After being reborn, I also want to fall in love

Chapter 165 Let us stay until dawn

Fan Shiyin felt that she was very out of character today. Not only did she say a lot of things that she would never say at ordinary times, she even did a lot of things that she would never dare to think about.

For example, wearing black stockings and sitting on Chen Shuo's lap.

'They were all led astray by this man. ' Fan Shiyin thought.

Chen Shuo also saw Fan Shiyin's embarrassment and annoyance. Being jealous or having a temper with the long-legged little stubborn boy were all things she could not do in normal times. Even if she did, it would not be so obvious.

So it needs to be treated coldly now.

It doesn't mean that everyone has to remain silent, but it means that Fan Shiyin can return to the emotional atmosphere she is accustomed to as soon as possible, so that she does not look so embarrassed.

Girls care about face and posture. You can tease her occasionally, but you can't put her in embarrassment for a long time.

"Actually, I lacked the company of my parents when I was a child."

Chen Shuo and Fan Shiyin huddled in camping chairs, gathered around a small campfire, and looked at the big screen playing a movie in the distance.

Fan Shiyin covered her whole body with a blanket, then exposed her little head and turned her head slightly to look at Chen Shuo.

"During that time, my father was working out of town, so I went to the county town to find odd jobs. I would also pick up empty bottles and dig through trash cans like stray cats and dogs."

"Do you know where my first entrepreneurial capital came from? It was coaxed and coaxed from my father. If I don't do this, the money will be defrauded and this will be used as a trigger. Damn it. The pressure and the resentment that dad has accumulated for many years will explode all at once, leading to divorce."

"But she didn't accuse me that day. Instead, she asked me that I had picked up all the empty bottles. Is that old woman living alone who has no son or husband in her head going to go further to pick up bottles?"

"Is it true that our family can no longer afford food, so you have to compete with the helpless old people for so few resources to survive?"

Fan Shiyin thought for a moment and expressed her worries: "But the problem has not been completely solved, has it?"

Fan Shiyin paused, as if she was missing her mother who was far away in her hometown, and was also grateful to that great mother: "She knew what I was doing when she saw that I brought back many empty bottles every time I came home."

Chen Shuo once read a sentence on the Internet, saying that extreme frugality is also a kind of greed. This idea was something he had never thought of before, and he suddenly became enlightened.

"So I listened to my mother and gave the empty bottle I picked up to the old lady. The old lady was very happy. She poured me a bowl of hot water and added some sugar to it."

"Just keep talking."

The fruit wine was sweet but astringent. Fan Shiyin, who didn't drink much, squinted her eyes and thought about it.

Chen Shuo took a puff of his cigarette and chuckled: "I just figured it out recently. My dad is also a man who fights with the sea. How could he give me money so easily just because of a few words?"

Fan Shiyin looked at Chen Shuo: "You haven't gone through the trash can, have you?"

Because all the members of this family don't want to give up this family, so they add members to this family?

Chen Shuo nodded: "My parents picked it up from the trash can, that's what they said."

"It's nothing more than finding a way out for himself. He still wants to have a good relationship with his mother. My mother is the same. She didn't educate me for this matter, nor did she blame my father. Our family of three just maintains a tacit understanding. Who knows? Don’t even mention this matter, let this fuse be completely cut off.”

Fan Shiyin: "."

"How to solve it?"

"My mother didn't study much, but she always gave me a lot of soul-crushing shocks."

Fan Shiyin: "."

Fan Shiyin held her chin and murmured: "That's great."

Really 6.

So when it comes to rebirth, Chen Shuo doesn't have a clear goal of getting rich. He just needs to be arrogant and extravagant. What makes him happiest is that his parents continue to love each other and he can continue to have a complete family.

"I originally thought my mother would scold me because she always said that I have talent and I shouldn't live in that rural area or in that small county. I should take her desire for the big city and see the vast world. And stay there.”

Chen Shuo lit up a cigarette: "They are busy. They are either running business outside or socializing every day. My grandparents are in the country, so I always live alone."

"As I grew older, I vaguely felt that the relationship between my parents was in crisis. It became very tense and there was a possibility that the relationship would break down at any time."

