If the confession fails, then pursue her best friend

Chapter 194 Brother Xiahua, you want me
Football field, in a corner,

Xie Ping, Li Qingqing, Zhang Ruoxue and other onlookers were listening to Li Yuan's melodious, profound and sad singing, immersed in some inexplicable regret in their hearts, and quietly wept...

Suddenly, the scene that appeared in front of them shocked everyone, shocked their eyes, and instantly broke the sad mood.

Li Qingqing's eyes widened, and when she saw Jiang Zhiyu taking the initiative to kiss Li Yuan, she couldn't help but curse.

"I'll go, what's going on? Why did the young fish suddenly take the initiative to kiss Li Yuan?"

Zhang Ruoxue rubbed her wrist, which was already sore and numb from holding a digital camera, and replied in confusion.

"I can't figure it out either. Are the juveniles preparing to kiss each other goodbye?"

"Wait a minute, I'm a little dazzled, let me take a closer look."

Xie Ping rubbed her eyes to make sure she saw it correctly.

It was indeed Jiang Zhiyu who took the initiative to hold Li Yuan and offered him the incense, and Li Yuan also responded enthusiastically, holding Jiang Zhiyu sideways in his arms, half-lying down in an up and down position...

This posture is too common in football stadiums and is a signature posture between couples.

It not only protects privacy very well, but also makes little girls feel like a little bird, tender and pitiful. The experience is very nice...

Xie Ping murmured: "Is it possible that Zhiyu and Li Yuan have rekindled their old relationship?"

"How could it be so fast?" Li Qingqing asked in disbelief: "Just because of this song? Did the young fish forgive him?"

"Who knows?" Xie Ping shook her head speechlessly, feeling very confused:

"The rhythm and emotion of this song are indeed very touching. People can't help but be filled with regret and cry unconsciously."

"Perhaps, the young fish has something in his heart, and when his love goes deep, he can't help but burst out with emotion, and take the initiative to kiss Li Yuan."

Zhang Ruoxue glanced at the other melon-eaters around her and saw that they were all taking photos with their mobile phones, with weird smiles on their faces, and couldn't help but joke:
"I can guarantee that after a while, there will be a post about Juyu and Li Yuan kissing passionately on the playground in our school's forum."

Xie Ping also burst into laughter and joked: "That's for sure, Zhiyu and Li Yuan are now popular figures, just like those celebrities, they can attract onlookers wherever they go."

"If the two of them enter the entertainment industry and debut as a group, maybe they can really become the new generation of kings and queens!"

Zhang Ruoxue pursed her lips and snickered: "Haha, it is indeed possible. This song just now, if recorded seriously in the recording studio, would also be a hit."

"And that special prelude sounds very sad, as if it can arouse emotions. It's really strange. I feel a little regretful about the love I missed in high school..."

Xie Ping nodded in agreement and sighed: "Oh, I suddenly understand why Xiaoyu loves Li Yuan so much. He is really super talented. I feel that he is on the same level as Jay Chou and Lin Junjie... …”

"The most important thing is that Li Zhanan is really tall and handsome, and his physical fitness is so good. Zhiyu used to be a novice in relationships, and Li Yuan is a good talker. It is normal for Zhiyu to fall into the whirlpool of love."

"Hehe, since they both kissed in public, shouldn't we hope that Li Yuan can convince Juyu to stay in the country, even if he changes his life in another city, he doesn't necessarily have to go abroad..."

Zhang Ruoxue shook her head: "Let's just wait and see the results. I think Juyu and Li Yuan will have to kiss for a while."

"Tsk, tsk, I originally wanted to watch an emotional drama today, but I didn't expect that I would eat a bunch of dog food again. I really caught a few of us singles and tortured them to death..."

Li Qingqing chuckled, rolled her eyes at Zhang Ruoxue, and joked:

"I can't count the number of boys chasing you in our school on two hands. If you want to experience a sweet love, you can try to find someone you like."

