The European Emperor’s character remains standing

Chapter 108 Extra: Don’t wait, pursue

"I seem to be dreaming about her again."

After Lin Shilu woke up from his sleep, he turned to look out the window at the long dark night. He could vaguely see a few dim lights in the night. It was the street lights that silently guided the way for pedestrians.

It has been almost a month since Xi Ling left her.

One month after Xi Ling left, her traces had almost been wiped out.

This was done by Xuanmeng, and the reason for erasing it was because it was related to Xi Ling's adult trial, but Lin Shilu didn't know about this.

It was difficult for others to tell her directly, so that was what happened next.

There was a reason why Xi Ling left without saying goodbye. She felt that when it was time to accept the inheritance, she could not express her feelings about the inheritance, so she could only leave without saying goodbye. But in the end, he also left a note for Lin Shilu, telling her not to read it.

But how can missing something like this be solved with a simple note? What's more, they have almost never been separated since they were born. Without explaining the reason, there is no way to make the other party not worry.

Even though I know that the other person may be very good at this moment.

Lin Shilu knew that he had to deal rationally with matters related to Xi Ling, but he just couldn't control it.

Ever since Xi Ling left without saying goodbye, he had been trying to find her traces at all costs. Although there are children of her own age in the community, she can go and play with them, so that her empty heart will no longer be lonely.

But she just didn't want to give up, let alone forget Xi Ling.

Even now, people around him hardly remember A Ling as a person.

She still remembers the feeling that lingered in her sleep just now, and she felt at ease. Different from the peace of mind that Sister Ci brought to her, it was a more complicated feeling. She couldn't describe the specific feeling. It might be the same feeling as the two other inseparable peers in the community.

Chen Siyuan is the younger brother of Sister Fu's partner. After arriving here, he met Su Heng and the two became inseparable.

Sister Fu and Sister Ci are old friends. They moved to this community not long ago. Their family also has a child like themselves, named An Zhe'er.

However, I didn't go out of my way to understand it, I just heard a little about it from Sister Ci. Although she had met An Zhe'er several times and knew that he really wanted to be friends with her, she still wanted to immerse herself in the memories of the past and treat herself as a coward.

Sister Ci is very busy. Although she also believes in the existence of Xi Ling, she cannot tell it due to the existence of certain rules. Although she hides it well, she still sees the clues.

At least I can see that Xi Ling is safe and sound now, but I still can't control my inner impulse and want to find this partner who has been with me for many years.

Yes, she is lonely now and she is crying inside.

Lin Shilu didn't know how to face it, so he could only tell An Zhe'er what happened when he and Xi Ling got along in the past. This was the only way to relieve her inner emptiness.

Thoughts are like running water that cannot be stopped. So I can only temporarily use other methods to divert attention.

"A'Ling, where are you now? I know that if you knew that I tried every means, even at the risk of harming my body, to find traces of you after you left home, you would definitely blame me."

Lin Shilu looked at the moonlight shining by the window and murmured.

To her, Xiling is like a ray of moonlight in the night, illuminating the way forward for her.

As she spoke, she stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears that were about to fall out of her eyes, and continued to talk to herself, with a hint of crying unavoidable in her voice.

She folded her hands on her knees and sat alone on the bedside.

If Xi Ling was here, Lin Shilu wouldn't be allowed to cry quietly in the dark night.

"Although I have thought about hurting myself to make you appear, I know this won't work. But you said that you will appear in front of me as long as I want, but I am still alone now. It’s like I haven’t been picked up by Sister Ci. Not long after I realized that I was born, I was really lonely and missed you so much!”

She sniffed, her voice thickly nasal.

"So I had a good meal afterwards, but now more than a month has passed, and I still can't see you. Even all the traces of your existence around me have been erased one by one." Lin Shilu buried his head. In her arms, she expressed her longing for Xi Ling.

For her, Bai Yunci and Xi Ling have different meanings of existence. The former brings her warmth and the company of her family, while the latter has been with her for nearly several years since she was born. companion.

The two people became torches for both sides in the darkness in the empty secret realm.

They were born in the depths of the secret realm. There were only two of them alive in the depths of the secret realm. When they were born, the inheritance would provide them with a lot of energy, so they could survive without food.

However, humans are social animals. In a place where there is no living thing and no distinction between day and night, the two of them can only hug each other for warmth.

This is why Xiling has special meaning to her. Not only is Xiling her moonlight in the dark night, she is also the flame in the cold winter, an indispensable existence.

She is like the place where the moonlight falling by the window cannot shine. The place where the moonlight cannot shine is full of darkness and loneliness.

After Xi Ling left, she returned to being alone again.

For her, the existence of Xi Ling is crucial.

Lin Shilu did not turn on the lights after waking up. The room was still shrouded in darkness, and the only light was the moonlight falling by the window.

Now the surrounding traces related to Xi Ling have been almost erased, including the memories of her by some people in the community. She knew through her ability that this was to protect the other party, but she knew it.