Fan Shiyin twirled the bottle of fruit wine and continued to share her childhood experiences with Chen Shuo in a low voice: "Didn't I tell you before that my mother was injured at work. I went home that night and told her that I didn't want to practice football anymore. , I will come back to study. If I can get into college, I will go to school. If I can’t, I will find a job in my hometown town so that I can take care of her."

"Yeah." Fan Shiyin responded softly.

But facts have proven that no matter when your parents divorce, it will have an indelible impact on the children. The younger the age, the greater the impact.

"To parents." Chen Shuo took the initiative to offer a drink.

Chen Shuo was also very emotional. To be honest, before his parents divorced, he didn't believe how much impact and pressure this kind of thing would cause on his children, not to mention that he had graduated from college at that time.

"Alas," the long-legged little stubborn girl sighed, "My parents have not enjoyed much happiness, and they work hard for me every day. We are in a rural area, and we are not in a coastal area. Our thoughts are quite feudal and conservative, and people in the village still laugh at me. Parents, tell me if a girl is worthy of spending money to cultivate, won’t she still have to get married in the future?”

At the same time, the family will gain a youngest child.

This time Fan Shiyin was very cooperative, and she didn't just do it in a superficial way, just wet her lips with the wine, but actually took a big sip.

"That bowl of boiled sugar water is so sweet. It's been several years, but I can still remember it."

Chen Shuo deeply agrees with this. Many sports are actually transformed from aristocratic sports. If you want good equipment, you must have a strong economic foundation.

Fan Shiyin looked at Chen Shuo: "That was the first time I felt that I was disturbing others."

"My parents must have thought about this problem, so they made a decision to give me a younger brother and sister. Counting the days, I will be born in the summer. Then I can hold him over for you to play with."

"You have been training since you were a child, and you rarely accompany your parents, right?" Chen Shuo asked.

"There is a saying that the poor are rich in culture but rich in martial arts. In fact, if you want to practice sports well, the cost is really high."

"solved?"

If not, then you can only rely on talent.

Many times the old people who pick up bottles are not short of money, and are even richer than most young people, but they still pick up garbage and dig through the trash cans.

But there is still a small group of people in the city, and trash cans are their only choice for absorbing social resources.

Chen Shuo covered the slightly cold back of Fan Shiyin's hand with his warm palm and said to her: "There is a saying that those who live on salary will not compete with the common people for profit. To that old lady, you are the strong one. You have more." There are ways to survive and obtain resources, but for her, that is the only way for her to survive."

"So if we have the ability, we should do more difficult things instead of robbing the resources of people at the bottom."

Just like many big stars and rich wives in later generations who are worth hundreds of millions, billions, or tens of billions, they already have enough money and resources, but they still sell cheap small items online, using their own advantages to counterattack. Pressure on suppliers and consumers.

These people look down on consumers who buy bargains, and they probably don’t have much respect for suppliers. They use their arrogant attitude and absolute contempt, as if they are giving gifts to all living beings, crazily absorbing the wealth of the people, and will not give it to them. We are extremely grateful.

There are also big companies that compete with low-level vegetable farmers for a few cents of profit, etc. Why are they being attacked so hard? It is in compliance with that sentence.

'You've crossed the line'

You are rich and brilliant enough, so why don’t you try to rob the few remaining channels through which all living beings can obtain resources?

If it doesn't work, then someone who protects the common people will come to reason with you.

Chen Shuo looked at Fan Shiyin with a smile: "So from then on, with the persuasion of the coach, you began to devote yourself to badminton wholeheartedly, right?"

"Well, I'm going to compete with those geniuses to grab the promotion channels." Fan Shiyin slowly breathed a sigh of relief, still a little regretful, "Unfortunately, in the end, I still didn't make it to the national team and had no chance to participate in the Olympics."

Chen Shuo smiled and said: "Let's work hard from now on and strive to train an Olympic champion, Coach Fan."

"Well, this is also my goal in the future."

Fan Shiyin silently clenched her fists, feeling relaxed and happy. This was her own rhythm.

Then she looked at Chen Shuo again.

"what happened?"