Zhang Ruoxue curled her lips and muttered: "They are all crooked melons and cracked dates. I would rather stay alone than take advantage of them."

"The person I'm looking for, let alone someone as outstanding as Li Scumbag, I can't hold onto such a person, but at least he must be tall. I'm 168, and if the person I'm looking for is not over 180, I won't consider it at all..."

Xie Ping laughed and joked: "Hehe, we all know that when you find a boyfriend, you follow the three "180" principles..."

Zhang Ruoxue blushed and replied confidently: "I finally got into Jida, so what's the matter with being more demanding? This is for my future happiness."

Xie Ping smiled and said nothing. Three "180" is not only Zhang Ruoxue's criteria for choosing a spouse, but also the ideal type in the hearts of most girls.

"Ruoxue, Qingqing, you guys are asking, does Li Yuan have 180?" Xie Ping asked shyly in a low voice.

Zhang Ruoxue was startled and asked subconsciously: "Which one are you talking about?"

Xie Ping lowered her voice shyly: "Which one can it be? Of course it's that one!"

Li Qingqing pursed her lips and snickered, "Not to mention Li Yuan's height and house, they must both be 180. Ruoxue, who else do you think it could be?"

Zhang Ruoxue suddenly thought of something, spat, and muttered in her heart: "This is not necessarily true, and height is not necessarily good in other aspects..."

……

On the football field, under the warm sunshine, Li Yuan and Jiang Zhiyu were feeling each other's warmth.

When his big hands went to tease the two snow-white fur pets raised by Jiang Zhiyu, Jiang Zhiyu squeaked, his body trembled slightly, his voice was a little shy, and he broke away from Li Yuan's arms in a panic. From that intoxication Wake up from the haze.

Jiang Zhiyu stared at Li Yuan's face with blurred eyes, her heart beating fast. She couldn't control herself every time she was with Li Yuan.

Li Yuan seemed to have a kind of magic in him, which always attracted her involuntarily.

"Brother Xia Hua!" Jiang Zhiyu looked at Li Yuan and murmured softly to himself. The tears in his eyes had faded away, leaving only deep friendship.

Li Yuan smiled and subconsciously licked his lower lips, the unique taste of Xiao Yu'er still lingering in his mouth.

He reached out and touched Jiang Zhiyu's head. Looking at the beautiful face of the girl in front of him, Li Yuan finally summoned up the courage to speak out the thoughts in his heart.

"Xiao Yu'er, can you not go abroad?"

When Jiang Zhiyu heard Li Yuan's words to persuade him to stay, his heart was like a deer. His big talking eyes blinked and blinked, staring at Li Yuan, which made Li Yuan feel a little uncomfortable.

Li Yuan touched his cheek and asked doubtfully: "Xiao Yu'er, are there flowers on my face?"

Jiang Zhiyu chuckled, stared at Li Yuan with his beautiful eyes, and said quietly:
"Brother Xia Hua, I thought you wouldn't ask me to stay!"

Li Yuan rubbed Jiang Zhiyu's head with an embarrassed expression and sighed.

"Xiao Yu'er, I don't know what qualifications I have to retain you, and I don't have the face to retain you."

Jiang Zhiyu raised his head, stared at Li Yuan seriously, and said shyly:
"Brother Xia Hua, have you ever loved me?"

"Yeah!" Li Yuan nodded without hesitation: "Always love it!"

After receiving Li Yuan's affirmative answer, Jiang Zhiyu's beautiful eyes suddenly became filled with joy. He stared at Li Yuan again and asked softly.

"Well, brother Xia Hua, when did you fall in love with me? I want to know."

After saying that, he looked shy and waited expectantly for Li Yuan's answer.

Facing Jiang Zhiyu's eyes, Li Yuan thought seriously, and scenes emerged in his mind.

In the end, the scene was fixed on the day when the new students started reporting for school.

