The fisherman druid is in another world

Chapter 210: Self-centered
Afaf gathered with a dozen girls, and she first divided the food evenly brought to her by the young noble.

Then she took a simple tool and destroyed the young noble's token of love for her - a very beautiful gemstone necklace.

A girl stopped her and said, "Sister Afaf, what are you doing?"

Afaf replied: "Of course it will be divided equally. This is what we agreed on early on."

"But this is not a gift, this is a gift, and it is a token of love."

Afaf smiled and asked, "Whose love is it?"

One of the girls was suddenly enlightened and said, "It turns out that the man is just being sentimental."

Another girl thought deeply along this line of thinking and sighed: "We are really not worthy of true love."

Afaf said: "There is no need to feel sorry for yourself. If there is a chance to do good, then it will be good. But you have to see the situation clearly and analyze it carefully.

Take this attentive man like me. If his own status and finances are not stable, how much profit can he take to take care of others?

It's just a temporary crush and pleasure to relieve the boredom of military camp life.

A young man like him, appearing here, is obviously here to get gold. And with the chaos here, it's not something that the heir should get involved in.

He is not an heir, he is just a son who is favored by his parents. Even if he is really deeply in love, his parents would not agree.

Not to mention how likely it is that a relationship that begins with debauchery will bear the fruit of loyalty? "

Listening to Afaf's analysis, Luo Bo nodded secretly, feeling that this woman could at least be rated as 'having rational thinking'.

In this world and this era, this is already rare.

At the same time, he also became somewhat interested in it, so he patiently continued to eavesdrop.

Then saw more.

This Afaf is the eldest sister of this group of young girls, but she is not the ordinary madam that Luo Bo knows.

Madams, like pimps, have clear characteristics of exploitation, but their positioning in a team and their methods of exploitation are different.

And this Afaf is the one who takes the lead and takes the lead.

Relying on her own rationality, intelligence, literacy, and appearance, she had a higher probability of escaping from the sea of ​​suffering, but she chose to take in and help the helpless girl.

In this hellish place, these young girls wither away too easily. They are used as tools to vent their anger. After a few attempts, they are broken and then face the miserable fate of being eaten.

Afaf brought them organization and fairness within the team, allowing them to stay together for warmth, share joys and sorrows, and face harsh survival problems together.

Luo Bo himself has a set of rhetoric about Xiu Qi Zhiping to justify his own egoism.

But this does not prevent him from appreciating and admiring people with a character of gold.

In his view, purity often comes from being ignorant of the world, while kindness often comes from good education or survival needs.

But this Afaf, in the most filthy living environment, still maintains a kind heart without lacking a rational mind.

It truly fits the metaphor of the lotus rising out of the mud but remaining unstained.

In front of such a shining character, Luo Bo felt ashamed for the first time in a long time.

So he temporarily delayed more time for Afaf and himself.

Faced with his sudden intrusion, the ladies, headed by Afaf, tried to face the rudeness with flexibility as always.

However, Luo Bo's request quickly made the ladies look at each other. He named Afaf directly: "Let's talk privately, these money are the reward." After receiving it, he threw a small bag of gold coins over.

The quality of these gold coins is the best on the market. Even in a place where food is expensive, they can be exchanged for more than two months of food and clothing for a family of four.

Luo Bo's dress and temperament were already extraordinary, and this performance made Afaf more aware of his unusualness and felt uneasy. However, Luo Bo's request for a private chat was quickly fulfilled.

The two sat down, and Luo Bo was the first to speak: "Before this, I was walking in darkness for a long time.

The world is like a forest at night, with dark and bloody dramas staged again and again.

Of course, the soul is also stained and blackened.

And you are like a beam of light that pierces the darkness, proving the existence of truth, goodness and beauty, and neutralizing the gloom in my heart to a certain extent.

To do this, I plan to give you three things back.

A strength, a way out, a guarantee. "

Before Afaf could reply, Robo grabbed her face and locked her jaw with his little finger, making it impossible to speak.

Luo Bo explained: “I admire your humanity, but I don’t want to know too much about other aspects.

In my opinion, no one is perfect.

In order to keep the best of you in my memory, I refuse to accept other information.