"A-Ling, how long can I remember you, and can I preserve the last thing you left behind?" She said, stroking the bracelet that A-Ling made for her on her left wrist.

This was a birthday gift that Xi Ling knitted for her to celebrate the beginning of their new life after they came here. It was also their first birthday here.

She didn't know if she could keep this bracelet and the memory of getting along with Xi Ling in the past.

Originally, there was a big brown bear beside the bed, which was given to her by Xi Ling. However, not long after Xi Ling disappeared, the big brown bear also disappeared without a trace one morning, just like those things that were erased.

The crying gradually became quieter, and Lin Shilu gradually adjusted his mental state. She also had to cheer up and not let Sister Ci worry.

School will continue tomorrow, so it’s important to keep your spirits up. In addition, there is another reason why she wants to go back to sleep and relive the feeling just now.

The dream is better than reality. There is no Aya in reality, and even all traces related to her are on the way to be erased, but not in the dream. In the dream, they are still dependent on each other as in the past, and there is Sister Ci.

very warm! She covets this feeling.

Lin Shilu slowly lay down, covering her body with the quilt and holding the bracelet on her left wrist with her right hand. It could be vaguely seen that she was curled up on the bed, which was a very insecure sleeping position.

After Xi Ling left, some of her habits changed.

Although I wiped away the tears on my face before going to bed, traces of crying could still be seen.

She still felt uneasy before falling asleep. Although she had asked Cijie to help her preserve the bracelet in a special way not long ago, she was still not sure and even had doubts.

Therefore, before going to bed, you should also hold on to the birthday gift from Xi Ling.

After falling asleep, although Lin Shilu's face was stained with tears, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised.

She still had some hope for the dream, even though she knew it was unrealistic and false. She would not let herself indulge in dreams too much, so night time was Lin Shilu's only time.

During the day, she had to do more things to distract herself from Xi Ling.

In Lin Shilu's dream after she fell asleep, she dreamed about what happened shortly after the two people arrived here.

Because they had hardly been separated since they were born, Bai Yunci arranged the two of them in the same room when they were brought here.

There are two beds in the same room. In order to save space, one is a high bed near the corner, and the other is a short one, placed near the bottom of the high bed.     Not a bunk bed.

When the person sleeping in the high bed wakes up, he can see the person sleeping in the other bed not far away, which indirectly satisfies the two people's ideas. It does not separate them, but it also creates enough independent space for them. .

The time in the dream was probably shortly after dusk fell, and the night was getting darker.

Xi Ling was sitting beside Lin Shilu's bed, holding a fairy tale book in her hand and telling her a bedtime story.

"What story does Xiaolu want to hear today? Can it be the story of Nine-Colored Deer?" She said, changing her position so that Lin Shilu could lean against her more comfortably.

Lin Shilu leaned almost half of his body on Xi Ling's body, so the picture book in Xi Ling's hand could be seen clearly.

"The story of the Seven-Colored Deer was told yesterday, A-ling, I want to hear a new story today, is that okay?"

"Okay, but I want to remind you that the story I told you yesterday was about the Nine-Colored Deer, not the Seven-Colored Deer. You remembered it wrong again."

Xi Ling looks about the same age as Lin Shilu, but her temperament is very calm and gentle. She has a patriarchal demeanor about her, although part of it is intentional, but also because she wants to be more mature in front of Lin Shilu.

How could Lin Shilu not understand her thoughts? Since A Ling wanted to, he would satisfy her and act coquettishly to A Ling, the best of both worlds.

This wave can be said to be running in both directions.

Xi Ling turned a page of the book in her hand and asked: "How about today we tell the story of leaves, pine needles and raindrops?"

Lin Shilu was originally holding Xi Ling from behind, but then changed his position and simply lay in the other person's arms.

The two delicate glutinous rice dumplings are very cute at first sight, not to mention their interaction is so warm. It is difficult for anyone not to be inspired by the hidden maternal love of these two cubs.

After she lay down, the angle changed so that she could catch a glimpse of the fairy tale book from the corner of her eye. Looking directly at Xi Ling, she could see her fleshy chin.

After hearing this, Lin Shilu said, "This name sounds so weird. What's the story about?"

She briefly read the whole story and concluded: "It's about what happened after Ye Zi met Raindrops one day. Just like the two of us."

"Then I want to listen!" Lin Shilu said with a smile, her eyebrows curved.

"Okay." She agreed.

It had not been cut for several days, and Lin Shilu's hair could already cover nearly half of her eyes. Xi Ling stretched out her hand to tidy up the broken hair on her forehead to prevent it from getting into her eyes.

The leaf met the raindrops one day, and it said: "I have seen that many leaves will wither in winter, and I may do the same, but I may be the last leaf to fall."

Raindrops fell on the leaves, saying: "I have seen many stories to tell you!"

They spent many years together until winter.