When Jiang Zhiyu, who looked like an elf in Hanfu, held a bouquet of flowers in his hand and gave the bouquet of school flowers to himself, he affectionately called "Brother Xia Hua"...

Probably, at that time, I started to feel excited and fell in love with her.

That was the first bouquet of flowers I received in my two lifetimes combined.

She is also a die-hard fan of hers, a beautiful elf girl who gave her flowers...

If it were any boy, his heart would be pounding, and he himself was no exception.

When he returned to the dormitory that night, he felt a little dreamy and unreal.

A top-notch young rich woman who likes fantasy novels actually has a beauty comparable to that of a fairy sister. She always says "Brother Xia Hua"...

To be honest, he never dared to think so in his own dreams.

And such an outstanding girl was ruined by herself...

Li Yuan stared at Jiang Zhiyu's face and spoke slowly:
"Xiao Yu'er, do you still remember the day you went to find me at the beginning of the freshman year?"

Jiang Zhiyu nodded: "Always remember!"

Li Yuan spoke with memories in his eyes. This was obviously a short time, but it seemed like a long time had passed.

"That day, when you appeared in front of me wearing a horse-faced skirt, holding school flowers, calling me brother Xia Hua, and we wandered together on the Daxia campus, when you sang the song "Blue and White Porcelain", I I fell in love with you right away..."

"Later on, I chatted with you every day, talked to you on the phone, you taught me how to play the guitar, and we sang together. The feelings slowly became deeper and deeper until they were engraved in my mind and completely imprinted..."

"Xiao Yu'er, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have hurt you."

Li Yuan sighed deeply. This was the third time he apologized to Jiang Zhiyu today.

Jiang Zhiyu looked at Li Yuan, and her heart was throbbing. The question that had been in her mind for a long time finally broke through the shackles of her thoughts and was asked by her.

"Brother Xia Hua, can I ask you one more thing?"

Li Yuan was startled, and when he met Jiang Zhiyu's eyes, he had a premonition in his heart. He could probably guess what Jiang Zhiyu would ask.

"go ahead!"

Jiang Zhiyu looked at Li Yuan, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and he asked weakly:
"Brother Xiahua, can you tell me about the three of them?"

Li Yuan sighed secretly in his heart. Jiang Zhiyu was indeed asking this question.

Regarding this issue, different girls will have different ideas.

Xia Zhijin is a girl with a soft and sweet personality. She may want to know why she lied to her. But she kept it in her heart and didn't ask herself. Maybe, when she didn't know it, she would just cry silently alone... This is her character...

Bai Weixi's character is both rational and emotional. She considers her to be her childhood sweetheart. She has been pursuing her for three years in high school and has a deep emotional foundation... So, she asked and got the answer she didn't want to know... …

As for Zhong Tingyue, she didn't ask, because the basis of their acquaintance was from that story. She was a proud and inferior girl. Maybe she wanted to ask, maybe she didn't want to know at all, so she chose to isolate herself...

Now, Jiang Zhiyu asked.

Li Yuan didn't want to continue to deceive this elf-like girl, so he chose to answer sincerely.

Li Yuan looked at Jiang Zhiyu, put her little hand in his palm, and spoke slowly.

"Xiao Yu'er, let me tell you a story."

"I once had a very real dream. This dream seemed so real that I couldn't tell whether it was true or false. It was like I had lived my whole life again... In the dream, I was a very ordinary boy. He can’t write novels or songs, he doesn’t even sing well, his mouth is stupid, and his emotional intelligence is very low..."

"In that world, I was deeply in love with a girl. Ever since I was in high school, I had seen her all over the world. For her, I was willing to do anything, work hard part-time, work, and make money... Later, she took me Abandoned... Her name is Bai Weixi, my high school classmate."

"After that, I was completely desperate for relationships and never believed in any relationships again...until I met Bai Weixi's roommate again. She was a girl who looked very cold on the outside, but was very enthusiastic on the inside. She was the most difficult and helpless girl in my life. When I was there, it gave me warmth..."

