I'm trapped in a block

Chapter 750 Spectrum
“You are denying yourself…”

"You have a gut feeling that this plan will not succeed, but you still want to do it, so you are entangled and worried all day long."

“When you doubt everything about yourself, your rhythm will be disrupted.”

Bronze completely saw through Lan Yu's heart and analyzed it clearly.

Lan Yu himself didn't know how to ease his inner worries. Emotionally, he wanted to complete the great plan with his partners, but rationally he felt that this plan would definitely fail. When the plan failed, everything would be meaningless.

The restrained blue color allowed it to remain calm and rational, but this rationality made it doubt its own actions. It looked at the rainbow light flashing on the cage and fell into extreme confusion...

"My rhythm is messed up..."

It finally understood what bronze meant.

It is a frequency "shift", an unstoppable shift.

As long as its mind remains in a state of confusion, this deviation will become more and more obvious.

"What should I do?" It asked Bronze in great pain. Since Bronze could see its confusion, he could definitely solve its problem.

At the moment, it has regarded bronze as its lifeline.

However, Bronze's answer was very simple: "You don't have to do anything."

"I don't have to do anything? I don't have to change anything?"

"Of course not. You can't change anything anyway."

"Isn't that just a waste of time?"

"Yeah." Bronze came up to it and whispered to comfort it: "All you have to do is play badly... Don't take yourself too seriously."

"You are the one who is worried that this thing won't succeed, and you are the one who wants to keep working on it. Both of them are you... The wave is you, and the particle is you. Both of them are you... Light is inherently complex, contradictory, and overlapping. This is your rhythm, and you have to reconcile with yourself."

“We are just lone travelers moving forward along the way, with ourselves alone on the road. If we become our own enemies, then we will really have nothing.”

After saying this, Bronze left silently, leaving Lan Yu standing there constantly recalling the conversation just now.

"Am I... just a loner?"

……

During the following period of time, Lan Yu no longer worried about the confusion in his heart, but followed what Bronze told him and completely "gave up".

It regards everything except itself as "external objects" and tries to think of itself as a loner.

Every day's work is like moving forward step by step, and my colleagues become passers-by who happen to walk by my side.

They walked together on a road that looked very dangerous. Although there were many difficulties, there were always birds singing and flowers blooming on both sides of the road.

Lan Yu suddenly discovered that this thorny road also had its own unique beauty, and those "passers-by" who were traveling with him also brought him a lot of fun.

It finally understood what Bronze meant:

“Sometimes, the purpose of moving forward is not to reach the end of the road, but the people and things you meet along the way…”

The body becomes stronger and the mind becomes fuller as we move forward.

Smelling the fragrance of flowers by the roadside, looking up at the starry sky, and turning around to see my companions walking with me.

These things are far more meaningful than so-called "success".

Only at this moment did Lan Yu truly begin to face up to his own existence.

It has been hiding in the corner, watching its colorful companions, analyzing their characteristics and their thoughts:
Everyone loves purple.

Passionate red.

Lazy and comfortable orange.

Dead yellow.

Vibrant green.

The color of blue that represents integrity and seriousness.

What about blue?

"what about me?"

"What am I?" Lan Yu suddenly trembled, and the light on his body became extremely pure and clear.

Bronze, who was far away, noticed its change and ran over to take a look.

"You seem to have stabilized."

"Yeah." Lan Yu said easily.

"Do you recognize yourself?" Bronze asked curiously.

"I can't recognize it, I just know that I am me."

……

The cages on the quiet plains are becoming more and more spectacular.

One day, Zi Zi gathered everyone together to discuss the next plan.

"We can't call it a cage anymore. Let's give it a name and use that name as the name of our plan from now on."

The friends discussed it enthusiastically. Some said it should be called "Rainbow", some said it should be "Seven Colors". In the end, the name suggested by Lan Yu was recognized by everyone.

"spectrum."

“Let’s call it Spectrum.”

……

The spectrum of light on the quiet plain illuminated the entire sky, and the companions became busier and busier.

As there were more and more small creatures in the spectrum, the companions had to use their limited power to continuously expand the space of the spectrum, and finally even they themselves lived in the spectrum.

Those small creatures formed different ecosystems in different areas of the spectrum. They were unaware of the existence of the seven colors, but simply thought that these lights were gifts from the abyss.

As the area under management became larger and larger, each partner began to be unable to take care of themselves. All their thoughts were used to control the power. Gradually, the communication between partners became less and less...

Lan Yu hasn't seen other companions for a long time, except Zi Zi.

Purple doesn't need to be responsible for anything, so it often runs back and forth between partners.

"Is there anything I can do to help?" One day, Zi Zi approached Lan Yu and asked.

"No need for your help."

"Really nothing?"

"Need not."

Lan Yu was concentrating on controlling his own strength, so his answer sounded a little cold.

"You guys, don't you need my help..." Zi Zi said a little frustrated. It had looked for every one of its companions, and they all seemed very busy. However, when asked if there was anything they could do to help, they all said no.

It was as if everyone had agreed to exclude it.

Purple told Blue Jade about its worries. It said it felt that something was wrong with the spectrum recently and that something might have gone wrong, but it was not in charge of the management, so it had no idea what was going on.

Moreover, everyone seemed to have fallen silent. Even the most lively Hong Yu hadn't spoken for a long time. It seemed that he was always busy, but no one knew what he was busy with.

This made Zi Zi even more suspicious that there was something wrong somewhere in the spectrum.

"Maybe it expanded too quickly, causing the forces to become uncoordinated... So I found Bronze and asked it if this was the reason, but it denied it."

"Afterwards, I looked for Hongyu and Chenghai and asked them if they were running low on energy recently. They said they had expanded their hunting range and digestion space, and that they were able to replenish their energy."

"There's nothing wrong with Huang Si and Lu Sheng either. The waste cleanup and transformation in the spectrum is going smoothly..."

"Lan Yu, do you have any problems here?" Zi Zi asked with concern: "If you have any difficulties, be sure to tell me."

"Of course not, it's running normally." Lan Yu replied calmly: "You think too much."

"Okay." After receiving a positive answer, Zi Zi stopped disturbing it and left silently.

After Zi Zi left, Lan Yu carefully revealed the hidden part of himself.

I saw some mottled black dots growing on the clear blue light.

"What the hell is this?"

(End of this chapter)