During this period, the raindrop made a lot of efforts to stay with the leaves. It chose to drop the leaves. After its continuous efforts, it landed on the dead leaves on the ground, and later became a small puddle.

Yudrop feels that he has become very ugly, because only the surface layer of himself is clean, and the bottom layer is full of settled soil. But he is also glad that there are no small animals in this place, otherwise he will definitely not stay for so long, and he will not return. Exists around leaves.

Ye Zi noticed Yudi's inferiority complex and said seriously: "I don't dislike you, because you have been working hard from the moment we met until now, and I have seen it all, and we have agreed since we met that we will be good friends for life." Friend. You are still telling me the stories of your experiences, right? From the beginning to now, you have always been."

In the company of Ye Zi, Yudrop no longer feels inferior. In the years to come, it will tell Ye Zi a story every day. Sometimes, Ye Zi will accompany it lovingly and tell it its own story.

Later, winter came.

The leaves did not fall off like the leaves of other trees. Only when a passing bird explained it to it did it realize that they were pine needles and would not fall off except by accident.

Raindrop was also embarrassed, and it didn't expect that the leaf type was pine needles.

Later, the raindrops could no longer hold on.

Before leaving, it said: "I just evaporated, and will return to the sky as a small raindrop later, and see more scenery, but I can't accompany Ye Zi."

The leaf did not feel any regret. It promised the raindrop: "It's okay. I will wait for you to come back here. If anything happens, you can find other raindrops to send me messages."

Yudrop was a little worried that he had been away for too long and Ye Zi had forgotten him. Ye Zi promised Yu Drop: "Even if you are different from Yu Drop, I will recognize you at the first time."

Xi Ling obviously hasn't told the ending yet. Lin Shilu was a little curious about the ending. She asked, "Where is the ending?"

Xi Ling had a premonition that one day in the future, she might leave this world without any existence left.

This was related to her special inheritance trial, and she didn't know the specifics. Currently, only this part of the inheritance memory was unlocked, so today she wanted to ask Lin Shilu what he thought through this story.

"No rush. I want to ask a question. If one day, I will leave you for a period of time because of certain things, during this period of time, everything I left behind may be completely erased. I can't tell you the details. Explain the reason, what will you do?"

She said without thinking: "Of course I will use any means to find you! Didn't we say we would be together forever? We agreed to be good friends for life, didn't we?"

"Yeah, yes, we made an appointment. We will never be separated and we will be good friends for life." Xi Ling looked at her answer without thinking and smiled.

At the same time, she also made a decision in her mind. If Lin Shilu gets hurt because of his sudden departure, then he must do everything he can to protect her from getting hurt.

Lin Shilu stretched out her left hand and shook it, and the bracelet swayed back and forth with her movements.

"Of course, before I go looking for you, I have to preserve all traces of your existence as much as possible. Even if I have no way to preserve the other things you left behind, I must definitely preserve this bracelet. But the first gift you gave me is a symbol of the beginning of a new life after we and Sister Ci became a family."

After listening to what she said, Xi Ling told her the ending of the story.

After hearing this, Lin Shilu puffed up his cheeks and blew out air bubbles: "Although this ending is not bad. When Yudrop comes back, he finds Ye Zi and lives with him forever, never to be separated again. But Ye Zi's time to wait for Rain Drop is really long. It's too long, and it would be too lonely to even ask around about what happened after Yudrop left. If I..."

She didn't say the next words, she was lost in thought.

For a moment, Lin Shilu couldn't think of a better ending.

"What would happen to you if it were you?" Xi Ling asked.

After hearing this, Lin Shilu's eyes lit up and he thought: "Yes, if I were Ye Zi, what decision would I make?"

"Well, if it were me." She thought for a while and said,
  “Not long after the raindrops travel far, the leaves choose to fall off the branches.

Following the wind, it caught up with the raindrops on its journey.

They have seen a lot of scenery together, and Ye Zi has truly seen the scene that Yudi mentioned, and together they have created exclusive memories for both of them. "

Xi Ling asked again: "No more?"

"Well, if it were me, I would do this. Choose to chase the raindrops instead of waiting, because the waiting process is too painful. And during the waiting process, there are still thoughts superimposed, which I really can't imagine. If I were faced with a choice, what choice would I make?"

　I originally wanted to write it next, but after all, this copy will be finished in a few chapters.

　　But when I was about to write it, I came up with a new idea, so I wrote a story about how Lu Zai and Xi Ling got along when they were children.

　　At this time, Lu Zai's feelings for Xi Ling were very complicated, more special than friendship, but definitely not love, not love!
  　　It should be said that it is a kind of emotion that two people have lived together for a long time in the deep mountains and old forests, that is, the kind of emotion that sticks together to make fire.

　　An An felt that her description was great. The moonlight in the dark night and the fire in the cold winter combined the meaning of the attributes of the two names in the previous article.

　　
  　
  (End of this chapter)