Fan Shiyin turned sideways and looked face to face with Chen Shuo: "I remembered a saying, which roughly means that when I feel particularly comfortable and natural with a person, it means that that person is in a crushing state both in terms of EQ and IQ. He is deliberately accommodating me."

Chen Shuo shook his head and laughed dumbly: "I'm not accommodating you."

"what is that?"

"I'm getting closer to you."

Chen Shuo put his hands in his coat pockets and saw Fan Shiyin shrinking her head slightly, with a few strands of hair dangling slightly on her forehead, and asked: "You are in your junior year, what are your plans for the future?"

Fan Shiyin pursed her lips and whispered, "I was planning to take the postgraduate entrance examination at Capital Sports University."

"Before?" "Well, I'm still thinking about it."

Chen Shuo raised his finger: "People go to higher places. If you want to train Olympic champions, you have to go to a larger platform and get in touch with the real masters in this field. I have seen your resume and the results in various competitions are enough for you." I’ve entered Capital Sports University, why should I consider it?”

Fan Shiyin stopped talking. She was used to staying silent when she didn't know how to express her emotions.

She also knew that this was not good, but her ability was limited. After all, expressing her feelings was a bit beyond Fan Shiyin's ability.

Chen Shuo looked at the big screen, which was playing Will Smith's "The Pursuit of Happiness". In the screen, Will Smith was hiding in a toilet cubicle overnight with his sleeping son in his arms. Someone was knocking on the door and cursing outside. This is his darkest moment.

"If you go to the capital, then I will go to the capital to play with you."

"Go and make your parents proud, go and make your coach proud, take the admission letter from Capital Sports University to graduate school, and tell those weird people that you are the golden phoenix, and you just have the ability to fly out of that mountain nest. "

"Let those people open their eyes and see how great and visionary your parents are compared to them."

Chen Shuo turned to look at Fan Shiyin and said with a smile: "I won't miss you, because as long as I do, I will go see you immediately."

Chen Shuo has never thought about tying anyone to him. He plays the world by himself and firmly believes that everyone has the right and freedom to choose. If you can't overcome this distance, then you are still a chicken-feathered sea king.

The kind of little man who likes to hold a woman tightly in his hands is actually, to put it bluntly, a manifestation of his inferiority complex.

Fan Shiyin lowered her head and clasped her fingers, and asked in a low voice: "For the sake of your dream, can you give up anything else with confidence?"

Chen Shuo: "If you have a dream, you must defend it, because people's dreams are linked to society. Once realized, you can gain social value, including identity, status, and money. With these, everything can be easily solved."

Fan Shiyin looked at Chen Shuo, as if she had an epiphany.

If one day I realize my dream, or take a solid step forward, I will probably have the confidence to stand by his side.

You are the radiant sun, and I am a star. Even if others cannot see it, I still exist beside you.

Bo~bo~

Chen Shuo opened two more bottles of fruit wine: "Here's to the dream and the future."

Fan Shiyin took the bottle and repeated Chen Shuo's words: "Respect the dream and the future."

The long-legged little stubborn boy was already tipsy.

The staff trotted over and warmly invited Chen Shuo and Fan Shiyin: "Handsome beauties, the bonfire party at our camping base is about to begin. Come join us."

Over there, the speaker started playing a song.

'Let us be companions in the world of mortals, live a carefree life, ride horses galloping to share the prosperity of the world, sing out the joy in our hearts when we are drunk, and seize the youth with great vigor'

'Ha uh ah~ ha~ ha uh ah~ ha uh ah~'

Chen Shuo glanced at Fan Shiyin, took her hand and ran towards the large group.

"Fan Shiyin!" Chen Shuo shouted.

Fan Shiyin was also infected by the lively and joyful atmosphere, and her voice became louder: "What's wrong?"

"will you miss Me?"

Music, laughter, insects, the crackle of fire burning wood, all the noisy sounds gathered together, and then it seemed as if all the sounds stopped suddenly at a certain moment, leaving only the girl's gentle response.

"Yes."

You will be missed.

The bonfire party lasted until late at night, and everyone left with satisfaction and returned to their tents.

Chen Shuo wrapped Fan Shiyin in a blanket: "I was sweating just now, don't catch a cold."

Fan Shiyin's eyes flashed, she smiled tenderly, and the two returned to the tent.

