Above the nine springs, people rob the earth and the spirit

Chapter 243 Struggle
Bai Tianqing sat beside the hospital bed and stared at the woman on the bed.

Bai Que already looked haggard. In fact, when she pushed the door open, in the past, Bai Que would have been awakened. Her sleep quality had not been very good.

However, she is still sleeping deeply.

It's just that after such a while, she has already experienced earth-shaking changes.

When she met Yang Xin, the dean, and the others before, she didn't have so many real feelings. She simply felt that she was incompatible with the world. But now when she faced her mother, the difference she felt became even greater. .

Because those unbearable emotions had dissipated before leaving, she seemed to be able to accept everything calmly.

Including killing his mother.

She felt like she should be sad about it, ashamed, but she wasn't.

Is it like what the old dean said, that she has now lost her recognition of human identity, and therefore her human emotions have also disappeared?
But human emotions are sometimes a burden in themselves.

But it is undeniable that it is indeed motivation.

In short, it was not a bad thing, nor was it a good thing, so she was thinking.

So far, everyone who had a good relationship with her has left one by one. Well, she didn't have many good relationships to begin with.

Now probably only Li Xiaoyue and Bai Wuyun are left at home, but Bai Tianqing's feelings for the two of them are not that deep.

The only one with deep emotions is actually Bai Que.

However, as of today, she doesn't know what the script was at the beginning of the game, but the direction may have followed the development of the game so far, including today's scene with her mother.

Except, her first-person perspective is now out of control and cannot be directly spied on.

But when Bai Tianqing mentioned this, his heart suddenly moved.

What if my mother becomes like me?

Then she should have another possibility to live, but in another world.

But there is no difference between the two worlds, not to mention that she now has a sense of belonging to the other world.

But her reason was still telling her that if there was a possibility, it would still be up to her mother to make the choice.

After all, her behavior of dragging people to reincarnate without any care may be a bit like a cult organization.

During the day, Qing held her chin and looked at the person on the bed seriously.

In fact, whether the mother will agree or not probably depends on what she can do.

She raised her hand and touched the temperature of her mother's forehead to make sure she didn't have a fever before getting up gently.

She went out to find the wall.

However, the dungeons in the outside world are different from schools and mental hospitals. In other words, there are only a few real dungeons in the entire game.

But the wall in front of her was no longer what it was before.

The world that passed through the wall didn't seem to have changed much, which made her truly feel a kind of spiritual satisfaction.

But not enough.

Because this place is only created and constructed by man, it is not as great as that world.

After the birth of this strange thought, she was thoughtful. This thought that appeared naturally seemed to reveal some truth.

But it may not be her own.

In fact, she didn't like the feeling of longing in her heart at this time, because this feeling made her think rationally that she was being manipulated.

When the desire becomes too strong and even becomes an instinct, she will eventually surrender to desire. But now that desire serves as a guide, guiding her toward the darkness.

As the light became weaker and weaker and the surroundings became quieter and quieter, she seemed to be walking on a silent road.

But there seemed to be a voice calling her from the front, making the desire in her heart stronger.

It was like someone was whispering in her ear, guiding her in the right direction.

No, Bai Tianqing told herself calmly at the same time, she just wanted to explore now to get rid of control, just like getting rid of the control of the game, no one can control her.

So only the path she takes is the right one.

Thinking of this, she suddenly stopped and felt a little confused.

Probably still affected, right?
Why should mother also be brought into this world?
She had decided to get rid of the control of this world, so why would her mother stay here?
If she was asked to make a guarantee that she would take her mother away together and that both of them could live freely together, she actually couldn't do it.

She actually has no way to take any responsibility for her mother's life.

Just like the mother's decisive choice, it is a life choice that belongs to Bai Que. Bai Qing has no right to interfere. Just as Bai Que lets her explore the world, Bai Que does not want to interfere with her freedom.

Bai Tianqing covered her face, but realized that she couldn't cry now because her current body was no longer a normal human body.

It seems that she can also simulate the human body from the inside out, simulating every cell.

That way, she'd be in a human body again, right?
Bai Tianqing slowly exhaled.

Then there's no rush.

She still needs such a body now, at least before the college entrance examination.

But will the game end after the college entrance examination?
You also need to get results in the exam. Only after you get the results can you leave here and go to university. But no matter what, it is really necessary in the short term.

Just now...

Bai Tianqing raised his eyes and glanced at the darkness, turned around and walked in the opposite direction.

The emotions and feelings after switching bodies are now finally sorted out, and his goals are clear again. Bai Bai Qing does not want to go to that world today and listen to the call of that voice.

I always feel that the more I listen to it, the harder it becomes to resist.

But the way back is no longer the original way.

There seemed to be some fear coming in the darkness.

She obviously didn't have a heart now, but she could feel the strong beating in her chest caused by fear.

That murmur of instruction also conveyed a thought to her in her mind.

Only by walking on the right path can you stay away from everything that scares you.

Otherwise, you will eventually be swallowed up by fear and die without a burial place.

Laughing to death, if there is no burial place, there won't be one. It seems that in this messy world, where is a good burial place?

She was indeed scared, but the path she took was the right path.

No one can point fingers at her!

However, it is okay to continue to be afraid like this. I am just afraid that if it continues, the train station incident will happen again.

But she is no longer in her previous state, so why does this fear still restrain her like before?

Why couldn't she be the fear itself?