian, but she never forgot the mistake she made unintentionally.
……
"Xiaoyu, blame my sister alone, Mo Shitian doesn't know anything, he doesn't remember what happened at all, it's my sister's greedy fault." Su Ruhua said, almost kneeling in front of Su Ruyu, begging for her forgiveness. [
But Su Ruyu stood up suddenly, wiped away the tears on her face, and gritted her teeth, "I won't forgive you, I won't...Su Ruhua, our family of four has been separated for more than 20 years because of you. God won't have so many misunderstandings, he won't be so crazy, parents won't die, that pair of children...the pair of children I have is the same as whether I have no children, have you seen the way they look at me? It's hate, It's hostile..."
"no no……"
"Why not? Am I a fool? I can't even see this clearly?" Su Ruyu said angrily, "You caused all this. It's been almost 27 years since my husband and I separated. I haven't enjoyed the pride of being a mother for a day, nor I don’t have to give the child any care. I don’t need to think about it. I also know what kind of life they have lived by Shitian’s side. If I look at the eyes of the second child, he will never treat the child well. Su Ruhua, the pain of the four of us, Who caused it? You want me to forgive you, how can I forgive you, ah, sister..."
Su Ruhua raised her head, tears slid down her cheeks...
I'm sorry, these three words are already too pale, she knows that what Ruyu said is the truth, completely the truth, the pain of the four of them is all caused by her...
Su Ruyu pushed away Su Ruhua's hand that had been clasping her wrist, one finger, one finger, pushed away...
"Xiaoyu..."
Su Ruyu turned a deaf ear, turned around and left, outside the garden, everyone was waiting, they couldn't hear what the sisters said, they only heard Su Ruyu's angry roar just now, and also heard Su Ruhua's wail, but they couldn't hear anything else.
Mo Shitian looked at the wet tears on Su Ruyu's face, his heart felt like a knife, "Ruyu..."
She sneered, Mo Shitian, you fucking...fucking genetic disease!Should she be angry?Should you be angry?He doesn't remember anything, no wonder, she asked him, but he said he didn't know...
No, it's impossible for him not to know, he doesn't remember what happened between himself and Su Ruhua those days, but he always knew that he would get sick from drinking, and he didn't tell her the truth back then.
"Master, are you alright?" Eleven, Ye Wei and the others looked at her worriedly, and they had never seen Su Ruyu like this.
Mo Ye and Mo Jue brothers rushed into the back garden like a gust of wind, Su Ruyu looked at their backs, the tears that had just stopped could not help but fall down... Her children...
Here are her children!She should be happy, they are still alive, she should be happy, but why is there such a pain in her heart?
Although it is her child, the mother in their hearts is Su Ruhua... The person they love and respect is also Su Ruhua, she gritted her teeth so as not to let the tears fall...
As a mother, although she has never been with them, she has forgotten the past 20 years. For her, these 20 years are blank. In her memory, it seems that she gave birth to a child, and then the child suddenly grew up. Her love for the child has not disappeared... Just like the grief she felt when she thought the child died...
But the person the children love is not her.
*
Ask for a gold medal...(*^__^*) Hee hee..., I ask for a gold medal for the concubine...
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