I know this is a self-motivated selfish willfulness, but this is who I am.

Fate has allowed you to meet me like this. Whether you regard it as luck or misfortune, I don't care. I just want to please my heart.

As for you, it's best to try your best to cooperate with me. This is directly related to the amount of strength gained. As for the role of power, I think with your intelligence and rationality, I don’t need to emphasize it too much..."

While saying these words, Robo forcibly stuffed a wish fruit into Alfafu, and then used the power of his soul to control the power of life to forcibly transform Alfafu's body.

This is a very painful process. Afaf's own soul is like being imprisoned in a cage. She can only watch and try to endure the pain. She can't even make a single sound.

At the same time, you will feel an indescribable sense of comfort. When your life style is positively improved, you will have this kind of positive feeling, which is much more comfortable than the relaxation after scraping and cupping.

The pain is because the change is too drastic. Of course, if you slow down, you will not feel such a strong sense of relief, but will feel strong in a faint sense of pleasure.

Afaf is indeed a smart person and has a will far stronger than ordinary people.

Because of this, she, who did not have extraordinary talents, was forced to develop artificial blood talents through Luo Bo's methods.

The flame of life, Luo Bo also followed the trend, and the results were unexpectedly gratifying.

It turned out to be the flame of life that was opposite to the cold death of his trumpet.

After thinking about it carefully, I feel that this is reasonable. Whether it is extraordinary technology or Afaf's personality, he is worthy of such extraordinary power.

Sending Buddha to the West and teaching people how to fish not only opened the door to the extraordinary for Afaf, but also gave her extraordinary skills.

Although this memory is only Luo Bo's own practice experience, because of the treasures, experiences and experiences he obtained, he has reached a very high level. It can be said to be from zero to mastery, which is enough for Afaf to embark on the broad road of extraordinary practice. .

Afterwards, Afaf, who was stinking from having his muscles cut off and reborn, went to wash and change clothes, while Robo took out a pen and paper to draw a map. By the time Afaf returned, he had already drawn the map.

While Luo Bo was making the final marks and relevant comments on the map, he said without raising his head: "For me now, anything you say is redundant.

I am building the you I need in my memory.

That may not be the real you, but the point is that it works for me.

From a certain perspective, transcendence is a dream of self-deception and self-impression.

We all want it to be a sweet dream. It would be even better if this dream could coincide with my ideal. So please understand and tolerate my selfishness. "

Not long after, Robbo raised his head and met Afaf's gentle and bright eyes.

He smiled: "Your image is still a little worse now, but your eyes are already perfect. If you are a picture in my memory, then this is a beautiful ending."

As he said that, he handed the map to Afaf and explained: "If you have no way to go, you can take people to the place I marked. There will be enough food to feed ten thousand people for a year at most, as well as basic safety guarantees." .”

Then he said: "Strength, way out, as for the guarantee, I think it's better not to tell you. For this, I will give you some additional information to compensate..."

Next, there is Robbo’s analysis of this shelter.

He has the structure and vision of a time traveler, as well as the perspective of a strong man, which makes his analysis perspective macroscopic and rough, but he can clearly analyze the essence of this place without being down-to-earth.

To put it bluntly, this place has become a cesspool for the Black God. Even the people from the God King Church, who represent Keen's tool people, have no choice but to follow the trend.

This kind of adaptation is very cruel. In one sentence, it can be summed up as despair. In this hellish environment, what is most likely to be born is extreme, extreme piety, and extreme evil.

The people of the Church of God King harvest those devout people who are unique, and the rest are just consumables.

The Black God is working hard to promote a regional negative emotional energy field.

By now, the negative emotional energy has accumulated to an extremely exaggerated level. As long as you use it properly, you can perform rituals such as the opening of the gate to hell and the arrival of the devil.

Robb didn't make the decision for Afaf.

He even believed that Afaf, who had a shining personality like gold, was only thinner than a piece of paper from the Holy Mother.

If Afaf didn't have enough rational thinking that most women in this world don't have, then she would be reduced to a bad person.

Especially now that I have gained strength, I am very likely to try to save more people, and then accidentally deceive others and harm myself.