"I don't know how long it took in the dream, but I suddenly woke up. My personality became a little withdrawn, even a little abnormal, and I started to give up on myself... I wanted to take revenge on Bai Weixi, and take revenge on why she behaved like that in that real dream world. Treat me cruelly..."

"At that time, I just wanted to be a complete scumbag, not taking the initiative, refusing, and taking responsibility..."

Jiang Zhiyu dragged her chin with her hands and listened quietly to the story described by Li Yuan. At some point, a few crystal tears appeared in her beautiful eyes...

Li Yuan seemed not to notice, and continued to describe his psychological changes in detail. "On the first day after entering college, it was like fate. I met Zhong Tingyue, and then a poor girl in our class who lost her parents at the age of eight. Her name was Xia Zhijin..."

Li Yuan looked at Jiang Zhiyu, touched her head, and said with a self-deprecating smile:
"Also, it was just the first time we met, and my heart suddenly fell in love with that little Yu'er wearing Hanfu."

"Brother Xia Hua!"

Jiang Zhiyu looked moved and shed tears. With a pair of soft and white hands, she tightly grasped Li Yuan's big hand and stared at him with blurred eyes.

Li Yuan smiled wryly at himself: "Influenced by the real dream in my previous life, I clearly said that I wanted to be a scumbag, but because I met you, I found it difficult for me to let it go. I couldn't help but fall into it, which turned into a contradiction. Collective…”

After Li Yuan finished speaking, he looked at Jiang Zhiyu who was crying and suddenly felt very uncomfortable.

This feeling, after the outbreak in Shura Field, after seeing Zhong Tingyue, Xia Zhijin, and Jiang Zhiyu crying sadly, my heart was like suffering, and it has been going on for a long time...

"Xiao Yu'er, I don't know what you will think of me, and I also know that I am not qualified to ask you to forgive me."

"I did have a mentality of being a scumbag before, but after meeting you, I have to endure inner suffering every day..."

"I just want to tell you my true thoughts. I don't want to deceive you. I respect all your choices..."

Jiang Zhiyu stared at Li Yuan blankly, her mind confused. She never expected that Li Yuan and the three of them would have such a story.

This caught her off guard.

Regarding Li Yuan's other three girlfriends, she had seen photos of them due to someone's deliberate behavior, but she knew nothing about the stories behind them.

When she first learned that Li Yuan had three other girlfriends, the reason why she was so angry was that she felt cheated.

If Li Yuan didn't like her, he could have told her directly. Why hang on to her like that and not reject any of her confessions?

Sometimes, she doubted herself that Li Yuan was just playing with her feelings and had no love for her at all.

But she didn't want to believe it in her heart, so she went to the book signing party to watch secretly...

It was precisely because of the song "I Just Met You" that she felt a little shaken in her heart, wanting to make sure that Li Yuan really cared about her and really loved her...

That's why she wanted to go abroad to verify Li Yuan's feelings for her...

But after hearing the story Li Yuan just told, combined with his reaction when he heard that he was going abroad, he wrote those songs for himself.

She firmly refused to believe that Li Yuan was just trying to deceive her and play with her feelings...

Because, many times, he was the one taking the initiative. Li Yuan had the chance to get himself completely, but he gave up...

Li Yuan rubbed Jiang Zhiyu's head again, scratched her tearful nose, and spoke in a low and affectionate voice.

"Xiao Yu'er, I don't want you to choose to leave your friends, your family, and this familiar place because of me, a scumbag."

"I just hope that you will be happy in the future and be the playful, cute, quirky, and carefree little fish you were when we first met you."

"As long as you can be happy, I am willing to completely disappear from your eyes."

"Xiao Yu'er, promise me to be yourself again. Don't go abroad, okay?"

