Grudge Breaker

Chapter 125: Express your feelings -
The first time she heard him express his affection for her so clearly, Song Weichen was a little confused.

"Did I hear you correctly? Can you say it again?"

"I said I like you, Song Weichen. I like you very, very much. I tried my best to suppress it but still lost control. I have no way not to like you, and I have no way to help you and Gu Cang Yue go against my will."

"I am a person who really fails when it comes to relationships. I am secretive, awkward, and don't mean what I say. I like it but dare not express it. Instead, I said a lot of hurtful things to you. Seeing you being with him makes me extremely unwilling. I want to pretend that nothing is wrong and I just let it go, but in fact I am deceiving myself. When I saw you at the door yesterday... I almost went crazy, I..."

Song Weichen couldn't hold it in anymore after hearing this, and cleared his throat, "Mr. Mo, wait a moment, is there a possibility that you are also crazy now? You haven't been feeling well since last night. You always, cough, Or take the time to see a psychiatrist?”

Mo Tingfeng was stunned for a moment, feeling helpless and funny at the same time. He could no longer express his feelings, and it was obvious that she had "interrupted the spell".

"Do you think my behavior last night was particularly ridiculous?"

"Yes, like a primary school chicken."

"What chicken?"

"It just means extremely childish. It doesn't match your status at all."

Mo Tingfeng felt a little sad. He took his cloak from the side and put it on Song Weichen, then tied the belt for her gently. He touched her hands and felt cold, so he grabbed them both and put them in his palms to cover them.

"I'm sorry to make you laugh. I think it's quite funny myself."

"I...I have lived a long life, but I know nothing about love."

"Sang Pu once told me that 'a husband who makes a promise will be distrustful', so I thought I didn't express love, but you can see from my actions that I love you everywhere. I was wrong. In your feelings, maybe A lot of it hurt.”

Knowing that there is no solution to the restraint on killing love, he should let her go at the right time if he is good to her, but people are always so contradictory. One second, he forces himself to say all the cruel things, but the next second, he just wants to fight for life and death.

Just now, Mo Tingfeng suddenly figured out something, what cannot be restrained is love.

Love never makes people sane.

Losing one's soul, having random thoughts, being sensitive and suspicious, having inexplicable and unreasonable possessiveness, and being rational but acting even more insane, this is love.

He won't let go, never let go! Why care about the outcome? Just entrust your sincerity to her and leave the rest to fate.
.
"It wasn't Gu Yu who tucked me in last night, it was you, right?"

"It's raining. I'm afraid you'll have nightmares again, kicking off the quilt and getting cold, so I'm keeping watch."

"When did you know I would kick the quilt?"

He smiled, "The first night you came to my house, I covered you with a quilt eleven times. What do you think?"

……

"You often dragged me to the dining hall for a while, not because you wanted to eat, but because you were afraid that I would have low blood sugar again, right?"

"Actually, I want to drag you to the dining hall right now. Last time you made me the black-bone chicken medicinal meal, this time I will make it for you - I specially learned the appetizer hawthorn cake for you, but I never had the chance to make it for you."

Mo Tingfeng raised his hand to perform the technique, and his name, faintly composed of a golden sand-like substance, quickly disappeared into Song Weichen's lips. He once again set up a name calling ban for her.

"From now on, if you need me, just call my name and I will appear instantly no matter where you are. Remember?"

Song Weichen stared carefully into Mo Tingfeng's eyes. There was no one else in his pupils except her.

Of course she knows that he cares about her, although sometimes caring can lead to confusion, although sometimes he is domineering and arrogant, although sometimes he is self-defeating, but after all, he cares from the bottom of his heart. But she wasn't sure whether that concern was for her or for the shadow from a thousand years ago.
.
"The only person you told Ruan Mianmian about your love for just now was Sang Pu. Why do you want to change your confession now?"

"You said before that you are Sang Pu, the one I have been waiting for for thousands of years. Why do you want to change your story now?" "Yes, I changed my story. I am Song Weichen, and I have nothing to do with Sang Pu. You still like me ?"

"like."

"But if she and I were in front of you at the same time, and you could only choose one to like, would you still like me?"

"Wei Wei, this is a false proposition. It's like you asking me whether I prefer you before the incense stick or you now. I like you both ways."

Song Weichen shook his head slightly and took a step back, "No, it's not."