Once this happens, the person's image in his mind will be corrupted.

So he was honest with Afaf. He didn't need the real Afaf, but only the shining Afaf.

Some people say that if Jack had not died in "Titanic", then his love with Ruth would most likely evolve into "Revolutionary Road". (1)

Robb agrees.

It was Jack's death that made that love sublime while becoming poignant.

The situation in front of Luo Bo seems to be similar. People's hearts are fickle, and no one knows what Afaf will be like in the future.

Maybe it will be twisted and darkened in a series of dark and cruel events such as the betrayal of the little sisters.

Maybe become a Virgin who is overwhelmed by her own abilities and moved by herself.

But now Afaf, at least has an almost perfect side.

This persona can be turned into a lasting memory picture and become an important information material for Luo Bo to self-hypnotize and neutralize the influence of blackening.

So he tyrannically fixed and collected this scene.

At the same time, the self-touching style gave Afaf feedback that he thought was extremely useful.

As for the guarantee, it is actually simple. He guarantees that after Afaf's death, his soul will be taken into custody by the Sanctuary of All Souls.

This is a new ability developed by exploring the power of the inner universe and combining it with the Holy King system after his soul was upgraded to a divine soul.

Specifically, it has the same nature as the belief in gods and the soul returning to the Kingdom of God after death, but it takes a special channel. For this, Luo Bo has to pay a heavy price.

But he felt that Afaf's shining soul was worthy of this favor.

However, looking at the problem from another angle, when Afaf knows that he has such a back-up protection, will it be easier to transform into a virgin with no tricks?
At the same time, it is precisely because Afaf is in a precarious situation and is willing to help others that her character is particularly noble. Once there is a way out, this nobility will fade a lot.

Some people may say that this is too selfish and does not treat others as human beings.

Yes, this is Robbo now. The influence of the Nightmare Refiner is taking effect, and he is indeed no longer the earth traveler he was when he first arrived. The amplification and distortion of certain parts of human nature, including the release of anger, and a series of experiences have made him who he is now.

He is self-centered and more self-willed than any mortal king. This is extraordinary...

Afaf feels that he has experienced a lot, but for someone like Luo Bo, this is really the first time he has seen her, and she was almost fooled.

However, she adapted quickly and understood quickly. She felt the softness and struggle, as well as the loneliness and isolation wrapped in the depths of Robo's cold and twisted heart.

Therefore, when the two parted, Robb read the motherly caring emotion in Afaf's watery eyes.

He smiled proudly in return.

He refuses to care, and even more so to refuse sympathy and pity.

He has become accustomed to the lone wolf mode. For him, love, family affection, and friendship are already concepts that are longed for but out of reach. Once touched, there will be a reaction similar to Ye Gong's love for dragons.

Because you can't love, you don't love, and then you don't know how to love.

I have been alone for too long and am no longer used to being accompanied by others.

The second copy of Nightmare God Refining also confirms this point. Putting aside his shallow sense of responsibility, in the end he chose the path of a madman who did not hesitate to be an enemy of civilization and would most likely end in violent death.

For some strokes, even if the writing is not finished, the word can already be guessed.

Therefore, in the second copy of Nightmare Refining God, although the story did not reach the end, he still analyzed his own ending and saw himself clearly.

Of course, in reality, he has a richer background, and what he is facing is not a developed modern human society, and his main opponent is not a human being in power.

Therefore, there is no need to have a death wish to pursue a free and easy life.

However, character determines destiny. Since he has clearly seen his nature and his true self, he naturally has some estimates about his future life path.

Meeting Afaf can also be regarded as a positive spiritual improvement.

Even if this operation is more like using Wei Guangzheng, who is not completely real, to weave a beautiful vision. But Robbo no longer particularly cares about the boundary between reality and fiction.

Living in another world, living in dreams, living in reality, living in the matrix, they are all living in the ocean of information. When there is no difference in feelings, why bother worrying too much about reality and reality?
　(1) In the movie {Revolutionary Road}, the male and female protagonists are also Leonardo and Winslet. In a nutshell, it expresses the concept that marriage is the tomb of love and ideals. Of course, there are many other elements, such as The impact of the times, etc.
　　
　
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