Listening to Li Yuan's affectionate admonition, Jiang Zhiyu felt mixed feelings in her heart and thoughts were flying in her mind. She looked at Li Yuan's face with complex eyes, paused for a long time, and then nodded slowly.

"Brother Xia Hua, I promise you!"

Li Yuan was relieved when he heard Jiang Zhiyu promised not to go abroad again. If she really chose to study in a foreign country because of his own reasons, he would not be able to forgive himself.

Li Yuan looked at Jiang Zhiyu and asked tentatively: "Xiao Yu'er, what are your plans?"

Jiang Zhiyu looked stunned, and suddenly panicked in her heart. Facing Li Yuan's gaze, she heard what Li Yuan meant, bit her lip, and shook her head slightly:
"I, I don't know either!"

A secret joy flashed in Li Yuan's heart. Jiang Zhiyu did not explicitly refuse and was hesitant, which meant that she still had deep feelings for him.

"Brother Xia Hua, I really don't know how to face you. I feel very, very reluctant to let you go. I want to be with you every moment, but I can't bear to share your feelings with other girls. Every time Thinking of that makes me very heartbroken..."

"Brother Xia Hua, can you understand how I feel?"

Jiang Zhiyu stared at Li Yuan with her beautiful eyes and asked in a helpless voice:
"What do you think I should do now?"

Li Yuan was stunned. How could he tell Jiang Zhiyu what to do in this situation?
If it were him and she, a few slaps would be considered light.

It is very possible for corpses to be buried in the Pujiang River!
Because feelings are very selfish and cannot be shared by others, unless the degree of love for a person exceeds ethics, or...

Li Yuan shook his head slightly and sighed: "Xiao Yu'er, I am not qualified to make decisions for you. I am sorry for you, and I will support all your decisions."

After hearing Li Yuan's answer, Jiang Zhiyu felt a little disappointed. She hoped that Li Yuan would go and say something to her without hesitation.

"Come back, little fish!"

But she understood that it was impossible to say this sentence from a person who truly loved her.

If you truly love someone, you will choose to respect their decision and bless the other person.

"But, Brother Xia Hua, you are my true love, how should I convince myself to give up on you!" Jiang Zhiyu muttered to himself, with two people fighting in his mind.

A gentle and lovely man, dressed in ancient Hanfu, with a gentle and pleasant voice and two shallow dimples on his cheeks, was persuading her with a smile.

"Xiao Yu'er, since you like it in your heart, then be brave and choose to hug. No relationship is perfect. There will always be passion and impulse. Even if you get hurt in the end, you must do it vigorously and not let yourself regret it in the future..."

The other one was wearing a black trench coat and black sunglasses, his face was as cold as frost, and he only said a cold word.

"Jiang Zhiyu, wake up. He loves more than just you. With your pride, will you be willing to share your feelings with other girls? Give up and stay away from this scumbag!"

Two different figures were fighting evenly in their minds, and it was impossible to tell the winner for a while.

Seeing Jiang Zhiyu's confused and confused expression, Li Yuan reached out to take the guitar over and said with a smile.

"Xiao Yu'er, can you help me again?"

Only then did Jiang Zhiyu come back to his senses, stared at Li Yuan's face, and replied: "Brother Xia Hua, I promise you anything I can do!"

After saying this, Jiang Zhiyu's heart was beating fast.

After the last chorus of the Jida New Year Party, I also said these words in the Lamborghini sports car, and then, something very special happened...

For some reason, Jiang Zhiyu suddenly felt an inexplicable expectation in his heart!

Li Yuan reached out and picked up the brush and paper that Jiang Zhiyu had just thrown away on the green lawn, and handed them to Jiang Zhiyu.

"Xiao Yu'er, please help me compose some music again."

An imperceptible blush flashed across Jiang Zhiyu's face. He glanced at Li Yuan out of the corner of his eye, said "oh" softly, and took the paper and pen.

Li Yuan smiled slightly and said: "Xiao Yu'er, the song "I Just Met You" that I sang that day was also given to you by me, but there is no music. Can we work together to complete it?"