"Let me ask you, if one day you completely forget everything about her, will you still like me so much?"
.
Mo Tingfeng fell silent. Everything about Sang Pu was engraved in his bones. How could he forget her. If he just wanted to make Song Weichen happy, he could just tell her what she wanted to hear, but he didn't want to give a perfunctory answer against his will.

It's like Song Weichen now forgets about Sang Pu and falls in love with another man because he doesn't have much memory of Sang Pu. The reality is cruel and cannot withstand scrutiny.

"Why do you have to make it so clear? You are the same person."

"Why do you have to lump us together? We are different people."

Song Weichen felt a little disappointed in her heart. She didn't know where this disappointment came from, so she took off her cloak and gave it back to Mo Tingfeng.

"I'm quite confused, and maybe you are too. I think... we can talk about it one day after you are absolutely sure that you like me, not that shadow."

Song Weichen returned to her room and put on women's clothes, becoming "Piano Master Sang Pu" again. She looked at herself in the bronze mirror, and for the first time she seriously felt that she should change her name.
.
Ding Heran received a message from Mo Tingfeng and entered Tingfeng Mansion again with a bunch of people and cats. When he saw Mo Tingfeng sitting at the table reading a book, he cautiously said hello, "Sir, let's start then?" "

"Well, let's start the search from here. I'll stay next door." As he said that, he stood up and walked towards Wuqingju.

"Where's Brother Wei? I seemed to have seen him when I came in before, and he was right next to the adults. Could it be that I'm dazzled?" Ye Wujiu, the foolish warrior, is really not afraid of death.

"It's not that your eyes are blurred, it's just that your mind is blocked. Work!" Ding Heran patted his head, thought for a moment and then stretched out his hand to rub it, for fear of beating him even more stupidly.
.
When Mo Tingfeng arrived at Wuqingju, the two of them felt a little uncomfortable meeting again because of their confession just now. One was reading the files quietly, while the other was lying on the table drawing cartoon figures, pretending to be in peace.

But she was by his side, so he couldn't see through it. He was clearly using the file as a cover to secretly study her, while thinking about what she had just asked, if he forgot everything about Sang Pu, would he still like her?

What does this little liar have to do to be so clear-cut?

While he was lost in thought, he heard Song Weichen coughing slightly. He quickly got up to take care of her, but he caught a cold again? It shouldn't be, she slept peacefully all night and waited until dawn for him to leave.

Song Weichen coughed more and more violently, until he vomited blood again and managed to stop it when it dripped down his fingers. He was suddenly so weak that he could not sit still.

Mo Tingfeng let her lean on him, took out the medicine that Zhuang Yuheng had asked Ruan Mianmian to bring to Baipao earlier, let her take it, and carefully wiped the blood stains on her hands clean.

"Weiwei, be obedient. Let's go and decode the seal first, okay? We really can't delay it any longer. I feel really bad for you to be like this."

"I'm going to be killed by that fox girl of yours from a thousand years ago... Let's talk about it after breaking the illusion. I don't want you to see her again."
.
Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and Ding Heran's voice came in from outside the door, "Sir! Something has been discovered on the roof. Can you please move?"

Seeing Mo Tingfeng looking at him with hesitation and concern, Song Weichen tried his best to smile and said, "I want to sleep for a while. You can go. I'm much better after taking medicine."

After Mo Tingfeng left, she thought that she would come to Wuqingju soon. She would definitely not be able to sleep, and she was indeed sleepy. She might as well... go to the room that Da Niao in Wangyue Tower booked for her to sleep for a while, and wait for the night. It's not too late to ask him about the progress of the search when he comes back.

After making up her mind, she quietly left the house while everyone was busy and unprepared.
.
It was already dusk when she woke up from the room on the top floor of Wangyue Building. Maybe Zhuang Yuheng's newly prepared medicine had a soothing effect, so she didn't have that nightmare again.

She gently locked the door and went out to go home. Since there were very few guests on the exclusive floor, she didn't meet anyone along the way. Gu Cangyue must have considered the issue of identity privacy when booking a room. He was always careful.

I haven't seen Boss Shu for a long time, and I don't know what he has been busy with recently... Song Weichen was lost in thought, and he didn't realize that there was a man quietly behind him.

The man followed him, holding a piece of white silk stained with drug in his hand, and suddenly covered Song Weichen's mouth and nose at the corner at the end of the corridor!