Douluo: Qian Renxue’s Road to Defeating the Gods

Chapter 629: Endless Cycle
Memories are like a gushing spring, constantly flowing out from the buried depths of the heart, and Qian Renxue is just like that.

For some reason, although she had never seen the truth of some things, her mind gave her countless extremely real pictures...

She saw a man and a woman happily leaning against a big tree under the setting sun, talking about their future. The gentle wind blew the woman's hair. It was a beautiful picture. However, the familiar face of the woman and the man next to her hurt Qian Renxue's heart...

The illusion came and went, and this time a handsome man appeared on the screen. Seeing him, Qian Renxue could no longer suppress the excitement in her heart and whispered, "Father..."

Her father's originally kind smile suddenly turned into a sinister smile, and a chain shining with golden light suddenly pierced through her body and flew behind her.

The woman was struggling and begging. She begged the teacher to let her go. She called for help, but unfortunately no one came. Her teacher also pounced on her...

Qian Renxue's eyes were bloodshot and her whole body was shaking uncontrollably. Nothing could be more suffocating than what was happening before her eyes. Although she knew her origins very well, she also learned the truth about the past from other people's narration and her own investigation.

But witnessing this scene with her own eyes, looking at the disgusting picture, and listening to the hysterical shouting, had already brought her to the brink of collapse.

The scene changed again, this time it was the seriously injured father, he was lying weakly on the bed. Qian Renxue had seen this scene before, it seemed to be the night before she learned of her father's death...

When she saw her mother slowly approaching with a bowl of medicine, she knew what was going to happen next. She closed her eyes, but felt a warmth on her face and a smell of blood filled her nostrils.

Crazy laughter, the sound of bones breaking, the sound of chewing with relish, and the wailing and screaming of extreme pain mixed in her ears...

"Xue'er!"

Boom... Bibi Dong's scream outside woke up Qian Renxue who was deeply trapped in an illusion.

With disordered breathing, she slowly loosened her grip on the magic sickle. Through Bibi Dong's eyes, she saw herself with bloodshot eyes and a hideous face, a person who was filled with grief, resentment, madness, depression, and sorrow.

Bibi Dong gently stroked Qian Renxue's smooth back and said soothingly, "Xue'er, it's okay. It's all over."

When Qian Renxue calmed down, Bibi Dong raised the wine glass in her hand and said to Qian Renxue: "See, I didn't lie to you. It just told you the truth and reminded you not to forget the past. How can it control people?"

After saying that, he drank it all in one gulp. Qian Renxue looked at the wine glass in her hand, smiled bitterly, then raised her head and drank the sweet wine. The hot alcohol instantly spread through her body like fire, providing some burning temperature for her cold body.

"That's right, Xue'er."

Bibi Dong looked at Qian Renxue with satisfaction as she finished the wine in the glass, and then poured her another glass of wine. "Xue'er, we all have unbearable pasts, sad pasts, and our ideas should be the same. No matter how you want to change this world, the rules will never change. It doesn't matter if you become an emperor or control the world. Isn't it still the current way, with monarchs, ministers, and nobles? Maybe it can be suppressed while you are here, but what about after you leave?"

"Some people say that men always have the ideal of breaking all rules and holding up the sky by themselves, while women always rely on rules and get the greatest benefits from the rules. In my opinion, it is too stupid. Men always think that they can change the world and make it brand new, but they don't know that any species will have a leader, just as humans will choose a king and an emperor, which has never changed for tens of thousands of years." "People are divided into different levels. This is engraved in their genes. As long as there is a group, there will be levels. Not to mention animals like humans with complex thoughts, even those unintelligent wild animals or soul beasts are the same. When wolves eat meat, the leader must eat first, and lions hunt mostly for the lions to enjoy the fruits of their labor. But when they encounter an attack, the leader goes first. But look at this world, whose children are the ones who die in the war? Humans are not as human as a group of animals. Alas, where there is a king, there will be ministers, where there are ministers, there will be nobles, where there are aristocratic families, where there are aristocratic families, there will be civilians, where there are civilians, there will be poor people, and so on and so forth. Who can break this set of rules?"

"What do you think will happen if those friends who follow the king make mistakes? Just like if Tianyao makes a big mistake, will you kill him? You won't. Will you take action when Tianyao's family gains more and more wealth through status? You won't do that either. The noble families and aristocrats come because of this. You can't do what you can't do. Do you think future generations can change it?"

"And so-called women see through these rules. No matter how these people change, their positions won't change. It's just that the names get nicer, like king, emperor, monarch, hahahaha... How ridiculous!"

"In this world, there are good people and bad people, there are winners and losers, there are nobles and poor people. We cannot escape this rule, no one can escape it! This world is an endless cycle. You said you want to protect the poor, those who are suffering, do you know? The nobles and the vested interests are the ones who want stability the most and don't want to die the most. The poor have always been just resources and tools in their eyes. Life or death is all in their mind."

"You said you wanted to fight for this world, so who are you protecting? Who are you fighting for? Who will be the biggest beneficiary of your actions? Xue'er, have you ever thought about..."

Bibi Dong stroked her hair, and felt a little distressed when she saw Qian Renxue's face changing from bright to dark. However, she had no other choice. Only when the light fell would they stop being at loggerheads and become destined enemies.

Qian Renxue slowly closed her eyes, her face showing pain and struggle. People say that when a country prospers, the people suffer, and when a country perishes, the people suffer. Is this world really hopeless?

I drank the wine in the cup again, but I could no longer feel the sweetness of the wine in my throat, only bitterness...

"Come again..."

After drinking several cups in a row, Qian Renxue was breathing heavily, and her head became a little dizzy due to the effect of alcohol.

Seeing Qian Renxue finish the whole bottle, Bibi Dong had no choice but to hand the cup in her hand to her, "Xue'er, now you should tell me your choice, or what you want to do about the things you want to investigate in this world?"

Qian Renxue glanced at Bibi Dong who was standing with her drunken eyes and smiled. The night was still long, why bother looking for an answer?

"kill!"

Hearing this, Bibi Dong seemed somewhat relieved, yet somewhat disappointed. "Xue'er, killing won't solve any problems. If you kill one batch, there will be a new batch."

"Then I will use thunder and lightning until no one dares to do this anymore!"

Smelling the strong smell of alcohol in Qian Renxue's mouth, and her face turned red and her clothes were messy due to alcohol, Bibi Dong's heartbeat became disordered and her body felt slightly hot.

She said with a dry mouth: "Have a good rest, I will come to see you tomorrow."

Bibi Dong was about to flee when Qian Renxue hugged her from behind. She felt a burning sensation in her ears: "Don't leave...stay here tonight..."