"Shall we look at the stars?"

"look."

So Chen Shuo and Fan Shiyin got into the tent, and no one mentioned the small tent next to them. The two of them lay in the tent, with their heads exposed, looking at the stars in the sky, not knowing what each other was thinking.

Chen Shuo glanced at Fan Shiyin: "Do you want to rest on my arm?"

Usually when he said this, Chen Shuo had already stretched out his arm, so the words were just a formality.

Under normal circumstances, when a girl puts her pillow on your arm, it actually means that you can put your arms around me and let me cling to you.

Facts have proved that this is indeed the case.

"It's so beautiful." Chen Shuo sighed.

Fan Shiyin was actually very nervous, and her heart was beating wildly. She didn't know whether it was because she drank a lot of fruit wine, or something else: "Well, it's beautiful."

"I'm talking about you, not the stars."

Fan Shiyin looked up at Chen Shuo, biting her lower lip and not knowing how to respond. She was even more annoyed now, why was her mouth so stupid?

If only she were here every day, she would definitely be able to teach herself something to say.

Alas, knowledge is like this. When you use it, you realize that you have learned less.

"Thank you." Fan Shiyin squeezed out these two words in the end. Maybe she thought it was too perfunctory, so she added, "Thank you, thank you."

Seeing Fan Shiyin speechless because she was the stupidest, Chen Shuo ticked her chin and saw her nervousness.

This was the first time in her life that Fan Shiyin had such close contact with a man. All her previous principles and bottom lines were gone after meeting Chen Shuo, as if everything was so natural.

Chen Shuo moved, and he slowly moved down. Fan Shiyin followed him into the tent, and the two of them quickly got into the small tent completely.

Everything is self-evident.

Wine is really not a good thing, Fan Shiyin thought to herself.

Chen Shuo was lying on his side, and the arm supported by Fan Shiyin was lifted up, turning the long-legged little stubborn man over. The two people lying on their sides looked at each other and could smell each other's breath.

Fan Shiyin looked at Chen Shuo blankly, her cheeks flushed.

Chen Shuo's legs were not honest, so after a lot of trouble, he clamped one of Fan Shiyin's long black stocking legs so that she couldn't move.

"You," Fan Shiyin said, "can't."

"What's not allowed?" Chen Shuo asked.

"Nothing is allowed here." Fan Shiyin wanted Chen Shuo to stop, and she also wanted to stop herself.

Chen Shuo pressed his hand on the back of Fan Shiyin's head and pressed it on without saying a word.

The moment the two people's lips touched, Fan Shiyin seemed to have a bomb that had been buried deep in her head for a long time. Her head was empty for a moment. She was so frightened that she opened her mouth to shout something, but she encountered an even more intense attack.

And Chen Shuo was finally able to touch the long black stocking legs that he had coveted for a long time.

This was Fan Shiyin's first kiss. She didn't know anything, so Chen Shuo gently taught her and guided her.

Waves of electric current swept through Fan Shiyin's entire touch, and her tight body gradually became limp under Chen Shuo's soothing and her own immersion.

Chen Shuo's senses were the most direct. Fan Shiyin in his arms was originally as stiff as a piece of iron, but now she was soft and approachable. Even the leg she was holding between her arms unconsciously lifted up.

She wanted to press her legs on her, she wanted to hug herself, Chen Shuo thought to himself.

Brothers who often burp know that when burping, your hands must not be idle. She has become gentle, so you can't be timid. Just do whatever you need to do at this time.

During the time of popping, all male-loving behaviors are prohibited.

Chen Shuo opened his eyes and looked at Fan Shiyin lying in his arms. His eyes traveled over her body from beginning to end. At this time, the long-legged little stubborn man was already in a state of dissociation.

The coldness that had always surrounded her disappeared at this moment.

"If we don't do anything else, how about we just kiss until dawn?" Chen Shuo and Fan Shiyin asked softly while their ears and temples were rubbing together.

The surroundings were already very quiet, so quiet that even if Fan Shiyin could only speak in a voice weaker than a mosquito's cry from her throat, Chen Shuo could clearly hear her.

"it is good"

(End of this chapter)