Conan's self-cultivation of fake wine

Chapter 418
  "Anyway, just think of me as someone with an awkward personality. I want to destroy that organization, but I don't want to cooperate with you." Lu Ren glanced at Conan, "Actually, you are pretty good, but the focus is on the FBI. They are here There are undercover agents in the organization, do you think the organization has undercover agents in their place?"

"who is it?"

"I don't know. Anyway, I won't expose my identity in front of them, and you remember not to expose yourself. The only person you can trust in the FBI is Shuichi Akai. Even if he won't help you, at least he won't harm you. This You can decide it yourself, I won't say anything else."

Conan nodded.

"I have only one request for you: your life is not just yours. Once the organization knows your true identity, they will definitely think that I did not report the information. Everyone will die by then."

Conan said seriously: "Yes, I promise you."

The topic suddenly became a bit heavy, but it had to be talked about. Lu Ren hoped that Conan would not take any chances, especially if he had any illusions about him.

For example, he felt that with Lu Ren around, he could be more romantic. That certainly won't work. Lu Ren found it troublesome.

"One more thing is that I will not cooperate with you. If you have anything to ask me for help, I will help depending on the situation, but I suggest you not to have too much hope."

"How can I even put it this way, if I think your action plan is too hasty and not rigorous enough to require anyone else's action, I will be the first to stop you."

"..."

"The reason is the same as above. Your life is not yours alone. You should know that I have this ability and I will definitely do what I say. If you want to join forces with the FBI to deal with the organization, my suggestion is that you'd better remove yourself from Pick it out as planned.”

"You can call and send emails to Shuichi Akai, or even disguise yourself and meet him secretly, but never stand upright in front of him and show your extraordinary side in front of everyone."

"Um……"

"Of course, you can just keep your daily life as it is. I basically have the final say in Tokyo now. You can solve the case how you want, it doesn't matter if it appears on TV or in the newspapers. I will give you what I can. Maximum freedom.”

Conan was silent.

"There is a saying that I think Haiyuan is right about. There are some things that I just do that are of no use. I have to say it. I have to let you know what I have done for you. It is not my character to give silently. I have done a good deed and I wish the whole world would know about it. But I couldn’t tell you because of various concerns before."

"It's so long ago that I can't remember it, so I'll just talk about a recent one. Hattori pretended to be you and boarded the ghost ship. The organized people on that ship, Gin, naturally knew that Kudo Shinichi was still alive here. World."

"I talked to him about this later. I told him that Kudo was pretended by someone else, and the real Kudo Shinichi was dead. I used my status to vouch for you. As long as nothing happens to me, You are safe. Gin they will not doubt you again."

"But the premise is that you don't be too reckless. For example, when you see Gin's car, you slide the door to pick the lock and install a bug. To put it bluntly, your method is like a child's playing house to us."

"Okay, I understand." Conan responded for a long time, but finally couldn't help but said: "Why don't you want to cooperate? For example, tell us where the organization's headquarters is and what evidence they have. Once we have the evidence, we will You can join forces with the FBI, public security, and police to destroy the organization." He wanted to say that he had to know it first.

After secretly slandering, Lu Ren said without changing his expression, "You must have asked Xiao Ai about these things. If she doesn't tell you, I won't tell you either. Many things are not as simple as you think. Even if they are destroyed Headquarters, captured the leader alive. Is the organization really doomed?"

"I am already considered a senior member of the organization. I still don't know if the boss has a hidden back-up, or if he has secretly cultivated other effective forces. Even if he doesn't, there are a few more people like Gin. As long as they are not wiped out all, let's If even one of them slips away, it will be a nightmare.”

"It doesn't matter if the FBI or the police have great careers. But you are different. Just think about it, there are criminals of Gin's level watching you secretly, waiting for opportunities to strike. Can you sleep?"

Lu Ren's words were like a bucket of cold water pouring down on his head. Conan instantly calmed down a lot. He pushed up his glasses with his hand, "You're right."

"The destruction I'm talking about is the kind of destroying everyone, including possible back-ends. If it was just what you thought, then I would have taken action long ago."

"Ah."

"There is another point I must explain. After you eliminate the organization, then I will be your last opponent. I don't want to be your enemy, but they will not let me go. Because I cannot clear my name. "

"Those undercover agents have done bad things and killed people. They can say that they have no choice but to suffer. They will be forgiven and regarded as heroes. I will not."

"If that day comes, maybe the best outcome is that my freedom will be restricted and I will live under their surveillance for the rest of my life. There is a word in my country called 'Jianghu', and you should know what it means."

"Ah."

"When you are in the world, you can't help yourself. Even if I want to quit, I will never be involved in the world again. They will not let me go. They have to put shackles on me and watch me completely lose the ability to resist." Peace of mind.”

"From a general point of view, it is understandable for them to do this. In their view, I am a villain. Even if I want to change my mind and become a new person, I have to accept their transformation first. But it is impossible for me to accept this transformation. It's like they don't believe it. Me, I don’t believe them either.”

"You also know that the world is not black and white. Maybe the organization is full of bad people, but can you guarantee that they who are on the same front as you must be good people? Even if they are, they are doing it for themselves after all. Serving the country. Who is the boss of the FBI? You don’t really think that country is a good one, do you?”

Conan did not answer the question directly, but simply asked: "If that day comes, what are you going to do and where are you going to go?"

"I haven't thought about it yet. Maybe I will continue to stay in Japan, or maybe I will go back to my own country and start a new life with a different identity. Of course, no matter which way it is, I will not continue to appear in front of you. From now on, the mountains and rivers will be long, and there will be no more in this life. The day we meet. Well...I will miss you then. But it is too early to say this now, we will see when the time comes."

"Ah."

PS: This chapter may be a little heavy. But I feel that I really need to explain it. Once I write it once, I won’t write it again.

(End of this chapter)