Douluo: Qian Renxue’s Road to Defeating the Gods

Chapter 595: Nine Tests of Rakshasa (Part 595)
"Mom, I am really satisfied to see you at your most beautiful, but the future depends on you alone. Sometimes I often ask myself, if I am not there, will your life be brighter and smoother, with friends, relatives, people who love you and people you love..."

"What nonsense are you talking about! Xue'er, I don't want anyone else but you!" Bibi Dong hugged Qian Renxue tightly. This was the only light in her life, a light she was unwilling to give up.

"Mom, I know everything. After my father's death, hatred is no longer enough to trap you in this small Spirit Hall. The world is so big, so vast, why are you willing to stay here and be a pope without any real power and being constrained in every way? I know that it was my father who broke your wings, so the cage that trapped you is me. I am the reason why you are imprisoned here, a cage that cannot be broken."

The depths of Qian Renxue's eyes were also filled with pain. These were bloody realities that everyone could see. She was like a knife against her mother's throat, forcing her to obey and be imprisoned in the Spirit Hall, never to escape.

If grandpa didn't kill mom because of my existence, then could it be that he was also using me to keep this peerless genius of mine under the control of the Spirit Hall and expand the power of the Spirit Hall?

Things always have two sides, half light and half dark, and how you look at it depends entirely on people's perspective.

"Xue'er..."

Bibi Dong couldn't help choking up. She was glad that she had her, even though she was the embodiment of her pain.

"Mom, break the cage... From now on, you will be free again. Everything in the world is disillusionment and there is nothing that cannot be overcome." Qian Renxue felt the warmth in her mother's arms, but she knew that her time was running out. Only when her mother forgot about her and severed the emotional ties between them could she gain true freedom.

"What are you talking about?" Bibi Dong's eyes widened, and she seemed to be trembling with fear. Did Qian Renxue want her to kill her with her own hands? No, absolutely impossible!
"When we are born into this world, we have no obligation to spend our whole lives repeating monotony, triviality and suffering for anyone. Mom, I wish you can pursue your dreams with complete openness and success in the days ahead, and realize the thousands of possibilities of your own meaning."

But how could she hurt her so badly again? She was already covered with bruises and blood, let alone falling into the abyss forever.

"No, what are you saying? Why are you saying that?"

Bibi Dong widened her eyes. The Qian Renxue in front of her suddenly made her feel strange, like a dying person giving his last words.

"I am already satisfied just to see you... I am leaving... Mom, please don't seek revenge for me. I believe you will live a better life without me. Everything is over..."

Qian Renxue's figure turned into starlight and poured into Bibi Dong's body. In reality, a terrible energy fluctuation suddenly erupted from the core of the plane, and the entire Douluo Star trembled!
"Destiny returns to its place and becomes one!" The Fire of Origin murmured as it looked at the core of the plane. It seemed that this person succeeded!

In the illusion, Bibi Dong hysterically called out Qian Renxue's name, "Xue'er...Xue'er...where are you!"

But no one responded. It seemed as if she was the only one left in this world. It was terrifyingly quiet.

The surroundings suddenly became dark and pitch black, and then the figure of Luosha appeared beside her.

"Rakshasa! I've had enough! Let me go!" The uneasy feeling in her heart became stronger and stronger. Bibi Dong didn't know why it was like this, but since they were connected by blood, something must have happened to Qian Renxue!

"Leave? Look back at your nine exams, they were so awful that it's disgusting. Bibi Dong, do you know exactly what you want?"

Luosha pushed Bibi Dong to the ground. The ground was like a mirror, reflecting her image. At this moment, her eyes were red, tears were streaming down her face, and she looked very sad. She looked nothing like she did originally.

"You always wonder if Qian Xunji is a good teacher, things will change. You always wonder if Yu Xiaogang is braver, the tragedy will not happen. You always wonder if Qian Daoliu and others will do justice for you, will you still be the same person you used to be? Bibi Dong, you are still not dark enough!" "You are talking nonsense, I killed them all! They can't affect me!"

Bibi Dong tried hard to defend herself, but her arguments seemed pale and powerless. After the killing, she did reflect on whether the situation would change if it was really like this...

"So, you are so naive. You still feel guilty after killing someone. Are you qualified to inherit the Rakshasa throne?"

"You shouldn't feel guilty. It's an emotion that drags you down. You should abandon it all! Especially love. What is love? It's a sharp blade that kills yourself! You must cut off all emotions and love."

Cut off all feelings and love? I think I will... Bibi Dong lowered her head and looked at herself in the mirror, who looked a little painful. At this moment, she was very unconfident. Could she do it? Really cut off all feelings and love.

“Look at you!”

Bang!
The mirror was broken into pieces, and in the countless broken mirrors there were countless Bibi Dongs, some of them happy, some in pain, some hideous, some gentle, some evil, and some cruel.

"Do you know? Sunlight will be eroded by darkness, and likewise, light will drive out darkness. If you are struggling in the darkness, then you are the light! You are the light! Why are you the light?"

Rakshasa God pressed Bibi Dong against the mirror and questioned her why she did that!
"You want to be a good person, but you betray your sect and your master. You want to be a bad person, but you tolerate those people in the Spirit Hall who are indifferent. Do you know what you are doing? Are you longing for someone to pull you out of the abyss? Let me guess, is it Qian Renxue?"

"But, she is dead..."

“No, you’re talking nonsense! I clearly saw it just now…” Bibi Dong suddenly opened her eyes wide. This was not real. This was an illusion. Everything that happened here was fake.

"You've discovered it, haven't you? Qianxunji is dead. How can there be Qianrenxue in such an uninterrupted fantasy world? Open your eyes and look at the reality..."

In the illusion, the scene changes, and the scene of Qian Renxue being pierced by the sea god and falling into the sea is played out in front of Bibi Dong...

"No! This is fake... This is fake..."

Bibi Dong couldn't accept this reality. She denied it all. It was impossible...

After seeing Qian Renxue's soul approaching her divine test step by step, and the slightly flickering plane core in her eyes, she understood... using death to fulfill her destiny, using death to let the power of destiny return to her... the two combined into one, surpassing the power of a first-level god...

"Did you see it?"

Qian Renxue's death took away Bibi Dong's last bit of hope. Living had no meaning for her... But she would not let herself go as Qian Renxue advised and return to freedom...

Qianxunji, kill! I only have killing thoughts for him!
Yu Xiaogang, resentment! Weak, incompetent, inferior, and stupid, how can I not resent it!
Wuhun Hall, evil! Even though this is her home, she can't feel a trace of warmth.

Qian Renxue, I hate you! I hate that you left me alone in this cold world. Your death is not only your departure, but you also took Bibi Dong with you!
Who am I now? Who will I become?