"Yes!" Jiang Zhiyu nodded. The playful and lively self in his mind seemed to have received a mysterious blessing. He suddenly became bolder and spoke louder than Heizi's own self.

"Xiao Yu'er, when you first met, he created "Confession Balloon" for you. That's when he started to like you, but he was embarrassed to confess to you, so he changed his way..."

"After you two got together, he wrote a couple's sung song "No Makeup" for you, and chose to sing with you on stage at the Jida New Year Party to witness your relationship..."

"When that incident broke out, he chose to sing "Just Met You" for you at a book signing, in front of hundreds of readers, and TV stations. This shows that he knew the result in his heart, but he was very happy to meet you. about you……"

"When you met today, he wrote "Anhe Bridge" for you again, also to miss his relationship with you, which shows that he can't let you go at all..."

"Xiao Yu'er, don't these four songs represent his love for you? What are you still hesitating about?"

...~
Jiang Zhiyu was very confused inside and confused.

until,

The sound of the guitar played by Li Yuan rang in her ears, and she came back to her senses. She held a paintbrush in her hand and gently sketched out the notes one by one...

Li Yuan looked at Jiang Zhiyu who was sketching notes one after another with a plain pen, looked at her affectionately, and spoke slowly,
we cried
we laugh
We look up at the sky

How many stars are still shining?
……

Because I happened to meet you
Leaving footprints is beautiful

The wind blows and the flowers shed tears like rain

because I don't want to be separated
……

Behind Li Yuan and Jiang Zhiyu, Zhang Ruoxue, Xie Ping, and Li Qingqing were talking quietly.

Suddenly, another beautiful melody came to my ears.

"Hey, Li Yuan is singing again? Why does this song sound so familiar? It seems like I have heard it somewhere." Zhang Ruoxue asked curiously.

Xie Ping listened carefully. She was Li Yuan's hidden fan and book friend. As soon as she heard the familiar lyrics, her eyes suddenly lit up and she couldn't help but hum along in a low voice.

"Because I happened to meet you and leave traces that are beautiful..."

Li Qingqing heard clearly, she covered her mouth and said in shock:
"This song seems to have been sung by Li Yuan to the young fish at his book signing. Why is it sung again now?"

"I've seen the live video that day, and it feels a little flawed due to environmental issues." Xie Ping looked at Li Yuan and Jiang Zhiyu in front of her, and said with some envy.

"This may be because Li Yuan chose to sing it to Juyu alone because it was a song he wrote for her."

Zhang Ruoxue muttered at the corner of her mouth: ""Confession Balloon", "No Makeup", "Just Met You", and the song just now, how come I feel like a complete closed loop has been formed in a relationship."

"Meet each other, fall in love, break up, and reminisce! Tsk tsk, Li Yuan is really quite good!"

When Xie Ping heard Zhang Ruoxue's emotion, her heart moved and she began to recall the rhythm of these songs. She did have the feeling Zhang Ruoxue said...

"Zhiyu and Li Yuan, are they really breaking up?"

……

After Li Yuan finished playing and singing "Just Met You", a few tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes. He has been a sensitive person all his life, but his emotional intelligence is not high. When listening to and singing some songs, he is easily aroused by the emotions in his heart... …

"Xiao Yu'er, thank you. I also officially give you this song "Just Met You"."

Li Yuan rubbed Jiang Zhiyu's head, smiled slightly, and spoke sincerely.

"No matter what the outcome between us is, I will always remember you as a girl who had eyes for me and loved me so deeply."

"Live up to your expectations and leave no regrets!"

Jiang Zhiyu stared at Li Yuan with tearful eyes, his voice choked up several times.

At this moment, the self in white clothes in her heart completely defeated the self in black clothes, and Li Yuan's figure filled her mind.

"Brother Xia Hua, please have me, I want to be your real girlfriend!"

(End of this chapter)